your name is so tricky

The so-called love at first sight must be driven by the impulse of a certain part of the body. When the desire is vented, the excitement at first sight will fade away.I fell in love with Song Yan at first sight, but he was a bit special. After we both did what we were supposed to do, I thought the impulse should stop, but I not only underestimated his explosive power, but also didn't foresee him staying power.

This persistence has come to the present.

My self-awareness was awakened earlier. I knew that I liked men when I was in junior high school, and I had gone through the routines in romance novels a long time ago.My emotional life is also particularly exciting, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it can be compiled into a book.My first love happened in the second year of junior high school, but we separated before we met in high school and college.When I was in high school, there was someone who was like me in the same dormitory, and another guy who would be like me in the future. Although I am not a rabbit, I have always adhered to the concept of not eating grass.No matter how good or excellent Qi Ji is, I never thought of him, or maybe he didn't think of me, but in my opinion, he and Ao Ao are very likely to become a couple.

I have repeatedly emphasized that I am gay, but the people around me have always held a half-believing attitude, thinking that I am usually out of shape, and I have the appearance of a rogue, so it is reasonable that what I say is not credible.Although my life is different from theirs in many ways, I am as serious about my study as they are, because I know that if people like us do not have a solid foundation for life in the future, life will be very difficult.

After hearing Qi Ji say that Ao Ao bent over, I was not too surprised, but I always thought that even if Ao Ao wanted to bend, it should be bent on Qi Ji.In the three years of high school, the two of them almost went in and out together, and it was common for them to sleep in the same bed. Thinking about it, Qi Ji was too incompetent. After staying by Ao Ao's side for more than [-] years, he couldn't find him. potential.

After each of us finished college, we all returned to our own cities for development. We were used to staying in the bustling cities, and it was no longer possible to go to those small third- and fourth-tier cities.Ao Ao was forced by his father to go into politics, and he, who has always had no desires, even desperately resisted, and went to Oceania to stay for six years. Fortunately, our high school roommates are long-term lovers, otherwise we would have been alienated.

My acquaintance with Song Yan was also thanks to Ao Ao, and no matter what intentions he had in introducing us to each other, his goal should have been achieved.Since Song Yan appeared, my life has been messed up. I even picked up the love manual that was thrown into the Pacific Ocean back then, trying to find out why. I think I might really fall in love with Song Yan.

Shocked by this idea, I was able to do a good job of superficial skills, and I still dealt with him as if I were playing a game of life.Qi Ji once said that I am a breed other than a beast and a beast in clothes, calling him inferior to a beast. I am very satisfied with this title.I have maintained this essence for many years, and even did something worse than a beast to Song Yan.

On the first day I met Song Yan, I made him go.While he was struggling and shouting, I completely ignored his sentence "I am also above", and did enough of this at once until he passed out.

It stands to reason that he can be regarded as a veteran in this field at his age, and he must have been mentally prepared to be able to send it to my door, but he should never have set his abacus on my head. No one has touched that golden butt for more than ten years, let alone him who has only known him for a day.After learning about his idea, I added some ingredients to his drink. Don't ask me what I added, I am a doctor, and I will never say what I shouldn't say.

Song Yan is the type hovering between attacking and receiving. When she wears a suit and leather shoes, she looks a bit aggressive, but when she takes off her clothes, she reveals her true nature. The skin on her body is better than that on her face, and the hand feel is also excellent. .In fact, I just wanted to tease him that day, to show his punishment for spanking my ass, but who would have thought that he would do the whole thing uncontrollably as soon as he started, and his cotton-like weak fist hit me more interesting , there is still □□ in the crying and cursing.My nature, which is not as good as a beast, was also brought into full play that night.

He didn't say anything, and I knew it was the first time for him. Although he was treated with utmost gentleness, he still developed a high fever the next day.I took a day off to take care of him at home. I wanted to prevent him from sneaking up on me while worrying about his injuries. I thought he would have a fight with me when he recovered, but he left without saying anything, looking like he was silent. Accepted, but in fact this incident was too shocking for him, but he couldn't think of how to deal with me for a while.

With an attitude of being responsible to the end, I called him every now and then. On the one hand, I asked him about his condition as a doctor, and on the other hand, I expressed my condolences as the perpetrator.He also answered the phone, asking questions and answering them. During the conversation, I began to feel that we were in a formal relationship, but I didn't expect that the storm was still behind.

As the saying goes, you can't walk by the river without getting your shoes wet, but this time I lay down directly in the river, and it also made me understand the reason why I didn't report that the time was not up.He used the same methods I used against him to deal with me, and I don’t know where he got the medicine. After I put my guard down, I put it in the wine. By the time I felt that there was something wrong with the wine, it was too late. That night I'm like a puppet for him to play with.

Of course, I didn't resist too fiercely, because I knew that all struggles would be useless, and since I couldn't refuse, I learned to enjoy it.I think he came here with revenge, he didn't treat the virgin tenderly, he didn't realize the seriousness of the situation until the bed sheet was stained with blood, he asked me what to do, and accused me of forcing him at that time .

I'm not the kind to be unreasonable. I endured the pain and tried to appease him. I asked my colleague to prescribe me medicine. Fortunately, the treatment was timely so that I wouldn't be unable to get out of bed the next day.From that day on, we never mentioned who was right or who was wrong, we just got along like friends, I would call him when I went to nightclubs, he played with his and I played with mine, it didn’t matter if we hugged each other who.

But I didn't think I'd let him go like this. If he didn't take the initiative, I would go forward, but every time I got on the bed, I would be deadlocked because of the question of who gets on and who gets off. But I can't control him. After a long time, I have deeply experienced the torment of seeing but not eating.But this kind of thing is one thing, and there are two things. Compromising once means compromising all the time in the future.If the problem in bed is not resolved, life will not be smooth, just being wasted with him like this, this wasted until Qi Ji and the others get married.

Speaking of the wedding of the four of them, it would be difficult for a big-name director to shoot that kind of effect.The looks of the four of them alone are eye-catching enough, and Lao Ao and Lao Qi teamed up to organize the wedding on a grand scale, which feels like taking out all the pension funds.I don't know where Qi Ji and Ao Ao have such great ability to make those two old stubborns do this.

Song Yan and I had already discussed all the way when we walked through the city holding a banner. I said that we should also hold the wedding ceremony along the way. After passing this village, there will be no such shop.Song Yan said that it is possible, but in the future, he will be on top and I will be on the bottom.It's still the same problem, no matter how many times we discuss it, we can't reach a result, I said forget it, at worst, we will keep looking at each other through Wang Chuanhe, to see who will compromise first.

Song Yan was born in a family of intellectuals. He has always kept his sexuality well hidden. He said that he never thought about coming out.I have the same idea as him, and I am going to hide it from my parents until I die.

On the day of the wedding, I saw Song Yan weeping, which was not surprising at all. A scoundrel like me was a little moved, let alone a hypocritical literary youth.In front of tens of thousands of people, just like the crowds of same-sex couples present, we kissed passionately at the wedding scene, the salute and cheers were deafening, but in my eyes, Song Yan is the protagonist of today.

That night, the two of us dragged each other to the hotel. With the strength of wine, I couldn't hold back the excitement in my heart anymore, and I compromised with him with the mentality of seeing death as home.Song Yan was more surprised than I was at the time, but after the surprise, there was a frenzied aggression. If I have good physical strength, otherwise I would have been passed out by him.

I didn't fall down first, but he couldn't hold it anymore, and he still nibbled on my lips while panting.He said if I still have the strength to fight back, then come on.In fact, I still retained [-]% to [-]% of my physical strength at the time, but his words made me revive with full blood. I think he thought I was dying, so he let out that sentence. He scolded, you are not as good as a beast , It was all just pretending.

I laughed, the long night is long, so where is it, I can let him go before dawn!

It was also from that day that we finally no longer struggled with the issue of who goes up and who goes down. I just let him go one day 360 days a year, and we took turns being on top during the rest of the time.

I don't envy Qi Ji and the others, everyone is the protagonist in their own life, and the other protagonist is the person you see in your eyes and want to remember in your heart all the time, and if you recognize it, it will be a lifetime.We didn't buy a pair of rings, and we didn't think about holding a highly anticipated wedding someday. Instead, we went to the tattoo shop secretly and tattooed the phrase "until we close our eyes" on our backs. The place closest to the heart.Once Song Yan was drunk, he hugged me and asked if we could really walk together forever.I said that if the two of us die in love together now, it must be a lifetime.He smiled and said that he hadn't lived enough, he just experienced the taste of happiness, and it would be a loss if he died like this.

The future is so long, who knows what will happen again, what you can do now is to cherish the present, love every day is a day, and live a day is a day.