your name is so tricky

"Hao Fang, what do you want me to do?"

Hao Fang turned his back to him, stopped the paintbrush in his hand, and has been competing with the painting in his hand for the past few days. What could have been completed in two days, he just couldn't get it out after four or five days.As soon as I sat down, my mind turned around uncontrollably, and the person behind me thought about it for a few days, and the food that was not made by him tasted tasteless at all.I have lived alone in this house for many years, and once he moved in, he forgot the previous few years, thinking that this person should be here, and he would feel uncomfortable if he was not around for a day.

Brothers, friends, people you like, whatever. In short, he just appeared in his life like this, as if he was squeezed in. This person has such a domineering nature, don't look at him all day long. The appearance of harm, in fact, the ability to go.Sending the man who hacked to death his father to prison, no matter how you look at it, looks like a plot in a dog-blood drama, and I am the protected heroine, and the little things I have received from this person have accumulated over time. I'm afraid I still don't know how.He didn't want to do anything to this person, it would be good to stay by his side like before.Just with a fluke mentality, maybe the other party has the same mood as me.

Hao Fang stood up, turned around, and saw this man in front of his eyes, within reach of his hand.For some reason, the kiss that was like a touch of water before flashed in my mind again.After time and space, this meeting felt a little unfinished. Thinking of this in his heart, he leaned forward uncontrollably, and pressed his lips against his.Mr. Ao's face close at hand is full of seriousness, and this rare expression can only be seen at this moment when he remembers it.

"That's my answer." Hao Fang looked at him straight, and now his face and neck were no longer burning.

Mr. Ao didn't wear glasses today, and he didn't have much prescription.He narrowed his eyes slightly, his brows furrowed more and more tightly, the string in his mind couldn't be stretched anymore, he clasped the back of Hao Fang's head with one hand, and kissed him half-gnawed and half-bitten.I don’t know how long I’ve saved it, maybe it’s from the day when Tong Qiji and the others ate hot pot, Hao Fang’s half-drunk and half-awake eyes were flushed, when he pressed him, he felt very sick, but he wanted to hold on tightly in my arms.He didn't dare to hug him that day, but just stroked his head, and that prickly head was actually very cute.

It may also be from the kiss that he lost in the KTV game that day. At first, he was a little surprised, but after thinking about it, he felt that his lips were very soft.A boy had a face the size of a palm, and his facial features were very delicate. From a distance, his body looked like a bamboo pole, but when he looked closely, he could see his face, but he felt like he was only in this mountain.

Hao Fang's lips resembled the fudge he ate when he was a child, and he didn't want to let go after biting on a good taste.Hao Fang's breathing became a little short, and his body seemed to be a little unsteady. Mr. Ao put his other hand around his waist, making the person in front of him stick closer to him.However, at the last moment when he shouldn't stop, Mr. Ao's last trace of reason prevailed. He opened his eyes, held Hao Fang's arm with both hands, and separated the person in front of him from him.

"We are different from Qi Ji and He Yu. I did this to tell you. Today, it was just a momentary distraction. So, stop here, stop before things get out of hand , This way, it’s good for you and me.” Mr. Ao let go of his hand when he felt that he was standing still.

"I don't know if you are distracted, but I know I am not." Hao Fang's eyes showed unprecedented firmness, and Mr. Ao's heart was blocked by that stubborn and serious expression.

"Whether you are or not, this matter will end here." After saying this, Mr. Ao left without looking back.

"Ao Ao, you are afraid, right? To put it bluntly, you are just a coward."

How could he not be afraid, the scene of Qi Ji coming out of the closet was right in front of him.What happened to the boy who was with Qi Ji at that time, and they were together again in the end?If you go against the worldly vision and run counter to ethics and morals, you must need a victim, and it shouldn't be Hao Fang.I would rather let him struggle with sadness now, and forget it after a long time.He is only in his early twenties, it is normal for him to be young and ignorant, but he is different, he is not a child, and he has a lesson from the past to remind him of the consequences of his willfulness.

This is a road full of thorns, who can be sure to go to the end.

Maybe just like what Grid said, his emotional intelligence is too low, he doesn't know how to express it, let alone restraint, and his words and deeds are consistent with what he thinks in his heart.Ge Zi told him that the love field is the same as the battlefield, not only to know yourself and the enemy, but also to grasp the advance and retreat, not to advance rashly, but also have to advance.Take a proper opportunity to do something to express your emotions, so that the other person knows that you care about him.

These detours are too complicated to understand, Hao Fang only knows that every day after he made his mind clear, Mr. Ao's appearance is suffering every time, and he choked back his words several times.He didn't set any attributes for himself either, thinking that he has only liked Ao Ao in the past 20 years, so it would be too arbitrary to say that he is gay.Once you express your intention, there will definitely be a result. What should you do after you accept it? What should you do after you reject it? Even without the enemy, he can still live here, and he can continue to eat the food he cooks and enjoy the kindness he treats himself. In this way, no matter what the outcome is, there will be no loss.

Thinking that he would refuse, I will inevitably feel lost and sad.

But for now, he doesn't feel much loss in his heart, and any result has been staged in his heart several times.Just like when he readily accepted his emotional direction at that time, he also readily accepted Mr. Ao's answer at this moment.