Ghost Net Three: Peering into Immortals [Sword Three]

"Have you ever seen a movie?"

"what movie?"

""July and Ansheng"."

"……Seen."

That movie was one of the movies she watched to pass the time when she lay idly in the hospital bed all summer last year, moving between hospitals, nursing homes and at home.

A very sad and depressing movie.

They said that Qiyue and Ansheng were friends, but Liu Lehan felt that they were actually one person, one was wandering and wandering and the other lived a peaceful life. It seemed that it was Qiyue who died at the end, but in fact Ansheng killed the former lover. Unknown is full of longing, unwilling to accept reality, free and fearless self.

"...Some people say that Qiyue and Ansheng are the same person, but I feel that Mingyue and I are like Qiyue and Ansheng." When Qinluo was mentioned, Qinniang's cloudy eyes began to light up, and she felt helpless. The frenzy of words.

She muttered, repeating the lines in the movie: "I asked her, are you really going to find Tang Ran? Why?"

——"Because you love someone, you have to go to his side, and our two cities are not far apart. Don't worry, Zhuzhu, I will be back soon!"

--"Do you love him?"

—“Of course I love him.”

【——You really want to find that guitarist, why? 】【——This place is too small, I've been tired of it for a long time, besides, he is the second person who loves me besides you in this world. 】【--Do you love him? 】

【—He is quite suitable. 】

The difference is that Qin Luo is far more determined than An Sheng in the movie.

"I met you so I like you, I like you so I'm with you, I'm with you so I'm jealous of you, I'm jealous of you so I care about you, I care about you so I love you I love you so I leave you, I leave You are why I miss you, I miss you so I hate you, I hate you so I love you... Lovers and sisters, enemies and confidants." [1] Qin Niang took a long breath, "That was the last time Mingyue went to Tang Ran. She left happily, but came back in a daze. I am very happy."

Liu Lehan frowned, "So, the breakup between her and Tang Ran was actually caused by you?"

Was she ashamed because she broke the relationship between Qin Luo and Brother Pao?

"No, I don't need to do anything about what that stupid man did." She said triumphantly, "I secretly investigated Tang Ran's interpersonal relationship, knowing his family background and current situation, and quietly waiting for the opportunity As soon as he planned to hold a wedding with Mingyue and Faxiao, I deliberately facilitated the opportunity for Mingyue to go to him, and then pretended to inadvertently tell Mingyue about it. Imagine a girl waiting alone in a strange city for several days. What came was the news that her boyfriend held a wedding with someone else, whoever would have collapsed. What's more, I know Mingyue's character."

"But you still lied to her." Liu Lehan said.

"I lied to her. Didn't Tang Ran lie to her? Mingyue's family is superior, and she was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child. Tang Ran is not suitable for her at all, and she can't always pamper and love her like the first time. However, I have been acquainted with Mingyue all these years. Pampering her unconditionally... Tang Ran has long been unable to bear Mingyue's princess temper."

"Why can you say it with such peace of mind? You are... harming her." Liu Lehan's tone carried the condemnation of staying out of the matter. Once upon a time, she also became a bystander commenting on the country.

"Why am I hurting her?" Qin Niang's eyes flickered slightly, "I pamper her unconditionally because I can continue to pamper her in the future. This is the way we live and the way we love, You have no position to condemn me."

"But Qin Luo loves Tang Ran."

"You're wrong, she loves me." Hearing what she said, Qin Niang immediately denied, "Do you still remember what Qiyue said to An Sheng? 'No one loves you except me.' Except me , there is no one who is willing to love Mingyue with everything like me. And if she didn't love me, how could she agree to be with me after breaking up with Tang Ran, and move to live with me at my house?"

Liu Lehan couldn't bear to break the fantasy of a dying person, "But your 'do everything' is nothing more than using despicable means to force her to your side..."

This is not love.

This is nothing but paranoia, pathology, and the glorification of extreme possessiveness for self-satisfaction.Real love doesn't work like this.

But although Qinniang's methods are despicable, in Liu Lehan's view, the crime is not worthy of death.At least from this narrative, it sounds like Qin Niang is far less hateful than Tang Ran. Although Qin Niang was extreme, she just happened to drag Qin Luo out of a fire pit.

The broth on the bedside has gradually cooled down during this long noon story, the steaming heat disappeared in the hot air, and the smell that was diffused everywhere finally subsided.

But as the smell of the broth faded away, Liu Lehan smelled a rancid smell like a dead mouse more clearly.Just now she thought it was because she was too sensitive to the smell of broth, but now she could tell that the unpleasant smell came from this room, or... from the person lying on the bed.

"Qin Niang, you..." She stood up and wanted to check, but was interrupted by Qin Niang again.

"Do you think this story ends here? The so-called 'do everything', of course it must be done." Qin Niang suddenly smiled treacherously, lying on the bed with her head tilted, staring at her motionless .

Looking at this smile, Liu Lehan suddenly felt creepy.

"I want Mingyue to believe from the bottom of my heart how important I am to her."

Taking this sentence as a new starting point, Qinniang bid farewell to Tang Ran's passage in a hurry, and continued the storytelling between her and Mingyue.

After returning from the small town where Tang Ran lived, Mingyue was depressed for a long time.If I hadn't been persuading her, she would have almost missed the submission time of her graduation project.

You see, a wrong love affair, a relationship that should not have started, some people escaped easily, but Mingyue's future was almost destroyed.

Men and women in [-]li are stupid, and Mingyue is also stupid, but she is lucky to have me by her side, and she will remain faithful.

She was depressed for a long time after living with me. I knew she was worried about Tang Ran. She confided to me her hatred for that woman in sleepless nights, and cursed that woman to die.

I'm glad I saw a bright moon that no one else knew, I saw her ugly, vicious, crazy side, she can really belong to me.So we went back and forth to inquire a lot about them, such as the origin of Tang Ran's childhood, such as whether they got the certificate after all, and whether the pair of dogs are doing well.

But fortunately, the result was comforting. At that time, Mingyue made a fuss at their wedding, and they didn't get married later, but it is said that Tang Ran still went to the hospital to help take care of his dying mother in hypocrisy when he was young. Is it to win back Tang Ran's heart, or to act in front of his mother.

It just so happened that I had a temporary transfer at work, and I could go to other places to work for a period of time with a group of interns who had just arrived. Most of the young girls who had just arrived chose tourist destinations across the country, or big cities with better conditions. The good place is that I took the initiative to apply to go to the nearby small town that is not very well developed, which is the city where Tang Ran is located.

That city was really backward. Not only was the feudal thinking of the people lagging behind, but the only decent hospital was a dilapidated city hospital.The medical equipment there can’t keep up. Many machines haven’t been updated after their expiration date. More than half of the cameras are fake materials. Even the level of doctors is far inferior to that of the first-tier cities. People with insignificant illnesses, or people like Tang Ran's mother who need to be hospitalized for a long time but cannot afford the medical expenses in big cities.

After the past, I lived in the dormitory of the city hospital with a few new interns as a matter of course.

Taking advantage of my position, I quickly found out the ward where Tang Ran's mother was staying and her medical records.

Hearing this, Liu Lehan interrupted her in cold sweat: "You couldn't be... to attack his mother, right?"

Qin Niang showed a trace of disdain, "She is not worthy of me doing it myself. The dog Tangmen is not lying, his mother is indeed in bed with muscular atrophy, and in this situation, she can live for three to five years at most, and the old woman is already dead. When it got to the point where I couldn’t eat and had to rely on infusions to supplement my nutrition to continue my life, even if my family didn’t take me back, I would probably die of respiratory failure soon after.”

After hearing this, Liu Lehan breathed a sigh of relief.

Then I heard Qin Niang continue to say——

I never thought that Tang Ran's childhood was also a medical staff. As a nurse, she happened to be able to take care of Tang Ran's mother by the way. Before that, she and Tang Ran got married.

That day was only the last day before my internship in the city hospital ended. I thought this matter would be resolved like this. In the end, Mingyue was still upset, but scumbags can live a good life, and I can't help it at all. fuck her.

In a place like a hospital, even on the last day of the internship, there is no idle time. The patients came one after another. I finally found time to catch my breath. When I planned to take a lunch break, I heard a familiar voice.

Ah, how could I forget this voice? The person I have eavesdropped on and investigated countless times is Mingyue's enemy, the scumbag's future lover, and the one I wish I could dissect her with my own hands. A person who finely cuts a piece of muscle and bone and puts them into specimen bottles by category.

I heard that she just fainted from exhaustion due to too many emergency patients but had to take time to take care of Tang Ran's mother. After the examination, it was found that the acute pneumonia was caused by a bacterial infection and fever, and she was helped here by a colleague to be put on an IV.In our profession, it is common to be physically exhausted or overdrawn, and I can understand her very well.

But I just paid attention to it a little bit, and didn't stop.

There are no cameras installed in general hospital wards, but the cameras are intact in places like the emergency department, where the population is mobile and disputes are likely to arise. During the three months of internship here, I have fully done the investigation.

There are never too few emergency patients and never too many beds.I was going to take a break, and I rushed forward to help. When I took over a patient, I deliberately said that there was no bed for the time being, and asked the family members to consider transferring to another hospital.

I believe that under such circumstances, as long as a doctor has a bit of benevolence, he will not occupy the bed with peace of mind and transfer the patient.

Sure enough, the woman offered to give up the bed.

In fact, I just wanted to take the opportunity to make things difficult for her before I left. I didn’t expect her to be taken care of by her colleagues. The nurse in charge of her told her that the patients in a single ward would go home to rest tonight and would not stay in the hospital. The ward is far away from here. It was close enough that she could go there and lie down for a while.

I remembered the room number.

After dealing with the matter at hand, I walked along the abandoned route of the camera in my memory, and took a lot of detours to step on the dead corner, but when I stood in that ward, her drip was still not finished, and then The woman didn't seem to be forcing herself as usual, she fell into a deep sleep with a dark face.

The liquid medicine in the hanging bottle dripped into the veins silently, mixed with the blood, as if the sound of gurgling could be heard, which was beautiful and charming.

I glanced at the pocket watch on the wall, and lightly placed my finger on the regulator of the infusion line, feeling the feeling of the gears scraping against my fingertips, a little rough, but also excited by some kind of friction.

I speed up the injection speed.

I think whether she lives or dies depends entirely on God's will.

So I also respect God's will.

The moment I made this decision, I felt like a god who controlled the life and death of others to a certain extent. For the first time, I felt that a career that I didn't like or even hated in the past would make me feel "sacred".

"Can you understand my feelings?" Qin Niang blinked at her with a strange cunning.

Liu Lehan only felt that what was lying in front of her was not a person, but a demon, a summoner from hell, a product assimilated by this bloody and terrifying Longmen impasse, and this product replaced the original Qinniang.

"You are not worthy of your profession, and you are not worthy of the word 'sacred', let alone the word 'healer'." She said coldly, with a burst of sadness in her heart.

"As a doctor, I must calm my nerves and resolve my mind. I have no desires or demands. I first show great compassion and compassion. I vow to save the suffering of the soul. If someone comes to seek help from illness, don't ask whether he is rich or poor, whether he is old or young. Resent relatives and good friends, Hua Yi is stupid and wise, and everyone is the same. They are all like the thoughts of close relatives, and they should not look forward and backward, and cherish their lives. Seeing other distress, if you have it yourself, feel deeply sad, and do not avoid hardships, day and night, cold and heat, hunger and thirst , Fatigue, go to rescue wholeheartedly, without the heart of kung fu. The heart has a belonging, and there is no turning back."

——This is the entry declaration of Ten Thousand Flowers Valley, from the mouth of Sun Simiao.

Although Jianwangsan is just a game, a pile of cold data often knows what is "original heart" better than some living people in reality.

They mock GWW every day for forgetting their original intentions long ago, but it is such a person who can't remember their original intentions in the players' mouths who gave them a rivers and lakes that live up to their original intentions. Even if some things have changed, there are always some things that are true. It has not changed from beginning to end.

Qin Niang didn't care what she said, but smiled happily, "Then guess, did she die later?"

The author has something to say:

[1] This passage is also from "July and Ansheng", thank you for irrigation~!

读者“诗经有云”,灌溉营养液+12018-07-1410:12:20

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