Everyone loves to talk about the future, but Liu Huaxin knows that there is no future for her and Shen Lingfeng.
Another long dream in a cold night, even the dream is full of wind, snow and knife frost.
Liu Huaxin has never been talented, and she hasn't practiced the technique of bigu much. In fact, on the first night when she was locked up, someone came to bring her food.
The senior sister in the same room would come to see her secretly at the cusp of the storm, which Liu Huaxin did not expect.
That day, the senior sister brought two rice balls she had hidden for dinner, and she finally let go of her usual arrogance a little bit, and even sat on Liu Huaxin, pretending to want to talk to her.
In the past, although they were not considered to be hostile, they were far from being in a relationship where everything was talked about.
The senior sister was born in a wealthy family in the south of the Yangtze River, and many of her habits and concepts are different from Liu Huaxin, a down-to-earth child of a northern military family.
For example, she made no secret that she did not go to Huashan to learn swordsmanship, and she did not want to control any mountains and rivers. It is even more nonsense to sit and forget, just because she heard that the Taoist priest of Chunyang has an immortal demeanor, and each of them has a beautiful appearance , she came.
Her parents spoiled her, and they were not willing to let her really suffer.
Although Liu Huaxin practiced the method of being too open-minded, when she first came here, she still asked in a daze, "If you don't learn how to control mountains and rivers, how can you protect the people you like?"
Instead, the senior sister was stunned by her question, "Why isn't someone I like protecting me?"
From then on, Liu Huaxin felt that she had nothing to do with her, living under the same roof and not disturbing each other.
So when she appeared in Sanqing Palace and brought Liu Huaxin a meal, Liu Huaxin felt that the scene was a bit unreal.
She was so scared that she didn't dare to eat the rice balls, "Sister, just tell me, what do you want from me?"
As expected, the senior sister changed her face faster than the singer, and instantly restored that kind of smile that was neither far nor near, "I think you are always smart, Hua Xin."
"But I'm grounded now, and I don't know when I can go out. Even if I can go out, it will take a long time to be honest! Don't say that I can't do it..." She quickly added cowardly.
The senior sister continued to maintain that unpredictable smile, stretched out a hand and pressed it on her shoulder, "Don't worry, I said, you can definitely do it."
For a long time after that, the senior sister was talking alone, and Liu Huaxin listened silently, the more she listened, the more her heart sank, like a dark cloud full of rain, feeling bored, falling, and feeling pain from falling .
It turns out that the saying that Dao is different and does not conspire with each other is true. Human beings and ghosts have different Dao, but humans and immortals still have different Dao.
"Senior Brother Shen will definitely not sit idly by in this situation. He went to see Senior Uncle Li today. Uncle Li couldn't refuse him openly, so he called him sick and closed the door to thank the guests. I heard that Senior Brother knelt in the snow for an hour."
Liu Huaxin's hand holding the rice ball trembled.
"He...he is such a noble person, he won't..." His voice was also trembling.
The senior sister just smiled when she heard the words, and didn't refute her immediately, but let her be quiet for a while at the right time.
When she was almost calm, she asked gently again: "Next, what do you want?"
what do you want
She doesn't want to do anything, she just likes someone.
"Are you with senior brother?" She rushed every step of the way, making Liu Huaxin breathless.
"Isn't it possible?" Liu Huaxin's stubbornness also came up, and she turned her head and asked back.
The senior sister just laughed, as if she thought she was too naive, "It is possible, but you have to think clearly."
"It's been four years, and I've thought clearly enough." The only difference is whether Shen Lingfeng likes her or not.
But in any case, it has nothing to do with others, right?
"Since you think it's possible, then naturally you can." The senior sister said calmly, "But I heard that when people and immortals get together, there are only two outcomes—either you become an immortal, or he becomes a human. Do you think you can do it?" Which is it?"
Liu Huaxin heard herself asking with difficulty: "What does it mean to become a human being?"
"If you want to become a human, you will lose the qualification to be a fairy." She said truthfully.
"...What if I'm still a human and he's still a fairy?"
"Impossible." The senior sister sneered, "The imbalance of yin and yang is a dead end. Junior sister, you are not trying to tell me that everything is not about yin and yang, right?"
Liu Huaxin finally understood what she meant.
"Don't worry...he won't agree to be with me..." The words just came out, but finally realized something was wrong, Liu Huaxin suddenly raised her head and stared at her, "This is Chunyang's secret, how did you know ?”
The senior sister turned her head and smiled inexplicably, "What do you think?"
Liu Huaxin was too shocked to speak.
She and Xiaopingzi were the only ones who eavesdropped that day, and afterward the news was blocked, and everyone thought she had committed another mistake before being locked up.
Unless someone discloses the news to Senior Sister.
But who would be so easy to find trouble?
Why did she choose this time to say these words?
"Shen Lingfeng..." Liu Huaxin sat on the ground in disbelief, shaking her head questioningly.
"Senior brother knows that my family has business dealings with the imperial city, so he asked me to prepare a car." Her smile never disappeared, but at this moment, it makes people feel cold, "He knows that I am in love with him, so he came to me for help. Because he likes someone Is it too much to make another person who likes him compromise? I can't refuse him, so junior sister, I can only come here to beg you to refuse him."
Liu Huaxin couldn't say a word.
The senior sister finally took that white and flawless hand away from her shoulder, and slowly got up, "If you want to go with him, there is nothing wrong with me, I will not reveal your whereabouts, let alone in a tree. Hanged to death. But I will never help you any more. But I advise you to think carefully, so as not to regret it in the future. Junior sister, you are still very young—but life cannot be turned back. "
Yes, life cannot be turned back.
Before that, Liu Huaxin had never thought of turning back.
Before this, she never knew that the cold rice ball with tears was so hard to swallow, like a stick in her throat.
--------------------------------
The next day was a sunny day, Liu Huaxin was released, and when she looked up, she saw Fang Lian's wrinkled face.
"...What kind of expression do you have?" Liu Huaxin was startled by him and took a step back, looking at him with disgust, "I haven't seen the sun for several days, and I saw you the day before when I came out."
"??? Although my appearance is not as good as Shen Lingfeng's, I can still be regarded as Huashan Peugeot. Are you not satisfied when you see me?" Fang Lian was suspicious of life by her words.
"Just you?"
"Then who else do you want to see? Everyone else has morning classes at this time, who cares about you except me?"
Liu Huaxin stared at him with wide eyes, "What to eat! Are you here to greet me alone?"
Fang Lian was about to cry, "Liu Huaxin, please hurry down the mountain and get married, I think your conscience has been eaten by dogs."
"I'm going to go down the mountain to get married like this. No one will try the soup for you in the future. Aren't you going to cry like a dog?"
When the two of them said this sentence, they had their own ghosts, and they all looked away into the distance at the same time.
Today's cloud is so beautiful, it looks like the three bowls of soup that Fang Lian owed her.
They pushed and shoved, discussed for a long time and decided to go down the mountain to eat braised fat intestines.
"...Speaking of which braised fat sausage I brought you that day?" Fang Lian wondered.In the panic, I don't know where I am still.
"You're looking for braised fat sausages, why are you touching your chest?" Liu Huaxin was even more puzzled, "You put that thing in your chest? It's disgusting——"
"..."
When the two came to the foot of the mountain, they happened to meet the coachman who was going to Chang'an City, so they hitch a ride together.
Liu Huaxin hadn't had a good sleep for many days, and she was able to squint half-dream and half-awake even when she was jolting around, but in a trance, she recalled what Shen Lingfeng said to her last night.
"Hey..." she called Fang Lian.
Fang Lian was a little cold, and was meditating with his sleeves folded, when he heard Liu Huaxin calling her, he opened his eyes with a straight face, "When I was in confinement, I was 'Senior Brother', and when I came out, I was 'Hey'."
"Hey." Liu Huaxin smiled so much that she showed her big white teeth, "Zhutou Fanglian, I want to ask you something, how much do you know about Xie Yunliu Xie Shishu?"
In the past, she seemed to be discussing the sword technique with Fang Lian, and Xie Yunliu was inevitably mentioned.
Fang Lian loves reading more than she does. To be precise, Fang Lian is indeed a well-read.Fang Lian, who has read a lot of books, has only eight words for Xie Yunliu's evaluation: talent is hard to come by, unbridled nature is hard to control.
Because the talent is too strong and the heights are too cold, it is easy to provoke jealousy.Because of being too willful and carefree, it is easy to show favor and hold grudges everywhere.
It’s just that speaking of it now, coming and going are just so many past things that have already been determined.
"But I think this kind of life is pretty good." Speaking of this legendary figure, Liu Huaxin was always a little disappointed.
"Sword Demon" is famous, but I always feel that it shouldn't be an ending that matches him.
Fang Lian glanced at her contemptuously, "Give up, you have no talent."
In the past, she would definitely refute him that "natural genius" and "willing to go his own way" must have a similarity, but now, she dare not even say this.
"What do you think he feels about Chunyang?"
Is it hate, is it love, or is it both love and hate?Liu Huaxin answered herself one by one in her heart, and overturned them one by one.
None of the answers are deep enough.
For Xie Yunliu, Chunyang should be an imprint that can never be dispelled, even if he hates him to the bone, it cannot be dispelled.
But he obviously has deep feelings for Chun Yang, and that kind of deep feeling will go deeper than hatred.The snow marks on the clogs are too shallow to be engraved on the stone even with a knife and axe.
The most indescribable feeling of a person is precisely the feeling that is the most unforgettable but also the hardest to let go.
"...I think in Uncle Xie's heart, Chunyang is still his home." Fang Lian stared at the white snow outside the window and said, "If it wasn't for that, how could Uncle Xie come to rescue the elders of various sects when they were imprisoned in the Candle Dragon Palace. Speaking of which, that was the last time my master saw Master Xie..."
Since then, real people have not appeared in the rivers and lakes, but one glance seems to be enough.
"How does it feel to have a home and not be able to go back..." Liu Huaxin just woke up and found the only stove in the car leaning against her feet. No wonder Fang Lian felt cold.
She was a little hot from the stove.
"I'm not cold anymore, you can take the stove over here." Liu Huaxin turned around slightly, with one arm resting on the window lattice, there was a breeze blowing from outside.
Fang Lian looked at her, but didn't move.
After a long time, he moved his lips solemnly, "Painting Heart..."
Hearing him calling her, Liu Huaxin brushed her broken hair behind her ears while looking at him from the corner of her eyes, "Why are you so disgusting all of a sudden? Did you wrong me by going down the mountain with me?"
After being interrupted by her, Fang Lian's determination just now was shaken again.
"...It's quite aggrieved." He leaned his head against the wall of the carriage, and the strap behind his head was shaking back and forth.
"Don't hide anything from me, I will beat you." Liu Huaxin curled her lips and turned her head away again.
The snow on the ground has melted a little, but this is not the biggest snow this winter.
In about half a month, I am afraid that the mountain will be completely closed. At that time, if you want to go down with the mountain, you will have to wait for the spring.
"Don't beat me again, if you kill me, no one will make soup for you."
"Don't worry, those who can't be killed will stay alive." She said happily.
"I poisoned the soup." Fang Lian sang the opposite tune to her incongruously, and touched his chest with his callused hands from cleaning medicinal materials and trimming plants for many years. There was a letter there.
He went down the mountain today to deliver a letter.
Another long dream in a cold night, even the dream is full of wind, snow and knife frost.
Liu Huaxin has never been talented, and she hasn't practiced the technique of bigu much. In fact, on the first night when she was locked up, someone came to bring her food.
The senior sister in the same room would come to see her secretly at the cusp of the storm, which Liu Huaxin did not expect.
That day, the senior sister brought two rice balls she had hidden for dinner, and she finally let go of her usual arrogance a little bit, and even sat on Liu Huaxin, pretending to want to talk to her.
In the past, although they were not considered to be hostile, they were far from being in a relationship where everything was talked about.
The senior sister was born in a wealthy family in the south of the Yangtze River, and many of her habits and concepts are different from Liu Huaxin, a down-to-earth child of a northern military family.
For example, she made no secret that she did not go to Huashan to learn swordsmanship, and she did not want to control any mountains and rivers. It is even more nonsense to sit and forget, just because she heard that the Taoist priest of Chunyang has an immortal demeanor, and each of them has a beautiful appearance , she came.
Her parents spoiled her, and they were not willing to let her really suffer.
Although Liu Huaxin practiced the method of being too open-minded, when she first came here, she still asked in a daze, "If you don't learn how to control mountains and rivers, how can you protect the people you like?"
Instead, the senior sister was stunned by her question, "Why isn't someone I like protecting me?"
From then on, Liu Huaxin felt that she had nothing to do with her, living under the same roof and not disturbing each other.
So when she appeared in Sanqing Palace and brought Liu Huaxin a meal, Liu Huaxin felt that the scene was a bit unreal.
She was so scared that she didn't dare to eat the rice balls, "Sister, just tell me, what do you want from me?"
As expected, the senior sister changed her face faster than the singer, and instantly restored that kind of smile that was neither far nor near, "I think you are always smart, Hua Xin."
"But I'm grounded now, and I don't know when I can go out. Even if I can go out, it will take a long time to be honest! Don't say that I can't do it..." She quickly added cowardly.
The senior sister continued to maintain that unpredictable smile, stretched out a hand and pressed it on her shoulder, "Don't worry, I said, you can definitely do it."
For a long time after that, the senior sister was talking alone, and Liu Huaxin listened silently, the more she listened, the more her heart sank, like a dark cloud full of rain, feeling bored, falling, and feeling pain from falling .
It turns out that the saying that Dao is different and does not conspire with each other is true. Human beings and ghosts have different Dao, but humans and immortals still have different Dao.
"Senior Brother Shen will definitely not sit idly by in this situation. He went to see Senior Uncle Li today. Uncle Li couldn't refuse him openly, so he called him sick and closed the door to thank the guests. I heard that Senior Brother knelt in the snow for an hour."
Liu Huaxin's hand holding the rice ball trembled.
"He...he is such a noble person, he won't..." His voice was also trembling.
The senior sister just smiled when she heard the words, and didn't refute her immediately, but let her be quiet for a while at the right time.
When she was almost calm, she asked gently again: "Next, what do you want?"
what do you want
She doesn't want to do anything, she just likes someone.
"Are you with senior brother?" She rushed every step of the way, making Liu Huaxin breathless.
"Isn't it possible?" Liu Huaxin's stubbornness also came up, and she turned her head and asked back.
The senior sister just laughed, as if she thought she was too naive, "It is possible, but you have to think clearly."
"It's been four years, and I've thought clearly enough." The only difference is whether Shen Lingfeng likes her or not.
But in any case, it has nothing to do with others, right?
"Since you think it's possible, then naturally you can." The senior sister said calmly, "But I heard that when people and immortals get together, there are only two outcomes—either you become an immortal, or he becomes a human. Do you think you can do it?" Which is it?"
Liu Huaxin heard herself asking with difficulty: "What does it mean to become a human being?"
"If you want to become a human, you will lose the qualification to be a fairy." She said truthfully.
"...What if I'm still a human and he's still a fairy?"
"Impossible." The senior sister sneered, "The imbalance of yin and yang is a dead end. Junior sister, you are not trying to tell me that everything is not about yin and yang, right?"
Liu Huaxin finally understood what she meant.
"Don't worry...he won't agree to be with me..." The words just came out, but finally realized something was wrong, Liu Huaxin suddenly raised her head and stared at her, "This is Chunyang's secret, how did you know ?”
The senior sister turned her head and smiled inexplicably, "What do you think?"
Liu Huaxin was too shocked to speak.
She and Xiaopingzi were the only ones who eavesdropped that day, and afterward the news was blocked, and everyone thought she had committed another mistake before being locked up.
Unless someone discloses the news to Senior Sister.
But who would be so easy to find trouble?
Why did she choose this time to say these words?
"Shen Lingfeng..." Liu Huaxin sat on the ground in disbelief, shaking her head questioningly.
"Senior brother knows that my family has business dealings with the imperial city, so he asked me to prepare a car." Her smile never disappeared, but at this moment, it makes people feel cold, "He knows that I am in love with him, so he came to me for help. Because he likes someone Is it too much to make another person who likes him compromise? I can't refuse him, so junior sister, I can only come here to beg you to refuse him."
Liu Huaxin couldn't say a word.
The senior sister finally took that white and flawless hand away from her shoulder, and slowly got up, "If you want to go with him, there is nothing wrong with me, I will not reveal your whereabouts, let alone in a tree. Hanged to death. But I will never help you any more. But I advise you to think carefully, so as not to regret it in the future. Junior sister, you are still very young—but life cannot be turned back. "
Yes, life cannot be turned back.
Before that, Liu Huaxin had never thought of turning back.
Before this, she never knew that the cold rice ball with tears was so hard to swallow, like a stick in her throat.
--------------------------------
The next day was a sunny day, Liu Huaxin was released, and when she looked up, she saw Fang Lian's wrinkled face.
"...What kind of expression do you have?" Liu Huaxin was startled by him and took a step back, looking at him with disgust, "I haven't seen the sun for several days, and I saw you the day before when I came out."
"??? Although my appearance is not as good as Shen Lingfeng's, I can still be regarded as Huashan Peugeot. Are you not satisfied when you see me?" Fang Lian was suspicious of life by her words.
"Just you?"
"Then who else do you want to see? Everyone else has morning classes at this time, who cares about you except me?"
Liu Huaxin stared at him with wide eyes, "What to eat! Are you here to greet me alone?"
Fang Lian was about to cry, "Liu Huaxin, please hurry down the mountain and get married, I think your conscience has been eaten by dogs."
"I'm going to go down the mountain to get married like this. No one will try the soup for you in the future. Aren't you going to cry like a dog?"
When the two of them said this sentence, they had their own ghosts, and they all looked away into the distance at the same time.
Today's cloud is so beautiful, it looks like the three bowls of soup that Fang Lian owed her.
They pushed and shoved, discussed for a long time and decided to go down the mountain to eat braised fat intestines.
"...Speaking of which braised fat sausage I brought you that day?" Fang Lian wondered.In the panic, I don't know where I am still.
"You're looking for braised fat sausages, why are you touching your chest?" Liu Huaxin was even more puzzled, "You put that thing in your chest? It's disgusting——"
"..."
When the two came to the foot of the mountain, they happened to meet the coachman who was going to Chang'an City, so they hitch a ride together.
Liu Huaxin hadn't had a good sleep for many days, and she was able to squint half-dream and half-awake even when she was jolting around, but in a trance, she recalled what Shen Lingfeng said to her last night.
"Hey..." she called Fang Lian.
Fang Lian was a little cold, and was meditating with his sleeves folded, when he heard Liu Huaxin calling her, he opened his eyes with a straight face, "When I was in confinement, I was 'Senior Brother', and when I came out, I was 'Hey'."
"Hey." Liu Huaxin smiled so much that she showed her big white teeth, "Zhutou Fanglian, I want to ask you something, how much do you know about Xie Yunliu Xie Shishu?"
In the past, she seemed to be discussing the sword technique with Fang Lian, and Xie Yunliu was inevitably mentioned.
Fang Lian loves reading more than she does. To be precise, Fang Lian is indeed a well-read.Fang Lian, who has read a lot of books, has only eight words for Xie Yunliu's evaluation: talent is hard to come by, unbridled nature is hard to control.
Because the talent is too strong and the heights are too cold, it is easy to provoke jealousy.Because of being too willful and carefree, it is easy to show favor and hold grudges everywhere.
It’s just that speaking of it now, coming and going are just so many past things that have already been determined.
"But I think this kind of life is pretty good." Speaking of this legendary figure, Liu Huaxin was always a little disappointed.
"Sword Demon" is famous, but I always feel that it shouldn't be an ending that matches him.
Fang Lian glanced at her contemptuously, "Give up, you have no talent."
In the past, she would definitely refute him that "natural genius" and "willing to go his own way" must have a similarity, but now, she dare not even say this.
"What do you think he feels about Chunyang?"
Is it hate, is it love, or is it both love and hate?Liu Huaxin answered herself one by one in her heart, and overturned them one by one.
None of the answers are deep enough.
For Xie Yunliu, Chunyang should be an imprint that can never be dispelled, even if he hates him to the bone, it cannot be dispelled.
But he obviously has deep feelings for Chun Yang, and that kind of deep feeling will go deeper than hatred.The snow marks on the clogs are too shallow to be engraved on the stone even with a knife and axe.
The most indescribable feeling of a person is precisely the feeling that is the most unforgettable but also the hardest to let go.
"...I think in Uncle Xie's heart, Chunyang is still his home." Fang Lian stared at the white snow outside the window and said, "If it wasn't for that, how could Uncle Xie come to rescue the elders of various sects when they were imprisoned in the Candle Dragon Palace. Speaking of which, that was the last time my master saw Master Xie..."
Since then, real people have not appeared in the rivers and lakes, but one glance seems to be enough.
"How does it feel to have a home and not be able to go back..." Liu Huaxin just woke up and found the only stove in the car leaning against her feet. No wonder Fang Lian felt cold.
She was a little hot from the stove.
"I'm not cold anymore, you can take the stove over here." Liu Huaxin turned around slightly, with one arm resting on the window lattice, there was a breeze blowing from outside.
Fang Lian looked at her, but didn't move.
After a long time, he moved his lips solemnly, "Painting Heart..."
Hearing him calling her, Liu Huaxin brushed her broken hair behind her ears while looking at him from the corner of her eyes, "Why are you so disgusting all of a sudden? Did you wrong me by going down the mountain with me?"
After being interrupted by her, Fang Lian's determination just now was shaken again.
"...It's quite aggrieved." He leaned his head against the wall of the carriage, and the strap behind his head was shaking back and forth.
"Don't hide anything from me, I will beat you." Liu Huaxin curled her lips and turned her head away again.
The snow on the ground has melted a little, but this is not the biggest snow this winter.
In about half a month, I am afraid that the mountain will be completely closed. At that time, if you want to go down with the mountain, you will have to wait for the spring.
"Don't beat me again, if you kill me, no one will make soup for you."
"Don't worry, those who can't be killed will stay alive." She said happily.
"I poisoned the soup." Fang Lian sang the opposite tune to her incongruously, and touched his chest with his callused hands from cleaning medicinal materials and trimming plants for many years. There was a letter there.
He went down the mountain today to deliver a letter.
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