Ghost Net Three: Peering into Immortals [Sword Three]

Seeing her terrified look like a little white rabbit, Shen Huayi smiled, and stroked her hair that was blown tousled by the wind, "Zheng Xishan is right, and you are right. I am a young man, opportunistic , Playing with people's hearts. But I have never been a coward."

He spoke very seriously, and his far-reaching gaze met her eyes, "Under the circumstances at that time, fulfilling Huaxin and Mingjiao was the best choice I could make under the balance. Things that I am not even sure of, will not Take her for a risk."

"Don't take it to heart... I just said those words because I was angry for a while." Liu Lehan's voice became smaller and smaller, feeling that he was really too excited.

But it can be seen from this that Shen Huayi also... likes his junior sister very much.

I like it until he is still willing to trade his future for her life after "weighing".

So what is "Liu Lehan"?

"I didn't take it to heart." Shen Huayi said indifferently, "It's too exhausting for you to come in this way. I'll send you out—don't come in like this next time, your body won't be able to bear it."

"But……"

She hurriedly opened her mouth to refute, but before she could say anything, she was sent out by him.

——But it’s better to overdraw your energy than not to see you.

After Liu Lehan came out, she stared blankly at the computer, and it took a long time to digest what happened today.

On the one hand, she was glad that she didn't finish the last sentence, otherwise it would seem that she cared about him very much.

She interrupted the messy thoughts in her head, and pressed herself into the soft quilt without giving up. The weight of her body made her sink deeply, just like herself in prison at this time.

After closing his eyes and thinking for a while, Liu Lehan picked up the mobile phone next to his pillow, and found that he missed several calls when he was traveling in the not-so-good Tang Dynasty.

who-

Scrolling down, one is from Linfeng, two are from Yang Guo, and one is from Mr. Jiang.

... She felt that she had finished talking with Linfeng last time, so why did he still call?

There is an ominous premonition.

Liu Lehan sat up stiffly, called Yang Guo back, and asked Yang Guo, stunned.

"...No, nothing happened." Yang Guo said in a daze.

Liu Lehan gritted his teeth, "Nothing happened, you guys are urging your life, give me a call one by one, if it wasn't for Zhao Xiao and you, would he have to give me a call too?"

Yang Guo said contemptuously: "Don't open your mouth to talk nonsense, I'm still on the bed, Zhao Xiao is not on my bed."

"Didn't you go to attack and defend?"

"I came paralyzed after finishing the offense and defense. You're not here, it's boring, I don't want to fight anymore. I said why you didn't go with me all of a sudden. I saw you when I flew over the old Wang's head. You and... ..." Yang Guo said decadently.

Liu Lehan was afraid that she would continue nagging her, so she hurriedly preemptively said, "Is that bird feather that fell off your cloak?!"

Yang Guo immediately jumped up, lively, "You're talking nonsense again! I'm wearing a serious school uniform today, how could I lose bird feathers everywhere!"

After talking for a long time, I realized that the topic was taken away by Liu Lehan.

"...to get down to business." Yang Guo said speechlessly, "Linfeng said he called you just now, but you didn't answer, I guess he would be too embarrassed to call you a second time, so let me tell you."

Liu Lehan was worried, got up and paced back and forth, and said: "What are you telling me? If you say that Nianyu flew over the madhouse, don't tell me. I have died several times. I have a bad heart. Lord Yan, please come back." The child is alive and cannot be stimulated."

After finishing speaking, she felt that Yang Guo's eyes might have turned to the sky.

"Nianyu was saved. But she was crazy, completely crazy. As for her father, I haven't found it until now, but I found the game account that her father created when he played Sword Three with her. Dead, her death has taken away too many secrets, no matter how powerful she is, she can't find anything."

"...as expected."

"Well, but that's not what I want to tell you." Yang Guo cleared his throat to show his seriousness, "I heard that Lu Chunran woke up."

Liu Lehan was standing by the floor-to-ceiling window, he couldn't hold the phone steady for a while, and almost fell out with the phone, "Wake up...wake up?"

"It is said that there are already signs of awakening, but the person has not fully regained consciousness, and is still in a coma most of the time." Yang Guo said while wondering, "Hey, you said that this soul walked through the ghost gate once, and after returning Is that person still him?"

Liu Lehan was speechless: "It's not his mother, it's him."

What a joke, they went to the Yaqi snake's nest to dig out the eggs with great difficulty, and finally got him out, if in the end they found that Lu Chunran's body was occupied by the magpie's nest, Liu Lehan would take the lead and bring great compassion It is impossible to curse to transcend.

This is probably what Linfeng and Mr. Jiang wanted to tell her.

Liu Lehan from Linfeng didn't call back, but returned a call to Jiang Hanhai, but didn't mention anything about her running into the game without permission and being caught by Shen Huayi.If something happens in the future... let's talk about it.

Lu Chunran has symptoms of waking up, which means that throwing him to Chunyang to refine his soul is quite effective.Liu Lehan was very pleased.

After hanging up the phone, Liu Lehan rummaged through the table that hadn't been tidied since returning home, and found one thing for her besides the pile of five and three treasures of Jianghu.

It was the letter that Lu Chunran said that she could do whatever she wanted.

At that time, out of respect for the deceased, she didn't look at it when the clue was cut off.

Now that the person concerned has given permission, before throwing it away, Liu Lehan still wants to take a look, maybe he can find out some secrets that were taken away by the murmur.

The envelopes were piled high on top of the exercise textbooks, already covered with a thin layer of dust.

She picked it up and shook it off a little, and she could see the fine hairs dancing in the sun.

Taking a tissue to clean it up briefly, Liu Lehan opened the letter that hadn't been delivered until the end.

The inside is neatly written and the letter paper is neat.Unexpectedly, it doesn't look like it was written by a doctor - in Liu Lehan's mind, most of the doctor's words are flamboyant.

But Lu Chunran's handwriting is very clean, even delicate like a girl's hand, just like when she first saw the hidden sword in Longmen Inn, under the disheveled hair and beard, there was a white and delicate face.

Liu Lehan's eyes paused for a moment, then he returned to the beginning of the text and read it word by word.

Xiaoru:

Seeing a letter is like a face.

I didn't answer the questions you once asked me perfunctorily, but I have been thinking seriously all the time.

But I haven't come up with an answer that can at least convince myself.

Practice is the best teacher, so I decided to take this question to find the answer.

If you want to ask me where the courage comes from, it can probably be understood that I am very dedicated.If you were here, you would laugh at me for being thick-skinned.

If you are willing, it can also be understood as, I am willing to spend my whole life to solve your knot.

I don't regret it.

"Love" is an eternal topic, but you don't believe in such an eternal existence.

Indulging in revenge may relieve temporary hatred, but it cannot change the facts that have happened, nor will it make the world a better place.

As a professional psychologist, I also know that although I give chicken soup to my patients every day, love cannot offset hate.Even if a person's heart is filled with [-]% love, hate will even exist as the [-]st part.

But I figured it out now.

If everyone can completely let go of obsession, love and hatred, then everyone can become a Buddha.You and I are living people. As long as people live, they will hate, love, feel happy, angry, sad and happy.

I will never want you to be a person who let go of all kinds of hatred and walks the world like a puppet.When I fell in love with you at the beginning, it was because of your clear grievances and grievances, like a piece of jasper, soft and unblemished.

My starting point was wrong from the beginning.

But just as no one can deny the existence of fire in the world, so no one can deny that water can put out fire.The only difference is that the amount of water is not enough.

Xiao Ru, you don't believe in the existence of such a large amount of water.I want to prove it to you.

In your world, gold and iron horses, I will not be a general.The general's responsibility is too heavy, he must guard thousands of troops and protect the country.

You say I'm stupid, I'm not only stupid, I also have no ambition, I only wish to be a pawn who can concentrate on protecting you.

wish well.

May you and I have a way back on this trip.

Lu Chunran

When closing the letter again, Liu Lehan suddenly didn't know how to "handle" such a painstaking confession.

The windows are clear and clean, and the world is good, but they seem to have lost their homes, and they don't know where to go.

In a flash, Liu Lehan seemed to have returned to that night several years ago.The lanterns are like stars, reflecting the moon in the sky.She was alone, falling from the tall building like a falling star that was ejected from its orbit.

Until now, after completely letting go of that period of the past and then recalling the scene at that time, how did she feel after taking that step?

She remembered that the wind and snow in winter were cold and harsh, and when she fell from the sky, she seemed to be a meteor that didn't know where she was falling, and she was panicked.

But the only bit of panic was suppressed by the heart.

She remembered that she was trembling and unable to breathe in a short period of time, Liu Lehan couldn't deny it—even though she wanted to deny it, but the indisputable fact was that it was fear and regret.

It is said that people will regret their whole life before they die, so there is a saying that "a person's words are good when he is about to die".

Liu Lehan also regretted it before, but he was just a scumbag, it was just a calculation, at worst, he would start all over again.But she was so cowardly that she would rather choose a dead end than give herself a chance to admit her mistakes.

Because turning around means denying oneself and the past dependence, like telling a person who believes in God that God is dead, the collapse of the spiritual world or death, which one is more terrible?

Inconclusive.

Because she is still discussing her past from the perspective of God after she has passed this hurdle.

When in a puzzle, countless people still choose the latter.Because too few people dare to face their own ugliness and mistakes.She said that Shen Huayi was a coward, but in reality she was the real coward.

However, in fact, facing yourself and facing hardships is not as difficult as imagined.It's just because people always like to inflate and inflate the balloon called "suffering".

Everything in the world has no permanence, not to mention personal sufferings that are insignificant to the huge world.

It's like playing JJC. After a dozen or so times of scrambling in which not everyone has a minimum awareness, the mentality can always be stabilized.

The era of Qichun being called a god by word of mouth has passed for a long time, and the legend of resetting the meridians of Zhenshanhe will always be just a legend.

In an era when everyone in the same sect has only one life-saving ultimate move, she has two, how unfair.

So if she gave up, she just gave up, she just lost a superfluous Zhenshanhe.

Just like now, it seems that it is not that difficult to go from the flow of everything to the flow of life.

The author has something to say:

Tonight, I learned that Mr. Jin Yong passed away... "Make a big fuss, and leave quietly." Thank you Mr. Jin Yong for giving us so many pleasures in the rivers and lakes, and hope that the deceased can be happy in another world .When we meet in the rivers and lakes in the future, we will drink and talk happily again.

Another: I just came across a Weibo post on my legs, and I felt very touched, "The death of the master should inspire me to continue to write and never stop."