when you stare into the abyss

After the doctor left the examination room, Wan Tong stood up leaning against the wall. Feeling dizzy, she squinted her eyes and struggled to move two steps before she could see the person standing outside the door.The lips opened and closed, and the expression was unprecedentedly serious.

Can you no longer hear each other speak?She was in a hurry and asked without thinking.

The nurse cleaning up inside immediately pushed the wheelchair out when she heard the sound. Zhao Yingying stepped forward and helped Wan Tong to sit down.

Nie Zhiyan squatted down, stared at her tenderly, took out her mobile phone, and quickly typed in the memo: "No, you have to trust the doctor." Wan Tong also looked at the other party, dizziness and headache made her speechless for a while, Then he lowered his head desolately, not knowing what to think.

The woman saw it in her eyes, and the pain in her heart spread. In front of Zhao Guoying, she raised her right hand lightly, and held her hand that was hanging aside without hesitation.

Silent encouragement trumps everything.

She was too nervous before, but Nie Zhiyan realized at this time that what the doctor said was comforting to them, so she held on to Wan Tong's hand, stood up, and asked in a low voice to the person wearing glasses: "Doctor, as soon as possible, at least need to observe and After treatment for a period of time, consider whether it is suitable for surgery, right?"

The doctor in charge didn't expect her to be proficient in medicine. After being "debunked", he told the truth: "Yes, the patient's tympanic membrane is perforated, the tympanic membrane is torn, and the surface is wet. It is currently not suitable for surgery."

"The effect of wearing a hearing aid is not good at this time?"

"Hearing aids have no effect on total deafness." The doctor did not hide it at this time, "I have stated that the worst plan is permanent deafness. At that time, a cochlear implant will be implanted to see how it fits, but the patient is traumatic. The tympanic membrane is perforated, and there is currently no secondary infection. With dry ear treatment, her damaged tympanic membrane has a high probability of healing on its own within a month, and then the tympanic membrane repair operation is still very likely to recover."

The woman frowned and nodded. Zhao Guoying didn't understand the technical terms, but she roughly understood what the doctor meant. They thanked her again.Afterwards, the middle-aged woman pushed the wheelchair, and Nie Zhiyan gently held Wan Tong's hand and walked on the right side.

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At eleven o'clock in the morning, on the third floor of the city's forensic identification center, in the general autopsy room, Nie Zhiyan stood in front of the dissection table for the first time after being injured. The person with his eyes closed in front of him was Chu Tao who used to be by his side with Wan Tong.

She took the initiative to apply for this job. Although the effect was notable after more than a month of psychological counseling and drug treatment since mid-August, facing the problem is the only way to solve the problem.

Nie Zhiyan knew this very well.

Two hours ago, she told Wan Tong, who was lying on the hospital bed, about her experience back then, through more than [-] recovery diaries she had recorded in Qzone.

Even Nie Zhilan had never read these diaries, and Wan Tong read every single word in them silently, and could clearly feel her past struggles and helplessness, hesitation and persistence.

Finally got the other party's trust.

Tears welled up in her eyes.

It's just that the woman didn't show her the two articles that were deliberately locked.

"That's why I'm so afraid of the dead on the bus in August." Nie Zhiyan gently touched the screen with her slender index finger, "But I'm ready to face it now, and you can too, can't you?"

Something in Wan Tong's heart was flooding wantonly, she blinked her eyes, knowing that the other party had something to leave, she didn't have time to think about it, wiped away the tears on her face, stared at the woman with burning eyes, and spoke with a firm voice, solemnly.

"With me here, don't be afraid. With you here, I'm not afraid."

Nie Zhiyan took the scalpel Lu Dongdong handed her, Wan Tong's bright smile appeared in her mind, and her trembling hands finally stopped slowly.

"Binan City Public Security Bureau, 2017 Public Criminal Techniques Autopsy Zi No. 113 initial autopsy."

On October 2017, 10, the weather was overcast. This was the second time Wan Tong had put on a navy blue uniform since he joined the job, and it was to bid farewell to Chu Tao at the funeral home.She was still on sick leave and returned to the police station from the funeral home. The Criminal Investigation Detachment held a special farewell ceremony for her deceased brother.

In the large conference room on the third floor, dozens of policemen and auxiliary policemen took off their hats collectively and stood in silence, with photo frames of Chu Tao and Bubu placed in front of them.

A passionate melody sounded, and they sang loudly.

"Dawn has taken me on the road, and I can't stop.

Good people are blessing me, and the evening has come to an end.

In fact, I am not alone, no matter how much suffering I am willing to pay.

I am chasing in the wind and rain, looking for the way ahead.

I'm going to conquer this darkness so I can't cry.

I can't lose, I am chasing in the wind and rain.

Find the way ahead, I want to conquer this darkness.

So I can't cry, can't lose.

Dawn has taken me on the road, and I can't stop.

Good people are blessing me, and the evening has come to an end.

In fact, I am not alone, no matter how much suffering I am willing to pay. "

Goodbye, my brother.

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After seven days of treatment, Wan Tong was discharged from the hospital. She was in good health and recovered quickly. Except for her hearing loss, other wounds had gradually scabbed and then shed the scabs.For the past seven days, Nie Zhiyan asked for leave for the first three days and stayed with her in the hospital.

She faintly felt that the woman's attitude had changed greatly, and the tenderness she had never felt was because she was deaf?

Wan Tong didn't want this, but he couldn't seem to find any other reason.

People are always selfish when it comes to feelings. Now that she thinks about it, the classmate she has a crush on in college agrees to be her bridesmaid and hands over a diamond ring to her at the wedding. She probably doesn't like it enough.She is confident that she will be able to hear Nie Zhiyan's voice in the near future, and she is also confident that she will be happy, and she has begun to consciously protect herself, not to be so impulsive, and not to make the other party worry.

Wan Tong is greedily immersed in Nie Zhiyan's doting tenderness, and cheerfully thinks, should he feel it in advance?

Time is in a hurry, and it will slip through the fingers inadvertently, and I don't want to wait any longer.

As long as you can hear it, try to let her know what's on your mind.

After being discharged from the hospital, Wan Tong rested for another two days. Wan Tong returned to her post. Nie Zhilan only gave her easy clerical work.Zhao Yingying has been very busy recently, often going back and forth for meetings in the province. When she was away, Wan Tong naturally stayed with the two sisters.

That night, Nie Zhiyan was drying clothes on the balcony when she received a call from Zhao Yingying.

They were talking politely, the woman bent her lips and put the clothes pole aside, and said softly, "Miss Ying, don't bother."

"Xiaoyan, don't treat her as a junior, they are all of the same age." The sudden words from the microphone made Nie Zhiyan stop in her tracks.

She lowered her voice like walking on thin ice, and called out, "Miss Ying."

"I found that Comrade Xiao Wan should have someone she likes. Since she was a child, she has been in charge of her own affairs, and I will not interfere." Zhao Yingying couldn't be more clear. Yesterday, the doctor said that Wan Tong has a high possibility of recovery. He began to plan how to speak to Nie Zhiyan.

The two girls are not too young. When she was 24 years old, Wan Tong was already rolling in her stomach, not to mention Nie Zhiyan, who was only a few days away from her 30th birthday.

The mother is in a hurry, she is afraid that one day she will kick her legs and her daughter will not be found yet.

But to Nie Zhiyan's ears, it was so harsh. Sister Ying must hope that her daughter can find a good husband, and it will never be her.She stared blankly at the warm yellow light in the living room, and returned to her after a long time: "Tongtong will be very happy, she will..."

Before the woman finished speaking, Zhao Yingying interrupted her: "Xiaoyan, you should also take care of your body, are your legs okay? The weather forecast is going to cool down these days, so wear more clothes when you go out."

Nie Zhiyan listened to the caring words from the mobile phone, her nose ached, and she felt ashamed: "Sister Ying, you too, pay more attention to rest."

"Xiaolan is involved in the case like me. She is not at home when she comes home late. Remember to lock the doors and windows."

"Okay, I know."

"I won't bother you, you go to bed early."

"Good night, Miss Ying."

Nie Zhiyan thought, why is the other party's tone so weird?

After Wan Tong took a shower, he rubbed his undergarments and hung them on the living balcony, and was pushed back to the room by Nie Zhiyan to deal with the work that Zhu Fanggang sent. Turn off the computer at 09:30, and silently open the book on the left. There is a photo on the middle page of the book. It is the only group photo they left when they went to Changyun Mountain three months ago.

The woman smiled a little cautiously, her eyes narrowed into a slit.

She wanted to take more group photos in the future, Wan Tong put the photos back in the book, the phone screen suddenly lit up, she casually put the book aside, unexpectedly the book suddenly fell off the bed.

Leaving the phone alone, she rolled over and got out of bed, picked up the book, flipped through it nervously, but couldn't find the photo.

Wan Tong was kneeling on the floor with his bare feet, looking left and right, his upper body stretched under the bed, but he didn't notice, his little head was hit "bang bang bang" a few times, but he was still lying on his stomach persistently.

Where will it go?

Finally, at the foot of the bed, near the wall, she was pleasantly surprised to see the thin photo, her tightly pursed lips curled up instantly, and she picked it up excitedly.

There was another "bang", Wan Tong patted his head indifferently, and was about to crawl out from under the bed.Nie Zhiyan ended the call 10 minutes ago and sat in the living room until now before opening the bedroom door and seeing that half of the girl's body was under the bed.

"Tongtong, what are you doing?" He asked aloud, only to realize that the other party couldn't hear him, so he approached slowly.

Wan Tong couldn't hear the footsteps, and stood up holding the photo. Nie Zhiyan's left foot that had just been put down stepped on her right foot impartially, her body was unstable, and she fell backwards.

The right hand grasped forward reflexively, pulling the woman who also lost her center of gravity and fell onto the soft bed.

In an up and down posture, the slightly cool red lips pressed the slightly raised upper lip with weight.

作者有话要说：晚安感谢在2020-05-1423:59:25~2020-05-1522:48:30期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 blue salt;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Zoyi;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: _little follower, uncle in underpants, Mu Chenyan, Chang'an, Yingza one;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: L, 1 bottle of uncle in pants;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!