when you stare into the abyss

Nie Zhilan walked in the corridor with heavy steps, her brows were deeply frowned, and she only let go the moment she entered the ward.She went straight to the locker, saw that there was still more than half of the porridge left in the bowl on top, and handed a tissue to the person on the bed with concern: "Why don't you eat more?"

"I don't have a good appetite." Nie Zhiyan took it, lowered her head and gently wiped her mouth, her voice was hoarse, obviously crying.

Nie Zhilan saw it and didn't expose it. She came back from the doctor, of course she knew that the other party already knew about her physical condition.But nutrition must keep up, so he exhorted: "Then eat less and eat more, let's take a break for a while and take medicine."

Nie Zhiyan nodded and was about to rest on her side when the person standing by the bed tidying up inadvertently mentioned: "I met Tongtong when I got into the elevator, she said she came to see you, why didn't anyone stay?"

When the woman heard the words, she was startled suddenly, suppressed her panic, and said naturally: "I'm a little tired, and she hasn't recovered yet."

Fortunately, Nie Zhilan didn't hear her strange, opened the medicine in the small white bag, and said chattingly: "The doctor advised Tongtong to take a rest for a week, and she only applied for three days, but the young man has a hard foundation, and with weekends, That should be enough time to heal."

Nie Zhiyan hummed lightly, knowing roughly the situation of the other party. Some strings that were tense for some reason seemed to be loosened, and the haze was swept away by half a centimeter.

"I forgot to mention that Tongtong is also lonely in the emergency ward. With the same treatment, Dr. Li promised to let her come over and stay here. With her here, I can feel at ease when I go to work tomorrow."

"No need." Subconsciously refused.

The person who distributed the medicine looked up, met her complicated eyes, and asked doubtfully, "Ah Yan, what's wrong?"

"No, it's nothing, I'm afraid it will be troublesome for Tongtong to move around." Afraid that Nie Zhilan would notice something unusual, she hurriedly found a few words from her mind and pieced them together into a complete sentence.

I thought that I would stay away cruelly, even though I couldn't retreat completely, I could still slowly correct my thoughts towards her, but everything seemed to be destined, and I could get close to you by accident.

Without leaving a chance, there seems to be no way out...

Nie Zhilan watched her take the medicine, the nurse hung up the IV, and then called Wan Tong. The woman pretended to sip warm water and listened to what she said next to her.

"Well, don't clean up when you lie down, I'll fix it in a while." Hearing what she said, she meant to help.

Sure enough, Nie Zhilan walked out of the ward within 2 minutes of hanging up the phone, and gently closed the door before leaving.In the next second, the originally clear eyes suddenly darkened, staring blankly, upset.

What should I do?

After calming down, she felt guilty for her previous indifference and rejection of people's kindness. Wan Tong obviously didn't know anything, and she obviously didn't do anything wrong, just out of concern for her aunt.Then why can she say these things to Wan Tong in such a tone because of her own fault?

It's so vexatious.

You are her aunt, you should straighten and calm your mind. The woman closed her eyes and hinted in her heart over and over again. Gradually, her mood slowed down.While eating, she rolled up the hospital bed in a moderate position, leaning on the pillow, and unexpectedly fell into a deep sleep...

In the emergency ward, Zhao Yingying brought Wan Tong a few things, a pack of toilet paper, a set of pajamas, a bag of fruit, a water cup and a fruit knife.Nie Zhilan packed it in a bag and held the fruit in her other hand. Seeing her jumping in her slippers, she asked thoughtfully, "Can you walk by yourself?"

Wan Tong nodded and said with a smile: "Of course it's no problem, you can still arrest the criminal." The person in front said again, "Zhao Yu has been brought to justice, your judgment is correct."

Wan Tong paused, and said in a low voice, "Aunt Lan, I didn't protect Aunt Yan well."

"Tongtong, this is an accident, don't take it to heart." Nie Zhilan didn't turn around, she clenched the hand holding the bag tightly, she felt sorry for her sister, but no one can guarantee that the accident will not happen, and staying in the car is not [-]% safe .God's will is so, who can blame?Could it be that it was so unfair to their Nie family?With a bitter smile on her lips, she continued to walk forward.

Wan Tong didn't answer any more, she followed behind silently and moved slowly, she could feel the low pressure that Nie Zhilan had gathered in an instant, but she didn't point the finger at herself, adding a little bit of self-blame.

When they returned to the ward in the corner of the third floor, Nie Zhiyan was still asleep, Nie Zhilan didn't wake her up, Wan Tong also gently helped take out the things and put them where they should be put, and then obediently lay down on the empty bed near the door.

Nie Zhilan was still busy, she turned her head sideways and opened one eye to see the sleeping face of the woman in the next bed. The warm sun was hitting her delicate and slightly pale face by the window. Brilliant shimmer.

She murmured, wanting to tell the other party: "No matter how difficult the road ahead is, you will always be my light; but to this day, what I regret is that I have not been able to be your light."

During the period, the nurse came to change the medicine and hung it up for Wan Tong. She didn't have an indwelling needle like Nie Zhiyan did, but just once a day.At noon, Nie Zhiyan still didn't wake up. Xiao Bei's court session went smoothly today and ended at eleven o'clock. She finished the follow-up work and slipped directly to the hospital without reporting to the rabbit.She firmly believes that nothing is difficult in the world, as long as the "iron tree" is watered with unceasing love, it will bloom prosperously one day.

After eating, Xiao Bei only took out two set meals and didn't consider Wan Tong, but in the end Nie Zhiyan's portion of rice got into her mouth.Food, the two of them are one and half, Nie Zhilan plans to wait for the sleeping person to wake up, and then eat hot porridge and vegetables.

Unfortunately for Xiao Bei, Captain Nie received another call, and Zhao Yu's investigation into the identity of the accomplice made new progress.Ma Zhao took over halfway, and the details are unclear, so she needs to rush there immediately.

As a result, Prosecutor Xiao changed from taking care of Nie Zhiyan last night to taking care of two people now.However, with a burning heart of gossip, she is also willing, maybe she can observe some important points and use it on the rabbit.

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Nie Zhilan suggested yesterday to start with the cleaner captured by the camera. When Ma Zhao found her, his eyes dodged and he flinched.Unable to withstand interrogation, the police were terrified by a few words and confessed to Li Weiyan.

It turned out that Li Weiyan lobbied the cleaner for help on the grounds of stealing customers' property and sharing the spoils, and promised to give her [-] cash in cash after the job was completed.So changing the room card and room number, and making phone calls were all done by her.When cleaning the room in the morning, he knocked on the door, greeted him politely, and changed Zhao Dong's room card to a master card.In the evening, Li Weiyan met Zhao Yikun as a security guard, and kindly reminded him that the room card needed to be refreshed, so he took the opportunity to change it halfway.Finally, under Li Weiyan's instructions, the cleaner called Zhao Dong on time and successfully let him leave the room.

Nothing goes wrong, no loopholes.

As for the subsequent power outage, it was Li Weiyan's fault, and Zhao Yu changed back the room card and house number.

As for how to avoid surveillance, Li Weiyan, who is most familiar with the hotel security system, taught Zhao Yu step by step, and Zhao Yu took the opportunity to enter and exit several rooms unimpeded from the swimming pool many times.

Under the interrogation of Nie Zhilan and Ma Zhao, they confessed that Zhao Yu found the lovelorn Li Weiyan to cooperate with him, and after several trials and tribulations, it was finally finalized.

Li Weiyan loves Zhao Nan so much, even in a humble way, he must have her.So he chose to believe in Zhao Yu who promised to let them start again, and because of Zhao Yikun's treatment of Zhao Nan's boss, he hated the man who was the father.

Nie Zhilan has always believed that human nature is not black and white. If you can only see his dark side, then please stay away from him. Hurting him is tantamount to hurting yourself and the people around you.

Just like Zhao Yu, she could take Cai'er away from her original family, but stubbornly chose the most difficult step.

It is worth mentioning that before Nie Zhilan left Anlai Hotel, she met a person in the coffee lounge - Ye Jing.

She pointed to the back in the setting sun not far away, Xia Zhiyun, a person she was willing to help her sister guard for the rest of her life, waiting for her to find happiness, and for her to come out slowly.

"By the way, Officer Nie, Dad has done a lot of things that we don't want to know about recently. I feel something is wrong in the dark, and it should be related to my sister's death."

She is from the Ye family. Although she is not smart, her foundation is not bad. Ye Ning is not here, so Ye Jing has the obligation to guard the family.

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Nie Zhilan handed over the follow-up work to Ma Zhao, and drove to the Affiliated Hospital of Binnan University.Xiao Bei in the ward was lying on the recliner between the two beds, rolling his eyes countless times.She was wrong, and felt bored and bored.These two people rarely spoke, or the person on the left bed asked a question, and the person on the right bed answered a word or two.

More, choose to sleep.

Do not believe you listen.

"Aunt Yan, I've been caught. They are the boyfriends of Zhao Yu and Zhao Nan."

"Ah."

"Brother Tao said that Zhao Yu's daughter will be brought up by Zhao Nan temporarily."

"pretty good."

"I just asked Aunt Lan, she is on the way back."

"knew."

"Aunt Yan, are you hungry?"

"Not hungry yet."

……

Finally Xiao Bei couldn't bear it anymore and interrupted their back and forth conversation.

"Forensic Doctor Nie, it's time to take medicine. The nurse said that there are two kinds of medicine that need to be taken before meals."

"Okay, thank you, Xiao Jian."

Xiao Bei was so overjoyed that he heard six words coming out of her mouth, so the posture of pouring water seemed very cheerful, and when it was done, he even sprinkled some on the outside of the cup and handed it to Nie Zhiyan.

The water was warm water. The woman put the pills into her mouth, took a sip of the water in the cup, raised her head slightly, and her throat moved gently.Wan Tong watched her every movement carefully, and a hint of hurt flashed in his eyes, so, isn't Aunt Yan a reticent person to everyone, but only to herself?Why?Although it is not as cold and solemn as in the morning, it still feels like the feeling between the two of them has suddenly returned to three months ago, and it is not even as good as...

Was it because she heard the doctor tell her that her leg might be amputated?Knowing that she might not be able to walk in the future?Mind yourself knowing?Wan Tong could only think of this reason.

In the afternoon, I took the initiative to chat with Lao Zhao on WeChat, and understood that I can't hold a heart of compassion because of the other party's injury, and say something like "you can't walk, I am willing to accompany you, and be your crutch for the rest of my life".

Would she be moved by such bloody romance?The answer is no.It will only turn into invisible pressure, making the other party restrain themselves more and more.

She thought, she wanted to be that round of sun, warm the other person every day, and accompany the other person to gradually become more confident. She believed that her Aunt Yan could stand up again.

must be able to.

Wait until that day before hugging her warmly.

The author has something to say: Today is a holiday, I went out for a while, so I posted it a little late.Thank you guys for the nutrient solution irrigated last night, thank you.

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