What should I do if I am disqualified in the adult room?

……

Why……

why is it you...

Osamu Dazai wanted to break away the hand that was clinging to his right hand, but what he got in return was more seawater pouring into his lungs from his mouth and nose.

Why……

just let him die...

Wouldn't it be nice to wake him up from his dream of this rotten world?

Osamu Dazai looked at and grasped his right hand vaguely and thought in his heart.

The pain caused by the suffocation constantly snuffed out his consciousness.

Cold, real, like the feeling of death coming.

The internal organs squeezed by the sea water seemed to be about to burst out, and Osamu Dazai could clearly hear his heart beating crazily, like the last struggle of life.

Just let him die...

Osamu Dazai exhausted his last bit of strength and finally got hold of the hand that was holding his right hand, but before he could break away the hand that was holding his right hand, the owner of the hand turned the other way first and stretched out his hand to pinch his jaw.

The mouth opened involuntarily, but this time, what was poured in was not salty sea water, but warm and humid air.

……

"Cough...cough..."

Osamu Dazai, who was rescued from the sea by his own ability, leaned against the reef, coughed heavily, and then spit out a mouthful of sea water.

"Who told you to save me?"

Vigorously waving Satomi's hand away, Osamu Dazai looked at Satomi who was kneeling beside him, and said in a hoarse voice: "You showed up without being summoned... You are really a person who is not qualified in the world. What a supernatural power!"

"Do you still take my master seriously? Cough..."

Osamu Dazai couldn't help bending over and coughing again due to the sequelae of drowning.

From the throat to the lungs, it was like being burned by fire. The more I took a big breath, the more uncomfortable the lungs and throat became...

This time I really played big...

"Don't touch me...ahem..."

The intense coughing made Dazai Osamu feel like hitting the wall with a headache, but he just frowned and waved away Satomi's hand again.

"Get back……"

He doesn't have the extra energy to deal with Li Jianmi right now.The pain suppressed by the suffocation swept through the whole body like an explosion at the moment when the mind relaxed.

pain!

The whole head looks like it's about to explode!

Osamu Dazai never wanted to die more than now.

He took a few deep breaths, as if trying to calm down the painful headache that made him breathless.

"Did you not understand my order?"

Feeling that the people beside him still exist, Osamu Dazai felt an inexplicable depression in his heart.

He didn't want anyone to see his embarrassing appearance, even if that 'person' was his ability.

"Get the hell out of here, you are disqualified from the world!"

Osamu Dazai frowned, endured the headache, and gave orders to Satomi next to him in displeasure.

But unexpectedly, this time, Satomi's body did not follow his order, and disappeared into a spot of light as usual.

Osamu Dazai didn't have time to think about the reason, he felt a hand that couldn't feel the body temperature landed on his head.

"Dazai."

A voice that was the same but sounded a little colder than his own sounded in his ears.

Osamu Dazai's pupils shrank slightly, and then he heard Satomi lose his voice.

"It's painful."

"Drowning...is painful."

Satomi doesn't know why he knows what it feels like to drown.

He gently stroked Osamu Dazai's dripping hair, as if comforting a child who was having a temper tantrum.

"Oh, so you can talk."

However, this 'tempered kid' doesn't appreciate Li Jianmiss's kindness.He waved his hand away heavily and said in a strange way: "I thought you were dumb."

Osamu Dazai was not surprised by the fact that the materialized human disqualification could speak.Even though he had never heard a single word spoken by the other party for so long, in his heart, Osamu Dazai still had a vague feeling that the disqualification in the human world could speak.

as predicted.

Osamu Dazai opened his half-closed eyes, looked straight at Satomi Sato's crimson eyes and said hoarsely, "Disobeying my orders over and over again, you are disqualified from the world... What are you trying to do?"

His throat was still burning.The sequelae of drowning were far beyond Osamu Dazai's imagination. Coupled with the injury to his right leg on the reef, Osamu Dazai estimated that he would not recover in ten days and a half months.

But none of this matters.

Osamu Dazai wanted to know now what his supernatural power was trying to do by staying outside even though he disobeyed his orders.

"Tell me, I'm not qualified to be human. What do you want to do?"

"Dazai."

Satomi shook his head lightly, his sigh-like voice was full of helplessness.

"Let's go back."

"go back?"

Satomi Sato nodded, then raised his hand again, put his hand on the top of Dazai Osamu's head, and stroked his hair soothingly.

"Let's go back."

Satomi repeated the sentence again.

Osamu Dazai couldn't help but sneered: "Are you a repeater?"

Satomi blinked, but did not answer Dazai Osamu's question, but looked at him quietly.

"Take your hands away from my head and be respectful, I am your master."

Osamu Dazai felt a little uncomfortable being looked down upon by Satomi, so he couldn't help but open his mouth to break the strange atmosphere.

However, his "unique and maverick" ability seems to be intending to disobey his orders to the end, and he didn't take back the hand on his head. Instead, he planned to "intensify".

"it does not matter."

Satomi stared quietly at Osamu Dazai's caramel-colored eyes that were not covered by the bandage, and suddenly spoke.

He raised his other hand, then leaned forward slightly, and gently hugged his master who was trembling from the cold.

"it does not matter."

The hand placed on Osamu Dazai's head moved backwards with Satomi's movements, and finally stopped on the back of Osamu Dazai's head.

Satomi lowered his eyes, and there seemed to be something else in the voice that was the same as Dazai Osamu but sounded cooler than Dazai Osamu.

"I'll take you back."

Following Satomi's words, Osamu Dazai's body suddenly froze, and his whole body seemed to be suddenly plunged into a kind of shock that he had never experienced before, perhaps even fear and panic.

"you……"

Osamu Dazai, who was embraced by Satomi, opened his mouth, but suddenly he couldn't say anything.

At this moment, something that he had deliberately avoided all this time was finally revealed.

"The Worm Arrow responds to the wishes of the Chosen One, thus giving rise to the Requiem. 』

"What is your wish, Dazai-kun? 』

The contents of the letter written to him by Giorno Giobana, the boss of the "Organization", came to mind again.

Osamu Dazai suddenly pushed away Satomi who was hugging him, and then smiled while covering the half of his face covered by the bandage.

"I'm sorry, Shuji... I can't answer this question for you either.Regarding the meaning of existence, everyone has their own understanding...』

『However, I believe——one day you will find the answer that belongs to you. 』

"Because in this world, the only one who can redeem yourself is yourself...and the only person who can tell you the answer is yourself. 』

The eyelids seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and they couldn't be opened no matter how much they opened.

The body seems to be suspended in the air, and it seems to be drowning in the deep sea.The surroundings are warm, and there is no need to breathe through the mouth and nose, as if returning to the baby state, being gently embraced by the mother's arms.

Who is he?

Where is it again?

"lose……"

what?

"Disgrace..."

Who is speaking?

"world……"

There seemed to be some dazzling light in front of the eyelids.And, as the voice kept repeating in the ear, it became brighter and closer...

who is talking?

Satomi subconsciously raised his hand, reaching for the dazzling light in front of his eyelids.

Then, the moment you touch the light!

He finally heard the voice that had been echoing in his ears clearly——

"Human disqualification."

What is a person?

A person who can think, think, and have desires is a complete person.

That human disqualification, is he human?

no, he is not.

He is just a tool in human skin.

Osamu Dazai, who was lying on the sofa with his legs crossed and playing games, watched the words "gameover" flashing on the screen of the game console in his hand, twitched the corners of his mouth, and shouted at someone who was busy cleaning the room .

"Hey, Shi, don't be too busy and come here for a while, I have something for you to do."

It has been about a week since the plaster cast on my leg was removed.During this period, although he has re-invested in work, Osamu Dazai still takes pleasure in squeezing his own abilities every day.

In his words, it is - it is impossible to treat him kindly, and it is impossible to treat his abilities kindly in this life. Only by squeezing him can he feel happy...

"Take it."

Osamu Dazai took out a wallet that should have been prepared from under the sofa pillow behind him, and threw it on Satomi who came over after hearing the sound.

"Buy back what I want according to the requirements inside."

No explanation, just a short command.

Hearing this, Satomi nodded, then bent down to pick up the wallet that fell on the floor, took off the apron on his body, and went to get the coat hanging on the hanger.