What should I do if I am disqualified in the adult room?

The pain in the human heart is sometimes like a rotten wound, the more you don't touch it, the deeper it rots.And if you give it a sharp knife to make it pus and bleed, it might stop talking.

And the hatred accumulated on his disqualification in the world is like these rotten wounds. On the surface, it seems that as long as he doesn't touch it, it won't have any impact on himself.But in fact, rotten flesh is rotten flesh, no matter how many scabs form, as long as the damaged place is not dug up, it will continue to emit stench and erode the surrounding intact places until the scarred body is completely wiped out from the inside. collapse.

Osamu Dazai once tried to help Satomi squeeze out the pus that hindered the healing of the wound, but the inhuman obedience covering these rotting wounds made him unable to find a place to start .

Therefore, after discovering last night that Satomi seems to have been plotted by the enemy and became mentally abnormal, Osamu Dazai would cruelly choose to let it go and let it continue to develop.

Because this is a rare opportunity.A human disqualification who helped him clear the 'rotten flesh' that had accumulated on him, and cross the horizontal gap that had been preventing him from becoming a real human being.

Osamu Dazai knew that if he did so, Satomi might be trapped in the pain of guilt for a long time and couldn't extricate himself.But... it's all for a better him in the future.

In order for Satomi to become a truly powerful and confident person in the future, there must be someone who is determined to do this cruel thing now.

"this is not your fault."

The hand that was caressing the top of Satomi's head moved down slowly, and firmly grasped the wrist of Satomi's hand that was covering his face.

"Lost, look at me."

Dazai Osamu was supported from the ground by Oda Sakunosuke, raised his other hand, grabbed the other wrist of Satomi, and forcefully pulled his hand away from his face: "Look at me!"

Oda Sakunosuke stood up slowly from the ground, then gently patted Yosano Akiko who was half kneeling on the ground packing up her things, and motioned for her to leave with him for a while, and give Osamu Dazai and Satomi something to say. private space.

"What the hell is going on here?"

Yosano Akiko, who followed Oda Sakunosuke into the woods, folded her arms around her chest, and raised her chin in the direction of the ruins of the mimic base a hundred meters away, hoping that Oda Sakunosuke could give herself a reasonable explanation.

"Didn't it mean that the ability was out of control? But according to the current situation, it seems that it is not that simple."

"Oda-kun, I hope you can give me an explanation."

"I……"

Oda Sakunosuke who heard the words was speechless for a while, not knowing how to explain it to Yosano Akiko.

He also turned his head and followed Yosano Akiko's line of sight.

Through the gap between the trees, you can see that Satomi, who was grabbed by the wrist by Osamu Dazai, is shaking his head desperately, as if he is vetoing something.

"Miss him...not always with Dazai."

Oda Sakunosuke thought for a moment and sighed.Although he didn't like to lie and deceive his companions, there was nothing he could do about it now.

"He experienced some...well, not so good things when he was a child, so after finding Dazai, the only relative, he is more important than anything else."

"But this is no longer a question of whether you value it or not, Oda-kun."

Yosano Akiko directly pointed out what Oda Sakunosuke did not say: "Dazai's mentality of losing this person is completely pathological."

execution?Is this something a normal person would say?Even if he almost killed his younger brother because of his out-of-control ability, this is not a reason.Because as long as it is a normal person, after encountering such a thing, the first thing that comes to mind is to apologize.

There are very few people like Satoshi Satomi who immediately thought of executing himself to avoid similar things from happening again.Only those who put themselves in a kind of low to the dust can have this kind of thinking.

Before this, Yosano Akiko always thought that Satomi was just like Kunikida Doppo said, because he doted on his younger brother, so he would obey Dazai Osamu's various words, for fear that he would be wronged in the slightest.But now it seems... It's simply an unequal status.

In his heart, Satomi did not put himself and Osamu Dazai on an equal footing.That's why after accidentally hurting Osamu Dazai, the first thing he thought of was to execute himself, the 'threat' that might cause harm to Osamu Dazai again.

"That's why Dazai wants to take this opportunity to help Si correct this perverted mentality."

Oda Sakunosuke did not deny what he had said to Yosano Akiko.

As one of the people who witnessed Satomi's growth and change all the way, he knows more about how "sick" Satomi's psychology is than Yosano Akiko.

"Dazai him..."

Speaking of this, Oda Sakunosuke withdrew his gaze from looking in the direction of Satomi Sato and Dazai Osamu, smiled at Yosano Akiko, and continued: "I have been working hard to guide Suzaku back to the right path."

"It's just nonsense."

Yosano Akiko, who probably understood what was going on, let go of her hands and scolded in a low voice.

"I won't take care of this matter anymore, you can explain to Kunikida-kun and the president yourself."

After finishing speaking, Yosano Akiko left with her satchel on her back.

Oda Sakunosuke put his hands in his trouser pockets, raised his head slightly to look at the sunlight shining through the gaps in the leaves, and waited for Osamu Dazai to clean up the "mess" he made.

……

"Miss... Take a deep breath."

In front of the mimic base, Osamu Dazai held Satomi's face in his hands, and gently wiped away the tears that kept gushing from Satomi's eyes with the thumb of his thumb.

"do not Cry……"

"It's all my fault. Don't cry. I'm responsible for this matter, and it has nothing to do with you."

"You have done nothing wrong, and this beating is my own fault."

"Do not."

Satomi sobbed and shook his head, raised his hand, and grabbed the hand that Osamu Dazai held on his face, not daring to use force.

"Execute me, Dazai."

For whatever reason, he hurt Osamu Dazai and almost killed him, that's the fact of the matter, and that's his crime.If Yosano Akiko and Oda Sakunosuke hadn't arrived in time, Osamu Dazai would have died here by now.And these—all of them were caused by him!He injured Osamu Dazai who was most afraid of pain, caused him to bleed, and made him almost die at the hands of his mad self...

These are all his sins!

Satomi lowered his eyes, and said in a trembling voice, "I beg you..."

"Execute me."

As a weapon to protect his master, he has a murderous intention towards his master that is absolutely not allowed to exist... Even if it is because of the enemy's plot, even if he cannot help himself, but the seed of evil has sprouted, and nothing can stop him. Prevent him from being a weapon to protect his master, into a danger that can stab or even kill his master at any time...

He must be eliminated, this is the most correct thing to do.

Satomi raised his eyes and met Osamu Dazai's gaze.The dull crimson eyes no longer had the bright brilliance they used to.

Osamu Dazai took a deep breath, and put down his hands that were holding Satoshi's face.

"I can't execute you, lost."

"But if you insist on it—"

Osamu Dazai stretched his right hand towards Satomi's waist, pulled out a short knife from the back of his waist, put it in Satomi's hand, held his hand again, and pressed the short knife to his own neck.

"Then kill me."

Satomi's eyes widened in an instant, as if he was electrocuted, he wanted to take back the hand held by Osamu Dazai and the knife held in his hand.

"Do not……"

However, Osamu Dazai's strength in holding Sato's hand was astonishingly strong, and he did not allow Sato to withdraw at all.

After some struggle, the sharp blade cut the skin on Dazai Osamu's neck. Almost at the same time, Satomi who witnessed this scene uttered a heart-piercing cry.

"Do not--!!!"

"Stop! Please, stop!!!"

Seeing the blood gushing from the wound quickly staining the bandage on Osamu Dazai's neck red, Satomi trembled all over and almost collapsed.

"Stop, don't do this... don't do this! Please... stop it!!!"

Osamu Dazai raised the corners of his mouth, ignored Satomi's collapsed shout, continued to hold his hand, and pressed the short knife to his neck.

"Missing. I didn't lie to you when I said that I wanted to die with you."

"If I am destined to die, I hope to give it to the person who dies--you."

Osamu Dazai raised his other hand, and gently caressed Satomi's blood-stained cheek.

Love is selfish possession.He doesn't want a love that stems from guilt and obedience, so words like liking and love may not be able to be said to Satomi in his whole life.And dying for love together is the most cryptic confession he can make to Satomi.

Although his disqualification in the world may not be able to understand the meaning of it all his life, but this is the most affectionate promise he can make to him.

"I'm a person who is super afraid of pain, but I believe that with Shi's skill, I can definitely give me a happy and painless way to die. So Shi... If you really want to die and want me Execute you, then kill me."

"Take me to leave together, and I will accompany you to bear the pain that makes you die."

"say no more……"

Satomi shook his head desperately, and tried his best to move the dagger on Dazai Osamu's neck.

"Please, don't say it...don't say it..."

"No, I'm going to say it."

Osamu Dazai gently wiped away the tears on Satomi's face with his fingertips, and continued: "Let's make a choice, Shi."

"Do you want me to die with you, or you live with me until I die."

"I know that there is a lot of hatred and dissatisfaction in my disappointment. You don't need to suppress these at all, you can vent them all like you just did."

"You don't need to forgive, and you don't need to take care of it. Even if you want, you can vent all your hatred and resentment towards me like Zhongya... Even if you send me to the intensive care unit, it will be fine. There is no problem at all~ because no matter what kind of purpose and good intentions I have done to you, I don't need your forgiveness."

"This is my mistake, and I should be responsible for it. Just like Lost wants me to execute you now-I am willing to pay the price for my sin."

Speaking of this, Osamu Dazai stopped, leaned forward and leaned forward in front of Satomi, and kissed the corner of Satomi's mouth lightly.

"Remember the ninth day we met?"

In order to test the maximum damage limit given to him by anti-missile missiles when he was fighting against the golden Yasha of Ozaki Koye, he used a fruit knife to cut seventeen knives on Ri Mizu's hand, and finally figured out what Rimi was. See where the limit of anti-injury is.

"Seventeen knives."

Before Satomi could react, Osamu Dazai held Satomi's hand and lowered the dagger on his neck.

"It's a mistake I've made in the past, so now -- I'm going to pay for it."

Warm blood fell with Dazai Osamu's voice and splashed from Dazai Osamu's wrist.Neither the blood vessels nor the nerves were avoided. This was a complete blow to death.

"This is the first cut."

"Do not!!"

Satomi quickly grabbed Osamu Dazai's hand with his other hand, preventing him from hurting himself further.

"Don't do this... I beg you, don't do such a thing again... Woohoo, don't do this..."

Osamu Dazai let go of Satomi's hand.

"Ding--"

Accompanied by the crisp sound of the dagger falling to the ground, Osamu Dazai raised his hand to embrace his nearly collapsed ability, gently stroked his hair, and said earnestly and affectionately: "Then make a choice, loser." ..."

"Do you want me to die with you, or you live with me until I die."