What should I do if I am disqualified in the adult room?

"Would you like to be my gift?" 』

Satomi stared blankly at the gradually enlarged handsome face in front of him, and even forgot to breathe for a moment.

Those beautiful iris-colored eyes were filled with some kind of emotion and anticipation that Satomi couldn't comprehend at this moment, sticking together stickily, making Satomi subconsciously want to back away.

And he did.

However, before Satomi raised his head, Osamu Dazai quickly and forcefully pressed the back of his head with his hand.

Their foreheads touched, their eyes met, and their breath was full of each other's breath.

"Are you trying to reject me..."

Osamu Dazai's voice sounded very disappointed.

He lowered his eyes, and his eyelashes like a feather fan cast a shadow on the eyelids, blocking all the emotions stuck in those iris eyes.

"It's the first time I've had someone celebrate my birthday since I was growing up...I'm so happy you know, Miss."

"But... it seems that I am so happy that I have a little bit of an inch, and I am annoyed... I am sorry."

After finishing speaking, Osamu Dazai put down the hand that was pressing on the back of Satomi's head, and retreated to the other side of the coffee table.

"Okay, let's not talk about that, let's eat cake~!"

Osamu Dazai sat back on the sofa, lowered his head and used a fork to split the cake in front of him, which was only as big as a palm, into two from the middle.

"This is something that has been prepared for more than half a year, and it cannot be wasted."

As Osamu Dazai's voice fell, a piece of cake cut suitable for eating was sent to Satomi's lips.

"Have you tried the cake you made yourself? It tastes really good~"

Satomi was taken aback for a moment, and opened his mouth a moment later to eat the cake that was brought to his mouth.

The sweet taste spread in the mouth immediately, it is really delicious.

This low sugar cake is a hit.

Satomi pursed his lips, looked up at Osamu Dazai who was holding a piece of cake with a fork while propping his cheek with one hand.

"Is it delicious?"

Osamu Dazai put the cake into his mouth and narrowed his eyes happily.

Satomi nodded.

"Ah, sure enough, no matter how much time has passed, I still can't help but want to sigh...the distortion is so virtuous~!"

Osamu Dazai took another piece of cake and brought it to Satomi.

"Open your mouth—"

Satomi opened his mouth disobediently and ate the cake sent by Osamu Dazai.

The two of you just took one bite, and I took one bite, and quickly ate up the cake that was only the size of a palm.

"that……"

Satomi hesitated for a moment, and under Dazai Osamu's puzzled gaze, he slowly said: "About the gift you just mentioned, I..."

"Ah! This..."

Osamu Dazai didn't let Satomi finish his sentence.While putting down the fork in his hand, he forced a smile and said, "Don't take the loss to heart~"

"I'm just saying that, really."

As he said that, as if to prove that he was not lying, Osamu Dazai also showed a small smile as usual at Satoshi.

But the more Osamu Dazai was like this, the more unhappy Satomi felt.

"I didn't mean to reject you!"

Satoshi Satomi grabbed Osamu Dazai's wrist, and explained to him with a serious face: "I just didn't realize the meaning of your words just now..."

"Gifts or something... as long as you want, I will give you anything."

"That's what you said, lost."

Osamu Dazai put his finger on his chin, tilted his head and smiled as if his plan had succeeded.

"Then come and help me verify one thing!"

what?

Satomi opened his mouth, but before he could speak, his eyes widened in surprise.

With Dazai Osamu's body suddenly leaning forward, something warm and soft was attached to his lips.

Incomprehensible.

What is Osamu Dazai doing?

Satomi's brain instantly entered a short-lived dead state.

He stood there in a daze, until Osamu Dazai retreated, and he still hadn't recovered.

On the other side, Osamu Dazai licked his lips after verifying something in his heart.Although it was only a light touch, he didn't hate this feeling.

However - this is the biggest problem!

He actually doesn't hate kissing his supernatural being...even when he touches him, his heart beats faster.

Want to go further...

I want to take this person completely as my own...

Osamu Dazai took a deep breath, suppressing a certain idea that sprung up in his heart like mushrooms after a spring rain, while rubbing the corner of Satomi's mouth, who had not recovered, with his big finger, giving Satomi, who had no common sense in this area, explained what he had just done.

"You just had cream on the corner of your mouth."

"Oh……"

Satomi, who finally recovered from his stupefaction, raised his hand and touched the corner of his mouth that Dazai had just rubbed with his fingertips. Although he felt strange, he did not doubt Dazai's words.

"Is there any more now?"

Satomi lost his hand and looked at Osamu Dazai.

"Gone."

Seeing the supernatural ability that firmly believed in his words, Osamu Dazai's Adam's apple rolled up and down twice.

He stood up and walked towards the bathroom.

"After cleaning up the things on the table, let's take a shower too."

"It's late today, go to bed early."

After finishing speaking, there was only a "bang" sound of closing the door, and Satomi was the only person left in the small room.

Ice-cold water poured from the overhead shower.

Osamu Dazai pressed his forehead against the wall, letting the cold water wash over his scarred body.

"It's over..."

Osamu Dazai closed his eyes and turned on the shower to the maximum.

It's okay if you don't try it, but once you try it, he is really tempted by his own ability...

However, Osamu Dazai felt no surprise or surprise in his heart, instead he had a sense of understanding.It was as if he knew such a day would come a long time ago.

Osamu Dazai laughed at himself, then opened his eyes and turned off the shower.

The icy water chilled his body, but it couldn't cool the heart filled with the lost existence.

Be perverted, be perverted...

Osamu Dazai thought, anyway, he is just a monster expelled from the world, and this kind of development is in line with the malice this world has towards him.

After all... His disqualification in the world has long since grown into a little sun, so dazzling that Osamu Dazai can't take his eyes off his existence.Therefore, it doesn't seem to be a strange thing to like one's own abilities.

Thinking of this, Osamu Dazai raised his hand to touch his lips, and suddenly smiled.

Satomi Lost is his ability, his half body, and there will be no more intimate existence in this world than them.So Satomi can only and should belong to him alone.

He won't let go, and won't give Sato any chance to escape.

They are accomplices, and they should bear this unique feeling together.

Osamu Dazai wiped off the water on his body, put on his clothes, opened the door of the bathroom, and looked at Satoshi who was sitting on the sofa where he was just sitting with a smile on his face waiting for him to come out, and said, "I finished washing." ,Go ahead."

Satomi lost sight of the words, stood up, took a change of clothes and walked towards Dazai Osamu.

Everything seems to be the same as before, nothing has changed.But only Osamu Dazai knows that they will never go back to the past.

From now on, he can no longer treat his disqualification in the world with a pure heart like before.This pure white paper will be stained by his hands little by little, and then fall into the quagmire together with him.

"Don't blame me, lost..."

Osamu Dazai looked sideways at the closed bathroom, his eyes darkened.

Because you said it yourself.

"As long as you want, I will give you anything. 』

and so……

Come on and fall in love with me, lost...

I'll give you enough time to understand what love is before my patience runs out...