What should I do if I am disqualified in the adult room?

The word death is actually no stranger to Satomi.

In the port mafia, a world full of violence and blood, he has witnessed the loss of too many lives.There were enemies who were personally killed by him, and there were also subordinates who followed him...but never before did Satomi feel as uncomfortable as now.

All parts of the body screamed for pain, especially the heart, as if being pinched tightly by an invisible big hand, the pain was so painful that it was almost impossible to breathe.

Satomi lost his mind, he should be crying now.Like those who have witnessed death with him, cry out, use tears to lay the foundation of the important people who have passed away.But...the sore eyes can't shed a single tear, just like he opened his mouth now but can't make any sound.

He won't cry.

Because he's just a monster who doesn't even have the right to cry.

Satomi hugged Osamu Dazai's waist tightly, his body trembling.The hand that was caressing the back of his head stopped stroking his hair because of this.

"I'm glad you came back safe and sound, Miss."

Dazai Osamu's low and soft voice rang in his ears without warning.

"I have been waiting for you."

"From the moment you left me, I've been waiting...so I'm really happy to know you're back. Even if it's just you...at least you're back."

Satomi bit his lower lip hard, but didn't speak.

"I think……"

Osamu Dazai closed his eyes slightly, felt the arms around his waist suddenly tightened, and the corners of his lips rose.

"Yamazaki-kun will be very happy too."

"His last wish must be for you to come back safely, to my side... right?"

"Go back and leave with Zhi-kun properly..."

The extremely weak voice seemed to reappear in Satomi's ear as Dazai Osamu's words fell.Satomi lost his nerve, but still made a little noise.

"Remember what he said to you last time?"

Osamu Dazai gently stroked his supernatural hair.As a person who also experienced the "death" of his friends in front of him, no one would understand Satomi's current mood better than him.

"Listen...in this world of violence and bloodshed, you will find no reason to live. 』

"You already knew it yourself...didn't you..."

Even though almost a year has passed, when Oda Sakunosuke spoke to him before he was dying, he could still hear Dazai Osamu very clearly.

"Of course I know.Because... I am your friend. 』

Osamu Dazai stopped stroking Satomi's hair.

He opened his slightly closed eyes, and spoke to Satomi in a quite sure tone.

"Because they are friends."

"Change back, lost. 』

"That's why I put myself in your shoes."

"You are... a human... transformed back..."

"Because it's a lost friend."

"who is it……"

"That's why it's the same as Shi-"

"Dangrang is your friend. 』

"It's the other party who both hope to come back safely."

After finishing speaking, Osamu Dazai raised his other hand, hugged his waist back, and put his head on the back of Saomi's chest.

The warm body temperature is transmitted through the clinging body.

Satomi opened his mouth, and the voice that had been blocked by something finally bravely broke through the obstacles, and was transmitted to Osamu Dazai's ears very clearly.

"He says……"

"In the future... you have to hide it well, you know..."

"Let me hide it, and then..."

"Go back and leave with Zhi-kun properly..."

"Come back and leave with you."

"You are a good brother..."

"and also……"

When Satomi said this, he felt something moist flow out of his sour eyes.

"I'm a good brother."

"But I... I..."

Satomi couldn't help but grabbed Osamu Dazai's windbreaker.

He is not the good brother Yamazaki said at all!He is just a liar, a liar who is not even a human being...

"I just……"

"Do not."

Osamu Dazai directly interrupted Satomi's words, and his tone was so strong that no one could doubt it: "You are."

"lose……"

Osamu Dazai repeated what he said just now: "You are."

He moved the hand behind Satomi's head down and hugged him with the other hand instead.

"If you feel that the current you can't afford Yamazaki-kun's praise for you...then go and be it."

"Become what Mr. Yamazaki said..."

Osamu Dazai paused when he said this.

He lowered his eyes and looked at the trembling Satomi who was holding his waist, and the corners of his lips curved gently.

"elder brother."

It's no longer his ability.

It is no longer a tool either.

It's a gentle, powerful, and radiant person like an older brother.

"Just like Yamazaki-kun, I have great expectations for Sato~"

"so--"

Osamu Dazai moved his right hand up, and while stroking Satomi's hair in a soothing manner, he spoke extremely serious words in a frivolous tone.

"Do you want me to call you brother instead?"

Satomi buried his face in Dazai Osamu's arms and shook his head vigorously.

He hugged Osamu Dazai's waist tightly and wept aloud, like a baby just born into this world.

Osamu Dazai sighed inwardly, letting Satomi's tears wet his clothes.

Although it is cruel, this is the way to grow.

In the painful dark night, desperately absorb the nutrients of life, and then struggle all the way to climb up, and finally in the swamp-like environment, the most beautiful flowers bloom.

……

a few days later.

Osamu Dazai accompanied Satomi to Yamazaki's room and helped him sort out Yamazaki's belongings.

Some of these things will be handed over to his younger brother by the people of the Supernatural Secret Service Section together with Yamazaki's ashes, and some will be thrown away so that the next person who will be their colleague will move in.

"I think this should be what Yamazaki-kun prepared for you."

Looking at a beautifully packaged flat square gift box in the top drawer of the chest of drawers that was supposed to hold wine, Osamu Dazai stopped Satomi who was helping Yamazaki pack his clothes.

He took the flat gift box out of the drawer and, as expected, found Satomi's name on it.

"Would you like to take it apart?"

Osamu Dazai handed the gift box to Satomi.

Satomi was taken aback for a moment, then silently took the gift box from Dazai Osamu, and carefully opened it.

There is only one palm-sized gift box, and there is a pair of black gloves similar to those that Zhongyuan Zhongye often wears.

Osamu Dazai just glanced at it and understood the reason why Yamazaki gave Satomi the gloves.

Satomi has no body temperature, and his hands are exposed, so it is easy for others to notice the abnormality on his body.This is probably why Yamazaki told Satomi to hide it well before he died.

Hide the abnormalities on your body, and don't let people with evil intentions find out.

"Yamazaki-kun is really a very gentle person."

Osamu Dazai turned his head to look at the photo frame on the top of the chest of drawers.

Yamazaki, who doesn't have the scar from his forehead across his eyes, is really a very handsome and sunny-looking big brother next door.

Satomi stared at the black gloves in the gift box, his lips trembling.

Yamazaki really regarded him as a friend, but he didn't even know his real name.

"Do you want to keep the photo?"

Osamu Dazai withdrew his gaze and walked towards Satomi.

He took out the black leather gloves that Yamazaki was going to give to Satomi from the gift box, and carefully helped Satomi put them on one by one.

With a thin layer of leather, no one can easily find the unusual body temperature hidden under the leather.

"Clap."

Something crystal clear dripped onto the glove.

Satoshi covered his face with his hands, his shoulders trembling uncontrollably.

The gloves fit well, but the more they fit, the more uncomfortable Satomi felt.

"I don't even know his name..."

Satoshi choked up a little.

During the entire period of underground whitewashing, they had to remain anonymous and act under the code names given to them by the underground office.Just as they didn't know Yamazaki's real name, Yamazaki didn't know their real name until he died.

"He knows your name."

Osamu Dazai put his hands into the pockets of the windbreaker, and looked sideways at the photo of Yamazaki and his younger brother on the chest of drawers.His code name in the underground office is his name, which is the result of his laziness.In order to match his one-character code name, Satomi Satomi continued to use the name he gave him. Anyway, no one would doubt that this is his real name.

And the result now is... Yamazaki doesn't know that "Shi" is the real name of Satomi Los, and they also don't know whether this code name that seems to be a surname is the same as their half-truth code name, which is Yamazaki's surname .

It's a pity to say...

Osamu Dazai raised his head, looked at the ceiling, and fell into short thoughts.

After a while, he raised his hand and took Satomi's hand off his face.

"I'll help you find it."

Under Satomi's dazed gaze, Osamu Dazai smiled at him.

"Before we leave the underground, I will let you know Yamazaki's real name..."