What should I do if I am disqualified in the adult room?

What is a person?

Will think, think, have desire | desire.

Such a person is considered a complete person.

Is this Fanaris a human?

no, he is not.

He is just a tool in human skin.

What about him...

Is he human again?

No, neither is he.

Satomi, holding the wooden box containing the ashes of the red-haired Fanaris boy, walked along the steep cliff by the sea.

He hadn't buried anyone, and he didn't know what to do with the ashes of the red-haired Fanaris boy.So...why did he presumptuously claim yesterday that he would handle the funeral of the Fanarisian?Obviously, these things can be handed over to the port mafia logistics staff as before...

So... why?

This kind of self-assertion, this pressure makes him breathless and dull...

These—what the hell are they!

Satomi Sato stopped, looked at the endless sea, and suddenly wanted to shout out loud.

But his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't make any sound.

For many Lijiansuo, he had never experienced uncontrollable emotions gushing out from the depths of his soul, spreading all over his body at once, tearing his body like a pair of invisible hands.

Familiar yet unfamiliar.

Satomi's thoughts went blank for a moment.

He tightly hugged the urn in his arms, feeling an inexplicable fear.

These unspeakable emotions are constantly impacting his cognition, pushing him away from the world he is familiar with, making him less and less like himself.

For some reason, Satomi suddenly wanted to go back to Osamu Dazai.

Want him to give himself an order.Whether it's killing people, doing missions, or running errands for him... No matter what you do, as long as you can return the familiar world to him!

but……

His legs seemed to be filled with lead, and they didn't listen to him at all.

"Because this is the life of a tool"

Satomi stood lost on the edge of the cliff, letting the salty sea breeze blow his bangs.

"In this world where the weak prey on the strong, the weak do not have the right to make their own choices, and tools... let alone. 』

In a daze, Satomi seemed to hear Dazai Osamu's voice again.

He opened his mouth, holding the wooden box in his hand, but suddenly dropped it to the ground.

"boom--!"

The ashes of the red-haired Fanaris boy then poured out and scattered all over the ground.

Satomi lowered his head mechanically, seeing ashes everywhere on the ground blown by the sea wind, his pupils constricted violently.

He squatted down slowly, then suddenly grabbed a handful of the ashes of the red-haired Fanaris boy on the ground, and threw them into the sea ahead.

At this moment, something along with this broken wooden box containing ashes...

Broken.

……

Oda Sakunosuke is a low-level member of the port mafia. The most important thing every month is to calculate how to use his meager salary to go to a seaside restaurant and eat spicy curry three times a week.

On this day, as usual, he went to the beach after finishing his work in the port mafia. He most often went to the fat boss restaurant to eat spicy curry.

However, before he reached the restaurant, he ran into an acquaintance who was not an acquaintance on the road.

"Dazai?"

Oda Sakunosuke stopped the person sitting on the railing, for fear that he would think it was fun to jump from here.After all, it is not a secret that Osamu Dazai likes to seek death in the port mafia. Oda Sakunosuke was also "fortunate" to go to the river with the logistics department to jump into the river once before. , the only place where there was an intersection.

But soon, Oda Sakunosuke found that he had identified the wrong person.

"Sorry, Mr. Lost..."

Just like Dazai Osamu's hobbies of suicide, Dazai Osamu has a brother who looks exactly like him. Under the secret promotion of Mori Ogai, it is not a secret that the port mafia is involved.Although he had never seen Satomi before, Oda Sakunosuke recognized him from the fact that Satomi looked exactly like Osamu Dazai.

"I mistook you and... your brother."

Satoshi lost sight of the words, and turned his head to look at this suspected acquaintance of Dazai Osamu with brown-red hair and wearing a beige windbreaker jacket, and said, "Do you know... what is a person?"

"Forehead……"

Oda Sakunosuke was stopped by Satomi's question.

What is a person?

People are people, can there be any other special explanation?

"Mr. Shi, can you be more specific about this question?"

"What is a person... There are too many answers to this question. I really don't know how to answer you."

Satoshi Satomi nodded, expressing his understanding, then turned his head and continued to look at the sea, ignoring Oda Sakunosuke next to him.

Are all the high-level port mafia such weird people?

With question marks all over his head, Oda Sakunosuke looked lost while sitting on the railing, neither was it right to leave, nor was it wrong to continue standing here.

He didn't know if Satomi had the same hobbies as Osamu Dazai, like jumping into the sea or river.What if, as soon as he left, Satomi out of school Osamu Dazai jumped into the sea for fun?Except for the passing vehicles, there are basically no pedestrians in the vicinity. Satomi Distortion wants to jump into the sea like Osamu Dazai. When the port mafia logistics department comes to catch him, everyone will be cold.

Oda, good old man, Sakunosuke touched his dry wallet, sighed, and said, "Mr. Shi, why don't we go to another place and continue talking about the topic just now."

"Look, the wind here is so strong. If you sit here for a long time, you will have a headache when you go back at night... and it's almost time for dinner, why don't I invite you to have dinner? There is a restaurant I know near here. The curry tastes good, we can eat it and talk at the same time... What do you think?"

Satomi blinked, then turned his head to look at Oda Sakunosuke again.

He stared closely at Oda Sakunosuke, as if trying to see something from Oda Sakunosuke.

"Um... are you confirming my identity?"

For some reason, Oda Sakunosuke always has the illusion that he is abducting and trafficking children.

"My name is Sakunosuke Oda, and I'm a member of the bottom of the port mafia. It's normal that you haven't seen me."

Saying that, Oda Sakunosuke took out a gun from his clothes, and handed the handle to Satomi.

Port Mafia logo, clear and prominent.

Just when Oda Sakunosuke thought that this time he should be able to win Satomi's trust and let him go with him, he only heard Satomi's words: "Spicy curry..."

"What is it?"

"Forehead……"

Oda Sakunosuke was stunned for a moment, then put away his pistol|gun, and explained to Satomi: "It's just a kind of curry, but it's just spicy. Haven't you tried it?"

Satomi shook his head.

He only ate something twice.One time, Alice gave him a small cake, and the other time, Dazai Osamu asked him to go to Leibo Street to buy glutinous rice balls... Oh, by the way, and Nakahara Chuya compensated him with more than ten boxes of soda.

"Is it tasty?"

After thinking about it for a while, Oda Sakunosuke replied with some uncertainty: "It should be delicious?"

"Food is actually a matter of personal taste, anyway, I like it very much. Spicy curry is something I must eat more than three times a week."

Satoshi nodded and fell silent again.

"Is there a problem?"

Oda Sakunosuke saw that Satomi seemed to be a little uncertain about paying attention, so he asked.

Satomi shook his head.

He looked at Sakunosuke Oda, hesitated for a while, and finally lowered his eyes and asked like a child asking for an adult's opinion: "Can I go?"

Oda Sakunosuke was taken aback, he didn't expect Satomi to say such a thing.

can solve this kind of problem...

Like should a strong-minded adult speak up?

Only then did Oda Sakunosuke realize that Satomi Misaki was not at all the same as what he had heard from other people.Compared with the ruthless and powerful high-level port mafia in his mouth, he is actually more like a child without autonomy.

"Why not?"

Oda Sakunosuke seemed to be casual, but also seemed to be deliberately guiding and asked: "Mr. Shi, will there be anything to do?"

Satomi thought for a moment, then shook his head.

"No."

Osamu Dazai didn't care much about him, except when he was asked to do something.Usually, Satomi also has absolute freedom. When Osamu Dazai has nothing to do and let him do it, he can actually do whatever he wants and go wherever he wants.

However, Satoshi Satomi never used this Dazai Osamu to give him absolute freedom, as if following Dazai Osamu and waiting for his order is everything to him.

Just like today, if it weren't for the ashes of the red-haired Fanaris boy, he would never have left Dazai Osamu's side.

"Then why can't you go?" Oda Sakunosuke asked back.

"Where you want to go, where you don't want to go, you are free. You should decide for yourself instead of letting others decide for you."

Speaking of this, Oda Sakunosuke paused for a moment.

He looked a little shaken and lost, and asked seriously: "Want to eat spicy curry?"

Satomi lost hearing the words, raised his head and looked at Oda Sakunosuke.

Those eyes full of tenderness and smile were something he had never seen before.

It seemed that no one had ever looked at him like this before.

Satomi opened his mouth, trying hard to answer Oda Sakunosuke's question.

But his throat still seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't make any sound.

think……

He wants to eat spicy curry.

Satomi grasped the railing under his hand forcefully.Then, there was only a 'click' sound, and the iron railing was crushed by him like this.

Oda Sakunosuke also noticed this anomaly, but he didn't say anything, still quietly waiting for Satomi's answer.

"……think."

It was so subtle that even a mosquito could not compare to the sound, breaking through the shackles engraved into the bone at this moment.

Satomi opened his mouth, and repeated what he had just said in a hoarse voice.

"I want to go..."

"Let's go then."

It felt like I was raising a child, Oda Sakunosuke couldn't help but raised his hand and rubbed Rimi's hair.

Then, when he withdrew his hand, Oda Sakunosuke suddenly remembered that Satomi Sato, like Dazai Osamu, was directly under the leader Mori Ogai, and was his boss... His action was completely overstepping.

"Sorry, Mr. Lost."

Oda Sakunosuke quickly apologized.

Satomi shook his head, not paying attention to the way Oda Sakunosuke rubbed his hair just now.

Holding on to the railing with one hand, he turned over and jumped off it.

"Take me to the restaurant you mentioned."

"it is good."

……

Satomi followed Oda Sakunosuke one by one and walked into the seaside restaurant that Oda Sakunosuke often goes to.

The owner of the restaurant is a very simple-minded and fat uncle, and he is very familiar with him. When he saw Sakunosuke Oda come in, he was very enthusiastic and greeted him and Jianshi who followed him.

"Uncle, two servings of spicy curry."

Oda Sakunosuke sat down at the table with Satomi's familiarity, and then asked, "Can you eat spicy food?"

Satomi thought about it for a moment, and replied, "It should be possible."

He has never eaten spicy food, and he doesn't know what it tastes like.

However, he wanted to give it a try.

Try the spicy curry in the mouth of this Oda Sakunosuke, what kind of taste it is.

"Are you sure?"

Oda Sakunosuke asked again kindly: "This shop's spicy curry is the kind that can burn through your stomach... If you are not very spicy, I suggest you try the slightly spicy one first. Although his abnormally spicy curry It's the best."

"determine."

Satomi definitely nodded to Sakunosuke Oda.

"I can eat it."

Seeing Satoshi's insistence, Oda Sakunosuke stopped asking, and said to the boss who was shaking the spoon: "Did you hear that, uncle, both of them will be insanely spicy."

"okay."

In the old restaurant, there is a unique spicy taste of chili and pepper.

Warm, even a little pungent.

Satomi held the boss and handed him warm water, and couldn't help taking a deep breath.

This was the first time he made a choice without Dazai's orders.

It's strange, but also overwhelming.

He didn't know if he was doing the right thing.

but……

He wants to eat spicy curry.

I want to eat the delicious spicy curry that Sakunosuke Oda said.

Even though he might be punished for making his own claims when he goes back, Li Jiansu still wants to try.

"Be careful of the heat."

While Satomi was staring at the water glass in a daze, the thick and thick boss pushed Satomi's share of spicy curry down in front of him.

The spicy taste hits the nose.

Satomi picked up the spoon and tentatively scooped a small spoonful of spicy curry into his mouth.

In an instant, the spiciness of the chili spread in Li Jianshi's mouth, and quickly occupied the entire taste buds.

It hurts.

The pain in the mouth was completely mobilized by this abnormal spicy taste.

Satoshi could only feel some hot and humid liquid continuously flowing down his cheeks.

"Hey, I told you that if you can't eat spicy food, don't eat it!"

Oda Sakunosuke next to him saw that he was disappointed by the hot tears, and reluctantly took a few tissues from the side and handed them over.

"Hurry up and wipe the tears off your face, they are almost falling into the curry."

"Tears?"

Satomo lost sight of the words, turned his head to look at Oda Sakunosuke sitting next to him, confused.

Oda Sakunosuke sighed, feeling that Satomi Kabuki was a child with more problems than Osamu Dazai.

"Do not move."

Oda Sakunosuke put down the spoon in his hand.

He pinched Rimi's chin with his left hand, lifted his face up slightly, and then gently wiped away the tears on his face with a tissue in his right hand.

"How did you grow so big..." Oda Sakunosuke couldn't help asking.

Satomi pursed his lips, unable to answer Oda Sakunosuke's question.

He is Dazai Osamu's ability, and he has been this big since he was summoned by Dazai Osamu.

"Okay, it's up to you to wipe it yourself."

After all, Oda Sakunosuke still remembered that Satomi was his boss, and after helping him wipe most of the tears off his face, he stuffed a tissue into Satomi's hand.

The spicy taste continued to erode Satomi's mouth, and tears fell down his cheeks again after being wiped away by Oda Sakunosuke.

Satoshi raised his hand and touched his face.

Hot liquid, just like the blood that the red-haired Fanaris boy splashed on him yesterday.

very hot……

So this is the tears?

Satomi's chest heaved violently, and he didn't know if it was because of being hot or something.

"Drink some ice water."

The honest and fat boss also saw that Satomi seemed to be unable to eat spicy food, so he brought Satomi a glass of warm water with ice cubes.

"Thank you."

Satomi thanked the boss with a hoarse voice.

Sitting next to him, Oda Sakunosuke said helplessly: "Do I need to change you to a non-spicy one?"

Satomi shook his head, picked up the spoon he put aside again, and swallowed wantonly like a beast regardless of his image.

"delicious."

After finishing the whole plate of spicy curry, Rika raised his head, looked at Sakunosuke Oda sitting next to him with bright eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "Spicy curry...it's really delicious."

Both Oda Sakunosuke and the restaurant owner were taken aback by Satomi's wolfing down just now, but neither of them said anything, they just looked at Satomi's spicy sausage mouth and laughed.

"Look at Sakunosuke Oda, I said my spicy curry is the best in Yokohama! Even people who can't eat spicy food think it's delicious!"

"Yes, yes, Yokohama is unique."

Oda Sakunosuke put his hand on Satomi's head, and stroked his hair gently.

He didn't know what Satomi had experienced in the past, but...

"If you like talking, come again next time."

"You don't need to ask anyone's advice, you can come here when you want. This store has been here for almost 20 years, so there is no need to worry about closing down."

"Ah."

Satomi nodded vigorously, and thanked Oda Sakunosuke.

"Thank you."

Oda Sakunosuke patted Satomi's lost hair lightly, and after handing him a few tissues, he picked up the spoon again and started eating the spicy curry in front of him.

When the shackles are broken, the rest will be accumulated naturally.

Satomi lost consciousness—from this moment on, he could never go back to the world he was familiar with.

In the evening, the headquarters of the Port Mafia.

Sitting on the sofa and playing games, Osamu Dazai looked at Satomi's red mouth, and a rare surprise flashed in his eyes.

"What's wrong with your mouth?"

Satomi didn't shy away from it, and said directly: "I ate spicy curry."

"Oh."

Osamu Dazai withdrew his gaze from Satomi, and didn't ask him why he wanted to eat spicy curry all of a sudden, but instead devoted himself to his game again.

However, he was still 'busy' and took the time to ask, "Is it delicious?"

"good to eat."

Satomi must have given Osamu Dazai an answer.

Osamu Dazai nodded, still focusing on his game.

"Then when you bring me a meal, bring one for yourself too."

Bandaged fingers quickly pressed back and forth on the game console, Dazai Osamu said casually: "Otherwise, after a long time, they will all say that I abused my 'brother'."

Satomi didn't forget that Mori Ogai had arranged for him to be in the port mafia, so he nodded in agreement.

"it is good."

"Oh, by the way. Remember to do the laundry today, don't let me remind you all the time."

"it is good."