So you are such a president

"Organ?" This word made Dou Shuya feel a little... weird.

"Well, like the cornea." Cheng Qingrong smiled, that smile looked a bit cold, "Or kidney, liver, bone marrow, yes, there is also a super big blood bank."

Dou Shuya: "..."

"Don't worry, I'm not an underground organization." Cheng Qingrong put away the smile on his face, and his tone was light, his appearance was a bit like Lin Wenxiu's, "I signed a contract with them seriously. Under the lure of generous money, I guarantee that they are all voluntary."

Dou Shuya: "..."

Cheng Qingrong glanced at her: "I'm so rich, why should I sacrifice myself? I want to be by Wenxiu's side for the rest of my life, how could I hurt my body."

Dou Shuya: "..."

Cheng Qingrong: "...What kind of eyes do you have?"

Dou Shuya: ...

Cheng Qingrong: ...

"Get out." Cheng Qingrong kicked her angrily, "When I see you, I get angry."

Dou Shuya said: "It's nice to have money."

"Of course, having money is good, very happy, very happy." Cheng Qingrong smiled, "You can buy anything."

Dou Shuya: "...I don't want to talk to you, a capitalist, I'll go in and see Professor Lin."

Cheng Qingrong waved his hand: "Go."

After Dou Shuya entered the room, Cheng Qingrong's straight back finally bent down, and he leaned tiredly on the chair.

He is far from being as calm as he looks.

It's just that he doesn't want to show timidity in front of Dou Shuya, even if the other party is Lin Wenxiu's good friend.

After entering the room, Lin Wenxiu's parents were there. Dou Shuya obediently called her auntie and moved to the hospital bed.

"How is Wenxiu?" Seeing Lin Wenxiu's eyes closed, Dou Shuya lowered her voice.

"It's okay." Lin Wenxiu said lightly.

"Damn!" Dou Shuya was taken aback by him, "You're not asleep."

Although she knew that Lin Wenxiu was no different from a blind person now, there was no difference between opening and closing her eyes, but when she saw Lin Wenxiu with her eyes closed, Dou Shuya still subconsciously thought that the other party was asleep.

Lin Wenxiu opened his eyes, those deserted eyes lost their former brilliance, looked dim, and his sight lost focus, so he could only look at Dou Shuya by relying on the source of the voice: "When did you come here?"

"Not long after I came here, I stayed outside for a while." Dou Shuya looked at Lin Wenxiu while talking, "I think you are in good condition."

Lin Wenxiu groped and sat up: "Blindness is a fact, pain is useless."

Dou Shuya smiled wryly: "I wish I could catch up with half of your mentality." She changed the subject in the middle of speaking, "Your eyes are wrong, didn't you notice it before?"

Lin Wenxiu said: "I feel a little uncomfortable, and I didn't have time to check it out."

"When did it start?" Dou Shuya asked.

"It's been a while." Lin Wenxiu lowered his eyelashes, "There are too many things during this time, and I didn't take care of them."

In fact, at the very beginning, Lin Wenxiu didn't take it seriously at all. He just thought that he was too tired recently, but he didn't expect it to get worse and worse. By the time he started to pay attention, it was already too late.

What Yan Wen told him was too shocking, he couldn't control his emotions well, and felt very uncomfortable under the excitement.

Originally planning to take a rest, I told Cheng Qingrong about the matter and went to the hospital for an examination together, but I didn't expect that when I woke up, I couldn't see anything.

He was fine, but Cheng Qingrong was so frightened that even if Lin Wenxiu couldn't see, he could tell how broken Cheng Qingrong was at that time just by hearing the voice.

Dou Shuya opened her mouth, reached out and patted Lin Wenxiu's shoulder: "It's okay, the doctor has already arranged for the operation, and I can see the light again after the operation tomorrow."

Lin Wenxiu asked, "What about him?"

Dou Shuya didn't react for a while: "Who?"

"Cheng Qingrong."

"He's been outside all the time." Dou Shuya finally understood, "He hasn't been in?"

Lin Wenxiu didn't speak.

Dou Shuya asked: "Are you quarreling again?"

Lin Wenxiu shook his head.

Dou Shuya said: "I'll ask him to come in."

The door of the ward was gently closed, Dou Shuya leaned against the door frame and looked at Cheng Qingrong who was sitting on the bench.

It was rare for the other party to not maintain his usual etiquette. He didn't know whether he was immersed in his own thoughts and didn't find himself, or he was lazy to cover up in front of him.

"Did you quarrel?"

Cheng Qingrong subconsciously sat up straight, turned around and saw that it was Dou Shuya, and said in a low voice, "No."

"Then why don't you go in."

Cheng Qingrong tugged on his tie irritably, feeling that the air in this hospital was so fucking thin, making it difficult for him to breathe.

"how is he?"

"It's pretty good." Dou Shuya shrugged, "It doesn't look like you've been hit hard, and I asked you why you didn't go in."

Cheng Qingrong hesitated: "Does he look like..."

"Ok?"

"Are you angry, or angry, or disgusted..."

"He's quite calm." Dou Shuya didn't understand why, "What's the matter with you?"

"No." Cheng Qingrong shook his head, "I'll go in and have a look."

Cheng Qingrong took a deep breath, then let it out slowly, and then opened the door and walked in.

Lin Wenxiu waited for him quietly on the hospital bed.

The heating in the ward was fully turned on. Lin Wenxiu only had a single piece of clothing under his hospital gown, but he felt that the temperature was just right.

"Qing Rong?" Lin Wenxiu tilted his head and heard the sound of the door opening.

"Well, it's me." Cheng Qingrong hurriedly stepped forward and took Lin Wenxiu's hands.

"Tell me first, Wenwen and I will go home to visit your grandma." Lin Siqi whispered, "She is very worried at home."

Lin Wenxiu tapped his chin lightly, indicating that he understood.

Calm was restored in the ward. Lin Wenxiu couldn't see with both eyes, but felt his hearing became more sensitive. He could hear Cheng Qingrong's suppressed breathing clearly.

Pulling out the hand held by Cheng Qingrong, Lin Wenxiu adjusted his sitting posture.

Although it was pitch black in front of him, it didn't affect his thoughts. On the contrary, Lin Wenxiu felt that his thoughts were smoother and clearer because he couldn't see everything that was disturbing outside.

"What did grandma tell you?"

Cheng Qingrong pursed the corners of her lips and remained silent.

Lin Wenxiu's expression was a little cold: "What did grandma tell you?"

"It's nothing." Cheng Qingrong murmured, losing the calmness he had just now.

Lin Wenxiu should have been irritated by hearing about him before, and Cheng Qingrong didn't want to continue to irritate him with this matter now.

"Cheng Qingrong." Lin Wenxiu's voice became more and more cold, obviously angry.

He put his hand on his forehead, feeling a little dizzy.

"Don't be angry, don't be angry, I say." Cheng Qingrong was at a loss for what to do, quickly and carefully held Lin Wenxiu's shoulders, and told him to lie down on the bed, "Don't be excited, as long as you are not excited, I will say anything .”

After covering Lin Wenxiu with the quilt, Cheng Qingrong touched his cheek.

There was a touch of sickly red on the pale face, which made Cheng Qingrong feel even more distressed.The annoyance in his heart almost overwhelmed him, why didn't he discover Lin Wenxiu's abnormality during this period of time, if he had discovered it earlier, Wenxiu wouldn't have had to suffer these hardships at all.

What a terrible thing it is to not see.

"It's okay." Lin Wenxiu's tone was dull, and Cheng Qingrong realized that he had accidentally said it just now, "It's not too scary, but it's a pity that I haven't seen your face recently."

Cheng Qingrong threw himself into Lin Wenxiu's arms, choked up and said, "It's all my fault."

"There's nothing wrong with you." Lin Wenxiu touched Cheng Qingrong's cheek and wiped away the tears from his face.

Cheng Qingrong said: "No... I'm cowardly, I..." He couldn't help wiping his tears again, "I don't think I'm good enough for you."

"Don't underestimate yourself." Lin Wenxiu said calmly, "You are very suitable for me, everywhere. I think the size is just right, neither loose nor tight."

Cheng Qingrong: ...

You return my tears.

"Actually, I am a heterosexual child." Under Lin Wenxiu's persuasion, Cheng Qingrong was finally ready to tell all these things, "When I was young, I lived at my grandmother's house for a while, and I gave you that iron box. "

"It turned out to be you." Lin Wenxiu suddenly realized, "So when you knew you were going to grandma's house, you were very resistant."

"Ah."

Lin Wenxiu said, "Grandma also recognizes you."

"Grandma told me to let me leave you."

"How did you answer?"

Cheng Qingrong said firmly: "I will not leave, never."

"You are so good." Lin Wenxiu became happy again, "Come here, I want to kiss you."

Cheng Qingrong leaned over and Lin Wenxiu groped and pressed the back of his head and kissed him, making him delirious.

Lin Wenxiu let Cheng Qingrong squeeze up and lay on top of him: "You will die in a few years, what are you going to do?"

"I won't die." Cheng Qingrong said, "I will be with you forever."

"Are you sure?"

"Well, quite sure."

If he is not sure, he will not come to Lin Wenxiu.

"Okay." Lin Wenxiu said, "Then why were you so wrong before? Why didn't you tell me."

Cheng Qingrong moved his lips: "I... I'm scared, so scared to death..."

No matter how perfectly prepared he is, no matter how many people he convinces, there is always only one person who is the most important.

Lin Wenxiu.

His one word, one action, even if it's just an insignificant look in his eyes, is enough to make Cheng Qingrong fall into hell.

During that time, he lived in this kind of imagination almost every day, Lin Wenxiu's disgusted eyes, disgusted movements, indifferent attitude, and even...

A divorce paper.

Lin Wenxiu asked, "What are you afraid of?"

"I...I'm afraid..."

"You're afraid that I won't accept you, because you think I don't love you, so divorce is the best choice." Lin Wenxiu calmly pointed out what Cheng Qingrong was thinking, "You can't trust me."

Cheng Qingrong said in a panic: "No, I believe you, I just..."

Don't believe in yourself.

"Get off." Lin Wenxiu said coldly.

Cheng Qingrong quickly rolled off the bed.

"Stand against the corner."

"……what?"

"Facing the wall and thinking for half an hour, I will hand in a thousand-word self-examination after the operation tomorrow, and I want to read it."

Cheng Qingrong: "...you can't see it?"

Lin Wenxiu was expressionless: "Read it to me."

Cheng Qingrong: "Oh."

"hurry up."

Cheng Qingrong obediently stood in the corner.

"I'm standing."

Lin Wenxiu was very strict: "Don't talk when you reflect."

Cheng Qingrong: "Ugh..."

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