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Fang why came and why went, and lay down with the bear on his back facing Chen Shengjun, and curled up in the quilt to a corner, looking inexplicably pitiful.

"Xiye?" Chen Shengjun called out.

Xiye opened his eyes and looked at the white wall without answering. After a while, there was the sound of leaving footsteps behind him. His body trembled, and he grabbed the bear's palm even harder. Fortunately, the sound of a hair dryer came from the bathroom not long after.

In less than 10 minutes, Chen Shengjun came back again, this time he was direct, without saying a word, Xiye felt a gust of cold wind behind him, and then a guy who put him under pressure got under the covers, and he suddenly felt a little regretful , what are you doing?

Is it still time to go now?

As it turned out, it was too late.

As soon as Chen Shengjun lay down, he stretched out his hands to wrap around Xiye's waist very naturally, and then pressed his body against it.

Xiye was startled, and tried to turn his head, but because of the heavy weight on his back, he could only tilt his head slightly, and struggled, "What are you doing?!"

Chen Shengjun said shamelessly, "Pillow."

"Bear for you!"

"That's yours."

If you know it's mine, you can take it yourself!

Xiye cursed in his heart.

"Let go, idiot!"

Chen Shengjun couldn't bear the disturbance, so he tightened his grip on Xiye, and suddenly said: "No clothes."

"what?"

"No clothes, a pillow, choose one."

After finally understanding that Chen Shengjun's so-called "no clothes" should mean sleeping naked, Xiye was silent, and half of the time he would just say: "...a fool."

Reluctantly accepting and adapting to this state, Xiye's mood also calmed down a lot. Chen Shengjun leaned his head on his shoulder blades, and suddenly said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to go."

Xiye blinked her eyes, feeling that she understood what he meant by not wanting to go.

Chen Shengjun said again, "I will miss you."

"..."

These three words are like a potion, and the boredom of recent days and nights was instantly wiped away. He bit his lower lip and closed his mouth tightly, trying to control his high and complacent emotions, but the smile on his face Even if he couldn't stop it, he buried his head inside, not wanting to be discovered by the people behind him.

A question

Chen Shengjun seemed a little dissatisfied that the other party was still silent when he confessed so frankly, so he raised his head and raised his voice, "Xiye!"

"What?" I have to say that this guy manages his emotions quite well, even if he is very happy, his voice should be flat or flat.

Chen Shengjun felt a little frustrated inexplicably. The little guy in his arms seemed to be determined by him. He could control his mood with every move. Thinking about joining the program group in a few days, the relationship between the two is still more than friends , The lover is not satisfied, and even because of the identity of the same sex, even wanting to say that this is an ambiguous period may not be recognized.

So he felt that it was necessary to make some progress before leaving, otherwise, the two months would fade away, and he couldn't imagine whether the other party would be even more unfamiliar when he came back, so he thought about it for a long time.

It is difficult to say this sentence. It is said that it is difficult for a person to express love, but Chen Shengjun is not the same. Compared with the sincerity he used to say, which seems to be teasing, this question scares him even more, because it Maybe it will be a "shogun" game.In fact, he had already considered that no matter how desperate Xiye's answer was, he would not easily fall down in this kind of place until the other party found someone he could approve of and who could give him happiness. Responsibility will rest entirely with him.

Chen Shengjun thought about it for about ten minutes, and even Xiye's mood had calmed down. He couldn't help but wonder if this guy was asleep. He turned his head slightly to observe, and vaguely noticed the other party's arms around his waist. The palms were tense as if they were tense.

As if being caught by the palm of his heart, Xiye also instinctively became nervous. He had a premonition that what the other party was going to say now should be very important. Holding the atmosphere, he shrank his feet up.

Chen Shengjun swallowed his saliva, and lightly pressed his dry lips. Because of the language barrier, he was not sure that he could convey the meaning in his heart perfectly, so he only dared to test cautiously, "Xiye...likeme? "

Xiye's "no" came to his lips like a conditioned reflex, but he slammed the car to a stop.

He could feel the weight of Chen Shengjun's question, so that he didn't dare to respond hastily.

In fact, after all these days, Xiye finally knew in his heart that even if he didn't know his EQ, he could still feel his IQ.

This kind of feeling is like ninety-nine out of ten believe that the other party likes you, but you are not confident about what you can make the other party like, and then speculate, worry too much, magnify a little bit of tiny possibility, and refute every little possibility. This is a confession that the other party said in words and in action.

As early as in his debut interview, he said that he has someone he likes.

He still likes girls with big boobs.

He also said that he likes it because he regards himself as a child.

Then put those "I like you", "I love you", those pampering, acting like a baby, and protecting them all into a fairly good relationship between a pure artist and an agent, no matter how far-fetched.

But this time, Chen Shengjun's question was a little worried, and his voice trembling, made Xiye open his mouth, but couldn't speak.

What kind of emotion will make a big boy vulnerable?

Xiye stared at the white wall as if he was emptied, and he remembered in a strange way that when the Academy Awards ceremony ended that year, Zhao Zhiming called him, and the first sentence he said was "I'm sorry, I didn't get the best actor." .”

He seemed to want to say it deliberately, but the trembling from the receiver still betrayed him. Xiye knew clearly that Zhao Zhiming didn't care about the status and honor of the film king, but felt that he had let himself down.Although Xiye casually teased that you were nominated for best actor for your acting skills, you should be content with it, but it was still the first time in his adult life that he felt like crying.

Because of the dream that the two of them didn't realize when they were together, and parted ways because of this, each of them fought hard in the end, but the dream was still broken, and each other had the urge to cry.

Xiye is, and so is Zhao Zhiming.

At that time, Xiye thought that it would be the last time, but he didn't think that because of the person behind him, he suddenly couldn't help having a sore nose, and even felt pain.

As a manager, Xiye knew in his heart that even if they liked each other, Chen Shengjun couldn't and didn't allow him to fall in love during his debut period, let alone being a homosexual, the subtle gossip didn't explain everything , if the real hammer is discovered, the coverage of public opinion attacks is likely to ruin Chen Shengjun's star career. He has not yet had the foundation to face such a storm, and Xiye currently does not have the ability to completely protect him. He was in front of him, so he couldn't answer, nor was he qualified to answer Chen Shengjun's question.

Thinking of this, Xiye's gaze sank.

"Xiye?" His silence made Chen Shengjun a little anxious, but at the same time he felt abnormal.

Xiye closed her eyes, turned around and buried her head in Chen Shengjun's chest, rubbed against it, and then muttered in a hoarse voice, "Sleepy."

You must know that Xiye's initiative is really rare in a hundred years. Chen Shengjun was a little too late to react, and he smiled belatedly. In his opinion, this was an indirect reply from the always arrogant Xiye to him, but Not knowing the truth is not as simple as he thought.

Chen Shengjun had a good night's sleep, while Xiye had a sleepless night, and his panda eyes became even more panda.

After running with Zero the next day, he went home and he, Chen Shengjun, and bob roughly explained the things that should be paid attention to during the next program, as well as the people who can be consulted and hidden backstage when encountering situations. The next day after taking an early break, Xi Ye Sending Chen Shengjun and bob to the airport began the two-month separation.

Go to the countryside

On the bus, Bob sent a text message to Xiye, to the effect that this crew is quite formal, and the director explained when they joined the crew that their itinerary this time will not be mixed with any water, and it is not like most shows. Deliberately doing a show, when the camera is on, they are disheartened and buried in their heads to work. When the camera is turned off, the assistant manager is serving tea and water. What they want is not to do a variety show, but a real public welfare Action, such an announcement made Bob a little surprised. In this flashy entertainment circle, it is rare to see crew members with such an attitude, but what is even more surprising is that the celebrities who participated with Chen Shengjun did not feel that there was anything wrong. On the contrary, I quite agree with it.

This is the most intuitive gap between first-line big names and second- and third-tier stars in Bob's eyes.

Xiye was not very surprised when he told Xiye this way. As far as Xiye knew, except for Chen Shengjun and Xiaoxiao, who belonged to the younger age group in the entertainment industry, most of the others were over 30 years old and were in the entertainment industry. They are "veteran entertainers" who have worked hard for more than ten or even 20 years, and because Xiaoxiao made his debut early, his qualifications are far higher than Chen Shengjun. They have reached their current status under the atmosphere of the entertainment industry. It is not an exaggeration to say , no one dares to say that they have a clear conscience, so as they get older, they will be more inclined to do some public welfare or believe in gods and Buddhas to make up for their past mistakes.

Of course, this is not to completely deny people who still have good intentions.

Bob was also very disappointed and explained to Xiye, saying that according to the director's intention, the signal in the countryside is probably very poor, and it is very likely that he will lose contact directly. He can only contact occasionally when the director brings some daily necessities to the county.this