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53. Lin Suqing blinked and blinked, lying on her side next to Zhou Ruxin, hugging her gently, obediently closing her eyes and pretending to be asleep.

Zhou Ruxin looked at her like this, she was so cute, she couldn't get angry.The phone vibrated, Zhou Ruxin lowered her head and kissed Lin Suqing's eyebrows, then opened WeChat to see what Li Xiaobo could do with her so late.

Li Xiaobo's relationship with her has always been like that of brother and sister, so naturally he doesn't go around in circles with her: "Ru Xin, what is the relationship between that Lin Suqing and you?"

Zhou Ruxin thought for a while and replied: "Brother Bo, you know, I have always regarded you as my elder brother, so I don't want to hide anything from you. Su Qing is the person I want to spend my whole life with."

Li Xiaobo was silent for a while, and finally a message came: "Ru Xin, are you mistaken for love when you are a girlfriend?"

Zhou Ruxin replied: "I know very well that I love her."

Li Xiaobo couldn't believe it for a moment: "Ru Xin, how could you fall in love with a woman?"

Zhou Ruxin smiled wordlessly: "Why can't I fall in love with a woman?"

Li Xiaobo thought for a while: "Ru Xin, have you ever thought that it is because you lost your mother at an early age that you yearn for maternal love very much, would you mistake this longing for maternal love for love?"

Zhou Ruxin thought about it seriously for a while: "No!"

After hesitating for a while, Zhou Ruxin replied: "Brother Bo, I don't think any child will have a desire for his mother, unless she is a psychopath. And I have a very strong desire for Su Qing."

Li Xiaobo was silent for a while, the status display was always "in progress", after a long time, finally, Li Xiaobo replied: "Ru Xin, even though the technology is very advanced in this era, it has not yet developed enough to allow two women Let's have a baby together."

Zhou Ruxin replied: "Yes. Brother Bo, from the moment I decided to be with Su Qing, I never thought that I would have children in this life."

Li Xiaobo was silent for a long time, and finally said: "Ru Xin, I never object to homosexuality, all kinds of emotions in this world always have their reasons. But, Ru Xin, you can't!"

Zhou Ruxin thought for a while and replied, "Why can't I?"

Li Xiaobo replied quickly this time: "Ru Xin, because your father only has you."

Thinking of Shen Yu's sentence "If you choose to be with Lin Suqing, then your father's line will end with you", Li Xiaobo obviously meant the same thing.

Originally, Zhou Ruxin also wanted to answer the sentence without hesitation, "Compared with continuing the bloodline, I believe that my father wants to see me happy." However, Li Xiaobo's next sentence came again: "Ruxin, still remember the conversation we had back then. What. You said, no matter what, you will never let your father down, you must make him proud of you as a daughter, and you must let everyone around you see that your father did not raise your daughter in vain. Ru Xin, If people around you know that you have become a homosexual, how will they laugh at your father for wasting all his efforts?"

Zhou Ruxin suddenly found that she couldn't answer.

Li Xiaobo reiterated again: "Ru Xin, anyone in this world can be gay, except you!"

Zhou Ruxin knew that Li Xiaobo had been taking care of her sincerely like a big brother all these years, the words he said hit the nail on the head and hit Zhou Ruxin's weakness.

In an instant, Zhou Ruxin felt sad and wanted to cry aloud.

However, looking at Lin Suqing, who was sleepy and asleep beside her, Zhou Ruxin didn't dare to make any noise, so she gritted her teeth and typed a reply stiffly: "Well, Brother Bo, I see. It's night, go to bed first, good night."

Then he quit WeChat in a daze, turned off his mobile phone, feeling a bit bitter and sore in his heart, staring at the void and darkness, not knowing what day or night it will be.Lin Suqing beside her was still hugging her in her sleep, Zhou Ruxin didn't dare to pull away at will, so she had to move slightly, pulling Suqing's arm out from under her body and put it away, Lin Suqing, who was sleepy, murmured subconsciously: "If Heart? Haven't slept yet?"

Zhou Ruxin quickly lay down on her side: "Go to sleep. Suqing, good night!"

Seeing Suqing sleeping peacefully, Zhou Ruxin was full of thoughts.

No matter what, even if there are many criticisms in the future, I will bear it all myself, such a good Su Qing, Zhou Ruxin, Zhou Ruxin, how can you be willing to make her sad.No matter how bitter it is, just swallow it alone.

It was late at night, she was tired after all, Zhou Ruxin finally fell asleep.

When she woke up the next day, Lin Suqing asked her, "What did Li Xiaobo want from you?"

Zhou Ruxin smiled: "It's nothing, just asking about the children's schooling."

Lin Suqing knew that Li Xiaobo had a child who was about to enter elementary school, so she probably came to ask Ruxin which school it would be better, so she didn't ask any more.

After the wechat chat that night, Li Xiaobo sent another text message the next day, but he didn't make the decision that night, but asked Zhou Ruxin to "consider carefully". Zhou Ruxin knew that he was really thinking about herself, so she called back after receiving the text message. , seriously expressed his gratitude, and naturally said that he would "consider carefully".

We are all grown-ups, and we know each other's temperament well. For this sake, Li Xiaobo naturally wouldn't push each other any more. He just sighed a few times and hung up the phone.

A few days later, He Jieying sent a text message to Zhou Ruxin, saying: "Go your own way, let others take a taxi."

Jieying is really wonderful.Zhou Ruxin couldn't help laughing after seeing it, and replied: "Thank you Jieying, everything is arranged by fate."

Time passed like water.

In the blink of an eye, the National Day is here, the last class is over, the children are happily waiting for Zhou Ruxin to come after school, and after explaining things like being safe and remembering to finish homework on time, Zhou Ruxin let the children go, tsk tsk, a group little monkeys.Looking at these children, no matter how much melancholy there is, it seems to have dissipated.

Back home, Lin Suqing came back early, which was rare, and was packing her luggage, preparing for tomorrow's trip to Hengshan.

Zhou Ruxin felt that Lin Suqing was not as good at these packing matters, so she was happy to be a hands-off shopkeeper.

Thinking about going to climb the mountain the next day, Su Qing didn't cook that night, so the two went outside to eat something casually, and went to bed early.

On the first day of the National Day holiday, the two got up early and rushed to the high-speed rail station with their suitcases.

Because it is a holiday, the high-speed rail station is crowded with people.In addition to her fear of heights, Zhou Ruxin actually has an unknown "crowd phobia". Looking at the densely packed crowd, she felt cold sweat on her palms, and her body felt weak. She hurriedly looked at the crowd beside her. Lin Suqing.

Su Qing dragged the suitcase with one hand, and held Ru Xin tightly with the other: "It's okay, Ru Xin, I'm here."

After a lot of tossing, Lin Suqing finally found a seat when she entered the station and got on the bus. Lin Suqing told Zhou Ruxin to sit down, and put the suitcase on the luggage rack before she sat down next to Zhou Ruxin: "Fortunately, we bought the tickets early, and they will be a little later." You definitely won’t be able to buy consecutive numbers.”

Zhou Ruxin saw that she was sweating after all the hard work, and her heart ached so badly, she quickly took out a tissue to wipe her sweat: "Suqing, in fact, I occasionally go out by train alone, don't take me seriously. It's life idiot."

Lin Suqing tilted her head slightly and enjoyed Zhou Ruxin's "serving", while smiling: "I don't think you are an idiot in life, Ru Xin, I just like to be by your side all the time."

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