Swapped with the soul of the "rival"

The relationship between Xie Jingqiu and Qiao Yuan has not improved because of what happened that night... No, it cannot be said that it has not improved at all. They no longer deliberately ignore each other. When they meet, they will greet each other or smile, just like the last Just like ordinary classmates.

Although the misunderstanding was resolved, the harm caused by the misunderstanding still remained in my heart.Feelings are the most suspicious, whether it is friendship or love.Xie Jingqiu was arrogant and would not speak up even if he had something to say; Qiao Yuan had low self-esteem and did not dare to ask even if there was something to do.When two people are together, conflicts will arise sooner or later.

Qiao Yuan also couldn't tell exactly how she felt about Xie Jingqiu, she couldn't blame her, she couldn't forgive her, after all, she was at fault for this matter.But she couldn't make her and Xie Jingqiu go back to the past as if nothing had happened.

Broken mirrors cannot be reunited, the friendship between her and Xie Jingqiu has already cracked, and it is difficult to reunite.

What's more, her feelings for Xie Jingqiu are more than friendship.

And Xie Jingqiu didn't know what to think, and he never talked to Qiao Yuan about this topic again.She was still sitting in the last row, reading books during and after class.Occasionally, if there are questions that I don't understand, I will ask Qiao Yuan for advice.

Qiao Yuan never refused, treating her the same as other people who came to ask questions.What should be said, what should be pointed out, and when needed, I will lend my notebook.

After the topic was finished, one of the two said "thank you" with a smile, and the other politely responded "you're welcome", without stickiness.

The days of the third year of high school are still going on, and it will not stop because of who has a falling out with whom and who has reconciled with whom.

Qiao Yuan noticed that Li Xin hadn't come to class for a while.After a lecture, she casually asked Xie Jingqiu, "Do you know where Li Xin has gone?"

Xie Jingqiu looked at the homework and said nonchalantly, "I don't know, I'm not familiar with her."

Hearing what she said, Qiao Yuan felt that she was worrying too much.Li Xin did not cause any substantial harm to her, so Xie Jingqiu should not go to trouble Li Xin for this.

In this way, reading-studying-reading-studying every day, Qiao Yuan ushered in the first monthly exam of her senior year in high school.

Having gone through countless exams, big and small, Qiao Yuan has long been indifferent to them.She finished writing the monthly exam papers like she was doing her homework, her heart was not fluctuating, and she was even a little bored.

Because it was only a monthly exam in the school, the test papers were cross-reviewed by the teachers of the school, and the results came out in only two days.

Qiao Yuan looked at her grades, No. 1 in class, No. 30 in grade seven, very stable.

Looking down, she subconsciously began to look for that person's name: the No. 20 three in the class, the 490 nine in the grade, making progress.

Qiao Yuan returned to her seat contentedly and continued to do her homework.

The monthly exam is just a small test. Some people in the class are happy and some are worried.But whether it is joy or sorrow, no one cares about it in one day.

As senior high school students, they have a big test every month, a small test every week, and a test every day. If they have to worry about their grades for a long time every time they take the exam, it will be enough for them to worry about their grades.

This morning, as soon as Qiao Yuan entered the classroom, she felt that the atmosphere in the class was not right.Everyone didn't read the book, and they all gathered together in twos and threes to say something, with weird expressions.

Qiao Yuan glanced around and sat down in her seat.As soon as she sat down, the back table poked her head over to gossip: "Yuanyuan, do you know? Someone in our grade committed suicide by jumping off a building? Just last night!"

"Suicide?" Qiao Yuan was stunned for a moment, "Who? A man or a woman?"

"Female, I don't know who it is, but I heard it was from Class [-]. She jumped from our building in the middle of the night, her head was broken, and now you can still see blood under there."

Although there are people who die in accidents every day in the news, this is the first time that Qiao Yuan feels death so truly.That person lived in the same building and breathed the same air as her, and they might have passed each other countless times.

Then she just jumped like this, gone.

Qiao Yuan asked the back table: "Do you know why that person committed suicide?"

The back desk scratched his head, "It seems to be because the monthly exam results are not satisfactory."

Qiao Yuan couldn't believe it: "You jumped off the building because you didn't do well in the monthly exam?!"

The back table added: "There should be other reasons, and I don't know the specifics."

By noon, more news came out.

The girl who jumped off the building was named Wu Tinghuan, and she was the study committee member of Class [-].She looks average and has good grades. She seldom speaks in class and spends all day studying hard.

In this monthly exam, her grades plummeted, directly dropping from No.3 in the class to more than 20.The head teacher called the parents, but she didn't know what the parents said to her, so she jumped off the building on impulse.

Qiao Yuan felt a little uncomfortable when she heard the news.She knows Wu Tinghuan, who is very good at physics.The two had participated in training for physics competitions together, during which she also asked Wu Tinghuan questions.

In her impression, Wu Tinghuan is a very shy girl.Because of her good grades in physics, she was often praised by the teachers who trained her.Every time the teacher praised her, she always blushed and smiled embarrassedly, revealing two looming dimples.

Qiao Yuan never imagined that such a girl would commit suicide, and she committed suicide because she failed an exam!Their lives have just begun, and Qiao Yuan doesn't know what Wu Tinghuan has experienced, but she is willing to end her life early like this.

After the jumping incident, the school was in a panic for a while.The class teacher no longer dares to blame those students whose grades have declined, but instead comforts and encourages them softly.

The school also specially invited a well-known psychiatrist from H City to call the senior three students to the square in front of the teaching building every week to give them an hour of psychological counseling.

Qiao Yuan was also called into the office by Teacher Ma to care about her once. Faced with Teacher Ma's insinuating and cautious tone, Qiao Yuan said calmly: "Mr. Ma, don't worry, I have a good mentality, and I will not commit suicide no matter what. .”

She still has a good life, and her parents, she is reluctant to leave like this.

Returning to the classroom from the office, Qiao Yuan found a pile of books on her desk.She took a quick glance and found that they were all books related to stress relief, both at home and abroad.

Ruan Ru pointed to the back and explained: "Xie Jingqiu gave it to you."

Looking at those books, Qiao Yuan couldn't laugh or cry: "She is sick!"

Joking aside, Qiao Yuan still looked back at Xie Jingqiu.Xie Jingqiu was reading a book pretending to be nonchalant, when Qiao Yuan opened her mouth and silently said "Thank you".