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The silly dog ​​took Yang Jingzhao to the door, and then slipped into the door from Huo Jiang's legs. Inside, the silly cat was watching the bloody scene on the cat climbing frame, flicking its tail, with a bored expression on its face.

Yang Jingzhao and Fan Pengyu didn't know each other face to face, but the brave one won.

Seeing that Yang Jingzhao came prepared just like himself, Fan Pengyu couldn't help being a little puzzled, but he couldn't guess the identity of the other party.Huo Jiang has been fighting vegetables and taking classes again recently. Perhaps he has met many new friends in new places, and he has no way of understanding his social circle.

The other party was actually wearing a suit in the cold weather, and the jacket was only draped over his arms. This attire alone was already annoying, not to mention the frosty expression on his face. He was arrogant, indifferent, and full of hostility.What benefits can Huo Jiang learn from being with this kind of person?

Thinking of this in his heart, Fan Pengyu showed displeasure on his face.

Yang Jingzhao also looked at Fan Pengyu, but he didn't focus on the other party's appearance and clothing, but on the things the other party brought when he visited the doctor.

Inside the transparent plastic bag was a bottle of canned food and a box of porridge.

Yang Jingzhao was holding a kraft paper bag in his hand, which also contained a bottle of canned food and a box of porridge.

Yang Jingzhao felt that he had been fooled.However, losing control of his emotions several times in succession made him wary of restraining himself, so he suppressed the unhappiness in his heart so that he did not attack it.

Yang Jingzhao glanced over Fan Pengyu seemingly inadvertently, and asked Huo Jiang, "Friend?"

Huo Jiang didn't know why, but a strong sense of oppression surged in his heart, as if as long as he said "yes", he would be crushed.

As soon as Huo Jiang's mouth was knotted, he said, "That's right."

Fan Pengyu's expression was different, and he was about to have a fit to ask how this "sort of" was explained, when Huo Jiang "vomited" and bent over to vomit.

It turned out that the cold wind in December blew up the stairs along the corridor.Huo Jiang lived in an old community, an old house, and if he didn't keep warm, he would definitely freeze if he stood at the door.But he didn't intend to let himself into the house at the moment.

Fan Pengyu's face turned green for a while, then paled for a while, and he handed over the bag in his hand, "You should rest first, and I will come to see you later."

Yang Jingzhao looked at Huo Jiang questioningly, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, "Or, I'm leaving?"

Huo Jiang didn't even think about it, and immediately went to pull the hem of his clothes, "You come in first."

Huo Jiang let Yang Jingzhao into the door, and then turned around to send Fan Pengyu off with an apologetic face, "Brother Fan, let's talk another day, I made an appointment with Brother Yang first today. It's too unfortunate."

Brother Yang... so this person is Yang Jingzhao!The prince of Qianfan Group, Huo Jiang's nobleman, someone he hadn't seen last time, Yang Jingzhao.Fan Pengyu felt strange, what he originally wanted to warn Huo Jiang to be cautious about making friends, but now he couldn't say it no matter what.

Huo Jiang closed the door, and when he turned around, he saw that Yang Jingzhao didn't stand under the cat climbing frame to tease the cat like in the past, and he didn't even take off his suit and put it on the hanger like in the past, but sat at the table by the door, feeling like Like to go.Even the flat smile on his face looked like the calm before the storm.

Huo Jiang didn't speak, and looked down at the porridge and cans in the kraft paper bag on the table.The porridge was served in a thermos bottle, and when the lid was opened, the hot and warm aroma came out, but at this time it did not stimulate any appetite.

He was very embarrassed, he knew that the scene just now must have made Yang Jingzhao very embarrassed.Yang Jingzhao has no airs in front of himself, but it doesn't mean he doesn't have airs in front of others...

Yang Jingzhao appeared to be calm on the surface, but in fact his heart was riddled with holes.He looked at the person in front of him, never thought that anyone could let himself ride the roller coaster every day like Huo Jiang.

Several times in a row, Yang Jingzhao retreated on the verge of eruption, but this time he couldn't control it anymore.

"While you called me to visit the doctor, you called someone else?" Yang Jingzhao paused every word, every word to his heart, "Did you apply some chocolate theory to me?"

Huo Jiang raised his head suddenly, his face full of surprise, he never thought that Yang Jingzhao would think of it there!

He once posted on Weibo, using chocolate theory to insinuate the relationship between Fan Pengyu and Li Siwen, mocking Li Siwen for treating Fan Pengyu as a backup, but he didn't want to be misunderstood by Yang Jingxuan at this moment...

Huo Jiang quickly explained, "Brother Fan is my former boss. He heard from Liu Xiaoxi that I was sick, so he came to see me. I didn't ask him to come to see me. Don't get me wrong!"

Yang Jingzhao pointed at the lunch box, "Then how would he know that you want fish porridge and canned peaches?"

Huo Jiang was taken aback for a moment, but he couldn't say the explanation again.I can't tell Yang Jingzhao that I used to like Fan Pengyu and talked to him about everything...

Why can't I talk to Yang Jingzhao about this?Aren't they very close now?Don't you want to talk about everything?

No, it doesn't.They didn't have a relationship that they talked about, at least, Huo Jiang couldn't tell Yang Jingzhao that he liked a man.

Huo Jiang was in a mess, and a huge realization suddenly appeared in his heart, which shocked him beyond his control.He suddenly realized that he seemed to have fallen in love with Yang Jingzhao.

Like the kind of love I used to like Fan Pengyu, I like Fan Pengyu even more...

Yang Jingzhao was tormented by the restlessness in his heart and finally lost control. He tugged on his tie to help him breathe, then reached out and knocked over the lunch box on the table, as if he could only unlock the lock on his heart by knocking over something.

Huo Jiang was so hot that he jumped, but he didn't make a sound.

Yang Jingzhao looked at him coldly, maintaining a haughty and powerful face, and said bluntly, "Huo Jiang, I really regret knowing you."

Before I met you, I could have been anesthetized in the dark.

After I met you, I occasionally caught a glimpse of the sun and then immediately fell into darkness, which was heart-piercing.

Yang Jingzhao stepped over the lunch box on the ground, picked up his coat and left.

Watching him slam the door and leave, Huo Jiang finally realized that Yang Jingzhao is one of the top few noble sons on the rich list, and the "national husband" of all the stars. Maybe he should be decisive, fierce, and pressing every step of the way just now. look...

Two days later.

In a psychological clinic located on the East Third Ring Middle Road, Yang Jingzhao sat in front of Dr. Chen.

Dr. Chen has done his homework beforehand, knowing the identity of the other party can not be asked, the family can not ask, and other things can be asked.

He frowned, looked at Yang Jingzhao's evaluation report - moderate depression and severe anxiety, and began to care about it.

"How is it?" This is a common opening line for psychologists.

"Not very good." Most patients would answer like this, and Yang Jingzhao was no exception.

But after the end of this sentence, ordinary patients should start to confide, but Yang Jingzhao still didn't say a word.

Dr. Chen knew that the situation might be troublesome.

Sometimes, people who come for psychological counseling talk more than doctors, because most of them have nowhere to confide in real life, and they just need someone who can communicate to satisfy their desire to communicate when they come here for help.If this person knows a little bit of psychology and medical skills, he can give them some advice.If this person is a quack doctor, that's okay, just find a trash can and pay someone to chat.

The other party did not speak, so Dr. Chen could only continue to ask.

"Will you suffer from insomnia?"

"Yes." Since leaving Huo Jiang's house that day, she hasn't slept much.

"Will you have a headache?"

"Yes." Not only a headache, but also a heartache. I always feel that there is a falling stone in my chest, crushing all the pain-sensing nerves.

"Will you have a stomachache?"

"Yes." Thinking of Huo Jiang would make my stomach hurt for no reason.

……

The situation is very bad. Sensing Yang Jingzhao's resistance, Dr. Chen remembered the "little sun" mentioned by Zhang Bei, and decided to start talking about the situation of the people around him.

"Have you made any new friends recently?"

Dr. Chen noticed that Yang Jingzhao, who was opposite him, reached out and touched his stomach unconsciously.After a long time, Yang Jingzhao responded softly, "Yes."

There is a joke, Dr. Chen induced, "Then let's talk about him/her, and reflect your mental state through this friend. Of course, first of all, you have to trust me, I will help you find the cause of the problem, Then solve it together. I don't treat you as a patient, I'm just helping you out of trouble, and so is this friend of yours..."

Yang Jingzhao was a little impatient, but still nodded, and began to talk about everything after meeting Huo Jiang.

At the beginning, Yang Jingzhao mentioned that they made dim sum, climbed mountains, and had barbecues together. Dr. Chen thought this was a good start.

But gradually, Yang Jingzhao's words began to be wrong, especially when describing his possessiveness towards Huo Jiang.

"When you see her, does your heart beat faster?" Dr. Chen tentatively asked.

"meeting."

"Would you dare not look her in the eyes?"

"meeting."

"When you didn't see him, would you imagine her in your mind?"

"meeting."

"Do you think about it every day?"

"meeting."

"How many times will you think about it?"

"Many times."

……

When Yang Jingzhao was wondering why he asked these questions, Dr. Chen already had the answer.He smiled again and asked—

"Mr. Yang, have you ever been in love?"

Yang Jingzhao was stunned, and after a while, he suddenly realized what Dr. Chen was referring to, with a shocked expression on his face.

"We've only known each other for four months..."

Dr. Chen smiled, "Four months is enough. Because what I asked Mr. Yang just now was the feeling of being in love. This is a good phenomenon. You are only moderately depressed. You can temporarily not use drugs and have a relaxing relationship with your whole body and mind. It also has a good therapeutic effect.”

Yang Jingzhao couldn't hear what Dr. Chen said anymore, his heart was overwhelmed, and the fact that he fell in love with Huo Jiang overturned all his cognition...

Yang Jingzhao left the psychological clinic feeling unwell.

He absently swiped through Weibo, and found that Huo Jiang's page was still silent - Huo Jiang, who updated every day after the quarrel that day, hadn't posted on Weibo again, and the chocolate theory about spare tires had also been deleted.

Thinking back on what happened two days ago, Yang Jingzhao was full of regrets.At that time, he was dazzled by anger, and he didn't understand his own intentions, so he said such heavy words in a moment of annoyance.

What to do now...is there any point in apologizing?Moreover, he likes and loves Huo Jiang, but Huo Jiang treats him...

He was studying abroad, and he had naturally seen the emotional outpouring between men, but if this matter was placed on himself and Huo Jiang, not mentioning himself, would Huo Jiang accept it?If Huo Jiang couldn't accept it, what should he do?

Things were far less optimistic than Dr. Chen imagined. After Yang Jingzhao left the clinic, he didn't go to Huo Jiang at all, and his mood didn't become clear because he sensed his intentions, but he became more entangled and struggling.

Yang Jingzhao was afraid. He was afraid that once he thought about Huo Jiang, his worries would become even more hopeless, and his harm to Huo Jiang would be far greater than that.

Yang Jingzhao returned home with wild thoughts, parked the car, and went upstairs.

Unexpectedly, he saw Huo Jiang sitting on the floor mat again at the door.

Huo Jiang raised his head and saw Yang Jingzhao walking out of the elevator.Because it was against the light, he couldn't see Yang Jingzhao's expression.But he couldn't see the expression, but it was more in line with his intentions - he was afraid that looking at Yang Jingzhao's face would make him lose his courage.

Thinking back to the past, he asked himself, what did he gain from liking someone silently for six years in his previous life?

Doing it all over again, he has one more chance to choose and fight for. Should he be a meek and cowardly snail like before?

Can he continue to endure silently liking someone?Endure and suppress the strong desire to be with someone?

No.

So two days later Huo Jiang came uninvited, even if he wanted to humiliate himself and make fun of himself, he still wanted to speak out all the thoughts in his heart.

Huo Jiang got up slowly. Because of the cold, his voice was a little hoarse, but perhaps because of two lifetimes of courage, the words he spoke were extremely clear.

"That day, the person you saw was my former boss. It was indeed a coincidence that he came to my house and ran into you. The reason why he knew what I wanted to eat was because..." Huo Jiang lowered his head, he felt Now I am like a clam, opening my shell and showing the softest and most fragile part to Yang Jingzhao. This is a last chance that cannot be given up even though it is dangerous——

"It's because he was the person I used to like. I left the Sichuan restaurant because I wanted to get rid of my secret love in the past. I came to you today to tell you that I didn't treat you as a backup. I, I... I like……"

"I like you."

Time stood still for an instant, Huo Jiang remained motionless, he raised his head in disbelief, and looked at Yang Jingzhao who was walking towards him.

That person has already stepped out of the halo, and the expression of determination and gratitude on his face can be seen at a glance, "How can I let you say it first? This sentence - I like you."

Huo Jiang's brain was gray and his ears were ringing.

Then Yang Jingzhao approached him, held his sweaty palm, pressed him against the door, and kissed himself.

He heard Yang Jingzhao say a lingering love story.

"I finally waited for you, but fortunately I didn't give up."