Fast-passing alternative plan

In the eyes of others, I should be happy. I was born with a golden spoon in my mouth, and I am the only child in my family. When I grow up, I will be the heir of the family business.

But since I was born, I haven't seen my parents a few times. The magnificent house only makes me feel cold, like a huge cage, and I can't breathe.

In order for my grandfather to make me a qualified heir, he was very strict with me.Let me swim outside in the cold and windy, and let me practice zama step under the scorching sun, saying that this is to cultivate my strong will.

I invited many people to teach my courses, and if I didn't finish my homework on time, I would be taken care of by the family law.I am not afraid of this.What I fear most is the small dark room, where you can't feel the passage of time, as if you are the only one left in the world, and the huge sense of loneliness seems to overwhelm me.

Occasionally when I go out and see other children walking together in small groups, talking and laughing, I feel very envious.No one has ever played with me.

There used to be a cook in the family who brought her daughter along on a job.I'm happy and I long for a friend my age.So I try my best to please her, play with my favorite toys for her, and eat delicious chocolate for her.But soon my grandfather found out, he dismissed the cook, and told me to distinguish between high and low, not all kinds of people can be friends.Since then, the servants at home have kept me at a respectful distance, fearing that they would lose their jobs because of being close to me.I gave up, maybe people like me don't deserve to have friends.

Later Fang Luo came, and I kept him away, because I knew that my closeness might make him leave.But he ignored my deliberate alienation and still followed me.So I was happy and worried at the same time.But the strange thing is that grandpa didn't stop it. I don't want to go into the reason behind it. I only know that I have a friend.I have so little love, I hold on to a little.As long as he treats me well, I will treat him twice as well.

Later, he betrayed me, and the friendship of many years is not worth a word from grandpa.Or is the so-called friendship always my self-indulgence?

I went to question him, wanting to know a reason, but unexpectedly he kissed me!It was the first time I kissed, my mind went blank, I could only vaguely feel that lips... very soft.

I fled and returned home, feeling restless for a long time.Why is he kissing me?Is it true that he said he loves me?All that he said and did because he loved me too much?What should I do next? ... all kinds of thoughts are running in my head.

Early the next morning, I sat in the office and decided to stay the same, to see how Fang Luo reacted, and then make arrangements.As a result, he didn't come for three days. Did my performance make him misunderstand?To make him think I never want to see him again?

I decided to see him after get off work, and he came, with his well-established plan B.Only then did I believe that he sincerely regrets what he did, maybe what he said he likes me... is also true.

In the days that followed, I didn't know how to get along with him. I knew how to deal with a difficult customer and solve difficult codes, but I didn't know how to deal with a person who liked me.Because I have so little love, I don't have the experience to deal with it.

Once I went to a restaurant with Fang Luo to eat, and met a waitress.Fang Luo kept staring at her, I was a little unhappy, I had a feeling that my things were going to be taken away, so I also observed this waitress, but she looked a little pretty, and suddenly I noticed her name was written on her clothes nameplate - Xiao Han.It's the same as the cook's daughter's name when she was a child.But I didn't care, after all, there are too many people with the same name and surname.

She poured hot porridge on Fang Luo's lap, and was so stupid that she didn't know how to apply it with a cold towel. I frowned in my heart, how could such a stupid person be recruited.

I helped Fang Luo into the bathroom, bought him a pair of trousers, took a peek at Fang Luo's changing process, and discovered for the first time that the body of the same sex is so attractive.

From then on, every time I saw Fang Luo, I felt my body trembling faintly.I was so embarrassed by this state that I even had a erotic dream once.Woke up in the morning and looked at the puddle of unknown white objects on the bed.I was silent, did I have an idea about my brother?

I couldn't believe I went to the nightclub, but I lost interest when I saw the men and women who were posing.

Knowing that my grandfather still wants to control Fang Luo, I went to talk to him. During the conversation, I realized that Fang Luo is a poor person like me, and no one is really good for him.

On the way back to the company, I thought for a long time, life is too short, why not give it a try.Feeling relieved after thinking this through, I invited Fang Luo to my home.

When he came to my home, he felt that there was more vitality in the home.The house that has always been cold seems to be getting warmer.

I like to pester him, like the way he indulges me helplessly.Then I will feel that I am loved.

The happier I am, the more I am afraid. I am afraid of losing this happiness.Only after experiencing the taste of happiness can I realize how empty and boring my previous life was.I want to hold on to this happiness tightly, no matter who wants to take it away, it will be unforgivable!

Later it was confirmed that Xiao Han was really a childhood playmate, but so what?Now she is nothing more than a woman trying to steal Fang Luo from my point of view.

I used to have no feelings for grandpa, just treat him as a stranger.But he actually tried to kill Fang Luo.At that moment, I only had hatred for him.

I pray to God, let me know where Fang Luo is!God really heard my voice and sent a mysterious text message. Although I didn't know who he was later, I am grateful to him for the rest of my life!

Holding tightly to Fang Luo who was about to lose, he never let go.The idea of ​​becoming stronger at that moment became stronger than ever in my heart.I want to remove all obstacles for Fang Luo and my future!

Later, I succeeded, and no one dared to stop me from being with Fang Luo, and no one dared to make irresponsible remarks to us.All the dedication and hard work are worth it.

Finally, I want to say something to Fang Luo, "I am very happy to have you by my side in this life."