I wish to protect you forever

"What... what?" Xia Ruohan suspected that she didn't hear clearly. How could Bei Chenye be a woman, she is the prince of Beichen Kingdom, "I am a woman just like you." Bei Chenye exhaled and said, so the confession was not what he imagined After confessing, Bei Chenye suddenly felt much more relaxed, "How...how...how is it possible?" Xia Ruohan's face turned pale, she couldn't imagine that her husband is a woman, this joke is too big, "This It was the queen mother's decision to keep me safe." Bei Chenye decided to tell Xia Ruohan everything, she hoped that Xia Ruohan would know the seriousness of this matter if someone found out, so in fact, she was a little selfish and hoped that Xia Ruohan would help her keep the secret of.

"Then why are you being so nice to me? Why do you want me to fall in love with you? Why do you want to get close to me even though you know it's impossible for us?" Xia Ruohan finally broke down. She understood why Bei Chenye hadn't consummated her marriage with her for so long. How can Bei Chenye, who is a woman, consummate the house with herself, why does she still want to get close to her, why does she let herself be so indulged in her tenderness, "Ruohan, I'm sorry, I just want you to be happy" Bei Chenye really felt guilty, If she confessed early in the morning, then her care for Xia Ruohan would be so natural. There is no medicine for regret in the world. She cannot go back to the past. She only hopes to make up for Xia Ruohan in her lifetime. Hugging into his arms, "Don't touch me, I hate you" Xia Ruohan couldn't accept that Bei Chenye lied to her feelings, maybe she couldn't love again in this life, after saying that, Xia Ruohan turned and left.

Watching Xia Ruohan leave, Bei Chenye knew that she was not qualified to keep her. If hatred could relieve Xia Ruohan's pain, then she would make Xia Ruohan hate her for the rest of her life. , she has to arrange everything to ensure that Xia Qingxuan, Bei Chenxi and Xia Ruohan are 100% safe when she is not around, "My lord, Captain Huo is asking to see you," the servant knocked on Bei Chenye's study and announced, "Jane Kai? Let him come to the study." Bei Chenye didn't know what Huo Jiankai wanted from her. Afraid of any problems, Bei Chenye hurriedly asked Huo Jiankai to meet her in the study. Ye saluted, "Excuse me, why did Jian Kai come to see me?" Huo Jiankai lowered his head so that Bei Chenye couldn't see his expression, so he had to ask.

"My lord, please allow the general to follow the lord to guard the city at the border." Huo Jiankai stood up and responded, "Why? Everyone avoids this task." Bei Chenye was a little strange, but Huo Jiankai was a friend she had known for a long time, so Just casually asked, "The place where the prince is is the place where the general wants to stay, and the general wishes to follow the prince forever." Huo Jiankai's voice did not waver at all, and every sentence represented his persistence, "Since you have decided so, I will Wang Yun, besides, this king needs to discuss with others when he is away alone." Bei Chenye sincerely regards Huo Jiankai as his big brother, and he shouldn't be lonely with him, "Thank you, my lord, I will go back to the house to pack my luggage at the end." Huo Jiankai's face With a slight smile on her face, she said in a calm voice, "Then, Jian Kai, see you tomorrow." Bei Chenye finally relaxed at this moment. This has always been the result she wanted, and tomorrow she will leave what she wants to do. One step closer.

The next morning, Bei Chenye had already brought everything to receive everyone's farewell at the city gate, "Third Emperor Brother, I wish you a triumphant return." Bei Chenpu was sent by Beichen Tuoheng to send Bei Chenye to the battle on his behalf, "Xie Er Brother Huang, I accept your good words." Bei Chenye knew that this was just superficial words, Bei Chenpu would not be so kind to bless him, Bei Chenye looked left and right, but the person he was thinking of never appeared, in fact, it was all her. As expected, she pulled a wry smile and turned around to get on the horse and set off. "Third brother" Bei Chenxi had just successfully begged Beichen Tuoheng to let her go out of the palace to meet Bei Chenye, so she was a little late. When she saw Bei Chenye, she couldn't help but rushed into her In his arms, he let out a muffled cry, "Third brother thought Xi'er wouldn't come." Bei Chenye looked at the still coquettish Bei Chenxi and said, "Father just allowed Xi'er to come out, third brother, don't worry, I will Take good care of your mother-in-law and sister-in-law. Although I don't know what happened to you and sister-in-law, don't worry, I will help you coax your sister-in-law back." Bei Chenxi said in a choked voice, "Then third brother, please ask Xi'er That's it." Bei Chenye supported Bei Chenxi's shoulder, nodded Bei Chenxi's nose, and then got on his horse and set off.

Looking at Bei Chenye's figure from afar on the city wall, Xia Ruohan was holding the letter that Bei Chenye had left for her. She got up early this morning because of too many worries, so she learned about Bei Chenye Today, I have to go to the battlefield. Missing and not knowing how to face Bei Chenye, Xia Ruohan had to hide on the city wall and watch Bei Chenye secretly. When she returned to the mansion, Xia Ruohan's eyes were still empty. She knew the battlefield was dangerous, and she was a little afraid of this letter. The letter will be the last letter that Bei Chenye left her, but she still doesn't know how to accept the love that the world cannot tolerate. She knows that she loves Bei Chenye, but the conservative education since she was a child made her stop, and she dare not be with her. Bei Chenye continued to move forward without any scruples emotionally.

[Ruohan, I'm sorry, I don't know what to say except I'm sorry, all explanations are so useless, I did deceive you in our relationship, there is no doubt about it, I'm sorry that I didn't even There is no chance for you to be beaten and scolded. I am about to go to the south. This time I was ordered to defend the city and it is dangerous. I don’t know if I will have a chance to see you again, but I hope that when we meet again, you can let me apologize to you personally. I don't mind you hating me all your life, I'm just afraid that you will disappear in my life, I'm willing to use my life to make you happy, there is deceitful feelings at the beginning, I just want to tell you that I I love you, no matter who I am, I only love you.

Ye Shang], Xia Ruohan looked at the contents of the letter again, her heart ached like being torn apart, I love you too, but why did you lie to me?Xia Ruohan just stayed in the room and muttered to himself throughout the night.

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