I wish to protect you forever

In the following days, Bei Chenye would go out early and return late. Basically, she and Xia Ruohan had never met each other, and Bei Chenye even moved to sleep in the study. She pretended that she came back late at night, and had to go out early in the morning for fear of disturbing Xia Ruohan. The quality of sleep is why she stays in the study. Xia Ruohan is not stupid, and the matter is so obvious. She knows that Bei Chenye intends to avoid her, but she doesn't know the reason. It was only when Zhong accidentally kissed. Although they were called husband and wife, they had no intimate contact between them. It's good to be by her side, but Bei Chenye's behavior so far has begun to worry her.

"Has the lord not returned to the mansion yet?" Xia Ruohan asked the maid beside him, "Go back to the princess, the lord has not returned to the mansion yet." The servants on the side replied truthfully, "You back down." Xia Ruohan decided to ask Bei Chenye clearly tonight, so let everyone After the maid retreated, she pretended that she had fallen asleep in the dormitory, and then secretly went to the study room to wait for Bei Chenye to come back when no one was looking. "The princess is asleep?" Extremely, I have to go out before Xia Ruohan gets up every day, and come back after she falls asleep. Bei Chenye misses Xia Ruohan very much, but she is afraid that the city wall that was used to imprison her heart will collapse easily after seeing Xia Ruohan. "It's the prince" maid Of course, they didn't know that their princess had already secretly hid in the study, after all, they wouldn't have thought that the generous and decent princess would do this.

"Who?" When Bei Chenye returned to the study and saw a figure standing in front of the bookcase, she thought it was a gangster and immediately locked the man's throat and asked, "Yes...it was me..." Xia Ruohan was locked by Bei Chenye before she could react. It was difficult to breathe, and he hurriedly said before Bei Chenye had yet to make a heavy hand, "Ruohan, why are you here? Is there anything wrong?" Bei Chenye heard that it was Xia Ruohan's voice and quickly relaxed his strength, helped Looking at Xia Ruohan and asked, "I'm fine." Xia Ruohan bent over and breathed as much air as possible to make herself more comfortable, "Didn't you sleep? It was so dangerous just now, if I tried harder, you would die," Bei Chenye thought They were all a little scared, if he would rather kill the wrong than let it go, Xia Ruohan might really die in his own hands.

"It's all because you've been avoiding me, so I had no choice but to do something like this." Xia Ruohan replied angrily. It was clearly Bei Chenye who had been avoiding him so that she hid in the study and waited for Bei Chenye to come back. Now she was scolded by Bei Chenye. How can he not be angry, "Ah, me? No." Bei Chenye almost forgot about it, now that he is in front of the tiger's mouth, he has no choice but to pretend to be stupid if he wants to escape, "Then why are we in the same mansion? But we haven't been able to meet?" Xia Ruohan looked at Bei Chenye pretending to be stupid and said even more angrily, "I've been busy recently." Bei Chenye could only find awkward excuses and said, "What about before? Wasn't it busy before? What are you doing now? What are you busy with and don't even have time to meet?" Xia Ruohan knew that it was all Bei Chenye's excuse, even if she was busy, she couldn't even have time to meet, she just wanted to know the real reason, and she burst into tears as she spoke.

"Ruohan, don't cry, I'm really busy these days." Bei Chenye wanted to hug the crying person into her arms, but she stopped her actions abruptly, and just raised her hand to gently wipe away the tears that slid down Xia Ruohan's cheeks. Wipe away, "Don't make any more excuses, Ye, I miss you so much, tell me, okay?" Xia Ruohan really couldn't help it, she was addicted to missing Bei Chenye every day, and she couldn't bear the heart of missing Bei Chenye. Feeling like she was about to suffocate, Xia Ruohan threw herself into Bei Chenye's arms, the feeling was still the same as before, she greedily sucked the long-lost feeling in Bei Chenye's arms, tears wet Bei Chenye's chest like a downpour clothing.

"Ruohan, it can't be like this." Finally, Bei Chenye couldn't help but raised his arms to hug Xia Ruohan back, sighed, and said in a helpless voice, "Why?" Xia Ruohan was very puzzled, she didn't understand why Bei Chenye Rejecting the affection between them like this, "I just want to repay the favor given to me by my mother, I just want to keep the Xia family. I never thought about marrying a wife. You are an accident. I originally wanted to let you go when there is no danger. Then I will Said it was my problem, that's why I reconciled with you, you shouldn't be in the royal family, and the queen mother doesn't want you to be trapped by the royal family like her, so for your happiness, I can't fall in love with you." Bei Chenye said Her own thoughts, although she didn't say the real reason, "Is this what you think?" Xia Ruohan stopped her tears and looked at Bei Chenye and said, "Yes." Bei Chenye nodded without the slightest hesitation, she thought Long-term pain is better than short-term pain. It is better to make it clear now than to have deeper and entangled feelings in the future.

There was a slap, and Bei Chenye felt pain on his face. He covered his face and looked at Xia Ruohan, "Then have you ever thought about me? Will I be happy without you? I understand, since this is what you think I respect you." Xia Ruohan thought about Bei Chenye's countless explanations, maybe she had someone she liked early in the morning, maybe she didn't have something to attract her, but she didn't think that she had to leave her name to escape from herself in the name of wanting to be happy , Xia Ruohan's uncontrollable hand covered Bei Chenye's face. This was the result of her selfishness regardless of her own feelings. Xia Ruohan, who was furious for a while, agreed angrily, turned around and went back to the dormitory, Xia Ruohan covered her face. Tears slowly flowed down her aching heart. In fact, Xia Ruohan just wanted to stay by Bei Chenye's side forever. Even if she lost her freedom or even her life, she would have no regrets.

Bei Chenye watched Xia Ruohan walk out of the study, wanted to keep Xia Ruohan but didn't have the courage, all this was his own doing, Bei Chenye sat on the ground powerlessly, it wasn't that she didn't love her, but she just couldn't.Bei Chenye doesn't need to go out early and come home late because Xia Ruohan has already regarded her as a transparent person. Of course, Bei Chenye stays in the study most of the time, she doesn't want to hit the muzzle of the gun. Maybe this result is the best and the ending she wants, love One doesn't have to own her, Bei Chenye already feels very happy to be able to protect her.

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There are always some people who want to be together but can't be together~