Princess Jian Guo gl

"Strange...strange..."

I patted my head and lay back on the soft couch. I recalled too many memories just now, and they swept over me in a chaotic way, making me feel more and more chaotic.

Wei Ziming has already carried Xiaohong home.An Xiang followed me with many problems, so I brought her back to the palace together.

"Xiangli, help me smooth it out, what's going on here."

An Xiangli was flipping through the novels on my cabinet, her fingers trembled when she heard me say this, and she sat down beside me with her head hunched.

"Stroke what?"

Seeing her like this, I asked amusedly, "Why are you guilty?"

An Xiangli didn't hide it at all, she pretended to be calm and said, "Why should I be guilty?"

"Forget it, let's talk about my business first."

"How much memory have you recovered?" An Xiangli asked cautiously.

"Except for the bits and pieces related to Sang Shuya, everything else has almost recovered."

"Then what did you just remember?"

What I want to say is exactly this, I sat up cross-legged and said to her: "I told you once, I killed Sang Shuya."

"Well, it is said that someone beat her to death."

"Actually not. I didn't beat her to death. I was acting at the time and showed it to Fu Ling."

An Xiangli seemed to have known it for a long time, and there was no change on his face: "Oh, then what?"

She is so calm, isn't the turning point of this story not surprising enough?

"Furthermore, according to Gu Runzhi and people in Liyuan, I have a close relationship with Sang Shuya like a very good friend, which is the opposite of my consciousness that she is a rival in love."

An Xiangli nodded: "Continue."

"In my fragmentary memory, there are also pictures of being close to her, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like treating an enemy."

I hesitated and said, "I have a feeling that Sang Shuya didn't die because of me."

An Xiangli said: "You are not a harmer."

I hugged her: "You also think I'm kind, don't you?"

An Xiangli pushed me away calmly: "No." After a pause, he continued, "But you can't kill your friends."

An Xiangli has an arrogant and eccentric personality, to be praised by her is like the feeling of the sun coming out from the west.

I spread my hands: "Then the question is, why did she die?"

An Xiangli opened his mouth, and said dryly: "Maybe it's because he couldn't bear something, if he suffered a huge grievance..."

"What grievance? Come to me when you are wronged! I am a princess and can't help her settle it? Or you can find Fu Ling, and Fu Ling will definitely avenge her."

The person in front of him suddenly said: "But what if you can't say it?"

Even the best friend can't say it?

I was speechless for a moment.

"Too."

I always base my thinking on my own without taking other people's positions into consideration.

Maybe she didn't take me as a trusted person and didn't say anything.

Maybe she didn't want to hurt me so she didn't say it.

It may also be like what An Xiangli said, love is unavoidable, and suffering is unspeakable.

"I don't know if you know her, Xiangli, but in my memory, she is a very good person."

just perfect.

It was so beautiful.

So much so that after she died, I couldn't forgive myself anyway.

No matter what, I want to pay her life.

Get drunk day and night.

Take medicine indiscriminately.

Do not eat for a long time.

Use all the ways that can torture yourself to pay off the debt.

I laughed at myself, and said dryly: "Believe it or not, I am such a life-saving person, I almost followed her at that time."

An Xiangli raised his head, his eyes were slightly red.

"I believe."

Fu lowered his head slowly and said softly.

"You are very affectionate, I know that."

and also.

"I know Miss Sang, I know her, and I understand her. She is indeed a kind person, the most gentle and soft-hearted person I have ever met. Ah Liu, it's a good thing you didn't die at that time, otherwise, she didn't know..."

How sad.

She choked up as she spoke, and slowly turned to crying.

She also misses that person. Even though I don't know the story of their relationship, I know that everyone who has been with Sang Shuya misses her very much.

An Xiangli is like this.

Wei Ziming is like this.

An Yunluo is like this.

Fu Ling is like this.

Me, too.

***

In the evening, I stayed in An Xiangli in the palace for a night.

In fact, it was a night of poker.

The next day An Xiangli went home to catch up on sleep, while I stared at the dark circles under my eyes and wobbled to the court.

Because of the lack of sleep, I was sitting in the court hall and my head was buzzing. I couldn't hear what the ministers were arguing at all, so I wanted to rush down and fall on the bed to sleep in the dark.

But those old fellows did not fulfill my wish, and the original two-hour discussion time was dragged to four hours.

If I don't go down to the court, I will die in the court.

In order to end the battle early, I braced myself and listened.

It turned out that the barbarians invaded our dynasty.

After all, the conservatives still hope to send a princess and princess to marry each other, so as to keep peace for decades and avoid fighting.

I happened to doze off and missed this long debate. When I came back to my senses, they were already discussing who to send. This crooked brain actually hit the 15-year-old little princess.

I really can't imagine the situation of a young girl in her prime being sent away to the desert to marry her queen. Once she really goes, she might never come back in this life.

Seeing my objection, the conservatives reported a few more names.

Among them, I heard the name of An Xiangli, who is indispensable for good things and bad things.

I thought for a moment, but still did not refute the proposal.

After the court, I went to the emperor's palace to pay my respects as usual.

The Queen Mother was also there, and took me to the side hall to say something.

Mostly it was a matter of marriage, the Queen Mother liked An Xiangli, so naturally she was reluctant to marry her far away to a barbarian land.

I comforted me: "I have plans for her, and I haven't said anything about this matter yet. Fu Ling leads the army to fight. If we win the battle well, we don't have to take the step of making a kiss."

"That's right."

I approached the Queen Mother and said in a low voice: "Besides, if she really wants to get married, she will naturally be assigned to the imperial family, and she will be a member of the imperial family from now on, and has nothing to do with the An family."

The Queen Mother was not confused, and immediately understood the meaning of my words: "You want to move An's family?"

I sneered and said: "If the second elder brother obediently goes to Ru country to continue to be a hostage, and the An family has no intention of opposing my Southern Dynasty, I will not move, but if..."

The queen mother said in a low voice: "Did A Liu hear something?"

I touched my cheek, the wound from the stab wound last time has healed, leaving only a pale pink mark.

"Grandma, if people don't know..."

The Queen Mother is a good person. Hearing my speech pretending to be inscrutable, I felt that there was something to do, so I went back to the bedroom happily. The person I want to take is her grandson. She should be a grandma. Consciousness that a bowl of water is flat.

After the queen mother left, I went to the emperor's bedroom.

The emperor was trembling and drinking medicine. Seeing me coming, he really wanted to talk to me, but he didn't open his mouth after all.

Father and daughter have been strangers for many years.

I thought I would leave in a hurry after inviting Ann this time, but I didn't expect that I sat directly on the chair beside the bed.

After the palace servants finished feeding him the medicine, I pushed them away, and then slowly said: "Father, you are actually a good father."

This is the first time I have called him father in many years, his body trembled, and Kong Kong's legs couldn't help trembling with excitement.

"At that time I..." I chose my words carefully, "Some people were looking for death..."

"I remember, I swallowed paraquat."

This guy who claims to have a hundred genius doctors by his side can't get here.

"Although I ate less, according to my physical condition at that time, it could almost kill me."

"The hidden guards around me are my father and the emperor. They only exist to protect me. Knowing that I swallowed paraquat, you have become so sick, so you still went to my palace."

When my abdomen was dry and painful, I heard you calling me Aliu tremblingly.

"The reason why I was able to be rescued was probably because..."

I wanted to laugh, but tears fell down my face.

"Because of you... what exchange did you make with those evil things?"

The pickled things that the royal family tried their best to hide.

Nourish evil with blood, exchange life with life.

"Father, tell the truth to Ah Liu, you... your longevity..."

The corners of the emperor's lips twitched slightly, and his eyes turned red: "Father didn't have a good life for a few years. Thanks to the blessings of our ancestors, I can still make a deal with my old life. It's good that you are fine. Father is worthy of me. I am sorry for your mother..."

"The elixir fed to me at that time messed up my consciousness. I forgot a lot of things and misremembered a lot of things. Now, I just remember now." I cried, "Why didn't you tell me earlier!"

This man is the monarch of the Southern Dynasty.

Mother's husband.

my father.

He did a lot of unforgivable things, and even exchanged his mother's queen in order to extend the blood of the Southern Kingdom.

But he also did amazing things.

He is a person who strives for long live, and he voluntarily sacrificed his life because he wanted his daughter to live.

The emperor patted my hand, coughed and laughed and said, "Father has done a lot of wrong things. He was once said to have no daughters, but he happened to have you again. Isn't this a gift? Of course...Of course... of course I can Give everything to you."

After saying this series of words, he coughed violently again.

A large piece of bloody sputum was printed on the white silk cloth.

"You don't have to be sad, man, you have to take this step." The emperor smiled, "Now that you remember, don't resent, father will be satisfied."

He looks very old.

Very tired.

But very relieved.

I hold his swollen hand.

I remembered the time when I followed his buttocks like a little tail, when those hands could still hold me up forcefully.

"You go back. You didn't have a good rest last night. You have bruises now. You don't have to visit me all the time. Although your body is not as good as before, you won't die in just one or two days." He smiled. Said, "Don't be sad, if you want to change your daughter to be safe and happy, every father will choose this way."

I wiped away the tears that moved me and walked back.

I was just about to say that I have to wait for a long time for this fatherly love like a mountain.

As a result, the dark guard suddenly appeared.

Gave me a book in Flying Pigeon Pass Book.

To put it more simply, I have a letter from Ling.

Look at this man, he just left yesterday so he can't bear to part with me.

Really, you can't do it without me.

The tears I just had in front of the emperor disappeared in an instant, and I opened the letter happily.

Just one word.

A word that scares me.

"I heard you stay in An Xiangli at night? Huh?"