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Since the text message that night, the two have not talked much.

In a blink of an eye, it is New Years.

On New Year's Eve, Xu Zhou's house was deserted, only Xu Zhou and Xu's mother were there.

After having a hearty lunch at noon, Mother Xu went to sleep.

Xu Zhou sat alone on the cold sofa.

A person looks at the bustling lights in the night sky.

It was almost twelve o'clock, and a few text messages from "Didi" came in.

Xu Zhou saw that it was Qiao Xiaohu's first, "Xu Zhou, Happy New Year, I hope you will always be happy, and don't forget the kind and beautiful Minister."

Xu Zhou also returned, "Minister, happy new year, hurry up and marry yourself next year."

And Hu Xiuyan's, "Happy New Year, Big Ugly Xu."

Xu Zhou replied: "Happy New Year, Ugly Hu."

That boy Liu Dong is like his style, "The New Year is here, I have nothing to give you, let's add something to the table for you! Add a spoonful of auspicious soup to your sweet life to water your healthy flowers; add a spoonful of soup to your happy mood. Ruyi candy, increase your smile flower; inject a little success oil into your brilliant career, and make your honor flower; fill the New Year with my blessings, and may you have happiness forever. Happy New Year, smile like a flower!"

Xu Zhou smiled, it really is Liu Dong's style, all New Year's greetings are sent in groups.

Xu Zhou also replied, "Happy New Year brother."

Suddenly, it turned out that he was not alone, and Xu Zhou felt warm in his heart.

This feeling is very subtle. When I am about to give up on myself, there are still some people who have confidence in myself, so I have no reason to give up.

Xu Zhou waited for a long time, but did not get a call from Yang Sen.

The lights outside are bright, the sound is rumbling, very lively.

The colorful light is reflected in front of the window, flashing on the glass.

Xu Zhou took out his mobile phone, "Happy New Year" four simple words, without punctuation marks, but slipped into Yang Sen's mobile phone with Xu Zhou's most sincere wishes.

Xu Zhou turned on the TV, and each channel was broadcasting the CCTV Spring Festival Gala.

Several hosts were making witty remarks on the stage, but the big studio was still full of people, and every audience member was a "king of support" to cooperate with the party.

Everything seemed to be in order and proceeded slowly according to plan.

"Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five..." The countdown is already on, and Chinese people all over the world are counting down together with the gala, no matter how far apart, no matter where they live, the magical Spring Festival gala will always It will magically connect everyone, even in just a few seconds.

"Four, three, two...one!" Xu Zhou's lips moved slightly, following the rhythm of the host, and unconsciously read out.

At this moment, the giant dragon outside the window seemed to wake up, and the sound of "crackling" surrounded the whole city and Xu Zhou as well.

There were voices outside the window one after another, but Yang Sen stayed in the corner of the room alone, breathing and crying unconsciously.

The text message was still lying on the phone, but it had already been read.

Yang Sen didn't reply immediately.

Because, since he was ten years old, there has been neither New Year's Eve nor New Year's Eve in his life.

When Yang Sen was ten years old, his father came back from a business trip abroad.

At that time, Yang Sen was still a little boy who loved to move and laugh, with intoxicating dimples and flawless white teeth.

There is also a kind and capable father and a beautiful and generous mother.

On New Year's Eve of that year, in the afternoon of that year's New Year's Eve, Yang Sen's father was still rushing home from the airport.

While driving, he made a phone call with his wife before getting in the car.

Originally, he could have hung up the phone, but Yang Sen called "Dad" so crisply.

Yang Sen took his mother's phone and called "Dad."

"Yang Sen, have you behaved today? Didn't you make your mother angry?"

Yang Sen glanced at his mother who was approaching the kitchen to prepare meals, and sat on the sofa.

Yang Sen pouted and said, "Dad, I won't make Mom angry. I'm a little man now, and I want to protect Mom with you."

Listening to Yang Sen Nuonuo's voice, Father Yang could imagine Yang Sen pouted.

Father Yang said: "Okay, I know our family's Yang Sen is very sensible."

"Then dad, when will you come back? Come back quickly. Mom has cooked a big table of dishes, including my favorite cola chicken wings and your favorite braised fish."

"Okay, okay, Dad will be home soon." Dad Yang replied to Yang Sen while driving the car.

Dad Yang said: "Yang Sen, don't worry, it's almost here, Dad still has a New Year's gift for you."

Yang Sen blinked and said, "Ah? Dad, what New Year's gift? Transformers? Or a remote-controlled plane?"

But in the end, Yang Sen still didn't know what the gift was.Because with the subsequent "boom", I couldn't hear anything after the busy sound on the other end of the phone.

After a long time, actually only an hour, the mother who was sitting on the sofa anxiously waited for that call, the one that told her to go to the hospital.

Mom came back, but Dad never came back.

That traffic accident was identified as drunken driving of a large truck, but Yang Sen has always been stubborn in thinking that if he hadn't called his father while driving, then nothing would have happened.

Thirty nights that day was really a tragic day. My mother stayed in the hospital morgue all night, while Yang Sen sat on the sofa all night alone.

What started to change that day?

Maybe it's the increasingly haggard mother, maybe it's the gradually autistic Yang Sen.

In the end, Mother Yang cheered up and took care of Father Yang's business in an orderly manner.

But Yang Sen is still the same Yang Sen, the Yang Sen who lives in guilt forever.

Mother Yang never blamed Yang Sen, but Yang Sen could never forgive himself.

From the day Yang Sen was ten years old, there was no New Year's Eve in their family.

On the following New Year's Eve, Mother Yang always stayed at home alone and cooked a large table of braised fish, but no one ate it. Yang Sen also locked himself in the room, crying alone in the room, and drinking alcohol outside the room. .

The next day, Yang Sen and Yang's mother would not mention all the things that happened yesterday, as if nothing had happened, and tacitly refrained from touching those taboo words.

It has been 10 minutes since yesterday, Yang Sen looked at the words on the phone, he was hesitating.

Under the moonlight, a few lines of tears flowed by, who said that it is so easy to forget a person.

"Happy New Year" Yang Sen still replied.

Because Yang Sen couldn't imagine how miserable it would be if Xu Zhou didn't want him anymore.

He couldn't afford to lose another human being any longer.