you don't like other people

Xu Zhou fished out some crispy meat from the bowl and put it into Yang Sen's bowl. Yang Sen raised his head in surprise, Xu Zhou smiled and said, "This crispy meat is delicious, try it."

Yang Sen hesitated, not knowing whether he should throw the crispy meat in a corner of the bowl, or put it in his mouth.

Yang Sen's hesitation turned into disgust in Xu Zhou's eyes. Xu Zhou said, "Well, I haven't started eating yet, so it's not dirty."

Yang Sen quickly shook his head and said, "No, no, I don't dislike this dirty thing. I'm..."

Seeing Yang Sen's panicked expression, Xu Zhou moved his face forward and said, "Then what do you mean?"

Yang Sen retreated reflexively, but didn't say anything.

Xu Zhou approached Yang Sen's bowl with his chopsticks and said, "You don't want to eat it, I will eat it."

Before the chopsticks touched the bowl, Yang Sen scooped up the crispy meat and said, "I'll eat it."

The crispy meat was not that hot. Yang Sen looked at Xu Zhou's helpless look proudly, and felt that the crispy meat was really delicious. In his memory, it was the best.

Yang Sen chewed slowly, Xu Zhou looked at Yang Sen's complacent look, and thought, what a child.However, children are the cutest things in the world, so Yang Sen is the cutest person in Xu Zhou's eyes.Every move, every gesture touched Xu Zhou's heart.

Seeing Yang Sen start moving, Xu Zhou stopped paying attention to Yang Sen, and stuck his head into the bowl to eat.

Hot and spicy.

Although Xu Zhou didn't sweat profusely like adults eating hot pot, he still felt burned because he just added a spoonful of chili on his own accord, and he had to swallow the chili that he added with tears in his eyes.

When Xu Zhou felt that he had gone to Daoshan Oil Pan and came back, a layer of sweat broke out on his forehead.

He felt that his mouth was hot, and it must be as red as two sausages at this time.

It's very enjoyable, and after the enjoyment is accompanied by a hot feeling running all over the body.

Just as Xu Zhou put down the bowl, a piece of white and clean toilet paper was in front of Xu Zhou.

Xu Zhou looked in the direction he was holding the paper, and saw Yang Sen's smiling face.

Xu Zhou took it naturally, and said softly, "Thank you."

Xu Zhou picked up the toilet paper and wiped his mouth. No one knew how much he wanted to put the paper in front of his nose and smell it, and then put it neatly at the place closest to his heart.

But on this occasion, Xu Zhou can only let this piece of paper play its most primitive role.He didn't want Yang Sen to treat him as a pervert.

After Xu Zhou wiped his mouth, he saw that there was still a large bowl left in Yang Sen's bowl.

Xu Zhou thought, after all, he was used to eating chili peppers, so he should not force others, besides, it was better to eat a little bit than nothing. Thinking of this, Xu Zhou felt that it didn't matter.

The two were walking on the road, waiting quietly to speak to each other, after all, it was not an ordinary goodbye.

In the second half of the semester, the two of them ate together several times a week.Although the two are not yet inseparable.But Xu Zhou felt that he had slowly approached Yang Sen's world, at least Yang Sen also regarded Xu Zhou's existence as a habit.

Just like now, they are no longer walking one after the other like at the beginning, slowly, unknowingly, quietly, Yang Sen has gotten used to Xu Zhou standing next to Yang Sen, not in front.

No one can tell when this habit started, maybe it happened naturally when neither of them noticed.

Xu Zhou would never wait for Yang Sen to speak first. In this contest, Xu Zhou was always defeated as expected, and he admitted it.

Xu Zhou said, "Yang Sen, why were there only two people in your dormitory just now?"

Yang Sen said, "The other two should have gone out, right? I don't really know."

Xu Zhou then asked: "Then who is that boy? I don't think you talk much."

Yang Sen's expression was a bit embarrassed, he didn't know how to explain this question.

Yang Sen looked at Xu Zhou's expression, but still bit the bullet and said, "His name is Wang Di, uh, what should I say? I don't have a good relationship with him, because I don't like talking to other people very much. Every time they go out for dinner or something, I didn't go, and then they just ignored me."

Xu Zhou thought for a while and said, "How can you be so introverted? You should make more friends."

Yang Sen scratched his head and said, "But I'm not very good at talking, I'm afraid of offending others, so I just play with myself."

Xu Zhou suddenly felt distressed. He remembered that when he first came to this school, he had nothing to talk about with the seniors in the dormitory.

I left my old classmates, left my old place, and came to a strange city.Inexplicably fell in love with the way a person gets along.Although a person is much more comfortable and doesn't have so many unnecessary worries, he still feels lonely when he is in groups, and wants to huddle in a corner and breathe quietly.

Xu Zhou's lonely situation improved a little after he joined the news center, and he still made a few good friends in the press department of the news center.

The beautiful and capable Qiao Xiaohu always takes care of himself consciously or unconsciously, to the point where he can talk heart-to-heart, but Xu Zhou still hides in his heart that he is gay.

Although Hu Xiuyan was bluffing, she was really nice, but she was a little nympho, bickering with Xu Zhou all day long, and the two of them never got tired of it, and went further and further on the road of changing ways to hurt each other.

And Liu Dong, although the two of them had no majors they wanted to close, they lived in the same dormitory after all, and they never hesitated when it was time to help, covering Xu Zhou like a big brother.

Friends don't lie in having many friends, and Xu Zhou is not greedy, he thinks enough is enough.

Everyone can only understand how painful the pain of others is if they have experienced pain.Sometimes, that wound has slowly healed.Maybe I will never think about it again, I will never remember that I have experienced dire straits, but one day when someone mentions it suddenly, that painful memory will spray out, wrapping us tightly and devouring us, until we can not breath.It reminds us how much hurt we have experienced in the past, and puts the wound in front of us again, forcing us to face it squarely.

Xu Zhou understood Yang Sen's feeling now, the feeling of being lost by the whole world.

Although everyone's situation is different, the basic feeling is the same, the same inability to breathe.

Xu Zhou grabbed the corner of Yang Sen's clothes, and Yang Sen stopped, "Huh?"

Xu Zhou looked at Yang Sen, and with his most serious expression, said: "I will be here in the future." These four words were sonorous and powerful, echoing in Xu Zhou's throat, and circling in Yang Sen's mind.