let me love you

Chapter 7, the presumptuousness of drunkenness

Xu Xiaozhou and Chen Xiong came to the bar, and as soon as they were seated, Xu Xiaochuan poured wine into his stomach one cup after another. Chen Xiong didn't stop, because the fastest solution to grief was only wine.

Alcohol is really a good thing. You can lie to yourself as a matter of course, and you can forget all the problems you don’t want to think of as a matter of course.

Xu Xiaozhou's head was a little dazed, and his brain had already started spinning.Xu Xiaozhou is a bit too strong for alcohol. Since he was a child, Xu Xiaozhou has been a good boy in the eyes of his parents and other people's children in the eyes of his classmates. He doesn't smoke or drink, let alone fight.With just a few glasses of wine, Xu Xiaozhou was already dizzy. Under the dim light, Xu Xiaozhou's face was quietly stained with a faint blush.

Chen Xiong watched Xu Xiaozhou's drinking speed slow down, and drinking like this was not an option after all.Chen Xiong stretched out his hand and patted Xu Xiaochuan's head, and said, "Xiaochuan, are you okay?"

Xu Xiaochuan faltered, did not speak, but slowly put the wine into his mouth.Chen Xiong continued to ask: "Xiao Chuan, if you have anything to do, just talk to senior brother."

Chen Xiong looked at Xu Xiaozhou, and felt very distressed. He usually felt very uncomfortable when he looked at heartless people.People who laugh heartlessly can easily infect others, but when they are sad, they can also tug at the hearts of bystanders.

In fact, everyone is fragile, but everyone wants to be strong.

Chen Xiong saw that Xu Xiaozhou didn't listen to him, and didn't say anything, because the most important thing at the moment was to be with him, to be a quiet trash can.

Xu Xiaozhou was not drunk, he knew it very well, he just didn't know how to say it.He was hesitant, more hesitant than he thought.

Xu Xiaozhou didn't know why he was so sad all of a sudden, did he miss Bai Shao?Then I can go to him, but what happens after I find him?Tell yourself you like him?As Wu Guo'er said, she doesn't even know if he likes boys, or if he likes him.

Xu Xiaozhou felt that he finally fell in love with someone, but he suddenly found that he had no future with the person he liked.He wanted to go on, but he couldn't.

Just when Chen Xiong thought that Xu Xiaozhou would remain silent forever, Xu Xiaozhou suddenly raised his head, blinked and said to Chen Xiong: "Brother, tell me, what is the most bitter thing in life?"

Chen Xiong was baffled by this sudden question. Seeing Xu Xiaozhou's current state, Chen Xiong decided to answer his question.Chen Xiong said: "As for your senior brother and me, it took more than ten years to become a general manager, which is quite bitter." Chen Xiong smiled bitterly.

Xu Xiaozhou put down the wine glass in his hand, lay down on the table and looked at Chen Xiong, and said after a while: "Brother, the Lord Buddha once said that there are eight sufferings in life: birth, old age, sickness, death, parting from love, long-lasting resentment, not being able to ask, letting go." I can’t let it go. Now I can’t ask for it, and I can’t let it go. Since the Lord Buddha said that I can’t ask for it, why didn’t he teach the world how to let go?”

Chen Xiong thought, this kid must have been hurt by some girl who couldn't ask for it. Looking at his drunken appearance, it seemed that he was really moved.

Chen Xiong said: "How to let go of this, the Lord Buddha really didn't say, these things, I have to comprehend by myself. Your senior brother and I have lived for almost half of our life, and I have let go of many things in going around. It was quite relaxing and pleasant. But now I am thinking, if I had chosen to persist for a while, would I be happier now.” Chen Xiong’s thoughts also drifted away, to the golden autumn of that year. On the field, there is a girl in a floral dress on the field.

Chen Xiong's eyes were a little red, but he forced back the tears forcefully, he was no longer that teenage boy.At this age, I am not even qualified to recall.

Chen Xiong put his hand on the shoulder of the drunken Xu Xiaochuan, and said earnestly: "Xiaochuan, senior brother doesn't know what happened to you, but senior brother tells you as someone who has experienced it, no matter what, follow your own heart. Your heart wants Wherever you go, your feet will go."

Xu Xiaozhou blinked, his eyes were a little blurred, and said: "Brother, is it really possible? I can really ignore all possibilities and just follow my heart?" Chen Xiong nodded.

When the two walked out of the bar, Chen Xiong was sure again and again, saying: "Xiao Chuan, are you sure you can go back alone? How about I take you?" Chen Xiong looked at Xu Xiaozhou who was still a little shaky, hesitant.

Xu Xiaochuan pushed Chen Xiong and said, "Brother, I can really do it. I just rested at the bar for a while, and the alcohol is almost gone." Stopped on the side of the road, Xu Xiaochuan pushed Chen Xiong in.

Xu Xiaozhou was walking on the road alone, the sky was completely dark, Xu Xiaozhou took out his mobile phone and checked the time, it was already eight o'clock.There were few people on the street, Xu Xiaozhou was blowing the cool breeze, trying to wake himself up a little more.

The cool breeze is endowed with a kind of magic power in this night, a kind of magic power that confuses people.Xu Xiaozhou's head turned for a moment, and suddenly an idea popped up in his head, he wanted to see Bai Shao!At this moment, he misses Bai Shao more than ever, almost crazy.

Alcohol always gives people a reason to be impulsive, so Xu Xiaozhou boarded a taxi because of this alcohol.When Xu Xiaozhou was standing on the flyover next to Dr. Bai's Hospital, Xu Xiaozhou still hadn't recovered from his senses.

The overpass is facing the Chinese medicine shop, Xu Xiaochuan stands on the overpass and looks down, he can see Bai Shao sitting on a chair, and he can see Bai Shao in a white coat.

I haven't seen her for three days, but Xu Xiaozhou feels that many days have passed.But when Xu Xiaozhou saw Bai Shao, the sense of familiarity came suddenly, nothing changed, Xu Xiaozhou's heart was still beating non-stop.

Xu Xiaozhou feels that the position he is standing in is really blessed by nature. When he leans on the railing and lowers his head slightly, he can see Bai Shao who is seriously writing in the notebook, but Xu Xiaozhou knows that it is impossible for Bai Shao to look up ninety-five At this time, Xu Xiaozhou can finally look at Bai Shao unscrupulously.

In the afternoon, the sun was shining on Bai Shao's face, and at this time there was a light hitting Bai Shao's face.Xu Xiaozhou didn't know what Bai Shao had attracted him before, so that he could be so obsessed.

To this day, Xu Xiaozhou feels that he has finally found the answer.There is a kind of tenderness in Bai Shao, which can make everyone feel very comfortable when they see Dr. Bai.This kind of tenderness may be the special temperament exuded by the profession of Chinese herbal medicine doctors.But it's not completely like this. Xu Xiaozhou also dealt with Chinese medicine before, but he didn't leave anything in his heart.

As soon as he closed his eyes, many Bai Shao popped out of Xu Xiaozhou's head, the Bai Shao who smiled gently at Xu Xiaozhou, the Bai Shao who sat upright on the chair, and the Bai Shao who spoke softly to himself .