Except for you, everyone else will be

chapter35

When loneliness arises, the world is black.When a person is alone, begins to suffer.

When I was a child, my grandma got sick and was sent to the United States because of domestic technical problems. At that time, Shu's father was still in the United States.

From time to time, Mama Shu would pass by.

Over time, Shu Luo was kept at home and even started reading very early.

Some aunts are asked to take care of them at home, but they are not parents after all.

When I was a child, I was a bit introverted and liked to play alone, but it was difficult to integrate into the group, also because I was too young.Slowly, I just thought that Shu Luo was just introverted, and then something happened in the fourth grade, drowning.

I went surfing in Xiamen with Dad Shu during the summer vacation. Maybe it happened that there were not many people surfing on it at this time.

Dad Shu was surfing freely by himself, and Shu Luo was playing in the sand by the beach, maybe because he was bored, and wanted to go down and do a couple of laps.Originally, I was swimming well in Yanbian, but suddenly I went deep.

When I was a child, my parents often took Shuluo to swim. The skills in this area are good. Although the water at the seaside is relatively deep, there must be no problem in Yanbian.

Maybe invisible things are often killers.

When swimming, you can only hear the sound of water in your ears, which is very quiet, but this kind of quiet makes Shu Luo feel very uncomfortable, even a kind of torture.For some reason, he relaxed his hands and feet, and let himself sink.

This area caused ripples due to the sinking, and someone found it and immediately called for lifeguards.

Father Shu immediately returned to the shore, but the child was gone.

"A child drowned just now, but the child sank without any movement. It was terrifying."

The lifeguard brought him up, but he was already unconscious, his lips were purple, but his face was not struggling. It didn't look like he was tense when he was desperately trying to survive, but in a very relaxed state.

Shu's father was shocked, and immediately rushed to the front and shouted: "Luo Luo, don't scare Dad!"

"Sir, don't be nervous, our lifeguards are doing first aid."

After a while, the choked water in the chest was spit out, and the talent slowly became conscious.

But what the lifeguard said caught Dad Shu's attention.

"The child's state like this is not normal, it is not a normal drowning state. Generally, people with strong survival awareness struggling in the water will show an extremely tense expression on their faces before losing consciousness, unless the survival awareness is weak and they have suicidal tendencies The expression that only appears on the person, relax. Sir, it is recommended to take the child for psychological counseling."

This is impossible.

However, many things that were clearly impossible still happened.

"Children lack the care and companionship of their parents. If, as you said, children are often left at home to work outside, this phenomenon is not uncommon. The introverted performance of children is a state different from mental illness. You should be more cheerful, and you will be very quiet when you are alone, it is time for you to pay attention, what happened to the child? In fact, sometimes ignorance is the beginning of serious development of things."

Dad Shu took Shu Luo to see a psychiatrist, pretending that he was afraid that he would leave a psychological shadow of drowning, but in fact he still cared about what the lifeguard said.

"The data showed that there was mild depression."

Father Shu didn't understand very much: "But, usually my child is really normal, why..."

"The child himself doesn't realize it, it's too young. But once the child's temperament changes, the body becomes unwell, or there are some extreme behaviors, these need to be paid attention to. Maybe you have too little time to pay attention to the child."

Father Shu was silent for a while, is this really the case?

The aunt who took care of Shu Luo replied.

"Lolo is usually very quiet, and prefers to stay alone in the room, or play with toys alone."

"Is there any difference?" Because this kind of performance is not enough to explain anything, it can only show that the child is quieter.

Auntie thought for a while: "Hmm... she will be irritable. When she is alone, she likes to tear things up and often messes up the room."

After Shu's father told Shu's mother about this, Shu's mother turned pale with fright, not only because of the drowning incident, but also a slight depression.

"Why, how could it be? My Luo Luo is obviously very cheerful..." Mama Shu's frown has not been loosened since just now.

"You parents must accompany your children at this time. The children are still young, and you must guide them when they don't understand anything, otherwise the consequences will be disastrous."

Since Shu Luo went to elementary school, Shu's father was working in the United States and could not come back. Shu's mother usually went to the United States once a week, and she would stay for two or three days at a time, so Shu Luo was always taken by her aunt.Sure enough, it was negligent, and it was really an unexpected consequence.

So Shu's mother asked Shu's father to take care of grandma, and she wholeheartedly took care of the children in China, and never left.

Until the phenomenon of the doctor no longer appeared, the child recovered completely, but there was one problem that was difficult to change, which was stickiness.

"I don't know much about other things, but my aunt gave Shuluo to me, because I was afraid that Shuluo would do something."

Zhong Qing remained silent, her eyes were slightly red.

Zhang Feiyang seemed to be aware of Zhong Qing's sadness: "So, he never quarreled with you to the end, he would feel uncomfortable, and he might even get angry. He controlled it very well. This is a kind of disguise in front of people. The camouflage is very good, sunny and cheerful, active and healthy, but silently licking the wound behind the back. But Jiang Mu's appearance is definitely Shu Luo's savior."

There is always a hint of loss in the quiet songs, and the back of the person in front of him is not as straight as usual.His eyebrows, which were always in high spirits, drooped a little.

Zhang Feiyang took a deep breath: "So, the tolerance of everything is not connivance to him, but respect for him. I don't know how much you like him, but I told you about this, I hope you can let go , because Shu Luo's current state is not enough to hold up the sky for you, because he also needs someone to hold up the sky for him."

"Feiyang, it's rare to see you so emotional." She seemed to be choked up, but she tried her best to hide it.

Zhang Feiyang raised a wry smile at the corner of his mouth: "I can't bear to see you sink, and I feel sorry for Shu Luo, and hope he can get well. No matter how good I am to him, I can only make him happy, but his sadness will not Show it to me, so I'm also doing my best to complete my part."

After a song was over, Shu Luo turned around.

"Why don't you two sing? I'm bored by myself, come here."

It's best to keep smiling like this, and you have to keep laughing like this.

Zhang Feiyang and Zhong Qing looked at each other and smiled, and went up to sing together.

Playing until nine o'clock in the evening, everyone went back to their respective homes.

"Shu Luo, go up and have a good rest." Zhang Feiyang patted him on the shoulder without saying anything.

Shu Luo nodded and said with a smile, "Thank you, I am very happy today."

"Just be happy, just be happy."

Listening to his different tone than usual, Shu Luo felt very mature: "Feiyang...you are a little different today."

"Hey, what's different, go up, I'm leaving." Zhang Feiyang walked backwards a few steps, waved to him with a smile, turned and left.

Turning around, the smile was restrained, and he said silently: Shu Luo, you must smile.

Shu Luo was a little confused, and couldn't think of a reason, so he just didn't want to go up.

"Lolo, you're back, come and eat some fruit."

As soon as he entered the door, he heard Shu's mother's voice.

After washing his hands, he sat on the sofa and watched TV with Mama Shu.

Shu's mother touched his head, only to hear her softly say: "Did you have a good time today? Play with them."

"At the beginning, it's a pity that Jiang Mu didn't come back." In fact, he was thinking about Jiang Mu.

Shu's mother smiled: "You are too clingy to Amu, what should he do when he really returns to France?"

My heart skipped a beat.

"Going back to France..."

"Amu's father is not an ordinary person after all. I heard that this time he went back to deal with the issue of whether Amu will stay or not."

Shu Luo thought for a while: "This way..."

Shu's mother could sense the change in his mood: "Lolo, don't rely too much on one person, mom and dad are fine, but if it's someone else, you might get hurt in the end."

Shu Luo was a little uncomfortable with her mother saying these emotional words to herself: "Mom, why do you feel a little strange today?"

Shu's mother laughed twice: "How could it be..."

It's just too worried, the child is too dependent on Jiang Mu, what will happen if Jiang Mu leaves.It's fine if it's an ordinary child, but Luo Luo... doesn't want him to be hurt. As parents, it's very difficult for them to make up for the harm a child suffered in childhood, so now try to protect him as much as possible.

The author has something to say:

Mild introversion can be improved, especially if caught in time as a child.