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The first word Shao Yuan learned was "Shao".

The first sentence I heard since I was sensible was: You are a child of the Shao family, you must listen to your grandfather.

From the time he had a memory, from the time he started talking, from the time he started walking, his life was an endless lesson.

Eight languages ​​and aristocratic etiquette, the bigger ones are equestrian and gymnastics, and if he goes up, when he is ten years old, he will start studying finance.

Being instilled with the concepts of "obedient", "be a good boy" and "don't make people worry" since he was a child will not make him feel that his life is boring and tragic.

When he was ten years old, he differentiated into an alpha, the top alpha.

He didn't feel much himself, he only knew that the grandfather who brought him up was excited and excited, as if he had obtained the most precious treasure in the world.

Until the day after his differentiation was completed.

Parents who don't exist in his memory return.

Xiao Shaoyuan didn't show any special emotions. The family's personal doctor said that he was naturally indifferent, and that he was affected by pheromones, so he was more or less talkative and didn't like excitement.

So Mr. Shao thought that Xiao Shaoyuan had long forgotten the feelings of his parents, and never expected their parents' affection.

He didn't take Xiao Shaoyuan to meet his parents, but asked him to memorize foreign language dictionaries in the study.

But Xiao Shaoyuan quietly stood in the stairwell, squatting there to look at the living room through the gap.

In fact, he didn't know what emotion he had to disobey his grandfather's order. What his grandfather taught him the most was the family's sense of honor and mission.

Only the Luo Yang brothers would tell him about their family and friendship.

But Xiao Shaoyuan could not understand these words that had never appeared before.

He only knew that his parents were not as cute as Luo Yang's parents, who always had a bright smile.

Because they were sitting in the living room at this time, the etiquette between their gestures was clearly evident, and it could be seen that they had been deliberately cultivated.

Xiao Shaoyuan tilted his head slightly, remembering that the Filipino maid once said that they are casual and free, and that's what he thought.

His father is tall.

He was a head taller than Mr. Shao, handsome and unrestrained, and his black suit made his figure very slender.

His mother is beautiful.

Wearing a mermaid white dress and smiling beautifully, she leaned against his father, looking very gentle.

Xiao Shaoyuan couldn't hear what they were saying, the Shao family's rules were like this, no matter where they were, they would not make loud noises.

But soon he heard their voices.

Because Mr. Shao was suddenly furious, his seemingly gentle father couldn't help raising his voice.

The weather today is good.

There were birdsong outside, and they were arguing in the perfect weather.

Xiao Shaoyuan looked at the red-faced Mr. Shao, feeling a little puzzled.

He still remembered that Mr. Shao taught him not to quarrel with anyone loudly at any time.

I also remember the teachers saying that arguing with bare faces is not in line with their status.

But what's going on now?

Xiao Shaoyuan couldn't quite understand what they were arguing about, but he was born precocious, so he could probably guess it.

Anyway, Mr. Shao deliberately used Shao's pressure to make the small shop founded by his father and mother close down, and he had to come back.

Mr. Shao felt that what he did was not wrong, it was right, and it was for their benefit.

The quarrel finally stopped because of his mother.

Her voice was very gentle, so gentle that Old Master Shao could only shake off his cold face and scold her angrily.

When they sat on the sofa and stopped looking at each other, Xiao Shaoyuan also felt a little bored, so he went back to the room and continued to listen and recite words.

But not long after, the two people sitting on the sofa knocked on his door and walked in.

Shao Yuan turned his head to look at them, his expression was very calm.

He was not dissatisfied or unhappy, nor was he happy or nervous.

It was as if the person who came in had nothing to do with him.

The gentle woman squatted in front of him, and touched his head very naturally: "Xiao Yuan has grown taller."

She smiled slightly and asked, "Do you want to go with Mom and Dad?"

Xiao Shaoyuan looked at her quietly: "Where are you going?"

"Well... to travel around the world, to play, to enjoy life." The woman is really beautiful when she smiles: "But if you come with us, we will probably find a romantic country to settle down."

Xiao Shaoyuan shook his head: "Grandpa is very good to me."

The woman was a little disappointed: "You like grandpa very much?"

Logically speaking, the normal reply at this time is "like", but Xiao Shaoyuan was beyond their expectations.

He frowned slightly, as if he couldn't understand what the woman said: "Like? What do you mean by like?"

The woman froze there for a moment.

The man standing behind her also frowned.

Xiao Shaoyuan was sensitive to their emotional changes, but he really couldn't understand this word.

He was never asked what he liked, and never told what he could like.

In his world, there are only "what you should do", "what not to do", "what to do" and "what not to do".

The woman took a deep breath and tried her best to control her trembling: "Then why did Xiao Yuan say that grandpa is very good to you?"

Xiao Shaoyuan tilted his head slightly: "Because grandpa said that as long as I am obedient, he will give me whatever I want."

"Then what does Xiao Yuan want?"

This question seemed to stump Xiao Shaoyuan again.

Xiao Shaoyuan kept his head tilted and thought for a long time, and finally shook his head, with the same flat expression on his face: "I don't know."

The woman grabbed Xiao Shaoyuan's shoulders and tightened suddenly. Xiao Shaoyuan only frowned slightly, and quickly regained his calm.

Then he saw the woman let go of him and was pulled by the man. When the two left, they gave him a deep look.

Xiao Shaoyuan couldn't understand.

He could actually feel the pain and sadness in these two, but he didn't understand why they should feel bad.

He has been educated since he was a child not to reveal his feelings. The most common thing Mr. Shao told him was "Don't let yourself have something you particularly want, it will become your weakness".

So Xiao Shaoyuan had nothing he wanted since he was a child.

After that, his parents lived in Shao's house.

Mr. Shao is very satisfied with this, but they still often quarrel.

for many things.

For example, Shao Brothers, their pursuit and ideals, and... him.

Xiao Shaoyuan was precocious, and actually wanted to tell them many times that there was no need to quarrel with Mr. Shao because of him.

He thinks he is fine now, but he can't say it.

He didn't know what kind of emotion he was feeling in his heart, he only knew that every time they argued about him, there would be little ripples on the lake that was always calm and undisturbed.

It was the first time he had any other emotion, but he didn't know what it was called or where it came from.

But everyone is saying that he seems to talk a little more than before.

Especially when he was 13 years old.

That day when he came home from horsemanship lessons, he saw his father pointing a black object at his mother in the yard.

Seeing him come back, the two waved at him, and the mother smiled and said, "Xiao Yuan, come and take a picture together."

That was Xiao Shaoyuan's first contact with SLR, and also the first time he developed a strong interest in something.

Xiao Shaoyuan sat down beside his father in a regular manner and looked at the screen. It was rare for him to take the initiative to ask something: "With this, can I record everything I see?"

Father touched his head: "Yes, Xiao Yuan likes it? If you like it, I will give you one for your birthday this year."

He did what he said, and he did give Xiao Shaoyuan a SLR, which was the best one.

He taught Xiao Shaoyuan how to use it, and watched Xiao Shaoyuan's calm and indifferent eyes light up little by little.

But the good times didn't last long. Mr. Shao, who originally turned a blind eye to them, saw Shao Yuan's composition "My Dream" and wrote that he wanted to be a travel photographer. Tai Xiao Shaoyuan's very precious camera was smashed.

And then... The dispute between father and Mr. Shao began to flood the family again.

In the past, it wasn't that they didn't quarrel, but they still cared about family affection after all, but this time, they were like strangers.

So from that year on, Shao Yuan never had his birthday again.

So that year his father and mother left the house without hesitation. They wanted to take him away, but they could do nothing.

So that year... Shao Yuan stood in front of his parents' tombstone.

It didn't rain that day.

It's just gloomy.

He stood in front of the tombstone, Chen Yun and the Luo family brothers accompanied him.

Chen Yun comforted him for a long time, but Shao Yuan said, "It's good."

That year, Shao Yuan grew up rapidly, and he no longer resisted Mr. Shao, nor did he have any other thoughts.

All he knows is that he is going to be a perfect robot.

He knew that Mr. Shao actually loved him.

But in front of this love, there is another Shao family.

Compared to the Shao family, he is just an ant, not worth mentioning at all.

The light in his eyes faded little by little.

Until the first semester of high school that year.

A transfer student came to their class.

Shao Yuan didn't have the slightest interest at first, and didn't even intend to look at him at all.

But maybe the sun was too dazzling that day, or maybe the other party's laughter was too clear, or maybe some things were predestined.

The light in his eyes lit up again because of a person.

He once again understood the emotions of "want" and "like".

But the other party is not a simple object, but a living life.

When he was first together, he never thought that they would be separated. Maybe at a certain moment, he would have some thoughts, such as remembering how huge the family behind him is, and how rotten its roots are.

But as long as he stood by his side, Shao Yuan had the strength to fight against everything.

But helplessly, they are too young to grasp too many things.

Shao Yuan will eventually face separation.

He also thought about desperately looking for him, hugging him, and telling him that he could abandon everything to be with him.

But what about that?

Like his parents?

He can only obey Mr. Shao.

Because he wants to become stronger.

He wants to be able to spread his wings and protect him under his body.

He believes that this brief separation will make them better and bring them a better future.

Because they will be the light for each other to strive upward.

The author has something to say: I said a long time ago that I would write about Mr. Shao’s experience on the sidelines~

Tomorrow is the reality show that I promise you~ The reality show should start with two chapters, maybe three chapters

感谢在2020-08-0417:34:24~2020-08-0510:30:29期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Huan Jun 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: Ah Shui, together with the pot of meat, and one of them;

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