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"We found Sun Yao, but now he wants to commit suicide by jumping off the building." Han Nuoshang had just connected the phone when Xiao Chen's panicked voice came from there in a hurry.

"Where is he now?" Han Nuoshang asked hurriedly.

"On the top floor of the City Hall."

When Xiao Chen was notified to cooperate with the criminal investigation team to find someone before, he had Han Nuoshang's business card, so he knew his mobile phone number, so he could only call him for help at this time.

"We'll go back right away."

Han Nuoshang hung up the phone in a hurry, sent a message to Chu Han and Lin Chenyi in a hurry, and then pulled Gu Ci to run outside.

"What's the matter?" Gu Ci quickly followed his pace and asked in time.

Han Nuoshang: "Sun Yao is going to commit suicide, and he is now on the roof of the city bureau."

Gu Ci frowned slightly, not knowing what he was thinking.

When the two returned to the City Bureau, a large crowd of onlookers had gathered outside the building.

These moths who watched the excitement and didn't care about their business were still beating each other about whether the child would dare to jump down, without any sympathy.

"Why don't you dance?"

"Yeah! Hurry up and finish the dance so I can go back to work!"

"I guess he probably didn't dare to dance..."

"These bastards..." Han Nuoshang spat, pushed the crowd away and ran in, "Get out of the way, don't get in the way."

The person pushed away by him originally wanted to yell, but when he saw Han Nuoshang's gloomy face, he shut his mouth and moved away timidly.

His intuition told him that if he didn't shut up at this time, the person in front of him would definitely not let him have good fruit to eat.

When Han Nuoshang ran to the entrance of the building, Chu Han and the two also rushed back. After looking at each other, they tacitly did not speak, and hurried upstairs.

After all, this is still the building of the police station. As soon as it was discovered that someone wanted to commit suicide, the police and negotiators immediately ran up, and there were also people below who were making preparations.

But this is the top floor of the 19th floor, which can almost be said to be the No. [-]th floor. The preparations made by the police downstairs may not be useful.

Sun Yao was sitting on the fence right now, shaking his legs lazily, as if he was about to jump off at any moment. The negotiators tried hard to persuade him, but it didn't work.

Sun Yao acted as if he didn't see them, he only reacted when they approached, and everyone didn't dare to go forward.

At this time, the members of the criminal investigation team had already rushed to the roof of the building.

Seeing this situation, Gu Ci just frowned slightly, then walked towards the boy.

"do not come!"

"You don't want to tell me, why did you jump off the building?" Gu Ci chuckled softly, "You'd rather die in such a daze, that would be too unknown!"

Sun Yao lowered his head slightly, seemingly in deep thought.

However, such a slight movement of his seemed extremely dangerous on the fence, and the surrounding policemen were so frightened that they had an urge to rush to save people at any moment.

Xiao Chen was also on it. Seeing this situation, he looked at Gu Ci with some dissatisfaction.

However, Gu Ci himself didn't notice it, and there seemed to be a smile on his face: "Can I sit next to you? It's a pity, where you were sitting was originally my place."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Sun Yao's reaction, Gu Ci walked towards him directly, and the surrounding police officers subconsciously wanted to stop him, but unfortunately no one could stop him.

Han Nuoshang frowned, and walked closer to the fence so that he could meet him at any time.

When Gu Ci walked over, Sun Yao didn't resist very much, which surprised the surrounding police officers.

But what was even more frightening was that Gu Ci sat on the fence with unusually familiar movements, about one meter away from Sun Yao, and it seemed like two people were about to commit suicide.

I don't know how many times he did this kind of action, but now he sat here without hindrance, just adding a little pressure to the surrounding police officers who wanted to save people.

"Looking at the people coming and going downstairs, do you feel that you are tired from living?" Gu Ci didn't look at Sun Yao, but calmly looked at the crowd downstairs, as if he really just came to talk to him Like chatting, "Looking at it, there is a feeling of wanting to jump, and it's all over, right?"

The surrounding police officers couldn't help frowning when they heard his words. Gu Ci should have come to persuade him not to jump off the building, but wouldn't these words irritate him even more?

"How did you know?"

Sun Yao finally said something to the police officers present after chatting with him for so long, except don't come over.

Sun Yao tilted his head, and looked at the person sitting next to him in surprise. This was a handsome young man who looked very elegant.

"Didn't I say it, you are sitting in my seat, many times... I actually feel the same way." Gu Ci still didn't turn his head, his voice brushed past everyone's ears like the wind, "Do you want to know, When I sat in your seat, what was going through my mind?"

Han Nuoshang, who was behind the two of them, had already tightly knit his eyebrows together, he didn't even know that Gu Ci had such thoughts.

why?How could he think that Gu Cihui was really okay?

Gu Ci's PTSD is so serious, how could he really be like a normal person, sitting on the roof to relax!

After all, he still believed too much what Gu Ci said. When Gu Ci said that he was sitting on the top of the building just to relax, he believed it. He never thought about the rationality of this matter, and just believed in the nonsense that he was fine.

Why on earth would a ten-year-old child choose to relax on the roof? When looking at the crowd downstairs, what was going on in Gu Ci's mind, who was only ten years old?

Sun Yao fell silent, he seemed to be struggling, and he seemed to be making a decision. After a long time, he raised his head and looked at Gu Ci: "Think!"

"I was thinking, why those people downstairs can live so easily, but I can't." Gu Ci said this, but there was always a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Sometimes I still think, if I go upstairs Jumping down, can it add some troubles to them and make their life not so smooth."

Sun Yao didn't speak, but his gaze towards Gu Ci changed slightly, he suddenly had a feeling that he had found a companion, because what Gu Ci said was also what he thought in his heart.

"Did you see it? Those spectators downstairs." Gu Ci pointed at the group of onlookers downstairs.

Sun Yao also followed his finger to look over, the group of people was crowded and stopped by the police outside.

Sun Yao nodded: "I see."

"They're all waiting to see your jokes! They're all waiting for you to jump down, actually—your death doesn't have any effect on them."

Gu Ci lowered his head, crossed his hands, put his elbows on his legs, and his chin rested on the back of his hands. It seemed like he was about to fall at any moment, which made everyone around him tremble. .

These people originally wanted to come to rescue Sun Yao, but now they have an extra excuse for no reason, and they don't know whether they are here to help or make trouble, and they don't know what it feels like.

The most terrified person was of course Han Nuoshang. While holding his hanging heart, he cautiously got closer to Gu Ci so that he could hold him at any time.

"Why?" Sun Yao was stunned for a moment. "I also came alone, and I have a life. Are they really so indifferent?"

"Who knows! Maybe—they are not human anymore, they just live in this world like walking dead, without emotion or empathy."

Everyone looked at Gu Ci in puzzlement, wondering why he suddenly started to popularize philosophy.

"Actually, there is no difference between me and them. They are indeed indifferent, and I am equally indifferent." Gu Ci sneered, "The biggest difference between me and them is that they like to watch the excitement, while I am not interested in the death of others , I don’t care whether they die in front of me or not, and of course I won’t be a spectator, what I think is—there are so many people in this world, people are dying every day, there is nothing to be curious about.”

"Then why are you here now? Didn't you also come to persuade me?"

"I don't seem to have any intention of persuading you to live!" Gu Ci smiled and turned his head to look at him. "I said it at the beginning, but I just want to hear from you—why you jumped off the building."

The surrounding police officers looked at Gu Ci at this moment, and they couldn't express it in complicated terms. What was this young and handsome young man thinking in his heart?Did he just plan to watch the child jump off like that?

Han Nuoshang just looked at Gu Ci closely. He knew that Gu Ci actually wanted to save Sun Yao, but his way of saving people was different from others. Those people couldn't understand, but this was inconceivable to Gu Ci. is the best choice.

Sun Yao lowered his head! "My parents are dead, and I am the only one left."

"My parents and sister died when I was ten years old, and I have been alone since then." Gu Ci nodded and continued, "I was much younger than you at that time." !"

"I think my parents don't love me, they love my grades!" Sun Yao's eyes turned red. "The only thing they care about me is that report card."

"Um!"

"In their eyes, grades are more important than anything else. I can skip school or not go home..." Sun Yao choked up, his movements trembling, as if he would fall downstairs in the next moment "Yes Do all kinds of stupid things, as long as the grades don't drop!"

The people who were watching his swaying body were also trembling in their hearts, and they were ready to rush up to save people at any time, but their positions were all facing Sun Yao's direction.

Only Han Nuoshang was standing behind Gu Ci. He believed that Gu Ci could persuade Sun Yao to come down. In contrast, he was more worried about Gu Ci's safety.

"No matter what I have done, it doesn't matter to them." Sun Yao raised his hand and wiped the corners of his eyes. None of it matters."

"Ok!"

Sun Yao paused for a moment, and suddenly felt that this seemed unfair to him, so he asked, "What about you? Are your parents also like this?"

"My parents!" Gu Ci looked at the sky in the distance and chuckled, "They are the best parents in the world, and my sister is also the cutest sister."

"Why do you say that?" Sun Yao looked at him with some doubts.

"My parents never force me to do anything I don't want to do." Gu Ci looked at his slender fingers and said with a smile, "I used to study music, they said——since they have the capital, What the child wants to do, let him do it, their life allows them to make their own choices."

"Your parents are so kind."

"uh-huh!"

"I don't like my parents, I want to run away from them, but when I saw them die in front of me, my heart suddenly felt empty." Sun Yao put his hands on his chest and looked at Gu Ci.

Everyone was stunned by his words, but they couldn't understand what he said.

Gu Ci: "I understand."

"No, you don't understand." Sun Yao suddenly became excited, "I mean I killed them, I poisoned their food, and watched them die in front of me, how can you understand my feelings ?”

However, after hearing this, Gu Ci was not as surprised as he thought, and sat there with a calm face, as if he didn't hear what he said.

"you……"

Sun Yao frowned, and wanted to say something, but Gu Ci interrupted him: "I also saw them die in front of me with my own eyes, poisoning is nothing, my parents don't even have a whole body, And I can only watch them die in pain, but I can't do anything, and I am also the accomplice of the person who killed him."

Sun Yao opened his eyes wide and looked at him in disbelief, and the police officers on the side also looked at Gu Ci in surprise.

"So, I can understand your mood!"

"Aren't you... in pain?"

"Painful? I don't know." Gu Ci still evoked a smile, as if nothing would affect his smile, "I was only ten years old at the time, so I probably didn't fully understand what pain is. "

"Huh?" Sun Yao tilted his head, as if he didn't understand what he meant.

Gu Ci looked up, pointed to the black stud on his earlobe, and said, "Do you know how this pierced ear came about?"

Sun Yao just shook his head.

"When I was ten years old, I found a stud and pressed it in with my own hands." Gu Ci winked at Sun Yao when he said this. It's bleeding."

Everyone couldn't help taking a breath, and looked at him dumbly.

Gu Ci spoke so calmly, but Han Nuoshang, who was listening behind him, felt as if someone had stabbed his heart with a sharp tingling pain.

Sun Yao looked at him in astonishment, and it took him a long time to find his own voice: "Does it not hurt?"

"I didn't feel any pain at that time, maybe my heart was already numb, so my body was numb too." Gu Ci shrugged indifferently, and said, "I also had dozens of scars on my hands, all caused by myself. paddled up."

For a moment, Sun Yao didn't know how to react. He really didn't expect that this seemingly gentle and refined person could be so cruel to him.

It seems that compared to Gu Ci's experiences, these things are really nothing.

"Since it's all like this, why are you still alive? Are you not tired?"

"If you do something wrong, you have to pay it yourself, right? Escaping is the behavior of the weak." Gu Ci raised his eyes and looked into the distance. "And I already have the courage to die, why don't I have the courage to live?" ?”

"But, I'm in pain." Sun Yao lowered his eyes, tired and in pain, and really wanted to escape.

"I'm the same as you, but I still made it through." Gu Ci said, "I want to live, not just to avenge them, but more importantly - until the end, my father still tried his best He wants to protect me, he hopes that I can live well."

"My parents should want me to die now!"

"No!" Gu Ci's voice became a little softer, "Did you see the way they looked at you that day? They still love you! It's just that they don't know how to express it. They didn't understand their love for you until the end. Your love, have you seen it?"

Sun Yao seemed to have really returned to the day Sun Shun and his wife died through Gu Ci's voice. The eyes of his parents were staring at him, and there seemed to be true love for him in their eyes...

Sun Yao's tears flowed out with a bang, this time he really cried like a child who lost his parents.

"But it's too late! I understand too late!"

"So what! You just need to know that your parents want you to live, and want you to survive."

Sun Yao lowered his head, wondering if he was considering the rationality of Gu Ci's words.

"Only if you live can you have hope, and you can make up for the wrong things you have done. If you die, you will really have nothing." Gu Ci sighed, "And you didn't want to do this, no one deliberately I believe you have no way to attack your own family, you love them too, right?"

"Do you love? I don't know either!" Sun Yao's eyes flickered, and Gu Ci knew that he had already begun to waver.

"Believe me, no matter how painful you are now, as long as you keep going, you will get better one day." Gu Ci said, "Whether you are in the deepest part of the abyss or not, one day there will be a person who You pulled back from hell to the world."

"I..." Sun Yao pursed his lips, he was tempted and was about to be persuaded by Gu Ci, "You are right, I should continue to live."

Hearing his words, the policeman standing behind him couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief and laughed.

Sun Yao stood up from the fence and was about to walk back...

The accident happened at this very moment, and Sun Yao didn't know if his legs were numb from sitting for too long, and he fell backwards because of his feet.

The police officer closest to him hadn't reacted yet... Gu Ci subconsciously grabbed his hand, but he, who was also sitting on the fence, couldn't control his balance at all, and was also torn off.