Some things cannot be said, not before, and even less so now.
Shen Ning and Qi Yu'an grew up together, but in fact she didn't have any special feelings for this little girl at first, just like other children, she felt that Qi Yu'an was not only more beautiful, but also had a better temper than other girls. Dolls are even more exaggerated.
But I don't know when it started, but this little guy who was always making a fuss couldn't get out of her pupils.
Maybe it's because she doesn't like socializing, but Qi Yu'an still takes the trouble to come over to provoke her every time.
At first she was annoyed by this girl, she always came to make trouble when she was reading, stained her drawing paper when she was drawing, messed up her paint, or always put ice cream, chocolate stains Put it on her school uniform skirt, so she was always named and criticized for not having clean clothes to go to school.
But Qi Yu'an was still very young at that time, so everyone took it for granted that she forgave her mistakes.Even Shen Ning, who was dissatisfied, didn't bother to spend more time arguing with her.
But the more he didn't care about it, the more the other party would not give up. Until later, Shen Ning seemed to suddenly realize that the girl's "mistakes" were more like intentional.
For what purpose, presumably, to get her attention?
This was the only conclusion that Shen Ning could think of. In fact, the little Qi Yu'an really stood in front of her very solemnly afterwards and asked her if she could be friends and play together.
When the request was officially sent, Qi Yu'an had just entered elementary school, and was in the same noble school as Shen Ning.
Every day, I took advantage of 10 minutes after class to go around half of the school, running from the first grade to the fifth grade, just to give her a box of snacks.
Shen Ning still remembers those delicate desserts, which are in the shape of pink cherry blossoms, sweet but not greasy, and can taste the fragrance of flowers in her mouth.
"Sister?" Qi Yu'an called her softly, "What are you thinking?"
Suddenly waking up from the memory, Shen Ning's eyes were still a little confused, she looked at Qi Yu'an in a normal way, and thought: She is probably thinking about how she fell in love with this girl step by step.
Not to mention that they are all girls, Qi Yu'an is only 14 years old this year.
Every time Shen Ning thinks of this, she can't help feeling a deep disgust towards herself. Why does she have such dirty thoughts?
She has been unable to track down exactly when this inferior thought started to sprout, but over the years, this emotion has become like a tarsal maggot, getting deeper and deeper, and cannot be peeled off.
This feeling of knowing how outrageously wrong she was but still being unable to turn her head broke her down for a while.
She absolutely must not say it out, and must not let anyone know, otherwise, even if she doesn't care about other people's opinions, Qi Yu'an should be the first person who thinks she is disgusting.
Shen Ning shook her head, she remembered the question Qi Yu'an asked her just now, and felt a little unbelievable.
If possible, she just wanted to hold Qi Yu'an in her hands and treat her as well as possible, so how could there be such a thing as "betrayal".
But now there is no point in saying these words, she has nothing, not only that, but in turn has to rely on the other party to live hard.
"Yu'an," Shen Ning calmed down a little, she said, "I have always treated you as my own sister, so you never need to worry, I will betray you."
"No matter what happened?" Qi Yu'an asked.
Shen Ning repeated: "No matter what happens."
After she finished speaking, she looked at Qi Yu'an for a while, "Don't you believe it?"
Qi Yu'an didn't speak, she thought for a while, lowered her head and played with the pen in her hand absently, "I just think that nothing will stay the same forever, maybe because of some unexpected things, maybe because of some misunderstandings."
Shen Ning: "..."
Qi Yu'an: "For example, if I didn't help you beg Dad that day, and you're not here now, wouldn't you hate me?"
She couldn't resist asking hypothetical questions, as if that would answer questions in her mind that could never be verified.
Shen Ning still didn't think about it: "No."
But the fact is that no matter how firmly Shen Ning nodded and told her a definite answer, she still couldn't let go of it completely.
Qi Yu'an was still in a daze, but Shen Ning who was beside her suddenly raised her hand and pressed her forehead.
She couldn't help turning her eyes to look at Shen Ning who suddenly closed her eyes and looked slightly uncomfortable, "Sister?"
After receiving no response at first, Qi Yu'an asked again, "Sister, what's wrong with you?"
Only then did Shen Ning let out a long breath of relief, and said lightly, "It's okay."
"You look uncomfortable."
"It's really fine." Shen Ning glanced at her, "Probably, you haven't had much rest these days, have you?"
Qi Yu'an watched as she rubbed her temples for a while, and then slowly rubbed a certain place on the back of her head.
Qi Yu'an stood up suddenly, she walked behind Shen Ning, raised her hand to push away the other's hand, and then gently brushed away the hair in that place.
Shen Ning:!
"Yuan..."
"Sister, don't move." Qi Yu'an interrupted her without any doubt, and also prevented her from turning around.She blocked Shen Ning's hand that wanted to reach out again, and at the same time, because she couldn't see clearly, she loosened the leather rope that bound Shen Ning's hair.
When she lifted Shen Ning's hair again, she found a small patch of redness.
Because the little hand touched the wound, Shen Ning's body trembled unexpectedly, but then it was replaced by a warm, soft and wonderful sense of touch.
Shen Ning panicked involuntarily.
Qi Yu'an felt as if something had grabbed her heart, it was inexplicable, but very distinct.
"How did you do it?" Even the questioning tone was more like a stern question.
However, Shen Ning still grabbed her wrist, pulled her from behind and sat down next to her, "It's just a knock accidentally, it's okay."
Qi Yu'an twisted her face, stood up again after being silent for less than half a minute, this time she went out to manage someone and asked for a medical kit, and then found an ointment for Shen Ning to apply.
Qi Yu'an really didn't believe the words "accidentally bruised". As for Shen Ning's current family environment, maybe it was because of something.
But it's not convenient for her to ask in detail, and even if she asks, Shen Ning probably won't say anything.
"Sister, shall we go out to play tomorrow?" Qi Yu'an said, "Go out and relax."
Qi Yu'an's reasoning is that Shen Ning hurt her head and had to clear her mind to recover faster. On the other hand, they have already done their homework for most of the summer vacation, and if they don't go out again, they might be stuck at home.
Shen Ning hesitated to speak, but finally said nothing, and was completely defeated by Qi Yu'an's insistence.
Shen Ning was not keen on shopping in the first place, and now that she has no money, she would not be willing to go to places like shopping malls.
But she never expected that Qi Yu'an chose a cheap department store, and when Shen Ning mistakenly thought that the other party was thinking that she had no money, so she came here, Qi Yu'an went all the way to see, and finally entered. I opened an electronics store that didn't look very standard.
When the eldest lady went out, she was accompanied by a group of people, but she went through five stages and killed six generals along the way, leaving only one bodyguard in the end.
Qi Yu'an left him outside the store, and turned around from time to time to see if the other party was peeking at her shopping through the transparent glass door.
Shen Ning felt that today's Qi Yu'an was a bit strange.
"What are you going to buy?" Shen Ning was puzzled. She looked at the products on the shelf, and finally found a possible answer: "Repeater?"
But if you want to buy this kind of thing, why don't you go to a high-end store? In addition, there should be piles of Qi Yu'an's learning aids at home, right?
Qi Yu'an, who was walking in front, didn't even look back, "What kind of repeater should I buy? I want to buy something special today."
"what?"
Qi Yu'an threw her a look in a mysterious way, and smiled very mysteriously.
Then a clerk walked towards them. Because the customer was a child, he seemed quite enthusiastic, probably because he felt that he had met someone who could make a fortune.
In fact, Qi Yu'an never asked about the price when she bought things. When Shen Ning heard her open her mouth, she asked naturally, "Do you have a camera here?"
Shen Ning: ...?
Shopkeeper: …
Qi Yu'an didn't care about the surprised expression of the other party at all, and continued: "The smaller the better, it's best to have a pinhole." I just don't know if there is a pinhole camera at this time.
Sure enough, the clerk looked blank, "Needle, pinhole?"
Qi Yu'an pursed his lips, "Or the picture should be as clear as possible. Are there any with sound?"
The clerk was dumbfounded by the little girl's film asking several questions in succession.
Shen Ning tugged at her sleeve, "Why are you buying this?"
"Of course it's dealing with Steward Lu." Qi Yu'an took it for granted, "If I want to let him go, I have to collect some evidence, right?"
Shen Ning: "..." She really didn't expect Qi Yu'an to have such great determination.
"There are only a few types of cameras, but none of them have sound." The clerk tiptoed to pick up one of them from the shelf while talking, "This is the smallest."
It may be that not many people buy this product, so it has been stored for a long time, and a thick layer of dust has fallen on it.
Qi Yu'an glanced at it in disgust, but still reached out to take it after the clerk wiped it seriously.
It is said to be the smallest, but it is actually as big as half a palm. Qi Yu'an thought for a while, and then when Shen Ning and the shop assistant thought she was dissatisfied and wanted to give up, the little ancestor opened his mouth and asked again——
"Then do you have bugs here?"
Shen Ning and Qi Yu'an grew up together, but in fact she didn't have any special feelings for this little girl at first, just like other children, she felt that Qi Yu'an was not only more beautiful, but also had a better temper than other girls. Dolls are even more exaggerated.
But I don't know when it started, but this little guy who was always making a fuss couldn't get out of her pupils.
Maybe it's because she doesn't like socializing, but Qi Yu'an still takes the trouble to come over to provoke her every time.
At first she was annoyed by this girl, she always came to make trouble when she was reading, stained her drawing paper when she was drawing, messed up her paint, or always put ice cream, chocolate stains Put it on her school uniform skirt, so she was always named and criticized for not having clean clothes to go to school.
But Qi Yu'an was still very young at that time, so everyone took it for granted that she forgave her mistakes.Even Shen Ning, who was dissatisfied, didn't bother to spend more time arguing with her.
But the more he didn't care about it, the more the other party would not give up. Until later, Shen Ning seemed to suddenly realize that the girl's "mistakes" were more like intentional.
For what purpose, presumably, to get her attention?
This was the only conclusion that Shen Ning could think of. In fact, the little Qi Yu'an really stood in front of her very solemnly afterwards and asked her if she could be friends and play together.
When the request was officially sent, Qi Yu'an had just entered elementary school, and was in the same noble school as Shen Ning.
Every day, I took advantage of 10 minutes after class to go around half of the school, running from the first grade to the fifth grade, just to give her a box of snacks.
Shen Ning still remembers those delicate desserts, which are in the shape of pink cherry blossoms, sweet but not greasy, and can taste the fragrance of flowers in her mouth.
"Sister?" Qi Yu'an called her softly, "What are you thinking?"
Suddenly waking up from the memory, Shen Ning's eyes were still a little confused, she looked at Qi Yu'an in a normal way, and thought: She is probably thinking about how she fell in love with this girl step by step.
Not to mention that they are all girls, Qi Yu'an is only 14 years old this year.
Every time Shen Ning thinks of this, she can't help feeling a deep disgust towards herself. Why does she have such dirty thoughts?
She has been unable to track down exactly when this inferior thought started to sprout, but over the years, this emotion has become like a tarsal maggot, getting deeper and deeper, and cannot be peeled off.
This feeling of knowing how outrageously wrong she was but still being unable to turn her head broke her down for a while.
She absolutely must not say it out, and must not let anyone know, otherwise, even if she doesn't care about other people's opinions, Qi Yu'an should be the first person who thinks she is disgusting.
Shen Ning shook her head, she remembered the question Qi Yu'an asked her just now, and felt a little unbelievable.
If possible, she just wanted to hold Qi Yu'an in her hands and treat her as well as possible, so how could there be such a thing as "betrayal".
But now there is no point in saying these words, she has nothing, not only that, but in turn has to rely on the other party to live hard.
"Yu'an," Shen Ning calmed down a little, she said, "I have always treated you as my own sister, so you never need to worry, I will betray you."
"No matter what happened?" Qi Yu'an asked.
Shen Ning repeated: "No matter what happens."
After she finished speaking, she looked at Qi Yu'an for a while, "Don't you believe it?"
Qi Yu'an didn't speak, she thought for a while, lowered her head and played with the pen in her hand absently, "I just think that nothing will stay the same forever, maybe because of some unexpected things, maybe because of some misunderstandings."
Shen Ning: "..."
Qi Yu'an: "For example, if I didn't help you beg Dad that day, and you're not here now, wouldn't you hate me?"
She couldn't resist asking hypothetical questions, as if that would answer questions in her mind that could never be verified.
Shen Ning still didn't think about it: "No."
But the fact is that no matter how firmly Shen Ning nodded and told her a definite answer, she still couldn't let go of it completely.
Qi Yu'an was still in a daze, but Shen Ning who was beside her suddenly raised her hand and pressed her forehead.
She couldn't help turning her eyes to look at Shen Ning who suddenly closed her eyes and looked slightly uncomfortable, "Sister?"
After receiving no response at first, Qi Yu'an asked again, "Sister, what's wrong with you?"
Only then did Shen Ning let out a long breath of relief, and said lightly, "It's okay."
"You look uncomfortable."
"It's really fine." Shen Ning glanced at her, "Probably, you haven't had much rest these days, have you?"
Qi Yu'an watched as she rubbed her temples for a while, and then slowly rubbed a certain place on the back of her head.
Qi Yu'an stood up suddenly, she walked behind Shen Ning, raised her hand to push away the other's hand, and then gently brushed away the hair in that place.
Shen Ning:!
"Yuan..."
"Sister, don't move." Qi Yu'an interrupted her without any doubt, and also prevented her from turning around.She blocked Shen Ning's hand that wanted to reach out again, and at the same time, because she couldn't see clearly, she loosened the leather rope that bound Shen Ning's hair.
When she lifted Shen Ning's hair again, she found a small patch of redness.
Because the little hand touched the wound, Shen Ning's body trembled unexpectedly, but then it was replaced by a warm, soft and wonderful sense of touch.
Shen Ning panicked involuntarily.
Qi Yu'an felt as if something had grabbed her heart, it was inexplicable, but very distinct.
"How did you do it?" Even the questioning tone was more like a stern question.
However, Shen Ning still grabbed her wrist, pulled her from behind and sat down next to her, "It's just a knock accidentally, it's okay."
Qi Yu'an twisted her face, stood up again after being silent for less than half a minute, this time she went out to manage someone and asked for a medical kit, and then found an ointment for Shen Ning to apply.
Qi Yu'an really didn't believe the words "accidentally bruised". As for Shen Ning's current family environment, maybe it was because of something.
But it's not convenient for her to ask in detail, and even if she asks, Shen Ning probably won't say anything.
"Sister, shall we go out to play tomorrow?" Qi Yu'an said, "Go out and relax."
Qi Yu'an's reasoning is that Shen Ning hurt her head and had to clear her mind to recover faster. On the other hand, they have already done their homework for most of the summer vacation, and if they don't go out again, they might be stuck at home.
Shen Ning hesitated to speak, but finally said nothing, and was completely defeated by Qi Yu'an's insistence.
Shen Ning was not keen on shopping in the first place, and now that she has no money, she would not be willing to go to places like shopping malls.
But she never expected that Qi Yu'an chose a cheap department store, and when Shen Ning mistakenly thought that the other party was thinking that she had no money, so she came here, Qi Yu'an went all the way to see, and finally entered. I opened an electronics store that didn't look very standard.
When the eldest lady went out, she was accompanied by a group of people, but she went through five stages and killed six generals along the way, leaving only one bodyguard in the end.
Qi Yu'an left him outside the store, and turned around from time to time to see if the other party was peeking at her shopping through the transparent glass door.
Shen Ning felt that today's Qi Yu'an was a bit strange.
"What are you going to buy?" Shen Ning was puzzled. She looked at the products on the shelf, and finally found a possible answer: "Repeater?"
But if you want to buy this kind of thing, why don't you go to a high-end store? In addition, there should be piles of Qi Yu'an's learning aids at home, right?
Qi Yu'an, who was walking in front, didn't even look back, "What kind of repeater should I buy? I want to buy something special today."
"what?"
Qi Yu'an threw her a look in a mysterious way, and smiled very mysteriously.
Then a clerk walked towards them. Because the customer was a child, he seemed quite enthusiastic, probably because he felt that he had met someone who could make a fortune.
In fact, Qi Yu'an never asked about the price when she bought things. When Shen Ning heard her open her mouth, she asked naturally, "Do you have a camera here?"
Shen Ning: ...?
Shopkeeper: …
Qi Yu'an didn't care about the surprised expression of the other party at all, and continued: "The smaller the better, it's best to have a pinhole." I just don't know if there is a pinhole camera at this time.
Sure enough, the clerk looked blank, "Needle, pinhole?"
Qi Yu'an pursed his lips, "Or the picture should be as clear as possible. Are there any with sound?"
The clerk was dumbfounded by the little girl's film asking several questions in succession.
Shen Ning tugged at her sleeve, "Why are you buying this?"
"Of course it's dealing with Steward Lu." Qi Yu'an took it for granted, "If I want to let him go, I have to collect some evidence, right?"
Shen Ning: "..." She really didn't expect Qi Yu'an to have such great determination.
"There are only a few types of cameras, but none of them have sound." The clerk tiptoed to pick up one of them from the shelf while talking, "This is the smallest."
It may be that not many people buy this product, so it has been stored for a long time, and a thick layer of dust has fallen on it.
Qi Yu'an glanced at it in disgust, but still reached out to take it after the clerk wiped it seriously.
It is said to be the smallest, but it is actually as big as half a palm. Qi Yu'an thought for a while, and then when Shen Ning and the shop assistant thought she was dissatisfied and wanted to give up, the little ancestor opened his mouth and asked again——
"Then do you have bugs here?"
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