[Comprehensive British and American] Jason Wayne's Road to Struggle

In the early morning before Christmas Eve, Tim was walking in the corridor of Wayne Manor, his footsteps were a little hurried, and he wanted to talk to Damian about something.

Just this morning, Dick called Jason, hoping he could go home for Christmas, Jason didn't even answer the phone, Tim called the same end, Afu didn't know, then Tim and Dick mentioned Let Bruce call, but when the old bat picked up the phone and dialed the number, it was also turned off.

Although they could also dial the emergency communication channel, Bruce refused to do so.

Since Jason said that Damian knew how to find him, then it is reasonable to infer that Jason may not want to deal with family members other than Damian very much in the near future.

After all, Jason had just had a bad fight with the old bat before, and based on Tim's understanding of Jason, he must avoid them for a while.

However, when he got to Damian's room, Tim found that Damian was no longer in the room.

Ah Fu stood behind him at some point, and said with a smile, "Master Damian left the house yesterday."

Tim: "...OK."

I don't know when, Tim began to be confused about Jason's thoughts, especially after entering politics, Jason's thoughts became deeper and deeper, so Tim didn't know whether Jason was willing to repair the relationship with his family.

But if there is anyone who can connect Jason with this family now, that person can only be Damian.

Today, Jason's main nostalgia for this family is Damian and Ah Fu, only they have never made Jason sad, and they have a strong enough bond with Jason.

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Jason finished handing over all the work the day before Christmas Eve, and he felt refreshed when he walked out of S.H.I.E.L.D.

The mission didn't take much of his time, but Jason met the Guardians of the Galaxy along the way and talked to Gamora about the Zehoberi's red stone.

Then Jason knew that it was the Zehouberg red diamond, which represented trust, protection, and luck. It was usually a gift from one party to the other when the Zehouberg people got married, but this red diamond had a strong Toxicity, skin contact is fine, once ingested into the stomach and combined with stomach acid, it will immediately cause a painless death, so it is also a well-known suicide drug in the universe.

Jason stretched his waist, thinking that the busiest period is finally over, and he will have at least 20 days of annual leave, so he can take a good rest.

He helped Fury set up the framework of the new department, and took so many agents on business trips to outer space. Although he was a little tired, he was able to train so many talents who could carry out space missions. Jason still felt very fulfilled in his heart. of.

Although Fury is a bastard boss who orders his subordinates mercilessly, and his thick skin is even more shocking, his heart to protect the earth is sincere. Jason can make a very pertinent comment. You should be grateful for how much you have given.

The wind made Jason tighten his coat, and he thought of Gotham, not far from New York, where the winters were colder. When he was a child, he would always suffer from frostbite on his hand, which was painful and itchy. After being adopted by Bruce, he could curl up in the fireplace Afterwards, he spent several years in the hot Middle East. After leaving the Middle East, he already had enough money to buy thick clothes and gloves to wrap himself tightly.

So how on earth did Dicky bird jump around in Gotham in winter wearing green scale shorts?This is really an unsolved mystery. When Jason was a child, he once suspected that the first generation of Robin had the special function of "little stove", and secretly envied it.

He looked up at the sky. The sky in New York in December was gray, and there were occasional noises of planes flying across the sky above, which were instantly submerged in the noise of people and cars on the ground.

The difficult childhood has been so long that it seems to be a thing of the previous life, time always runs so fast, and there is no turning back.

When passing by the flower shop, Jason turned around, went in and bought two bouquets of flowers, then walked into a nearby alley, and opened the portal to Gotham Cemetery.

He placed the bouquets in front of Catherine's and Andrea's graves, and sat cross-legged in front of Andrea's grave.

Jason thought for a while and said, "Now there are no girls in the Eastern District. The girls have serious jobs to do, and the little girls will be sent to school. I am here, and no one will force them anymore. I will try not to let the children If they are hungry, let them study hard, and they will be able to support themselves when they grow up."

"Andrea, misfortunes like yours are becoming less and less, I will continue to work hard."

After reading for a while, he slowly got up, got up and left Gotham Cemetery, bought a case of beer at a nearby convenience store on the way home, and took it home. After drinking two bottles of beer, he took a hot shower, and then fell asleep on the bed.

Halfway through the sleep, someone entered the bedroom and stood beside the bed without saying a word, but Jason was awakened immediately. He stared at the face of the visitor with sleepy eyes, and lifted a corner of the quilt.

Damian got into his bed, Jason took the child in his arms, pressed the head of the person and stuffed it into his arms, the back under his hands trembled slightly, after a while the child sniffed and spoke Very nasal.

"She called me and said she was sorry, and that she didn't regret everything she had done, including killing me, because since I chose the other side, we are destined to become enemies one day."

Jason hummed, and hugged him in his arms again.

They were all children killed by their mothers, and Jason could understand Damian.

He asked, "Want to listen to the song?" Damian said "Yes", and Jason hummed slowly.

The voice that regained the ability to produce voice after vocal cord repair surgery naturally cannot sing well, and it always sounds rusty, but Damian doesn't care about this.

"How did it feel when you died in Ethiopia?" asked the child.

Jason thought for a while and replied: "Probably because of loneliness. When I left Gotham, I was ready to leave that home because I realized that I couldn't be what they expected. I wanted to kill Criminals who hurt innocent people."

"When the clown hit me with a crowbar, my mother watched, smoking a cigarette, her eyes were cold, like knives, and then the warehouse exploded, and I lasted until Bruce dug me out of the rubble, dying In the first few seconds, I was filled with guilt that I made him lose his son."

"Later I gave birth to you, do you think I lost a son to Bruce?"

As he spoke, Jason couldn't help laughing, Damian arched his head, his little head got out of the quilt, looked seriously into Jason's eyes, and touched the corners of his eyes.

"I will only say this once. Remember, you are a brave man. You have overcome Lazarus and a lot of pain. You are also the coolest brother I have ever seen."

Jason opened his eyes wide, blinked again, and was surprised and amused at the same time.

After saying this, the little guy buried himself in Jason's arms, rubbed his furry head against Jason's chin, and heard a steady heartbeat in his ears.

Even if the memory of the past is incomplete, Damian is sure that this posture is so familiar to them, maybe he was hugged by Jason before and fell asleep peacefully, and Talia would gently use the belt Looked at them lovingly.

Perhaps for Jason, it was a disaster to become the "container" that gave birth to Damian in a daze. He exhausted his vitality and was pushed into the Lazarus Pool by Talia to survive, but Damian was still glad that Talia was Year chose Jason.

Because even through many bad things, Jason's heart will never deviate, and neither will his love.

No matter whether he inherits the glory of Wayne and Batman in the future, or breaks the boundaries of killing and becomes the villain leader, Jason will never stop loving him. For Jason, Damian is Damian. Freedom and unlimited future.

Damian knew he would be intrepid by this love.

"Nagem."

"Ok?"

"Do you love me because I was born to you? Do you treat me like your own child?"

"You are not a son to me, but a boy who changed my life, and..." Jason hesitated, but continued, "When you lost your memory and I lost my memory, I also liked you very much ah."

The time they spent together was really not very long. Damian stayed in Jason's stomach for nearly 10 months at first, and then Jason took care of him for a year. As long as they meet again and start getting along again, Jason will like Damian a lot.

Including when Damian came to Gotham later, Jason would occasionally take Damian out to play. During those time together, even though Damian didn't remember anything, Jason still liked Damian very much.

Their connection is not just a reproductive relationship, it is higher than blood relationship, and it is very one-sided to define only father and son or mother and son, and it is not even a pure family relationship, because Jason sometimes regards Damian as a friend with a big age difference. Willing to talk to Damian on a certain level.

Damian is a little man, and Jason loves, respects, protects, and trusts him all at the same time.

So it's the anchor.

Jason feels that no matter how the world changes, his love for Damian and the connection between them will not change, so Damian is his anchor.

Damian hummed, closed his eyes, and slightly raised the corners of his mouth.

For him, Jason is also an anchor. Damian used to wander and get lost between the two different paths of his father and mother, but now he is no longer confused.

Because Jason is here, he has the anchor.

They are each other's anchor.

The two robins just cuddled up to each other and fell asleep again. For Jason, Damian was a warm little stove, and it was very comfortable to hold in the winter. Unfortunately, this kid is full of tendons, so he doesn't feel as good as when he was a child. Soft, for Damian, Jason's heartbeat is the best sleeping magic.

In the early morning of the next day, Damian rubbed his eyes and sat up, and found that he was hugged by Axel, and there were two cats, Sera and Luca, in the quilt, and Orange and Lingxing were also coiled on the pillow. side.

He found a pair of new slippers next to the bed, with a very childish cartoon bear pattern on them. Damian curled his lips, put on the slippers condescendingly, walked into the living room with a patter, and saw Jason in the kitchen Make breakfast here.

Jason and Ah Fu are the only ones in the family who can cook delicious food.

Damian walked up to Jason, just in time to see Jason using a machine to beat the zucchini into noodles, then add the stewed tomato sauce and mix it well. At this moment, the microwave oven rang, and Jason let it go without looking up. Damian went to fetch the bowl from the microwave.

"Be careful it's hot."

Damian snorted, turned on the microwave oven, and took out the bowl with his hands without even wearing insulated gloves.

He looked at the contents in the bowl and clicked his tongue: "Oatmeal? You were possessed by Grayson today?"

"I use almond milk to make oatmeal with chia seeds and peanut powder in it. By the way, you can also peel a banana and put it in. It will be delicious."

Jason then told Damian that he could add cinnamon powder and raw cocoa to the oatmeal bowl. With him being so neat, Damian also thought that this luxurious bowl of oatmeal would be delicious,

Then Jason dug out the kiwi and strawberries, cut them and placed them on the plate.

Zucchini in tomato sauce, deluxe granola and fruit platter, it's a deluxe meal, and one that fits perfectly with Damian's vegan principles.

No one mentioned what happened last night. Damian was very grateful for Jason's attitude. He seldom opened up to others, and he didn't like others to mention his weak side. Jason's past is the past. He is very comfortable.

During breakfast, Jason asked Damian, "Are you going to spend time with me today?"

Damian ate the zucchini noodles without looking up: "Well, I said I will play with you this Christmas."

Jason nodded: "Then we have to go shopping later."

In the past two years, he has always been busy like a dog. The way to celebrate the festival is to eat something good for himself during work, so he also forgot to prepare things for the festival at home.

After the meal, they went out together, but when they arrived at the shopping mall, they were shocked by the traffic there.

Damian glanced at the [-]% off sign at the entrance of the mall, crossed his arms and looked defensive.

"I'm not going to squeeze in with that group of people!"

Jason had no choice but to put the child in the nearby beverage store, ordered him a drink and a cake, and resigned himself to his fate into the mall.

Alas, in the past, when he wanted to celebrate the holidays, he always prepared things several days in advance, so as not to fight with the aunts who were eager for discounts, but he did not expect to participate in the battle this year.

This shopping mall is also very fierce, with 10% off every Christmas, including some luxury goods, so even those crooked nuts who play on behalf of shopping like to squeeze in here. Jason can hear at least [-] different languages ​​​​in the mall.

When Jason came out carrying a short plastic tree and several bags of holiday supplies and ingredients, he found that Damian was still sitting there with that smelly expression, but there was an extra shopping bag at his feet.

The child bought two identical red sweaters with a pattern of Paddington bear on them, one in the child's own size and the other in Jason's size. It is said that this is his Christmas present to Jason.

Jason didn't know whether it was a parent-child outfit or a brother outfit, but they changed into new clothes as soon as they got home, and then Jason turned on the TV and let the bear and the cat watch TV together. After a while, Cassandra also Knocking on the door with her head in her arms, she said that Coulson had given her two days off.

"That's right, take it."

Jason threw a pair of woolen socks to the little girl, and Cassandra laughed: "Should I hang this on the bedside?"

"Yeah, remember to pretend to sleep at night."

The author has something to say:

Jason and Damian's positioning of each other is the anchor.

Jason himself has a strong sense of insecurity because of his childhood and physical relationship. He has been looking for love to fill himself, so when he fell in love in the early stage, his partner was older than him. Later, as he grew up and Bucky healed him He gradually got rid of the influence of childhood, but the desire for love does not have to be filled by love, family and friendship can also be used. With the anchor of fullness, his heart will be much more stable.

For Damian, he has been hovering between his parents. From the standpoint of a child, he is unwilling to let his parents down, but no matter which side he chooses, the other side will be disappointed and even oppose him from now on. There are natural positions between villains, but Jason will love him unswervingly no matter what he becomes, so Jason is also his anchor, allowing him to break through fearlessly, because Jason will never Will not love him.