[Comprehensive British and American] Jason Wayne's Road to Struggle

"The second-generation Robin you love is just a phantom. I don't know what Jason is like in your eyes, but I have always been like this! I will want to kill criminals and let them get the punishment they deserve, It's always been like this!"

In fact, Jason is rarely so angry that he yells at someone, because if someone makes him unhappy, he will directly use his actions to teach the other party a lesson.

But Dick really poked his heart this time, so he directly sprayed Dick and told Dick in the most straightforward words what he really is like. He never liked to abide by Batman's principle of not killing, because That made the criminal unscrupulous, but he chose to endure it before, but now he can't bear it anymore!

"And you, Ye Yi, what you love is only the phantom called the second generation Robin, not the real me. It turns out that we were wrong from the beginning. Even if I didn't die at the beginning, we would separate sooner or later."

Following Jason's words, Nightwing's expression gradually changed from shock at the beginning to expressionless, and he trapped Jason's joints with handcuffs and restraint belts with an indifferent and startling attitude.

"Sooner or later we will separate, because sooner or later you will reveal your true colors?"

"Because sooner or later I can't stand you."

Jason mocked: "If I had known you never knew me, I should have slapped you when I saw you and Barbara kissing and let you go. It's not worth it to bear you for so long. I've been waiting for you." Let go of your arrogance and prejudice and see the real me, but you never do it for a moment!"

"Don't mention Barbara! She has nothing to do with it."

The rain drenched them all, Jason and Dick looked at each other, and they both used the same breathing method to calm their emotions.

They were all out of control, blaming each other, talking indiscriminately, and embarrassed like every former lover who had come to an end.

Dick said "Sorry, Babs" again, and turned off the communicator on his waist.

Well, Jason finally remembered that if the Batmen act together, they will open the communication channel, and now he doesn't know how many people have heard this conversation.

He is so stupid. He obviously went out to fight crime, but he and Dick were talking about chicken feathers here, and he was heard by others. It is simply black history.

Dick squatted in front of Jason and said, "I never really got to know you, did you show me your true self? I never pretended to be in front of you, Jason, and you never were honest with me."

Jason laughed dryly: "So? You mean we were all wrong?"

"Yes, I originally thought that your and I's biggest regret was to miss out. Now it seems that our regret is that we were all wrong, and I think what you are doing is wrong now. We are vigilantes and have no law enforcement power. You can't And Damian, who had a gunshot wound, 89 stitches, and a doctor gave him enough blood to feed an elephant, you're doing too much to your family."

"Gotham is a mess, I don't have time to entangle you anymore, you have to go to Arkham, and I will deal with you after I get Gotham straightened out."

Dick hugged Jason, the hug was short and split, and then Dick picked Jason up and sent him to Arkham.

At the same time, Damian took off his headphones and glared at Tim: "They used to be a couple?"

Tim nodded: "Yes, they were in love, and they had to separate until Jason died at the hands of the clown, but after Jason was resurrected, he came together with your mother, and Dick also had a relationship after Jason died. We have not had other relationships, so we have been separated for seven years."

It's really rare to still quarrel like this after seven years of separation, it's clearly unrequited love!

As Tim said, he felt a little uncomfortable. Jason just said that Dick saw only the second-generation Robin and never saw him clearly. In fact, he didn't approach Jason because of the name "Robin".

Damian's hands trembled, feeling that his family's relationship had become more complicated.

On the other side, Barbara looked at the communicator with a complicated expression. The huntress patted her on the shoulder, and she shook her head.

"It's okay, it's just the first time I saw Dick and his ex arguing like this."

She smiled wryly, always feeling embarrassed and bitter.

This bad debt, it seems that there will be no clear day.

……

Jason is actually the one who has entered Arkham the least number of times in the Bat family. When he was Robin, Bruce didn't allow him to get close to it.

And after the resurrection, the figure of the red hood approaching Arkham will arouse the suspicion of the family, because everyone knows that Jason has bad intentions for those lunatics, as long as he is given a chance, he will definitely blow the heads of those lunatics .

Before Jason wanted to kill the clown, he needed to figure out the black mask first, and let the black mask fish out the clown before he could find a chance to do it.

So really, it never occurred to him that he'd end up in Arkham's ward someday.

It turned out that in the hearts of his family, he was really a lunatic.

In view of Arkham's reputation and the danger of patients here, Arkham's ward is an enhanced version of a prison cell. Apart from the bed, there is a toilet and a washstand, narrow and dark.

Dick opened a private room for him, and even watched the surveillance by himself.

Maybe in Dick's mind, this is a kind of protection for Jason, he can't put Jason in prison, because Jason has no identity, is a dead person, and his body is very special, and Jason is different from normal prison prisoners. It is too dangerous.

But it was all right for Jason.

He was sitting on the bed in a restraint suit. Except for the occasional movement coming from the small window on the door, the rest of the time was boring. The lights in the ward were cold lights, which made Jason miss the orange lights at home. Just very warm.

There are still 10 beef patties given to Bucky by the mutants in the East District. Bucky always browns the fried skin of the patties, and the taste is superb.

He also promised to make orthodox Texas-style smoked brisket for Bucky, but because he was too busy recently, he didn't have time to cook, and he was finally locked up in Arkham.

Jason had said hello to Yin Sen and Bucky, don't get involved in his war with his family, just watch from the sidelines, but now he misses them very much.

Speaking of which, when he was brainwashed and then implanted into Damian who was still an embryo, he seemed to have lived in such a room. He stayed in a closed room with surveillance cameras on the wall. He looked around blankly, only thinking Vomiting, thinking about it later, I don’t know whether it was the environment or the morning sickness symptoms in the early stages of pregnancy that made him feel uncomfortable.

Destiny is always full of useless coincidences. Only then did Jason think of the unfilial man who dared to hit him with a crowbar, and light footsteps came from outside the door.

Jason turned his head and saw the bandaged little Robin walking into the ward.

He grinned: "Yo, your injury is healed? You recovered so quickly."

Damian stood in front of him, his tone a little rushed.

"Hey, are you okay?"

"It's very good. I can eat and sleep. I don't even have to cook by myself. It's just a little boring."

The child snorted, took out the wound medicine, and applied the medicine to the bruise on Jason's face. He said contemptuously, "You are so fragile, even such a small injury can't heal itself."

Jason closed his eyes and hissed: "Your hands are too strong, lighten up. Also, not everyone is born with super soldier serum like you. I don't have such a good physique."

"Why do this?"

"what?"

"I ask you, why did you do this? It turns out that you mainly used rubber bullets, but this time you suddenly started killing so many people, and even attacked me and Red Robin. If you don't do this, Ye Yi won't Will treat you like this, he has no old love for you."

Damian looked into Jason's eyes and asked earnestly: "I know everyone has a way to express their grief. Nightwing was reluctant to take over the cape because of the news of Batman's death, because you caused too much trouble. , he just started to take responsibility, and now he is Batman temporarily, I don’t know what happened to Red Robin, but are you doing this because of venting..."

Jason couldn't help laughing.

"Stupid and full, I kill criminals because I can't watch them kill innocent people. Let them be punished. It has nothing to do with venting sadness. I never use killing to vent emotions. I beat you Because you deserve a beating, and beating Red Robin because he wants to catch me."

Damian applied the medicine harder again. He kicked Jason's calf once, and Jason gasped. He felt that his calf was going to be bruised.

The child pointed at Jason angrily and yelled, "I owe a beating? Isn't it you who deserve a beating? What time is this! You're still making trouble for the family!"

Jason yelled back: "You pointed a crowbar at me, don't you deserve a beating? This is the second time! And you are the ones who made me mess up!"

"I used the crowbar on you because you're obviously terrified of it, and I'm going to beat you."

Damian took a few steps back after saying this, he hesitated, and asked, "You don't like crowbars?"

Jason replied weakly: "I was once broken by a clown with a crowbar. What do you think? Xiao Baobao, I never hit you hard because you were holding a crowbar."

If Damian was simply trying to kill him with a knife, Jason wouldn't be so annoyed.

An inexplicable awkwardness appeared in Damian's heart, and he said firmly: "You are a weakness, you should overcome it, because you are weak because of a crowbar."

Jason rolled his eyes: "I didn't expect you to apologize to me, just like I wouldn't apologize to you."

Damian clicked his tongue in displeasure, but still stood there and did not leave.

After a while, Jason asked, "Christmas is coming soon, do you have any presents you want? Did any of your classmates ask you to go to a snowball fight?"

Jason remembered that the last time he spent Christmas with Damian was when Damian was 1 year old, and the brat had grown so big before he knew it.

Damian frowned: "Don't pretend to be loving, you are not my father, and now you don't even have the chance to be a stepfather, and I don't need your gift."

This brat is still beaten less...

When he was leaving, Damian stopped, turned back and said to Jason: "Father is not dead, he has come back, he will come to see you tomorrow, be honest, don't make any messy ideas."

Jason was startled, and asked, "He's back? Is he okay?"

"Very good, we watched a movie together last night, "The Mask of Zorro", if you don't kill people, you can sit on the sofa and watch it with us... I can understand your anger towards criminals, I I have also killed people, but family is more important, and it is too late to look back now."

Jason's response: "You're so cute, devil bastard."

Damian was annoyed by his attitude, the brat kicked the door and left.

The kid didn't know that it was his last words that brought Jason, who was still tense, to the brink of collapse.

Until Damian's figure disappeared, Jason became quiet. He looked up at the ceiling, feeling a little dazed in his heart. He remembered that during the days when the clown was not far away and was locked up here, whenever the patients went out to let the wind go, He could hear the clown laughing down the corridor.

He didn't want to stay here any longer, and he didn't even look forward to meeting Batman tomorrow, Jason called out.

"Maureen."

A little blue jay appeared and flew around Jason, its sharp wings cut off all restraints.

Jason stood up, looking at the monitor, wanting to question the person behind the monitor.

Did you know that this ward is only six rooms away from my murderer?

You guys know I'm worried about Bruce?

Since you guys have time to watch a movie, why don't you even have the time to call me and tell me Bruce's still alive?

Bruce, why can't you even tell me you're back?

Maybe it was because Bruce was too busy to come back, Gotham is too messy and they have jobs... But now Jason really doesn't have the mood to find an excuse for them, he doesn't even have the energy to scold the plan left by Bruce for him too bad up.

They obviously have time to watch movies together.

In the end, he just said dryly, "If you need help in the future, you can still find me. I left a communicator in a safe house, and Red Robin knows where it is."

Arkham's alarm bell rang, which meant that they had been watching here, and the guard's footsteps sounded outside the door.

Jason laughed at himself, a golden halo opened behind him, and Jason left Arkham without looking back.

……

Bucky regretted it a bit. During his time with Jason, Bucky knew how much Jason valued his family, so if he made an enemy of his family, even if Jason was mentally prepared in advance, he would inevitably get hurt.

I should have known... He would never let Jason go to fight alone no matter what, if only he had gone out with Jason in the first place.

On this day, he sat on the sofa in the living room and wiped his weapons. Because there was no one in the house, he looked extraordinarily lonely.

Axel walked up to Bucky and sat down. The bear legs were a little short and dangled in the air, and Bucky stroked his fluffy head.

"Don't worry, Jason only asked me to wait for half a month. If there is no news of him after half a month, I can go to him. I guarantee that I will find him and bring him back."

At this moment, a golden halo appeared out of thin air, and Jason came out, wearing a yellow restraint uniform, just in time to see Bucky cleaning his gun.

With just one glance, Jason knew that Bucky was going to look for him, and then he felt a sense of grievance, which he couldn't suppress no matter what.

He closed the portal and forced a smile at Bucky: "Hi, I'm home from the hospital, did you miss me when I wasn't home?"

Bucky froze for a moment, threw the gun aside, rushed forward and hugged him.

Jason leaned against Bucky's shoulder, clenched his fists, and gritted his teeth. He couldn't hold back his smile anymore, and couldn't say any wise words to hide his sadness. He could only bury himself on Bucky's shoulder.

Bucky hugged him, and slowly sat on the ground, with his arms around Jason, and Jason knelt in his arms, leaning against him.

"I was defeated by Nightwing, he put me in Arkham, Bucky, my family thought I was crazy, my father came back, but he watched a movie night with them first, and even I Saying that he is still alive..."

"I'm not a lunatic, but they don't believe it. Even if I feel that my actions with different ideas will hinder their business, can't you look at the location of the room arranged for me? The clown is not far away, and that is the real monster. I want to wring a clown's neck every day."

Jason looked like a child who had been greatly wronged. He complained to his parents. His tears and breath fell on Bucky's neck together, making him itchy, but Bucky still responded patiently.

Jason has always acted very strong. In the past, even if he got hurt, he would say a few witty words, and then deal with everything by himself, as if nothing could shake him.

He patted Jason on the back, his eyes firm.

"Jason, let's go, let's get out of here together."

Jason asked depressedly, "Where are you going?"

"Go somewhere else, find Roy, Frank, or your other friends, we can fight crime together, if you want to rest, just travel, and we will come back on Christmas Eve, which is just right You can give them something you bought on your trip as a gift.”

After saying this, Bucky hugged Jason even tighter, and the room fell silent. In fact, Bucky still didn't know the details of what happened at this time, but he knew that Jason was in a bad state of mind, so He wanted to take Jason out of this uncomfortable place, and Bucky didn't care about other things.

Anyway, Batman is back, and Gotham will not lack the two of them.

After a while, Jason touched Bucky's forehead with his forehead.

It's not Jason's style to run away, but now he really can't refuse Bucky's words, he wants to get out of here as far away as possible.

Bucky immediately rushed Jason to take a hot shower, then packed some clothes and toiletries, stuffed Axel and the laptop with the old Jiazi program in his bag, and borrowed them from Uncle Ben next door. In less than half an hour, he took Jason and set off.

Jason didn't say anything, but his actions were an invisible call for help, and he wanted Bucky to help him out of his pain, and Bucky did.

He wants to take Jason out of Gotham. Even though he is a 70-year-old Popsicle, his knowledge of modern society is still limited to the East Side of Gotham, and he knows almost nothing about the outside world. But Jason needs him, so he takes him with him. Jason go.

Because Bucky's act of borrowing the car was a bit abrupt, Uncle Ben deliberately waited in the corridor when they went out.

The generous uncle asked them: "Are you in a hurry? Jason, your complexion is so bad, what happened? Do you need our help?"

Peter and May also stood behind Ben at some point, looking at them with concern.

Jason was actually doing the usual dealings with the neighbors. Bucky seldom communicated with them, but at this moment Jason kept his head down and said nothing. Bucky nodded to Uncle Ben with a polite smile.

"Something happened to Jason's friends. We have to rush to find them. Don't worry, Uncle Ben, we can take care of it."

That was the first time Peter discovered that this silent friend who lived in Jason's house had an amazingly charming smile, like a prince in a Hollywood golden age movie.

After talking to Uncle Ben, Peter watched as Bucky wrapped his arms around Jason's waist and led him away in a guarding gesture.

That was also the first time Peter saw Jason's pale and silent appearance. The 14-year-old boy still felt that the atmosphere between Bucky and Jason was a bit strange, as if they were too close, as if their breaths were intertwined.

Until he heard the whispers of Uncle Ben and Aunt May.

Aunt Mei said softly, "Jason and Bucky don't look like ordinary roommates."

Uncle Ben hissed, and his tone was meaningful: "That's fine, did you see? Bucky is taking care of Jason, and Jason is also taking care of Bucky."

Aunt Mei showed relief: "Yeah, this is the first time I saw Jason's appearance, it was really worrying, but fortunately, that young man named Bucky is not bad."

The kind-hearted couple, who had long regarded Jason as a non-staff member of the family, tacitly stopped talking.

Then Peter understood something.

The little boy stammered and asked, "He, are they a couple?"

Aunt May patted his head.

The author has something to say:

Even if it is not a couple, it will be soon. Bucky is Jason's "first job" and is known by all relatives and friends, and is very supportive lover.

The key words of Jason and Bucky are "healing" and "redemption", and these two words are mutual between them. Not only is Jason protecting Bucky, Bucky also loves Jason very much. Fortunately, there is Bucky pulls Jason away, otherwise Jason will face all this alone.

In fact, what really makes Jason feel cold is not only Dick's cognition of him, but also when he was imprisoned under the same roof in Arkham and the Joker, the other family's acquiescence, when they know that Batman is back, they will be with the rest of the family. When he watched the movie, he finally couldn't stand it anymore.

monologue

Ever since he said to me "As long as others ask me for help, I will definitely respond", I decided that as long as he asks for help, I will also respond.