That facial paralysis you dropped your book

However, not long after the start of work, Guo Jie stopped working.He just remembered that he was about to graduate in more than a month, and at this moment, he remembered that he still needed to write his graduation thesis.

Looking at his dissertation documents, which were empty except for the title, and remembering the at least [-]-page dissertation requested by Mr. Li, Guo Jie suddenly felt hopeless in life.In order to graduate, Guo Jie thought about it and decided to abandon Ganyin first. He went online and told Qi Ying, but he didn't dare to read her reply and closed Koukou without stopping.

For almost a month, Guo Jie was obsessed with falling in love with Paper, and he suddenly had the illusion that if he didn't relax, he would be driven crazy by himself.

Yet he cannot relax.

Whenever the word "relax" appeared in Guo Jie's mind, Old Li's terrifying eyes would suddenly appear and stare at him until he opened them dripping with cold sweat.

When the thesis got stuck in the most important place, Guo Jie finally couldn't control himself and began to fall into madness.He felt that he urgently needed a channel to vent, so he chose a Saturday. When the roommates left the school again, Guo Jie took out the microphone and sound card that had been dusty for a long time with his bloodshot eyes.

Guo Jie took advantage of the time when he was about to go crazy, and finished the climax/climax part of "Outliers", which is also the most hysterical part of the protagonist.After recording one pass, Guo Jie suddenly felt that his mood calmed down inexplicably. He pressed the stop button, threw the monitor earphones on his head on the table, and slumped on the chair.After being dazed for a while, he sat up straight and began to audition the section he had just recorded in one breath.

After listening to the recording, Guo Jie still felt dissatisfied. After thinking about it, he decided to take a day off for himself, stop worrying about the thesis, and try to figure out the role he deserved.

The character he is responsible for dubbing is called Xu Wen, the protagonist of "Alien".In fact, as the protagonist, Xu Wen not only has nothing outstanding, even his name is so lacklustre, one can tell that he is just an ordinary person who will be drowned in the crowd when he walks into it.And his personality is not worthy of being the protagonist at all. He is cowardly, because of fear, he bowed his head to fate countless times and compromised with his relatives. The only time he was brave was because he refused the blind date requested by his parents, but because he did not want to harm An innocent girl, he was kicked out of the house by his parents.

And from that day on, he seemed to be firmly tied to bad luck.Every boyfriend he loved deeply left him because he couldn't bear the social pressure, but at this time, he became weak again, and he began to take revenge on the world by ruining himself, self-mutilation, drug abuse, wish to sleep.until he was barely human.

Guo Jie half-closed his eyes, but plot after plot emerged in his mind.What would Xu Wen think when Xu Wen's friends wondered why he was still wearing long-sleeved sleeves in the summer, when they opened his sleeves and saw wounds one after another, and scolded him bitterly after finding out that he had self-harmed?How did he say the phrase "It's okay, it doesn't hurt" so lightly?

Guo Jie opened his eyes and looked at the line after line in the script. At that time, did he really feel no pain?

Guo Jie sat up and moved the lines shown in the document from the part he had previously narrated to the end.At the end of the novel, the protagonist who always puts love first and believes that sex and love are inseparable, finally chose to go to a gay bar and find a random man 419, and the ending of the whole novel stopped at the time when he woke up the next morning. that moment.No one knows whether he regretted his recklessness and came to his senses after waking up, or continued to degenerate obsessively. Maybe even the author doesn't know, because Xu Wen's story is over at this moment.

After carefully reading the ending three times, Guo Jie closed his eyes and thought about it for a while, then brought the lines back to the part he planned to match.He originally planned to match the part where Xu Wen broke with his parents and came out of the closet. Guo Jie thought about it and clicked on the original novel again. After clicking on this chapter, he read it carefully, and finally stopped his gaze on part of it.

"He shouted hoarsely at the two people who should love him the most:'I am not wrong, I am a normal person! Why are you so selfish, just for the sake of a so-called offspring, you want to ruin my life, and force Let me ruin the life of an innocent girl!'”

Guo Jie watched silently, the light in his eyes dimmed more and more.The novel describes that Xu Wen at that time was almost broken, but he still couldn't get rid of the fate of being scolded by his parents, beaten by his father, and finally kicked out of the house by his most respected mother.

"At that moment, the 28-year-old Xu Wen sat outside the door that would never be opened for him and cried loudly. After crying enough, he got up and left, never returning to this place that was supposed to be his eternal home. The place."

Guo Jie looked at it and felt a dull feeling in his heart. When he saw the next sentence, he suddenly felt his nose sour, and the warm liquid fell directly from his eyes.

"From that moment on, Xu Wen has no home."

Guo Jie raised his left hand to wipe his eyes, completely unaware that his right hand holding the mouse was trembling slightly.He hasn't come out to his family yet, and he didn't think about it at all before. Although his relationship with his parents has long been bad, at least he still has a family.

Taking two deep breaths, Guo Jie suppressed the choked sobs that almost rushed out of his throat. He calmed down a little, put on the monitor earphones, and decided to re-record this section.

After re-recording this passage, Guo Jie listened to it again. When he heard half of it, he finally couldn't hold back, and broke down and burst into tears.I don't know if it's because of Xu Wen, who has a fixed ending in the novel, or for myself who doesn't know the ending.

After saving the dry sound, Guo Jie took out a piece of tissue and blew his nose from crying. He put the recording equipment back into the cabinet and sat down at the table again. He decided to take a look at the Does the author who doesn't speak in the afternoon have any other novels?What Guo Jie hopes most is to be able to see the extra episode or the second part of "Outliers" in the author's column of Wuwubuyan, but... there is nothing in Guowubuyan's column except "Aliens".

Guo Jie blew his nose until it turned red, and looked at the author's column that he hadn't spoken in the afternoon in a strange way. It was obvious that "Alien" ended three years ago. Why did this author publish a new work in these three years? nothing?Moreover, Guowu Buyan's strength is not weak, but after the end of "Outliers", Guo Wubuyan just disappeared.

Guo Jie also specially clicked into the author's Weibo with the same name, and found that even the Weibo that was silent in the afternoon was last updated on the day "Alien" ended three years ago.

Guo Jie scratched his chin, and couldn't help but start guessing, could it be... the author once wrote a small pornographic article, so he was caught in the bureau to drink tea? !

An author who has disappeared for three years: "Ah-choo-!! Who cursed me?!"