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Jin Ye managed to coax Wen Liang to eat something, and let him fall asleep again.He was extremely weak, and with the effects of drugs, he became very lethargic.The doctor sat on the plastic chair at the door of the ward and played with his mobile phone. The nurses who came and went talked to him warmly when they saw him. After all, the doctor is also a legend in the medical field. He was amazing when he was in school. , the published papers made professors feel ashamed. After studying for a Ph.D. in the United States, several big hospitals rushed to get him, but he became a private doctor without saying a word, and disappeared after a short time. Now his The reputation has spread more widely. Doctors don't hang their pots to help the world, but only treat one person, alas.

However, these little nurses talked about things with him, and they mostly looked at his rather handsome face.

Jin Ye heard the buzzing voices at the door, and when he went out, he gave them a hard look, and the girls scattered like birds and beasts, and the doctor spread his hands helplessly.

Jin Ye hadn't slept for a few days, and when Wen Liang finally woke up, he couldn't bear it any longer, and said to the doctor, "Come in and watch, I'll sleep for a while."

"Go back to sleep, I'll watch him here." Mr. Doctor entered the ward.

Jin Ye ignored him, rubbed his eyes tiredly, and lay down on the sofa with all his clothes on, with his long legs raised on the coffee table.

The doctor looked disgusted: "You stink, go back and wash."

Jin Ye gave the doctor a hard look, but his face was haggard and his eyes were full of tiredness, but he was not as lethal as usual.As a cleanliness freak, Jin Ye was called "smelly" by others, so he couldn't hold back his face, so he tidied up and called Xiao Wu to come to the hospital to pick him up.

While waiting for the driver, the doctor wondered why Jin Ye left in just 10 minutes. Talk to him at this time, he will not beat someone, so he sat on the edge of the hospital bed and said quietly: "You Tell me, since you found Wen Liang, how many times has he been injured?"

Jin Ye's face changed suddenly, he was poked in a sore spot, embarrassed and anxious, but he had nothing to say.

"He has self-harmed before, but it's not to the extent that he wants to drain his own blood." The doctor looked at Jin Ye's darkened face and continued tentatively, "It can be seen that his mental condition has deteriorated."

Jin Ye rubbed his face with his hands tiredly. He didn't know whether it was because he was too tired or because he felt guilty. For the first time in his life, he acquiesced to the fact that he was being questioned, and replied: "His daughter passed away a few days ago."

"So he doesn't want to live?"

"Probably so..."

"He can persist for so long for his daughter, why can't he work harder for you?"

Jin Ye slapped the table down, his face was full of shock and anger, but he also felt powerless when he was hurt by the words.

The doctor was so frightened that his buttocks slid off the chair, and he quickly stretched his calves and sat down again, not to mention being cowardly.

Jin Ye didn't care to watch his jokes, his eyes were full of sadness, why didn't he want Wen Liang to work hard for him to live, but Wen Liang refused to say a word, didn't tell him anything, just wanted to run away.

Wen Liang was willing to show weakness to him just now, and Ken said that he saw a stranger in his eyes, most likely he had just woken up and his head was not clear.

The doctor no longer dared to fan the flames, and directly stated his conclusion: "Mental illness is also a disease, and at his level, death will not cure it."

When Jin Ye returned home, the blood on the wooden floor and the carpet in the entrance had dried up and turned black, and the snow-white blades of the scissors were also stained with blood, and they were thrown on the ground. Not long ago, Wen Liang had just cut his hair with it. .

Looking back now, Wen Liang got up that night, dressed neatly, cleaned the room, and obviously had to leave.

"He can persist for so long for his daughter, why can't he work harder for you?"

I also want to ask him, why did he pay so much for this little girl, so much!She is not your biological daughter, she is the result of cheating on the person who hurt you the most, why should you raise him?

If there is no Yangyang, if there is no this delicate and sick child, how could you become what you are now!

Jin Ye has never been broad-minded, and has never developed so many emotions for people other than Wen Liang. He can't help but blame the child who made Wen Liang sink deeper and deeper into the water, but no matter how big the resentment is, , this child has also suffered from the pain, let go and left.

He still can't keep Wen Liang, whether Wen Liang lives or dies, don't want him to accompany him.

Jin Ye put a jar of cold water and soaked himself in it.This is the suburbs, and the water pipes are filled with pumped ground water, which is bitingly cold, almost freezing to the inside of the internal organs.Jin Ye lay flat and sank his head into the water.Cold water poured into his ears and nose, as if to freeze his brain.

Looking back at this life for more than twenty years, it was really boring. I met a crazy Wen Liang, but I couldn't stop him, chasing and stopping, advancing and retreating, those pair of arms stretched out. Hands are always inseparable, unable to hold tightly no matter what, it is really exhausting and painful.

Forget it, if you really don't want to stay, I'll just go with you.

When Jin Ye arrived at the hospital again, the doctor was leaning on the sofa and taking a nap.He kicked the fool awake without any politeness, and the doctor stood up in fright, staring at him and ready to curse, but he didn't dare to attack when he saw that it was Jin Ye, his face turned blue from suffocation.

Fortunately, nothing happened to Wen Liang, and Jin Ye didn't bother with him too much, and gave him one of the food boxes he brought, and told him to get out and eat.

He took out an eyepatch from his pocket, and bowed to put it on for Wen Liang. Wen Liang's palm-sized face was almost completely covered, leaving a pretty tip of nose and pale lips.Jin Ye touched his somewhat dry lips with his fingertips, then lowered his head and kissed him lightly.

Wen Liang woke up quickly, turned his head, and reached out to take off the blindfold, but was held down by a strong hand.

"Don't move, it's me." Jin Ye whispered in his ear, then pulled his hand up and placed it on his heart.

Wen Liang calmed down, still lacking strength, and asked softly, "Why is it so cold?"

"I just took a cold shower."

"Why...why..." Wen Liang seemed a little anxious, as if he wanted to blame Jin Ye for disregarding his body.

"It's okay, I thought about something, it's calmer this way." Jin Ye smiled lowly, his chest trembled, and it spread to his warm and cool palm.

So real, so alive.

"Wen Liang, I ask, you answer, okay?" Jin Ye induced softly, "Tell me the truth, be honest once."

Wen Liang didn't answer, her lips were pursed tightly, as if she was struggling, she didn't know if it was or not.

In Jin Ye's eyes, there was a gleam of disillusionment, as if Wen Liang had a choice of what to say and what to do, he asked directly: "Why did you hurt yourself?"

Maybe it was because he couldn't see it, or maybe it was because of something else. At this moment, Wen Liang pressed Jin Ye's heartbeat with his palm, as if all the defense lines softened and collapsed in an instant, and he couldn't help saying: "When it hurts, when it hurts, the hallucination It will be less, and when it hurts, the pain will be less."

Jin Ye felt a pain in his heart, stretched out his hand to stroke the cool and soft black and white hair, and silently cursed "fool".

"Why are you leaving?"

The corners of Wen Liang's lips curved downward, as if he was about to cry, and he said with a trembling voice, "I don't want you to see me die."

Jin Ye had guessed it a long time ago, he paused, suppressed his emotions, and continued to ask: "Why do you want to die?"

Wen Liang turned her head, as if trying to hide.Jin Ye lowered his body, leaned close to his ear, and asked again in a soft, choked voice: "Why do you want to die?"

"Because, because of being alive, it's very painful. I'm, I'm..." In front of Jin Ye, Wen Liang couldn't even say those two words. It seems understandable to bear it and choose to leave.

Jin Ye couldn't bear to force him, so he interrupted him: "What if I don't want you to die?"

Wen Liang's face was filled with pain, his brows were furrowed, and the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, as if he was enduring some great pain. After a while, he begged softly, "Let me go."

"I let you go, who will let me go?"

Wen Liang begged softly again: "Let me go."

Jin Ye looked at Wen Liang with deep eyes, at his haggard and aging white hair, at the corners of his lips full of pain, at his scarred left hand, at his deeply contoured collarbone, at his slightly undulating chest, and his protruding, Bones, he asked faintly: "Wen Liang, do you love me?"

"……do not love."

"Then why are you crying?"

Jin Ye pulled off the warm eyepatch, and wiped away his torrential tears with his thumb.

Wen Liang didn't know why, but suddenly burst into tears, and the sentence "I don't love" seemed to turn the grief in his heart into reality, making him unable to hold back his tears, he didn't care about anything, and he couldn't stop crying until he gasped.

"Just cry." Jin Ye patted his head, since Wen Liang woke up, Wen Liang has never shed a single tear, he only knows how to laugh, even if he tries to laugh, it's more real to cry.

Jin Ye lowered his head and kissed his sweaty forehead from crying, and asked, "Do you still want to die?"

Wen Liang cried and nodded.

Jin Ye buried his head, pressed his warm ear, and said softly, "Okay, I'll accompany you."

Wen Liang pushed Jin Ye away, cried louder, and asked, sobbing, "Why are you forcing me!"

Jin Ye smiled wryly, wiped the sweat off his head with his hands, and comforted him: "Cry softly, I'm already sweating."

Wen Liang's face was flushed from crying, he hadn't cried so presumptuously for a long, long time, not when his hand was destroyed, not when he was kicked out of the house, not when Du Jie cheated, not when he ran away with Yang Yang, In the most difficult and painful moment, he had never cried without regard for dignity and without limit.

Jin Ye looked at Wen Liang lying on the hospital bed, crying, and waited quietly.He hadn't made a sound for a long time, and his words were all out of breath, and when he cried, it was as if his throat had been torn, it was so hoarse that it broke Jin Ye's heart.

But Jin Ye was relieved in his heart: This is the correct way to vent, what's the matter with cutting hands with a knife!

When Wen Liang was tired from crying, and his voice faded, Jin Ye said again: "Wen Liang, can you try it for me once, let's try to treat it, you listen to the doctor, and I will accompany you. If you still think it's not good, I'll let you go, I'll go with you."

Wen Liang was very tired from crying, and stared at him blankly with red eyes.

Jin Ye is also a little embarrassed, this is not much different from a confession, right?He was inexplicably shy, and continued: "Anyway, without you, my life is meaningless. I have chased and looked for you so many times. If you die, where can I go to find you? As I said, I have enough Now, don't even think about separating from me in the future."

After talking about it, he felt a little bit ruthless, there was no way, when he thought of being separated from Wen Liang, Jin Ye's whole dog was like having rabies, very irritable.He was also a little embarrassed after he finished speaking. Looking at Wen Liang, he found that he was in a daze, as if he hadn't reacted yet.

Jin Ye stood up embarrassingly, and took a glass of water: "Come and drink, your throat hurts from crying just now, right?" As he spoke, he sat on the bedside, brazenly wrapped Wen Liang into his arms, and put the water glass to his lips .

Wen Liang blinked, drank a little, seemed a little embarrassed, and turned her head away from Jin Ye.

After waiting for a while, Jin Ye couldn't help asking, "Promise me?"

After another short while, Wen Liang heard a low "hmm".

After Wen Liang cried, he couldn't open his eyes soon, and fell asleep in Jin Ye's arms. Jin Ye quietly hugged him, bowed his head and kissed the top of his head. This time, he had another chance. You have to work hard to keep people...

The door of the ward creaked and was pushed open. The doctor poked his head in, saw the two tired and crooked people at a glance, was glared at him severely, and finally closed the door with confidence.

The one who cried just now could be heard in the whole corridor. Doctors and nurses came over several times. Fortunately, he stopped him, otherwise the door would have been broken into!Crying so fiercely is like being bullied!

But just now he saw Jin Ye's red eye circles, hey, cold-blooded animals can cry!A capitalized thriller!

Both of them hugged each other and cried, so it's time to reconcile, right?

Having said that, why do you always let me follow you two's shit?This is a hospital!Hospital!Why do you still want me to accompany you? !