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Chapter 60

Its daybreak.

Wen Liang was still squatting in the police station, addicted to cigarettes, numb and tired, leaning against the corner of the wall, as if he had been dead for a long time.The little policeman came back once, took a new set of blankets, spread them on the bed silently and quickly with a cigarette in his mouth, brought in a large plastic bag, and took out a bunch of yogurt, potato chips and other snacks.Wen Liang watched silently, and suddenly said, "Why did you buy this for me?"

The little policeman thought for a while and said, "Standard configuration, don't worry about eating."

Wen Liang looked at him expectantly: "My daughter..."

"Come on, our director knows about this, it's only past seven o'clock, you have to let him get up for breakfast, right? Just wait!"

Wen Liang still looked straight at him.

"Look at me for what?"

"Can you... give me one?"

The little policeman sneered, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and threw it to him along with the lighter.

"Thank you." Wen Liang couldn't wait to take out one and light it.

"I really can't tell."

Wen Liang looked at the little policeman in puzzlement.

That's right, looking obedient and honest like a white-haired rabbit, isn't he a prostitute?What's all the fuss about smoking a cigarette.The little policeman laughed at himself and went out.

After smoking out the pack of cigarettes, Wen Liang leaned against the corner in a trance, fell asleep for an unknown amount of time, and suddenly woke up again.

Then he saw Jin Ye standing in front of him silently.

Jin Ye has lost a lot of weight, and his face is full of haggardness. He stares straight at him, clenches his teeth, his face looks serious, but he can't hide the pain in his eyes.He just stood there silently, as if he wanted to say a thousand words, but stopped.

When Jin Ye saw Wen Liang opened his eyes, his eyes jumped, as if he was a little embarrassed and wanted to dodge, but there was nowhere to hide. He looked to the side, then turned back, and looked deeply at Wen Liang.The temperature and coolness have changed a lot, the clothes are wrinkled and dirty, the eyes are numb, the skin is dry and rough, the skin is dry and rough, the hair is black and white, the corners of the mouth are drooping, and only the outline of the handsome appearance is left. Only the drooping eyelashes, the long and dense eyelashes, left a touch of silence, the kind of silence that Jin Ye missed when we first met in the car.

Wen Liang continued to squat in a daze, eyes closed and head bowed, his hands were sitting under his buttocks, trembling.

In the dark and narrow cell, there seemed to be a barrier between the two, separated by the vast past, reminding them that they could not go back.

Jin Ye slowly stepped forward, knelt down, what he wanted to say, in the past dozens of days and nights, he had been angry, puzzled, thought of taking revenge, questioning, and locking Wen Liang Get up, let Wen Liang reflect on himself, and explain everything honestly, including what he regards as, why he did those things, including those days that made him cautious, tempting, joyful, and cherish... Is it just His wishful thinking, but after seeing Wen Liang, he only felt a great, sour sadness, overwhelming his heart, making him unable to say a word.

In the dozens of days after Wen Liang left, Jin Ye has never lived like this for more than 20 years. He transfers money to that card every now and then, wishing to make that phone call every moment. Little by little spread to more cities, police stations, hospitals, rental agencies... for fear of missing a little bit of warm and cool information, but God just didn't give him any news.On the night he returned to City S, he closed MIX, dismissed a group of executives, and sat alone on the couch in the deserted MIX lobby. The night was deep and silent. He closed his eyes, exhausted to the extreme, but his thoughts could not peaceful.Gong Can said forget it, □□a ruthless actor is meaningless, why bother.When he was angry, he never cursed Wen Liang in his heart, and wanted to catch him back and strangle him to death with his own hands. Why didn't he feel wronged and embarrassed, but when he saw the cup on Wen Liang's bedside, he was caught The small possibility of "Wen Liang actually likes me too" was severely defeated. Even if there was only this small possibility, he was still willing to close his eyes and listen to him, even if Wen Liang was indeed double-faced and three-faced. As a fool, he is willing to see with his own eyes, ask with his own mouth, and redeem it with his own hands.

The love doesn't know where it started, and it goes deeper and deeper, which probably refers to this kind of deep helplessness.

Jin Ye raised his hand, and lightly touched Wen Liang's ragged hair on his forehead. Wen Liang opened his eyes quickly, but didn't move, just looked at him quietly.

Jin Ye's big hand gently caressed from the top of Wen Liang's head to his ear, gently holding his cheek, and gently stroking his side face with his thumb.He knelt on one knee, leaned over, resigned himself to his fate, and gently kissed Wen Liang's forehead.

"It's so realistic." Wen Liang closed his eyes and sighed in satisfaction.

Jin Ye looked at him suspiciously.

"You haven't come for a long time, why are you here again today?" Wen Liang still didn't open his eyes, he was afraid that Jin Ye would disappear when he opened them, "Could it be that I miss you so much?"

Jin Ye was shocked and asked, "What did you say? Say it again!"

Wen Liang still didn't move, didn't raise her hands, and listened quietly.

Jin Ye's eyes widened, and he looked at Wen Liang's appearance of putting himself out of business and pretending to be asleep. He was...he didn't wake up?Talking in your sleep?Why does it look... not normal?

"Wen Liang?" Jin Ye frowned, and tentatively called him softly.

Wen Liang smiled slightly. He had been waiting for this voice every day for a while, and Ben had already given up hope. It was so nice, as if... Jin Ye was still by his side.

Jin Ye was in a hurry, reached out and picked him up, lifted his legs and walked outside.

Wen Liang was taken aback, and opened his eyes suddenly. He first tilted his head to look at the suspended ground in horror, and then looked at Jin Ye, holding Jin Ye's lapel in his hand. The hallucinations were easily distinguishable in S City, but now he can't tell the difference no matter how he opens his eyes wide to see, how he holds his hands tightly, and listens to him clearly, the hallucinations are sometimes too much. In fact, he has been lied to countless times.Panicked in his head, he struggled violently, not daring to shout "Put me down", he should be sitting on the ground by himself, but shouted "Put me down", this is wrong!He shouted "Wake up! Wake up!" in his heart, but found that he was still deeply trapped in the hallucination, which made him extremely panic. While fighting against the hallucination, he also had to control himself to act like a normal person, sticking to it. Stay awake, it's all fake!Fake!

Jin Ye hugged Wen Liang tightly, like holding a big fish bouncing around, accidentally let go of his hands, Wen Liang's feet fell to the ground, immediately squatted down and hugged his head, his eyes and mouth were tightly closed, Protect yourself.

"What's wrong with you? Wen Liang? Talk!" Jin Ye reached out to break Wen Liang's arm.

Wen Liang just held his head tightly stubbornly, Jin Ye was anxious and worried, and asked him what was going on loudly, Wen Liang was in a hurry, and shouted: "You are fake!"

"What fake?" Jin Ye held Wen Liang's two slender wrists, pulled his hands off and put them on his face, "What fake are you talking about? I'm Jin Ye, open your eyes ,look at me!"

Wen Liang shook his head desperately. He was afraid that he would lose his sanity, so he couldn't help but believe it. From then on, he really became a lunatic!

"Wen Liang? Wen Liang? What's the matter with you? What's the matter with you?" Jin Ye was about to cry anxiously. He stretched out his hand and pulled Wen Liang into his arms, pressing the back of his head, and hugged him tightly, "Don't you scare me……"

Wen Liang struggled for a long time, unable to break free, could only lower his head tremblingly, his eyes were closed tightly, his teeth were clenched and stiff, he couldn't believe it, if it was true, he would have no face to see Jin Ye, in case One is fake, he can't be really crazy!What's more, it must be false, it's all false, it's always been false, it's an illusion!Didn't he believe enough in the beginning?

Jin Ye hugged him with one hand, and patted his back with the other: "Relax, warm, it's okay... I found you, I found you..."

After all, Wen Liang couldn't hold on, couldn't hold back, and had no strength left.He suddenly let go, broke down crying, and kept shaking his head, this is fake, fake, but Jin Ye's breath, his voice, his strength, his embrace, his body, so The truth...he really wants, really wants to hug him again...

No matter how shameless and undeserved, he just couldn't control it, just couldn't stand it.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm damned! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I don't... I don't... I don't..." Jin Ye's clothes were wet with warm tears. Confession is still justifying, so clumsy, still curled up tightly and dare not open his eyes, "Let me go! I will die right away! I will not... I will not lie to you again ...Please, don't show up again! Please! I'm sorry! I'm sorry..."

Wen Liang looked as if a knife had been stabbed into Jin Ye's heart, he took a deep breath, tears fell down violently.The first time I saw Wen Liang, my heart was full of mixed feelings, but more of it was distressed or sad.He didn't say anything, hugged Wen Liang's constantly struggling body tightly in his arms, and gently stroked the back of his head, he wanted Wen Liang to stop talking, and thought it would be better if he vented.

I forgive you, how could I blame you, don't cry.

I found you.

The author has something to say: I have already cried like a fool and went to sleep...