satan's wings

satan's wings

Author: Han Shao Xijia

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Formerly known as Broken Wing, Yoon Jae, Canbaek Kaixun and other star fandom.

Brothers, bisexuality, coercion, mafia.

The content tells about the two brothers of the Zheng family, Zheng Yunhao and Kim Jaejoong, who were forced to separate because of their parents’ divorce when they were young. The younger brother Zheng Yunhao was abused by his father since he was a child, and was even injected with drugs. As a result, his personality gradually distorted when he grew up. He not only became a gang leader, but also hated women since then. and brother's abandonment.

More than ten years later, Kim Jaejoong returns to his homeland in an attempt to find his younger brother, but unexpectedly learns that Zheng Yunhao has become a gangster.

While trying his best to restore this hated family relationship, he got acquainted with Shen Changmin, the son of a rich family, and fell in love with each other.

After twists and turns and misunderstandings, Zheng Yunhao finally acquiesced in reconciliation. When he found out that his brother was in love with Shen Changmin, his desire for exclusiveness drove him to secretly send someone to poison Shen, and faked the false impression that Shen Changmin had an accident due to depression.

Later, when he saw his biological father wanting to force Jin Zaizhong, he castrated him in a rage.

Unexpectedly, the biological father did not change his nature, and the twin brother of Shen Changmin later kidnapped Kim Jaejoong for the second time, which led to Zheng Yunhao's final paternal murder.

Because of this, Kim Jaejoong realized that his younger brother's feelings had deteriorated, so he had to choose to leave when Zheng Yunhao was seriously injured for ethics.

Zheng Yunhao was imprisoned because of this, and the relationship between the two broke down and turned against each other again...

Content tags: strong sadomasochistic love

Search keywords: Protagonists: Jung Yunho, Kim Jaejoong┃Supporting roles: Shim Changmin, Byun Baekhyun, kai, Park Chanyeol, Park Yoochun┃Others: Yoonjae, Chanbaek, Kaibaek, brothers, abuse, bisexuality, underworld, strong and weak, taboo, bl

childhood

"Mom, happy birthday!"

Pushing a double-layered cake full of strawberries together, with white cream on each other's faces and hands, Jaejoong and Yunho brothers spent a whole afternoon messing around to celebrate their mother's birthday.

Seeing the blessings of the two sons in unison, the elder is only eight years old and the younger is only seven years old, the mother has an unknown smile on her face.

There was a faint fist-sized bruise at the corner of her mouth. She slowly bent over and hugged each of them in her arms, "What a beautiful cake! But why are they all strawberries?"

"My brother made it~" There was still a drop of cream hanging on his nose, hugged by her, he stretched out his little finger to point at Yunho whose face was also stained by the cream.

"Because I like to eat, and my mother also likes to eat." The pouting mouth, the bulging steamed stuffed bun face is cool and serious. Although the two of them are very young, Yunho's personality is much more mature than Jaejoong.

"Hehe, um, Yunho likes to eat strawberries, and mom likes it too, we all like it~" He stroked his little head and kissed him on the face.

I don't know why, but in the eyes of little Yunhao, his mother looked at him with inexplicably moist eyes. His eyes involuntarily stopped at the bruise at the corner of her mouth, and he subconsciously reached out his little hand to touch it, remembering that his father was drunk again last night, " Mom, did Dad hit you again?"

The bruised mouth corner was touched by his little hand, and the slight pain forced Jin Chengling to turn her face. In front of the child, she always liked to lie, "No, I just touched it accidentally. Come, let's eat cake together, shall we?" "

"Liar, it must be Dad!" Although he is young, there are many older friends around Yunho at school,

Many of their families are also single parents, so he knows everything he should know.

What's more, this is not the first time that the father's domestic violence has occurred in this family.

"Haohao, you are still young, you can't speak in this tone, you know?"

"Haohao is not young anymore, I'm seven years old! Haohao just hates Dad, he didn't come back for your birthday."

Always stubborn, every time he sees her face covered with bruises, Yunho wants to rush up and beat his father, but he is too young, neither capable nor strong.

Seeing him biting his lips angrily, he felt very sad in the center, he loves his mother and his father, "Yunho...don't say that, maybe, maybe dad will be back soon?"

"Yeah, Yunho, I know you love mom, but dad is dad after all, you can't hate him no matter what..."

Hugging the two of them, one is gentle and innocent, the other is indifferent and stubborn, Jin Chengling really doesn't know what to do, her palms and backs are full of flesh.

Being touched by her repeatedly, Yunhao looked up at her red eyes again, he didn't know why he suddenly had a kind of expectation and also a kind of fear, "Mom, you will always stay by Haohao's side, and you will never abandon Haohao, right?"

"Brother, what are you talking about, how could your mother abandon you~ We are all one family~" He held his hand like a little adult, and hugged him on tiptoe to comfort him.

Blinking his beautiful big eyes, Jaejoong couldn't describe his mood, he just wanted to make his brother feel at ease.

And smelling the fragrance of milk on his body, and the faint smell of perfume in his mother's arms, Yunho took a look at Jaejoong, and then at his mother, he was looking forward to his mother's answer.

Laughing, she hugged both of them tightly, and where the children couldn't see, a tear slipped from the corner of Jin Chengling's face, "What are you talking about, why is mom willing to leave you... Mom will always stay with you Around……"

Her heart was calmed all of a sudden, and her words were like sweet chocolate, making her bitter heart instantly sweet.

In his mother's arms, he and his elder brother were head to head, seeing the cream on each other's face, Yunho finally couldn't help grinning.

This feeling is so good, if only it can last forever.

"Ah, my brother laughed!~" Seeing him laugh, Jaejoong couldn't help but let out a burst of hearty laughter.

Mom, brother, and him, they will always be together, this feeling is really curious and amazing.

But soon, the laughter stopped abruptly the second the door slammed, and the atmosphere changed abruptly with the appearance of his father.

There was a smell of alcohol in front of him. As soon as Zheng Shijun entered the door, he saw their mother and son hugging each other, and there was an extremely ugly strawberry cake on the coffee table.

After staring at them for a long time, he hiccupped. He swayed and walked upstairs. How can he eat cake at such a big age!

"Dad, today is Mom's birthday!" The crisp voice stopped him, and a burst of courage came from somewhere, seeing that he didn't intend to walk towards them at all, Yunho picked up a piece of cake that was cut on the table and chased after him.

Being called out inexplicably, Zheng Shijun turned around and saw him standing at his feet holding a piece of cake.His body was still shaking a little, and his head was dizzy. He looked at it for a long time before he realized that this was his youngest son, Zheng Yunhao.

Some impatiently knocked it over with one hand, he didn't want to eat these sweet and greasy things, "Go away!! You have to eat it yourself!"

The half piece of cake that flew out fell heavily on the ground and became a pile of crumbs, whether it was too young or something, Yunho's nose suddenly felt sour.

"Zheng Shijun! You drink as long as you drink, why are you drinking like crazy at the child!" He strode forward and pulled Yunho into his arms to protect him, staring at the man, Jin Chengling's wet red eyes were full of anger.

"Hmph! It's just a birthday, who cares about your cake!" Cursing in a drunken mood, the mother and son continued to stumble upstairs with a blank look. Now Zheng Shijun's mind is full of the private money in Jin Chengling's room.

"Brother!" Feeling distressed, he ran to the stairs and grabbed Yunhao, watching his father's back going up the stairs, and pursed his lips in Zaizhong.Such a father also made him hate it, really hate it.

"Zaizhong, you watch your younger brother go eat cake together, don't go upstairs no matter what you hear, you understand?!"

Seeing Zheng Shijun staggering and walking to his room on the second floor, pulling his two sons back to the sofa and letting Jaejoong hold Yunho's hand tightly, Jin Chengling warned them sternly for the first time.

"Mother……"

"Hey, take care of my brother, don't go up." After cutting a piece for each of them, she quickly turned around and went upstairs.

Biting his lower lip, listening to her words, he sat on the sofa and guarded his brother, picked up a piece of cake and handed it to Yunhao, "Brother...eat the cake..."

He lowered his head and didn't reach out to take it, silently staring at the shattered cake at the stairs, Yunho's tears suddenly fell down his eyes, and the red mark on the back of his hand that was slapped by his father was still clearly there.

"Brother, brother, don't cry..." Seeing the tears, he panicked, not knowing how to comfort him, he hurriedly put down the cake and kept moving his small hands back and forth on his face.

He wanted to wipe away his tears, but the more he wiped, the more tears grew, "Don't cry, don't cry... I feel like crying..."

"Brother, I hate Dad, I really hate..." His nasal voice became more intense, looking at his brother, Yunho couldn't stop his tears.

"I don't like Dad losing his temper either... But, but Mom said, he is always Dad, and we are his sons..."

"Brother, I'm so scared..." It was the first time he was face to face at close range, looking into those eyes, Yunho was really scared, even though he was only seven years old.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid...with my brother here, I will always protect you..." The little hand wiped away his tears little by little. At such a young age, with limited knowledge of the world, I don't know how to stop him from crying. The flustered Jaejoong just remembered that every time he cried, his mother would kiss him to comfort him.

So, he naturally cupped Yunho's face and kissed him on the mouth.

At that time, one of them was 8 years old and the other was 7 years old. They were cute and understood, and they didn't know the word kiss at all.

Only knowing that he kissed, Yunho will not be sad, and will not cry again.

As for Yunhao, he only remembered his promise, that he would stay by his side for the rest of his life, protect him, and love him.

But the most beautiful memory of that time is just that day.

Because the elder brother's kiss turned into a smile, and he held his small face, it was the child Yunho whose smile was incomparably brilliant, "Will my elder brother really be by my side all the time?"

"Well, because you are my most precious brother, I will protect you no matter what happens!" Finally seeing him smile, Jae Joong couldn't help but kiss his fleshy face again, "By the way, you Does it still hurt there?"

"What?" Suddenly changing the subject, Yunho still didn't understand.

"That's right, that's right, here..." Pointing to his crotch, Jaejoong scratched his head in embarrassment, "Going to the beach at noon, didn't you get caught by a crab here?"

His face turned red in an instant, and he subconsciously clamped his legs, Yunho stuttered a little, "No...it doesn't hurt anymore."

"Oh, it must be because of my saliva, my skin was so red at the time..." Man satisfied nodded, not knowing what he was complacent about, but at that moment, Zai Zhong noticed that his brother's face was so strange.

"Brother, don't talk nonsense..." Yunho straightened his back, unnaturally.

"No nonsense, the book says that saliva can be disinfected, and you can't find ointment at the seaside, I will use my mouth to help you get it when you are in a hurry... woo!"

Before he finished speaking, Yunho covered his mouth with his small hand, and Jaejoong almost bit his hand.

"Don't, don't talk about you anymore!" The little face was bulging and flushing, covering his mouth to stop him from speaking freely, it took a long time for Yunhao to let go.

"You, why are you covering my mouth!" Angry, it's fine if you don't thank him well, but you still covered his mouth! Zai Zhong was almost suffocated to death.

"I, I just don't want you to talk nonsense. After all, it's... a place to pee! If mom finds out..."

"Oh, that's right...but, if I help you lick your wound, you won't feel any pain. Mom shouldn't be angry~"

"..."

"What, what, am I right? You clearly said it was very comfortable, didn't you? Isn't it?" He asked angrily, not understanding anything, but Jaejoong remembered that Yunho was crying in pain at that time, and his skin was still broken It's bleeding!

It wasn't until he touched him with saliva that he felt better and didn't cry anymore.

"...um..." Leng was speechless after being questioned, not understanding why he was struggling with this issue, nor his own strange mood.

Before Yunhao could think about it, there was a sound of pinging, banging and smashing from the second floor, and the quarrel between the parents broke the short immersion between the two children.

"Zheng Shijun!! It's fine if you drink and gamble outside every day! Now you want to take my money? You are a beast!"

"What about your money! What's yours is mine! Hiding your private money to raise a man outside, why don't you let me use it to recoup the money!"

"Don't think about it!"

"Smelly! Let me tell you, if you don't take out the money today, believe it or not, I will kill you!"

Accompanied by the voice, there was the impact of hard objects, the sound of kicking the door, and the cry of the mother.

"Zheng Shijun!! You scum!!"

"If I'm a scumbag, you're a bitch!...Crack!"

"Don't think that I don't know that you got a lot of money. Even if you want to divorce me, I won't agree to it! Two sons, especially Jae Zhong, don't even try to take him away!! When he grows up, He is mine! . . . "

"You bastard!! You beast!!... Peng... Boom!..."

"You bitch, say it again!... Wow..."

"Beasts! Beasts! Things that are not as good as pigs and dogs... ah..."

Accompanied by the roar of the father, the screams of the mother mixed with more messy smashing, the two children were terrified and couldn't help running up to the second floor.

"Mother!!"

"dad!!"

Two voices rushed into the already chaotic room one after the other. Just when Zheng Shijun raised the lamp and was about to smash it at Jin Chengling, Xiao Yunhao rushed into his arms and hugged his thigh tightly.

Jaejoong threw himself on his mother, protecting her with his immature body, "Don't hit mom... Dad, I beg you, don't hit mom again..."

"You!!" On the verge of anger, seeing the eldest son crying all the time, and the younger son clung to him tightly, Zheng Shijun's hand holding the broken desk lamp had bruised veins, "Both of you get out of here!"

But soon there was a heart-piercing pain in his thigh, which stopped the words behind him.

Seeing his mother being beaten so violently, Yunho bit his thigh fiercely, as if he wanted to bite off, "I don't allow you to beat mom!"

"Ah... bastard!! Get the hell out of here!" Zheng Shijun was already furious, but after being bitten by him, Zheng Shijun became furious.Turning the hand holding the desk lamp, it unexpectedly smashed Yunhao's face.

"...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..." The child's screams mixed with the heart-piercing cries woke up the man a little, and the desk lamp also fell to the ground and rolled around a few times.

Clutching his left face tightly and curled up on the ground, the 7-year-old Yunho was hit by his father with a lamp on his face, causing a wound.

The blood was mixed with great pain, making his consciousness blurred.

I vaguely remember my mother's crying and cursing, my brother's crying, and my father leaving after taking the money.

It hurts, he hurts so much...

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... don't know what to do.

"Ah...brother...I'm in so much pain..." Half of his cheeks became more and more swollen, his bloody neck was covered with blood stains, Yunho was in so much pain that he couldn't even open his eyes.

"Woooooo...Mom, my brother is crying out for pain, mom..." She cried even harder, listening to Jaejoong's cry, Jin Chengling was really anxious in her heart.

After finding the medicine box, she immediately knelt and crawled to the side of the bed, her hands trembling, "Here, come, Haohao, my mother will help you wash your wound..." Quickly wet the paper towel with water, Then wipe carefully.

After wiping off the blood stains around the wound, Jin Chengling saw clearly that the wound was just below the corner of his eye. It wasn't particularly deep, but it would still leave a scar in the future.

"Uh uh...Mom...it hurts..." His body trembled because of the pain from the stimulation of the potion, which was undoubtedly torture for the immature Yunho.

"Good boy, Haohao, the pain will be gone soon, the pain will be gone soon..." Biting her lower lip tightly to prevent herself from crying, the heartache intensified, and her son's cry was like a sharp knife, piercing Jin Chengling's body.

She wiped away her tears and kept her movements to a minimum. She put on the gauze, but she couldn't stop her tears.

"Mom, don't be like this..." Seeing her trying to hold back her tears, coupled with his brother's pain at the moment, Zaizhong tried to spread his hands to hug them both.

But he was too small and his hands were not long enough. In the end, he could only hold on to his mother's sleeves and sob.

It would be great if he could be older, so that he can protect his mother and Yunho, ""Brother, my brother doesn't hurt..."

Hearing his brother's consolation, and trying to open his eyes to see the sadness on his mother's face, the sensible Yunho began to hold back his tears.

He was in pain, but he didn't want his mother to be sad, nor his brother to be sad, "Mom, don't cry, Haohao doesn't hurt anymore..."

But it was precisely because of his words that Jin Chengling couldn't help hugging him anymore, "Haohao...I'm sorry, it's my mother who is sorry for you...it's all mother who is sorry!"

"Mom..." The cries that were finally stopped began to sob again, and he grabbed her arm and was sad. He couldn't explain why, but Jaejoong felt uncomfortable just looking at her.

"It's mom who's sorry for you, it's mom who is bad..." Holding the two of them tightly in her arms and touching each other's heads, perhaps for Jin Chengling, no matter what she decides, the one who hurts the most is the child.

Especially Yunho, compared to Jaejoong who has been given all the love and care since birth, as a younger brother, he knows how to endure, even if he is only 7 years old.

"Mom, I really don't feel pain anymore, Haohao hasn't eaten your birthday cake yet..." Reaching out to wipe away the tears on his brother's face, Yunhao gritted his teeth and tried hard not to cry.

He never blamed mom, everything was dad!

It would be great if he could be a little older, so that his mother would not be bullied and his brother would not cry because of him.

At that time, he didn't notice the deepening pain in his mother's eyes, and he never thought that one day, he would hate his own strength.

"Brother, are you really not in pain?" Wiping his tears, Jaejoong also sucked his nose, and reached out to touch the gauze on his wound, so how could the swelling not hurt?

"Hmm...don't poke, it will hurt..." Narrowing his eyes in pain, subconsciously clutching his mother's skirt, Yunho almost didn't jump up.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I won't poke anymore! I won't poke anymore!" Zaizhong retracted his hand in fear for fear of hurting him again, and blamed himself all over his face.

"Okay, mom will get you cakes now." She wiped her tears with her sleeves, swallowed and got up, hearing that he wanted to eat cakes, Jin Chengling immediately ran downstairs and cut the two largest pieces up.

Looking at the things she brought up, Jaejoong also wanted to take care of his younger brother when he was injured, "Mom, let me feed my younger brother!" He stood on tiptoe and spread his hands as he spoke, with a look of waiting.

Reluctantly putting the cake in his hand, watching him happily pick up the knife and fork and start feeding his younger brother like a little adult, Jin Chengling's heart was pierced like a knife.

The better their relationship is at the moment, the more unbearable she will feel in her heart.

The phone that landed on the floor rang right at that moment, and she stared blankly at the caller ID until Yunho and Jaejoong both looked at her suspiciously, then she bent down and picked up the phone and held it tightly in her palm, "In Middle, feed your brother well, and mother will cook porridge for him."

"Hmm..." Silently watching him turn and leave, he stayed for a few seconds and continued to bow his head to fork strawberries, and nodded obediently in the middle.

On the contrary, Yunhao was staring at her leaving back in a daze, "Mom, what's wrong..."

"Mom is going to cook porridge for you..." He forked the biggest strawberry and handed it to his mouth. Jaejoong, who has always been optimistic, would think of everything beautifully, "Hey, brother, open your mouth, strawberries~"

"Hmm... Take it easy!... Your face hurts."

He had been enduring the pain all the time, but when he was suddenly stuffed with a big strawberry, his face puffed up, Yunho really wanted to slap him.

But he couldn't bear it, because it would definitely hurt his brother.

"Oh, sorry, this strawberry is too big." Scratching the back of his head embarrassingly, this time Zaizhong waited patiently for him to finish eating before picking up another one, "Hey, let's have another one... How about it, is it delicious? ?”

"...and eat..." Opening his mouth to take the strawberry he handed over and moving his mouth, Yunho's mood finally improved a lot.

"Eh?" Dazed didn't hear clearly, Jaejoong who was poking the cake looked at a loss.

Trying to chew a few mouthfuls and swallowing, Yunho's face was aching from the movement of his mouth, "I mean it's delicious...you feed it too fast, I can't stop my mouth..."

"Eh heh, that's it, let's eat cake~"

"No cream." The corners of his mouth pouted, and he subconsciously touched his swollen half of his face, Yunho's eyebrows instantly knit together, "Bah!...It really hurts..."

"You still touch it if it hurts" quickly grabbed his hand back, and felt uncomfortable when he heard that the pain was in the center.

He forked a small piece of cake and bit off the cream on the top, leaving the bottom of the cake embryo, "Hey, I ate the cream and I'll give you the cake."

Listening to his glutinous voice, he bit the cake and ate it into his mouth, Yunho's erect nose was still a little red, "Brother, do you love me very much?"

"Of course, you are my dearest brother..." He licked his lips, and Jaejoong forked himself a piece of cake, it was sweet and delicious.

"Then, brother will always stay by Haohao's side?" Blinking his eyes, Yunhao always likes to ask this question, the more times he answers yes, the happier he is.

"Well, I will always be by your side." Touching his cute bangs nodded and promised, they were just children at that time.

Some people may forget it after many years, and some people will remember it for a lifetime.

Just nodding his head and stretching out his little finger to hook him, Yunho remembered his promise that he would always stay by his side for the rest of his life.

Little did he know that one day in the future, he would no longer laugh, and one day he would hate this promise for the rest of his life.

"Brother, do you think Dad will come back?" Jaejoong murmured unconsciously as he poked the last piece and suddenly thought of his father.

In his perception, no matter how serious the crime is, Dad is still Dad.

The corner of Ben's mouth, which was still full of smiles, was restrained because of his words, and he didn't eat any more cakes. Yunho stubbornly pursed the corners of his mouth, "Don't mention him, I hate Dad."

"But, but mother said, he is our father after all..."

"I'm asleep!" Turning over and lying down without listening to him, Yunho suddenly felt a puff in his chest.

It has been like this since he was a child, no matter what happens, he will help his father to speak!

"Brother~~ There is the last piece of cake..." Knowing that he was angry, Zao Zhong felt inexplicably wronged as he stared at his back.

He just doesn't want the family to be separated, and he doesn't like his father's domestic violence, but he is still a father after all.

"Don't eat."

"Take another bite~"

"..."

"Brother... Yunho!!..."

But no matter what he said, Yunhao ignored him.

The tip of his nose was sore, and in the end he could only sit at the end of the bed by himself to finish the little cake left. Occasionally, he would look back at his younger brother, but he still turned his back to him and ignored him.

Sighing, his little head couldn't think too much at once, knowing that Yunho was angry with him, he just waited until his anger subsided.

Well, when he calms down...

"Okay, the next time I don't mention Dad in front of you, it's just..." the voice was too small to be heard, and he was talking to himself at the end of the bed as time went by.

It wasn't until he finished eating the cake that he realized that Yunho had fallen asleep, his face was still swollen, it must be in pain.

Carefully climbed onto the bed and pulled the quilt to cover him, with bare feet, Jaejoong suddenly remembered that his mother seemed to have been cooking porridge for a long time.

He ran downstairs barefoot all the way. He wanted to see what delicious food his mother was cooking in the kitchen, but in the kitchen, he didn't see his mother at all. Instead, her voice could be faintly heard from the bathroom in the corridor. .

Slowly approaching the door of the bathroom with doubts, through the half-closed door, he clearly saw who his mother was calling, "I see, I will pack up later, don't forget your promise to me... ..."

"I will explain this to him when I grow up, and you will pick me up outside the door in half an hour..."

Hanging up the phone and taking a deep breath, the last thing that flashed in Jin Chengling's mind after making a decision was Yunho's injured face.

She wiped her tears hard and forced herself not to think too much, she knew she was sorry for Yunho, and when she turned around, she found Jaejoong standing at the door.

The phone slid out of her palm and fell to the ground. She obviously didn't expect her son to appear here.

"Mom, who are you calling?" Although he couldn't understand the meaning of what she said, he looked up, but he still saw her red eyes.

Pursing her lips and squatting down, stroking his little head, Jin Chengling didn't have much time to linger, "Zai Zhong, can you leave with your mother?"

"Where?"

"Go to a new home, to a place where there is only happiness, and you don't want to be separated from your mother, right?" Thinking of the difference between him and Yunho, and Zheng Shijun, Jin Chengling could only take him away first.

"New home" doesn't quite understand the meaning of the so-called new home, but Jae Joong really doesn't want to be separated from her, he wants to be with his mother, "What about the younger brother? Will the younger brother go with her too?"

He didn't answer his question directly, but there was a circle of moisture in the eye sockets. Jin Chengling reached out and wiped the corner of his mouth that was stained with cream, "Okay, go and see if there are any toys to bring~"

"Yeah!" He stepped on his feet and ran back to his room happily, ignoring the strangeness in her eyes, and not understanding the meaning of her words. If Zaizhong could hold her back and ask a few more questions, maybe everything later would be the same. will not happen.

After tidying up all his and Yunhao's favorite things happily, and rushing back to his mother's room to wake up his younger brother, he was surprised to find that his mother was locking the door with an old lock.

Because the doorknob was kicked to pieces by Zheng Shijun, Jin Chengling had to use an old lock to lock the door from the outside, and it took a long time to lock it firmly.

A whole box of toys fell to the ground with a bang, and slowly rolled down the stairs to the bottom of the building. I watched her lock the door with my own eyes. No matter how young I was, I could understand what that meant, "Mom...why did you lock the door?" My brother is still inside."

Seeming to be cruel, she closed her eyes and suppressed the tears in her eyes, turned around and grabbed his wrist to forcefully take him down the stairs. Jin Chengling was afraid that if she stayed for a second longer, her heart would be shaken, "Don't ask, just go with mom."

"No! Brother, my brother is still inside! You promised me to take your brother with you..."

Realizing that she was about to leave Yunho behind, Jaejoong firmly grasped the handrail of the stairs and refused to let go.

He doesn't want to be separated from his brother, absolutely not!

"Mom can only take you away, be obedient!" Forcibly breaking his little hand holding the stairs, Jin Chengling simply picked him up.

In order to leave, she had to.

"Don't! Brother, I want brother!! Woooooo...brother..." I was forcibly imprisoned in my arms, watching myself getting farther and farther away from the hall, no matter how much I cried and kicked, I couldn't break free Mother's big hand.

He cried, he made trouble, and even bit his mother's arm.

And listening to her son's crying, Jin Chengling's heart was bleeding.

Yunho, mom is sorry for you, after a few more years, mom will definitely come back to pick you up...

But just as she was hugging Zaizhong and was about to get into the car, a loud roar made her stop.

It was the voice of a child, the voice of a desperate hoarse child.

"Mom!!!...Brother..." The red hands kept knocking on the transparent glass window. At the window of the room, Yunho's thin figure knelt down by the window, patting and screaming with all his strength.

I heard my brother crying in my sleep, and when I woke up, I found that my mother was gone, and my brother was gone.

That fear, that fear, made him instinctively rush to the window.

The window was more than nine meters high from the ground floor, and through the transparent glass, he actually saw his mother hugging his brother and preparing to get into a silver car.

Sad, desperate, scared, and weak, he began to cry and beat like crazy.

He clearly saw his mother stop after hearing his cry, and he thought that his mother would look back at him, thinking that his mother just forgot him accidentally.

But no, my mother got into the car after all, and together with my brother...

"Mom!! Bro!!...Mom..." Crying harder, he slapped the window frantically with his immature fists, watching her abandon him, the 7-year-old Yunho experienced the meaning of despair for the first time.

"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"

He kicked the car door and window desperately, and his mother just hugged him and cried, just crying...

Through the car window, the figure of Yunho slapping the window like crazy became a memory that he will never forget in his life.

That red fist, that screaming cry, and those wet red eyes filled with hatred...

Yes, hatred, the kind of hatred turned by despair.

Even after many years, he could still vaguely remember that kind of hateful pupil, and the younger brother who was abandoned by them became the greatest guilt in his life.

diary

The rain fell silently after the dark clouds covered the moon. Accompanied by the sudden cold wind, it fell on the ground and splashed blisters.

The muddy rainwater kept hitting the transparent glass along the eaves, patter, patter, curled up alone in the corner below the window sill, and the messy broken furniture all over the floor reminded Yunho that his parents were still arguing in this room a few hours ago .

His mother helped him clean the wound, and his brother was still feeding him cakes...

The bruised hands tightly grasped his arms, tears wet his cheeks, and after a few times of drying, they would be scattered by the new hot fluid.

My mother left, and my brother also left, leaving him alone.

The door was locked from the outside, and he couldn't get out, nor could he leave.

No one knows how terrified he was when he woke up and found himself locked in the house, let alone how sad it was for him to climb up the window with all his strength, watching his mother and brother abandon him and leave .

he cries and cries,

His voice was hoarse and his palms were green, but his mother didn't look back at him after all.

So he didn't understand, didn't understand why his mother abandoned him and left,

Is he not good?or he is not sensible enough

Since he was a child, he has worked hard to learn to be strong. When all the children of the same age are hugging their mother and acting like a baby, he will only hug her when she is sad and ask her if it hurts.

When all the younger brothers are begging for things in front of the elder brother, he always saves the best for Jaejoong.

He thought he had worked hard enough, but in the end, his mother and brother abandoned him, leaving him alone in this house...

Tears came out of my eyes more and more violently, as if my heart became more sad because of the sound of rain.

He hugged his thigh and cried even louder. At the moment he was only seven years old, crying was the only thing he could do.

Father, also became his only fear after grief.

It is not clear how long he stayed in that room, but when the door opened again, what he saw was his father's shocked and angry distorted face, "Where is the person? Where is your mother!"

Faced with his excited questioning, he tightened his body and shook his head. In Yunhao's memory, all his father left him was violence.

"Shake your head, where did your mother go, you don't know, where did she go!" Angrily, he searched every room but couldn't find Jin Chengling and Jaejoong, Zheng Shijun could only pick him up angrily.

"I don't know...I don't know..." He lifted up the entire skirt of his clothes and stared at him angrily. Yunho hated this man since he was a child.

"You dare to stare at me?" When Zheng Shijun saw those eyes full of hatred at a young age, Zheng Shijun would think of the scene where he bit himself hard last night.

The anger couldn't help getting worse, he grabbed Yunhao's hair and threw him to the ground vigorously, "I'll make you stare!"

"Uh..." The body fell heavily to the ground, and the waist was pressed hard against the edge of the seat that was cracked on the ground.

Covering the pain in his lower back, his face turned pale, and the great pain made Yunho open his mouth, unable to cry out.

"You bastard, why didn't that bitch take you away with me!!" With one hand, he pulled off his belt and swung it towards his body.Enraged by Jin Chengling's betrayal, Zheng Shijun at this moment can only vent his emotions through his children.

"Ah!..." There was a storm of whipping without warning, and every time the belt fell on the skin, the jaw would bite the lower lip.

Tears of pain became Yunho's only memory that night.

"That bitch!! Why don't you go with that bitch? What are you doing here?!"

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