Shanshan I love will not be late [GL]

I sit by the window, and when I am in class, I often look out of the window intentionally or unconsciously.Except for a few maple trees that have turned yellow, there is really nothing to see outside.Autumn is not yet deep, and their leaves have not yet been stained with deep meaning.

When looking at the sky, it is impossible to ignore the roofs of the two teaching buildings not far away. They and the maple trees divide the sky into a small piece.In this small space, I saw a girl in a dress.She stood on the top of the building, and the sky made her very lonely.Behind her is the blue sky, radiant and brilliant.

She stood there, not knowing what to think.In the blink of an eye, she fell like a butterfly.Falling among the leaves like an angel.like an angel...

ah!When I realized what happened, I stood up abruptly, pointed outside, opened my eyes wide, and was speechless.

The girl fell heavily to the ground, shattering like a dream with a snap.A pool of blood gradually overflowed from under him.Many people ran over, including teachers and students, and everyone was in a hurry and panicked.It was noisy outside.

"What happened? Gong Peipei?" The math teacher gave me a look, obviously very upset.The classroom is still quiet, and everyone is listening carefully.

I stared at her blankly, not speaking.

At this time, the people sitting by the window also began to notice the outside, someone was yelling outside.The teacher went out.I saw a lot of people gradually gathered there.They looked at the girl lying on the ground from a distance, wanting to approach but not daring to approach.The teacher came back and told us to sit still in the classroom. Her own lips were trembling, but she forced herself to look at us calmly.

We all sat in our seats, and no one dared to move. Although everyone's hearts had already drifted out of the window, at this moment, no one dared to move.

There were still ten minutes before the end of the get out of class. The teacher wanted to continue the class, but her voice was trembling, and she finally gave up.I found that she didn't like to put on a straight face and pretend to be advanced as usual.She gave up lecturing and just looked at us, and we looked at her.They looked at each other silently.The classroom was solemn.

After a while, the car from the emergency center came roaring, and the get out of class bell rang.Hearing the bell rang, my heart seemed to be relieved.Couldn't help but let out a soft breath.

"Everyone... don't run around," the teacher urged, with a stern face, "Did you hear that?"

We answered.Watch her go out.

The girl was loaded into the car and driven away.There was only a pool of blood left on the ground.The school quickly issued an instruction that all classes were temporarily suspended, and the class teacher came to do ideological work in person to calm people's hearts.The next class was very difficult, and everyone sat in the classroom staring at each other without doing anything.It was not until noon that the school let us go.

The girl could not be saved in the end.It is said that he left a suicide note before his death.Because the pressure of studying was too great, I couldn't think about it for a while, so I committed suicide.The school blocked the news, and few outsiders knew about it.Later, the parents came over to make trouble several times, and the school was under pressure to pay 10,000+.But what good is that?A young girl has left.

This incident had a big impact on me.Because I saw it with my own eyes, I always reproduced the scene at that time in my dreams at night.Those bright red and colorful colors are intertwined in my dream.The girl smiled and fell...falling...with a bang, her face was broken, her limbs were broken, and she was crooked like a deformed doll...There was blood everywhere, and people around were watching...I struggled to go over and see what happened to her , but no matter how hard I ran, I couldn’t get over. There seemed to be thousands of mountains and rivers between us... Several times I dreamed that she stood up and chased me. It was very scary, and she laughed inexplicably while chasing.I was so horrified that my heart stopped.

Because I didn't sleep well at night, my mood was a little depressed, and everything I saw contained a layer of pessimism.The school also seemed to be covered with dark clouds. No one dared to speak loudly, and the atmosphere became very heavy.

I sat by the window and looked at the place where the girl had fallen.There is no trace left.Maybe it won't be long before everyone doesn't care, and soon no one will know that a girl died there.

Liu Shan silently accompanied me along the way, not talking.She didn't ask me, and she didn't laugh like usual.Just be with me.stay with me.She walked quietly holding my hand.

"Liu Shan," I called her softly.

"Huh?" She glanced at me, waiting for me to continue.

"Are you going to kill yourself someday?" I asked.

"No." Liu Shan looked at me and said very definitely.

"Okay." I said.

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Should I trust her?I shouldn't.

"Farewell...Pei Pei..." she said in a sad tone.

At this moment, she was standing on the top of the building with a smirk on her face.I could see her seriousness, as long as she took another step back, she would fall without a doubt.

"No! Liu Shan, don't make such a joke, come down!" I called her tremblingly.

I thought of our past, tears overflowed and blocked my sight, and Liu Shan became blurred.I dare not blink, I am afraid that if I blink, she will be gone.My heart was trembling, and the pressure around me was so uncomfortable.I can't breathe anymore.

"Pei Pei, you don't love me anymore..." She slowly leaned away in despair.

"No!!!!!!!" When I saw her, I suddenly broke down emotionally and yelled like crazy.

"Don't!! Come down quickly! I love you! Isn't it enough that I love you..." I begged.There was a bang in the head.The evening wind blows her hair, she is so weak, the wind will blow her away.

"Why won't you look at me again, Pei Pei?"

"That man stole your heart, you don't love me anymore..."

"I am in pain, Pei Pei, I am in pain, let me be relieved..."

I looked at her, tears streaming helplessly.How can I get her back?What can I say to save her!I looked at her helplessly, and I really wanted to die.Liu Shan!Why?Why are you doing this to me?You are so mean!

"Liu Shan... Let's have a good talk, okay? I have always loved you... I have always loved you in my heart, really..." I took a step forward and persuaded her.

"Heh..." She just chuckled.Just this chuckle made me feel cold all over.I saw her open her arms, look at me, and fall backwards.I saw her last smile.Then--

Time stopped and there was no sound.I stared at the opposite side blankly, there was nothing there, nothing!A great sadness came over me.My legs went limp and I collapsed to the ground.The heartache was so painful that I couldn't breathe, tears kept flowing, and the sky and the earth were spinning and spinning.

Liu Shan is dead!I am devastated.Suddenly, life feels meaningless.

For many years, I have been used to her around.I thought she would never leave me, even if I got married, even if I had a family and kids, she would always be by my side...she wouldn't leave me...

Oh, looking back, it turns out that I have been enjoying her love so selfishly!Damn me, I'm the damned one!Die...die...there will be no pain...then there will be no pain...

I stood up and wiped away my tears.Walk towards the place where Liu Shan jumped off.I walked step by step, very slowly, but also very firmly.I stepped onto the high platform with a heart to die.I closed my eyes.come down.

Um?Someone took my hand.I look back.

Liu Shan was looking at me with a smirk on her face.I stared at her blankly for a while, but didn't speak.She pulled me off.I touched her face, and after making sure it wasn't a hallucination, I hugged her and cried bitterly.

"Okay, okay, I won't joke with you like this in the future!" She patted my back and laughed.

"Why aren't you dead?" I raised my head and asked her.

She wiped my tears, pulled me to the edge of the roof, and pointed to the bottom for me to see.It turned out that below was the roof of another building, less than one meter away from us.Liu Shan used this to boldly deceive me.After realizing that I was cheated, I was very angry.

"You! Why are you making such a joke with me! Do you know that I..." I was so angry that I couldn't speak!cried again.

She looked at me quietly and didn't speak.

"What's wrong? Did I say something wrong? Shouldn't I be angry when you treat me like this?" I cried and complained.

"What were you trying to do just now?" she asked.

"I just..." What did I want to do just now? !

"Did you just want to jump off?"

"Yeah, what's wrong with me just wanting to jump!" Only she is allowed to jump, but I am not allowed to jump!

"Look, you want to jump, how can you blame me?" She said it so calmly that even I believed it.

"Look, people who stand on high places have an urge to jump down. Did you have this urge just now?" she asked.

"Hmm..." Why did I feel like something was wrong.

"That's right, so let's not stand here," she took my hand and walked towards the door, "How about eating crayfish? Have you been hungry for a long time?"

"Hmm. It's a little bit." Something seems wrong.Is the suffocating sadness that just weighed on my heart a dream? !Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah!Even I have to doubt life!

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