Carved Bones of Rebirth

/ If that's what you want, I'll do it. /

Yan Leng returned home anyway, this was the home that only belonged to him and Cen Ge, and it was the only place he could modify with the word "go back".

The light in the room was still on, and Cen Ge was still awake.

Yan Leng strode up to the second floor in three strides, but suddenly stopped in front of the door. The hand that was about to push the door trembled, and the moment it touched the door, he put it down again. His breathing was already disordered. .

He was still afraid, he couldn't say "If you won't forgive me, then break up", it was he who stalked so hard to keep Cen Ge by his side, he was obviously such a domineering person, obviously in the eyes of others Li is such a cold-faced and cold-hearted person, but in front of Cen Ge, he seems to have lost the gorgeous robes that belonged to the king, and even his dignity has been abandoned on the ground, and he has no time to pick it up.

All the love, all the enthusiasm, all the joy, and even all the sadness in his life were all given to Cen Ge.

People, it’s always like this. Those who feel nervous and afraid are always cared about by themselves. The more they care, the more anxious and restless they are. In front of the people they really care about and like, they never look down on themselves, for fear that they won’t be good enough. For fear of being rejected.

Yan Leng was outside the door and wanted to push the door in but didn't dare. Cen Ge saw Yan Leng's car parked in the yard from inside the door, heard the faint sound of going upstairs, and saw the shadow projected on the door , and also saw Yan Leng's hesitation and anxiety.

Cen Ge got out of bed, walked to the door, and wanted to open the door, but the moment he touched the handle, he also took it back.

Seeing the shadow on the door, Yan Leng held his breath, so nervous that he didn't know what to do.

Neither of the two opened the door, both of them were ashamed to say it out of their hearts.

Two people who are immature in love still don't understand at this time that the reason why they behave so differently and cautiously in this love is just because they hold too much weight in each other's heart , I can't let it go, and I can't forget it.

So the two of them slowly traced each other's shadow through the door, and the hands were tightly pressed together through the door, unable to be touched, but very real.

No one made a sound, but they seemed to be able to hear the other party's breathing very clearly, as if it was as strong as his own, and the heart beat too heavy and too fast, and the two faces separated by a door were a little red, obviously The hands that never really fit together seem to have slowly hugged and kneaded into the body following the tracing.

Yan Leng finally stopped deceiving himself and others, he pushed open the door suddenly, and hugged Cen Ge tightly. At this moment, they were really embracing and kissing each other.It wasn't until the bodies of the two of them inevitably had some reactions that they separated awkwardly.

The faces of the two people who were separated had some flush that hadn't faded away. They turned their heads slightly but gasped and stared at the ground, not daring to look at each other, as if they weren't the ones who hugged and kissed passionately just now.

"Cen Ge, I have something to tell you." This kind of enthusiasm made Yan Leng even more greedy. Others could not know that before he said this sentence, he was suffering repeatedly in his heart, but now that he has returned, he will stop. There is no reason to continue to hide, he is willing to pay the price.

"You finally decided, I'm very happy." Cen Ge also looked at Yan Leng who seemed to be bending over after saying this, and finally heaved a sigh of relief in his heart. After so many days, Yan Leng finally decided to be with him Confess.

In fact, he also thought about it for a long time when Yan Leng was not around.He asked himself, would he still love Yan Leng like this?Cen Ge looked at himself in the mirror and smiled. How could he not love him? If he really fell in love with someone, there is no reason not to love him, and Cen Ge is the same.So Cen Ge decided that if Yan Leng was willing to confess to him, then he would generously express his forgiveness, and then ask for a promise that he would not commit the crime again.If Yan Leng chooses to continue to hide, he will not continue to choose to pretend to be stupid, nor will he leave him because of this, but will take the initiative to pierce the window paper, and Yan Leng gave him a satisfactory answer.

Yan Leng intermittently talked about his tricks, except for the game, he planned to vaguely mention it, but under Cen Ge's deliberate questioning, he found that he had nothing to hide, and Cen Ge knew everything So, what happens?

There was much more than he had realized. Cen Ge felt a little shocked. Those simple things he thought had such unknown truths, and when Yan Leng said that being buried under the snow could beg for death Suddenly, he broke out in a cold sweat. It turned out that he almost lost Yan Leng.

Cen Ge was not unaware of Dingxian's bitter tricks. It can be said that Yan Leng's bitter tricks were his acquiescence, and he couldn't blame Yan Leng for this incident.

Because they are afraid that their relationship will be exposed, using the whole family as a threat is a bit dark, but it is also the most effective way to deal with it. Yan Leng is not wrong.

The day he was forced into the Yonghe Hall by the manager gave him such a deep memory, even if the manager used such means to force him, it was his own choice willingly and he could not blame others.

As for stealing his diary, Cen Ge didn't feel very angry, but felt that this kind of behavior was a bit naive. When Yan Leng said that he wanted to pretend to be a good person, Cen Ge suddenly laughed. There is no such thing as a disguise. Where there are really good people and bad people, no one can live without doing one bad thing, and no one can live without doing one good thing, so there never are good people and bad people.As long as you do a good thing, you should be encouraged, and even if you do a bad thing, you should be warned and punished.He, Cen Ge, has never been a saint. He has been in this society since he was 14 years old. He has never seen anything before, and he still feels that there is a simple right and wrong. Besides, he never felt that Yan Leng is a bad guy.

Those deliberate photos of the Potala Palace were made to make him love him more, but what reason did he have to blame Yan Leng?Do you want to blame Yan Leng for caring too much about him?He never finds these small tricks mean and shameless, on the contrary, he finds them somewhat cute.

There are only two things that Cen Ge can't forgive easily.

Soccer bribery and death under the snow.

"Yan Leng, what are you afraid of?" Cen Ge quietly listened to Yan Leng's "self-report of his crime", but did not express his attitude immediately. A seemingly unrelated question.

"...I'm afraid you won't forgive me...leave me" Yan Leng froze for a moment, but still told the truth.

"Why do you think I will leave you?" Cen Ge's tone was very calm, and he couldn't tell whether he was angry or not.

"...I did something wrong, and even touched your bottom line." This reason was logical in Yan Leng's heart, and he never forced it.

"If I really want to leave, what will you do?" Cen Ge asked another question, which was like a harbinger, stirring up all the uneasiness and fear hidden in Yan Leng's heart.

"Heh" Yan sneered, a little reluctantly, "I will do my best to beg you to stay, if I can't, I can only let you go... Maybe I will ask you before you leave Come back, maybe after you leave, I can't help but follow, look at you from a distance, maybe I can see you meeting a girl who can make you happy, maybe even look at your lovely girl from afar My child, I heard the laughter of your family...Maybe you don't want to come back, when you lie on the bed and can't move anymore, I will dare to see you for the last time...Maybe...I will go before you, Then I can only let someone secretly bury my ashes in the soil above your grave, maybe I can still be with you in the underworld.

In fact, I'm most afraid that you will dislike me, won't let me follow you, won't even let me watch... I know I have too many wild thoughts, I even thought about forcing you to stay, but in the end all I can do is plead and let go , I seem to be unable to do anything, and dare not do anything... In my life, I have nothing to be afraid of, but you are the only one I am afraid of. "Yan sneered, as if laughing at himself, for a moment, Cen Ge felt pain in his heart.

I have nothing to fear.Cen Ge thought, you are so powerful, so dazzling, how can there be someone you are afraid of, it is obvious that other people are afraid that they are not good enough for you.

But Cen Ge knew very well in his heart that Yan Leng was so afraid of him leaving, afraid that he would dislike him, how much he cared about it.Yan Leng never cared about tricks when doing things, but he was the only one who didn't even dare to force him to stay, and even forced him to watch him leave, marry a wife and have children, only the last jar of ashes was scattered on a pile of his grave soil.

He did something wrong, but with Yan Leng like this, how could Cen Ge not forgive him?

I'm afraid that I will never leave again in my life.

Cen Ge cupped Yan Leng's face and kissed it.

All principles, go to hell.