Carved Bones of Rebirth
Chapter 48 Guilt
That day, my mother died on the operating table, and when he personally sent her dressed up into the raging fire, her heart stopped beating after a burst, and for him, the world was turned upside down.
Obviously the past is still vivid in his mind, is it cruel enough for him to go through it again?
Cen Ge just stood motionless outside the operating room, staring at the glaring red above, his clenched fist turned white, just like Yan Leng said he couldn't bear his leaving, how could he bear it?
Finally, the red light went out, and the doctor came out and took off his mask.
"The operation was successful, but the patient lost too much blood, had a fractured left hand, and was in a low-temperature environment for too long. Although the necrotic tissue has been cut off, it still needs to cooperate with the post-care. After the initial healing, corresponding rehabilitation is required. Exercise..." The doctor chattered for a long time, but Cen Ge just wanted to fly in front of Yan Leng and see with his own eyes that the man was well.
But he couldn't, he could only take a look at it from a distance, he couldn't see anything except a blank white, and finally his eyes went dark, and he passed out.
When I woke up again, I didn't know what day it was, but it was already bright, and when I tilted my head, I heard an exclamation.
"You're awake!" It was still the little nurse.
"..." Cen Ge didn't speak, because he found that he had returned to the state where he couldn't speak.
The little nurse's eyesight was not bad, so she knew he was speechless from his appearance, so she poured another glass of water for Cen Ge and handed it over, this time inserting a straw.
"Thank...thank you." After drinking a glass of water, it was much better than before, but the voice was hoarse.
"Hey! Stop talking! Doctor Wang said that you can't speak now, your throat is too damaged, and you need to take good care of it." The little nurse criticized Cen Ge's behavior righteously, "Also, before you Running around and standing for so long, don’t you want your legs? Really, if you run around again, be careful that your legs will really break!”
"..." Cen Ge never knew that a person could talk so loudly. He felt his head was getting bigger, and it was like ten thousand flies buzzing around his ears.
"By the way, why did you run out like crazy before? Ah! By the way, you can't talk." The little nurse covered her mouth as if she had said something wrong, and stared into her round eyes.
"Yan Leng...how...how...how?" Cen Ge's words were broken into pieces. Although he knew that Yan Leng was fine, he still wanted to ask, not for anything else, but for peace of mind.
"Oh~ By the way, you ran out because of him. I heard from Xiaomei that he woke up once before, but fell asleep again, but the situation should be good. Xiaomei said that the room was scary, and several All the bosses from the military area came, and Xiaomei said that he didn’t even dare to look, and ran out after changing the medicine.” The little nurse was completely unaware that the person she was not allowed to speak spoke again, and continued to chatter, But this time Cen Ge pricked up his ears and listened carefully.
"What date is...today?" Cen Ge was already out of the weak state, but his throat was seriously damaged, and he still had the strength to speak.
"August 29st. Hey! What are you talking about!" The little nurse was belatedly aware, but Cen Ge didn't care about her. He just calculated silently in his heart that the day when their accident happened was the [-]th, that is to say He has been in a coma for two days, so, among those "scary" people in Yan Leng's room, would there be his parents?
Cen Ge was silent. For the first time in his life, he had the idea of escaping. He didn't know what kind of mood he would use to face them. He made the Yan family extinct.
Cen Ge can say that he has no regrets for Yan Leng, he can confidently tell everyone that they love each other, but for these two people, he is afraid that he can't say a word, only for these two people, he feels indebted .
A day later, Cen Ge still went to Yan Leng's place.
"Oh, why are you still out of bed, kid? Lie back quickly! There are so many people here, how can you help take care of this brat?" When Father Yan saw Cen Ge approaching, he immediately glared, and was about to put him in bed. Cen Ge carried it back and lay down.
"Yes, Xiao Cen, you should go back and have a good rest, I know, if it wasn't for this brat who insisted on dragging you to Tibet, you wouldn't be able to encounter an avalanche, Auntie already feels very sorry for you. Cen Ge was even more ashamed of Mama Yan's kindness, and shook his head hastily.
Where did they ask them to say sorry, obviously he was sorry for them, but he couldn't say it.He who made the Yan family cut off his children and grandchildren, does he have the right to be treated so kindly by them?
At this moment, Cen Ge was panicking. He was afraid that when they knew the truth, they would regret the way they had lured the wolf into the house, and even regretted how they had treated the white-eyed wolf so well. Under such deep anxiety and fear, Cen Ge only felt My heart felt like it had turned over, and I was very sad.
Two days later, Yan Leng woke up.
"Are you awake?" There was an undetectable tremor behind the simple words.
Yan sneered, nodded, and kept looking at Cen Ge.
Cen Ge looked at the smile on Yan Leng's face, and felt that the anxiety and complexity of the past few days was half dispelled by this smile. Although he was still sad and guilty, it was enough to bear.
Cen Ge finally understood that the reason why so many homosexuals broke up was probably because of this feeling.When they decided to be together, they had a heart strong enough to face the world's gossip, they were ready to be stabbed in the back by everyone, but only the closest relatives, the walls they built would become It is useless.
Cen Ge turned his head and looked at Yan Leng's parents outside the glass window, feeling suffocated for a while.
If he also has parents who love him, when they learn that their son has done such a rebellious thing, will they be distraught while burning with anger?
Children will be picky about their parents in every possible way, but parents actually only have one requirement for their children, that is, you must live well and live happily.
But now... Cen Ge almost wanted to rush out immediately and kneel at the feet of Yan Leng's parents, deeply repenting, because he didn't think it was a wrong mistake.
Today, Cen Ge understands that when Yan Leng doesn't love him, love is his business alone, but when Yan Leng loves him, love is not just the two of them's business.Indeed, they don't need to be responsible to all living beings, but they must be responsible to those who really love them and care about them, and repent for them.
For the first time, Cen Ge was shaken by their love, but Yan Leng didn't know it.
In the previous life, they had no destiny, but in this life, can they really make it to the end?
I'm afraid only God knows.
Obviously the past is still vivid in his mind, is it cruel enough for him to go through it again?
Cen Ge just stood motionless outside the operating room, staring at the glaring red above, his clenched fist turned white, just like Yan Leng said he couldn't bear his leaving, how could he bear it?
Finally, the red light went out, and the doctor came out and took off his mask.
"The operation was successful, but the patient lost too much blood, had a fractured left hand, and was in a low-temperature environment for too long. Although the necrotic tissue has been cut off, it still needs to cooperate with the post-care. After the initial healing, corresponding rehabilitation is required. Exercise..." The doctor chattered for a long time, but Cen Ge just wanted to fly in front of Yan Leng and see with his own eyes that the man was well.
But he couldn't, he could only take a look at it from a distance, he couldn't see anything except a blank white, and finally his eyes went dark, and he passed out.
When I woke up again, I didn't know what day it was, but it was already bright, and when I tilted my head, I heard an exclamation.
"You're awake!" It was still the little nurse.
"..." Cen Ge didn't speak, because he found that he had returned to the state where he couldn't speak.
The little nurse's eyesight was not bad, so she knew he was speechless from his appearance, so she poured another glass of water for Cen Ge and handed it over, this time inserting a straw.
"Thank...thank you." After drinking a glass of water, it was much better than before, but the voice was hoarse.
"Hey! Stop talking! Doctor Wang said that you can't speak now, your throat is too damaged, and you need to take good care of it." The little nurse criticized Cen Ge's behavior righteously, "Also, before you Running around and standing for so long, don’t you want your legs? Really, if you run around again, be careful that your legs will really break!”
"..." Cen Ge never knew that a person could talk so loudly. He felt his head was getting bigger, and it was like ten thousand flies buzzing around his ears.
"By the way, why did you run out like crazy before? Ah! By the way, you can't talk." The little nurse covered her mouth as if she had said something wrong, and stared into her round eyes.
"Yan Leng...how...how...how?" Cen Ge's words were broken into pieces. Although he knew that Yan Leng was fine, he still wanted to ask, not for anything else, but for peace of mind.
"Oh~ By the way, you ran out because of him. I heard from Xiaomei that he woke up once before, but fell asleep again, but the situation should be good. Xiaomei said that the room was scary, and several All the bosses from the military area came, and Xiaomei said that he didn’t even dare to look, and ran out after changing the medicine.” The little nurse was completely unaware that the person she was not allowed to speak spoke again, and continued to chatter, But this time Cen Ge pricked up his ears and listened carefully.
"What date is...today?" Cen Ge was already out of the weak state, but his throat was seriously damaged, and he still had the strength to speak.
"August 29st. Hey! What are you talking about!" The little nurse was belatedly aware, but Cen Ge didn't care about her. He just calculated silently in his heart that the day when their accident happened was the [-]th, that is to say He has been in a coma for two days, so, among those "scary" people in Yan Leng's room, would there be his parents?
Cen Ge was silent. For the first time in his life, he had the idea of escaping. He didn't know what kind of mood he would use to face them. He made the Yan family extinct.
Cen Ge can say that he has no regrets for Yan Leng, he can confidently tell everyone that they love each other, but for these two people, he is afraid that he can't say a word, only for these two people, he feels indebted .
A day later, Cen Ge still went to Yan Leng's place.
"Oh, why are you still out of bed, kid? Lie back quickly! There are so many people here, how can you help take care of this brat?" When Father Yan saw Cen Ge approaching, he immediately glared, and was about to put him in bed. Cen Ge carried it back and lay down.
"Yes, Xiao Cen, you should go back and have a good rest, I know, if it wasn't for this brat who insisted on dragging you to Tibet, you wouldn't be able to encounter an avalanche, Auntie already feels very sorry for you. Cen Ge was even more ashamed of Mama Yan's kindness, and shook his head hastily.
Where did they ask them to say sorry, obviously he was sorry for them, but he couldn't say it.He who made the Yan family cut off his children and grandchildren, does he have the right to be treated so kindly by them?
At this moment, Cen Ge was panicking. He was afraid that when they knew the truth, they would regret the way they had lured the wolf into the house, and even regretted how they had treated the white-eyed wolf so well. Under such deep anxiety and fear, Cen Ge only felt My heart felt like it had turned over, and I was very sad.
Two days later, Yan Leng woke up.
"Are you awake?" There was an undetectable tremor behind the simple words.
Yan sneered, nodded, and kept looking at Cen Ge.
Cen Ge looked at the smile on Yan Leng's face, and felt that the anxiety and complexity of the past few days was half dispelled by this smile. Although he was still sad and guilty, it was enough to bear.
Cen Ge finally understood that the reason why so many homosexuals broke up was probably because of this feeling.When they decided to be together, they had a heart strong enough to face the world's gossip, they were ready to be stabbed in the back by everyone, but only the closest relatives, the walls they built would become It is useless.
Cen Ge turned his head and looked at Yan Leng's parents outside the glass window, feeling suffocated for a while.
If he also has parents who love him, when they learn that their son has done such a rebellious thing, will they be distraught while burning with anger?
Children will be picky about their parents in every possible way, but parents actually only have one requirement for their children, that is, you must live well and live happily.
But now... Cen Ge almost wanted to rush out immediately and kneel at the feet of Yan Leng's parents, deeply repenting, because he didn't think it was a wrong mistake.
Today, Cen Ge understands that when Yan Leng doesn't love him, love is his business alone, but when Yan Leng loves him, love is not just the two of them's business.Indeed, they don't need to be responsible to all living beings, but they must be responsible to those who really love them and care about them, and repent for them.
For the first time, Cen Ge was shaken by their love, but Yan Leng didn't know it.
In the previous life, they had no destiny, but in this life, can they really make it to the end?
I'm afraid only God knows.
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