Carved Bones of Rebirth

Tang Sen said a name, Xu Lin was silent for a long time, and then said, "I know." His tone was very complicated. Knowing that he was betrayed by a comrade who could trust his back, it should be an ordinary person. Incomprehensible pain, after all, being stabbed in the back, is either the most incompetent shame, or the most unbearable pain.

"I want to know what kind of price a person like me is worth in his heart." He knew that he had to believe it, but he still couldn't understand why he would betray him to this person. What could tempt him to get his price tag?Before that, he had never dared to believe it, nor had he ever thought that if one day, he would be betrayed by his comrades in arms, and that person would be him.

"...This matter is actually none of his business. He also has unspeakable difficulties." Tang Sen himself could hardly imagine that one day he would speak up for him.

"Unspeakable difficulties? Hehe, I don't know what unspeakable difficulties he has that can make him betray me." Xu Lin's heart is obviously not as calm as his face shows. Just imagine, when you suddenly find that you have been They stripped so that there was not even a skin left, and all of this was because your comrades betrayed you, who would feel better.

"...You are not him, you can't understand... Brother Xu, no matter what, please believe that he is not really going to betray you, he doesn't know that you are with me, for him, all this is helpless ... I shouldn't have spoken to him, but I just put aside my relationship with him and said something that was not based on my heart." Tang Sen actually couldn't figure out why he had to excuse him, even if he was Being misunderstood by Xu Lin, what does it have to do with him?But he still said it, and even lowered his posture and softened his tone for him. After all, they are blood relatives, so why bother!

"...You mean, he didn't know you threatened me with these?"

"Yes."

Xu Lin's face softened a little. If he didn't know it, it could only be regarded as an inhuman leak. Although this was a big mistake among Beiren, and it might even be a court-martial, it didn't matter to him Even, he still has to intercede for him, because he did not betray, and they are still brothers in life and death.

"Can you still contact him now?"

Tang Sen shook his head, "I can't contact him at all. He came to see me when he passed by my place before. After all, I have been in Russia for more than two years. To him, I almost lost contact. "When he said this, Tang Sen's expression softened a little, presumably because he remembered the day when that person came.

"...Are you relatives?" Xu Lin was not a person who would pry into other people's secrets. In fact, except for prying out information during missions, he was in a state of not hearing anything outside the window. But now, he was eager to think about it. To find a reason for him.

"...In terms of relatives, we are probably the least relatives." Tang Sen's tone was complicated, but after so many years, he also needs someone who can listen to him, and the entanglement that has been squeezed in his heart for many years Need an outlet, "In terms of blood relationship, he is my eldest brother, half-brother, but in fact, I have not spoken more than a hundred sentences with him in so many years, isn't it very sad?"

Hearing this sentence, Xu Lin actually regretted asking about these things, because when he heard the words "same father and half mother", he could already imagine that this would be an out-and-out tragedy, But Tang Sen's last sentence made him no longer want to listen to it.

But once it starts, it will not end casually. Tang Sen continued, "Actually, the first time I saw him was when I was six years old and he was 11 years old. That was the first time he came to my house. Maybe for him For me, this can only be called coming to my house, but not the word 'going home', because he lives in my house, even worse than a servant. Only I know that he doesn't want to come to Tang's house at all. He is not like what those people said, coveting the property and status of the Tang family, he is actually doing it for his mother, and I hate him because of his mother."

Tang Sen told Xu Lin about the past between him and that person bit by bit, and he felt sad in Xu Lin's ears.

Xu Lin is an orphan. As long as he can remember, he has longed for family affection.When he grew up, he went to the orphanage. He wanted to know whether he was abandoned by his parents, or if his parents had an accident and was thrown into the orphanage. But when he returned to the orphanage, the dean had passed away. Also disappeared.Later, he let Heizi from Beiren hack into their computer, and found information about the orphanage back then.So, when he had a rare vacation, he had to rush back and search for the truth bit by bit.

In fact, so many years have passed, and he has become a dragon and phoenix, a leader among all Chinese soldiers. He is completely covered with military medals, which makes people feel daunting just by glancing at him.But he was still unwilling, the truth back then was like a Pandora's box, beckoning him to open it, but while he stretched out his hand, he was secretly afraid that the truth was what he had always been afraid of.

Many people think that he is invincible, he is tough enough, yes, he is what people call a tough guy, he has a steel frame, he is not afraid of shells, knives and guns, even if a hole is made in the body, it is only regarded as being big. A bit of bug bites, only the heart is the only flesh and blood flaw in the body of steel, but it is this only flaw that makes his heart beat uncontrollably every time he finds a relationship person from the past, and When he found a little truth about the year but couldn't solve the mystery, he couldn't help being disappointed and relaxed.

For so many years, he has been lying to himself.

In fact, what he was most afraid of hearing were the words "blood relationship" and "relatives". Every time he heard a word, it was like countless steel needles passing through his heart repeatedly, and his breathing suddenly became stagnant. Dare to listen, dare not to see, only he knows that the smile on his face has always been just a performance and a mask. For so many years, his heart is like an extremely heavy stone, and he can only keep acting. , but today, listening to Tang Sen talking about the matter between him and that person, he felt as if the scar on his heart was being uncovered little by little, with traces of blood sticking together, making him A kind of unspeakable fear was born, as if his secret had no hiding in front of others, although it was not his story.

"If you're from the capital, you've probably heard that ten years ago, the Tang family blocked all the information about that incident overnight, and all the newspapers that tried to disclose it were empty. , because this matter is a scar that cannot be brought up for the entire Tang family.

14 years ago, I was six years old and he was 11 years old. When he came to my house for the first time, I was very happy because I had another older brother.At home, I am the youngest... I am not lying to you about this, I am indeed the third eldest in the family, and the two older brothers above me are very spoiled by me, so when I learned that I have another older brother I was really happy when I was there, even though he was my half-brother.

For four years, we all had a good time, or rather, I had a good life, because he really took care of me, exactly as I imagined.But when I was ten years old, everything changed.His mother killed my mother, and then I watched her wipe her neck in front of everyone, and after that, I never called him brother again.

It's not so much hating him as saying I don't know what to do with him.

He has always taken care of me from childhood to adulthood.When he first came to my house, it was as cold as a piece of ice, and there was an air of no one allowed in everywhere, but I was the only one who clung to him every day and ran behind his ass, like a little follower.Later, he started talking to me, and a smile began to appear on his face. Although the relationship with other people was still so stiff, for me, he was willing to bow his head to his father... After so many years, I think, he is probably still the same as before , equally indifferent. "Tang Sen smiled, looked at Xu Lin and nodded, and his smile grew wider, "I knew how a person like him would be willing to change, let alone in the Tang family, even if he was in the army, even if he was in the army, he would spend tens of thousands of dollars a day. Hey, he still doesn't say a word he doesn't want to say, and he doesn't want to tell you, he still bites to death. "

There was no usual smile on Xu Lin's face, nor was there a hearty smile, and he became extremely calm.He was really tired, and he didn't want to act anymore. Listening to Tang Sen and his story, the opened wound was gradually bleeding, which was a harbinger of healing.

He just listened, listening to Tang Sen, he was not only listening, he was still thinking about his own story.He is not Tang Sen, he will not tell others, but he will tell himself over and over again.

"Ten years ago, overnight, we all felt that the world had changed, it had become scary, it had become cold, and it was no longer what it was yesterday. He didn't know this before me at all, I knew it, no matter No matter how indifferent he behaved, he couldn't possibly have premeditated what his father said, because if it had been premeditated, he wouldn't have done so many things for me.

Tiger poison does not eat offspring, but the father forced his own son to be buried by his stepmother, just to appease the anger of his mother's family.In fact, the Tang family has already achieved the pinnacle of the aristocratic family. In the entire capital, the Tang family can be firmly ranked in the top three. I am afraid that only the Gu family and the Yan family can stand shoulder to shoulder with the Tang family.But even so, in the father's heart, the life and death of his own son is not as good as a pile of paper in the warehouse.

It's just that I didn't understand him when I was ten years old. I only knew that my father was my father, so my father was right.At that time, in the entire Tang family, only the second brother who had always been taciturn stood up to speak for him, even the eldest brother whom I had always admired, did not say a word.

When I grew up, I realized what my father had said about them.At the beginning, my father said, the eldest brother is calm, the second brother is straightforward, I am lazy, and he is the only one who is full of rebellion.In my father's eyes, the eldest brother can secure one position after another and can set the course for the family. The second brother is the most capable. He can do everything he wants, including asking his father to let him go. I am lazy by nature. , I don’t want to do anything, my biggest wish is to open a coffee shop and live in my shop.But he was really rebellious. His father wanted him to die and broke his leg, but he wanted to survive. His father wanted him to starve to death on the street, but he was as tenacious as a wild dog. Forced to be a soldier, my father concluded that a person like him would die on the battlefield very quickly, but no, he has lived until now, although I think he may have the same glory as you. full body.

In the middle of the night last night, without disturbing anyone, he entered my room through the window, and after only a few seconds of staring at me, he wanted to turn around and leave.

In fact, after staying in Russia for two years, I have also grown up a lot. At the beginning, I believed my father's words, and together with him, drove him out of the house, and even let him fend for himself outside, it was only because he When he was about to have a fever and burn to death, he was given a sip of water and two pills.But just for this sip of water and two pills, he secretly took care of me for six years.

I don't know whether he is caring for my brother or just apologizing to me. I have been afraid to ask.Until yesterday, I finally stopped him and asked him out.At that time, he just looked at me, with the light behind him, unable to see his expression clearly.But I clearly felt his depression, he was suppressing his surging heart, his shoulders were trembling, only then did I know how much he cared about my younger brother, and I knew, all these years, what I have done How childish everything is.

Brother Xu, when I saw your reaction when you heard my first sentence, I knew that you also had a hurdle in your heart, a hurdle that you couldn't get past... I can't help you, I can only tell you that life always has to face Look forward, the past is over after all, no matter how persistent you are, those people who have become the past will never appear in your future again, the important thing is to see that some people around you use what kind of The mood is in love with you. "

Tang Sen had already prepared a set, waiting for the black boxer to dive in, and before the fish took the bait, all they had to do was wait, and the best thing for them to do was to wait.

At some point, Tang Sen had already left, but Xu Lin was still standing there without moving.

At this moment, he felt like a mess in his head, and he couldn't figure it out no matter what.Tang Sen was free and easy, even though it was a bit late, he could see all this clearly, but he still couldn't let go, and he didn't know how to figure it out.

On the battlefield, he has always been courageous, and he will do what he wants to do. Even now, if he says he wants to fight black, he will fight black, and if he says he will cooperate with Tang Sen, he will cooperate with Tang Sen. He is not procrastinating at all. But only this matter, just like Tang Sen said, this is a hurdle in his heart that he can't get past. He has been walking for 20 years, but he still can't get over it.