Carved Bones of Rebirth

"Yan Leng... Yan Leng, wake up." Cen Ge's biological clock woke him up, he looked at his phone, and then at Yan Leng, who was still sleeping soundly beside him, Cen Ge remembered last night that Yan Leng said that he wanted to talk to him He went to see Chaowu in Alishan, so he still woke up Yan Leng.

"Hmm..." Yan Leng opened his eyes sleepily, and saw Cen Ge sitting on the edge of the bed looking at him, so he rolled over and rolled himself into Cen Ge's arms, the corners of his mouth twitching. There was a triumphant smile.

Cen Ge reached out and pinched the back of Yan Leng's neck. Yan Leng's comfortable expression was like a satiated cat, squinting his eyes, enjoying Cen Ge's service.

But in the end, under Cen Ge's urging, he finally got up reluctantly, but it was obvious that he would fall asleep again in the next second.

Cen Ge, who woke up Yan Leng, ran to wash up, and the moment Cen Ge's figure disappeared, all the sleepiness on Yan Leng's face disappeared, he smiled, turned around, and looked out the window.

Last night, he really slept soundly, he hadn't slept so soundly for a long time, but the moment Cen Ge looked at him, he had already woken up from a deep sleep, but instinct preceded consciousness, he continued to close the door Eyes, the next second when he realized that the person next to him was Cen Ge, Yan Leng pretended to be asleep with peace of mind, waiting for Cen Ge to wake him up.

In fact, people in Beiren have more or less problems sleeping, including him.

If it was said that Yan Leng would wake up instantly at the slightest sign of trouble, then the rest of the people would be even worse.For example, Qing Youyu has the habit of clenching his teeth when he sleeps, but as a Beiren soldier, what if one day he goes on a mission behind enemy lines and bites the poison hidden in his mouth by gnashing his teeth in his sleep? ?So the captain thought of a trick and put something directly in this guy's mouth, causing him to wake up suddenly the moment he gritted his teeth, and then reminded himself a hundred times, poisonous, poisonous, poisonous, can't bite, can't bite Can't bite... Finally, the guy managed to get over the habit of gnashing his teeth.

At that time, Yan Leng felt that this guy Qing Youyu was really miserable, but Xu Lin next to him said, "Where is this? You have never seen anything more ruthless."

"What? Did someone really bite it?"

"Back then, we had a soldier in Beiren. His grades were unbelievably excellent. He was bold and careful, and he was the material for our profession. But he had a problem. At night, he would talk in his sleep, and he himself Unconsciously, we deliberately asked him at the time, but he even said where the mole on his wife's body was, and he just asked what to say. Finally, this matter reached the captain's ears, and the soldier was sent back. Oh, what a pity for that soldier."

It was only later that Yan Leng learned that many people left and died because of these reasons. There was once a senior who yawned when he was extremely tired, but was shot to death with a poisonous needle. Therefore, in Beiren, no one Gritting teeth, snoring, talking in sleep at night, and even yawning when sleepiness hits is taboo.

Those who could not overcome were not able to stay in the North Edge, and those who were overcome, they were also tortured.Trembling during the day and trembling at night, there was no moment when their hearts were at ease.

The two quickly took care of themselves and went out. The clouds and pine waves in Alishan are a rare and magnificent scene, especially now, in February, there are cherry blossoms in full bloom in the sky, and they are swept away by the gusts of mountain wind. In the sky, hovering for a long time and refusing to leave is like a fairyland on earth.

When the two of them climbed halfway, they already felt as if they were in the sea of ​​clouds. The clouds rolled up and the clouds relaxed. General in the hand.

And Cen Ge took the camera, according to the morning light coming out of the clouds, and the ten thousand hectares of Lin Tao, and of course, there was a tall and handsome handsome guy.

"Yan Leng, look at the camera!" Cen Ge found the angle, setting off the rugged and magnificent rocks, and the first glow of Alishan.

"Crack!" Cen Ge quickly pressed the shutter, looked at the negative, and was deeply proud of his achievements.

"Looking at the mountain in the morning, the sea surges into the clouds."

"Jade dew drips on cold trees, while floating peaks hide emerald rocks."

"If you want to throw the fishing line far away, dare to fish for cranes."

"It is suspected to be the Galaxy Formation, and the Divine Soldiers are recruiting the Drum Company."

Yan Leng had memorized this five-law poem. At that time, he only wanted to see the magnificent view of Alishan's sea of ​​clouds, but when he was there, he realized that what was said in the poem was true.

"Yan Leng, let's fill in a word."

"How about touching a fish?"

"It's exactly what I want!" Yan Leng's thoughts and Cen Ge's hit it off. At the beginning, they used to write lyrics, compose music and sing songs with absurd accents, drink and sing, but now that I think about it, it seems like a lifetime away.I just vaguely remember him playing the piano, Cen Ge playing the flute, or he playing the drums and Cen Ge shaking a guitar. The two often seemed to be crazy, or maybe they became quiet and silent. I can’t remember that they both wrote What he said, what he sang, but that feeling, but Yan Leng will never forget it for the rest of his life.

"I'll come first." Cen Ge didn't give in, he took a few steps quickly, and when he reached a platform, he turned a Bajiquan rising posture in his hand.

"I live in a high place and visit Xingyun." One piece, one rubbing, one hug, the whole body is full of clouds.

"Asagiri"

"Listen to Tao"

"Sheng Xin" swung his long arms, and You Long walked backwards, step by step, with a sudden momentum.

"Standing but still - [-] miles!" Yan Leng's punch made Cen Ge's eyes light up, and he immediately flew up, one black and one white, like a game of chess.

"fear"

"Shaoguang"

"Three springs"

"Traveling Together"

"Farewell to sorrow..." Cen Ge didn't know why, but felt that all the easy pretense on his face had become fragmented at this moment. He could no longer deceive Yan Leng, nor could he deceive himself. It should be "Shengxin" Vitality, but after receiving it, it turned into a wave of sadness.

Yan Leng didn't say anything, he understood everything, he understood everything, but he didn't say anything, he just hugged Cen Ge tightly.

These days, the two of them deliberately avoided this topic, and neither of them wanted to bring it up.

The gunshot wounds on Yan Leng's body are not limited to this one on his leg. Cen Ge counted them carefully, and there are three gunshot wounds that left scars, and there are many scars on his back that have faded, showing that Yan Leng will die How many times have you walked on the edge of life and death.

If it was just a separation, he would cherish the moment with Yan Leng now, no matter what parting he is, no matter what years of agreement, but when he is in the capital, every time he thinks of Yan Leng, every time he inevitably thinks, Yan Leng is now Are you still in China?When he thought of the disabled soldiers in the magazine, he felt a palpitation in his heart.

Things are changing on the battlefield, and no one can tell what will happen in the next second.Yan Leng said that he has already planned everything, but he is not those young ladies. He knows that as long as a shell explodes, it is normal to be missing arms and legs. His heart's words.But what if you don't believe it?Jiang was still old and hot, and grandpa was using Yan Leng to force himself to back down, to force himself to leave. The moment he saw Yan Leng's wound, Cen Ge couldn't deny that his determination was severely shaken.Their love should not be at the price of Yan Leng's life and death.

Cen Ge was hugged fiercely by Yan Leng, but he was almost unable to hug him back, so he could only close his eyes in pain.

These days, all his joy was faked, he pretended to be worried and struggling in his heart, but today, he really couldn't pretend anymore.

Cen Ge took a deep breath, "Yan Leng, if you have nothing else to say, we'll..."

Let's break up.

But these three words, he was still unable to say them.

"Of course I have something to say."

Yan Leng slowly let go of his embrace, but tightly grasped one of Cen Ge's hands. With the other hand, he took out his wallet from his pocket and opened it, "Last night, you personally Give yourself to me, this wallet, this photo, and this hand of yours, these are all proofs, have you seen it, there is still a steel seal on it." Yan Leng grabbed Cen Ge's wrist vigorously, wanting to be afraid He ran away, "Of course, if you want to say that what happened yesterday was just a joke, and it doesn't matter today, well, I have something to say. What I want to say is that yesterday and today are not April Fool's Day! Your joke , I fucking don’t! Admit! Admit!”

Yan Leng only felt that all the fire in his heart was on fire in an instant, and he couldn't hold back the roar that came out of his mouth, followed by the tears that burst out, just like this, he glared at Cen Ge, his eyes were as red as anxious eyes rabbit.

Cen Ge suddenly raised his head, grabbed Yan Leng by the collar, and was about to smash it on the stone steps next to him, "You tell me you don't admit it, so who the hell am I going to tell!?" Cen Ge was also angry, this was the first time in his life that he was truly furious, and it was directed at the person he loved the most.

"Why do you want to break up!" Yan Leng was instantly furious. Although Cen Ge didn't say these two words, when he mentioned them, he felt his heart explode.

"Why are you hurt again!?"

"..." Yan Leng was instantly speechless as if cold water had been poured on his face.

"You fucking ran away without saying anything except a box of cards, and when you came back, you fucking told me you were sorry for me, you were shot, and you told me, who the hell should I talk to Go!?" Cen Ge's red eyes looked at Cen Ge with tears streaming down his face, he was obviously roaring and cursing, but everyone could hear the whimper hidden in the roar.

"Isn't it..."

"Don't tell me you're sorry! How can I forgive you just because you're sorry!? Why can't I come back with all your injuries after being worried for half a year!? Why can't Cen Ge break up with that bastard Yan Leng? !?" The more Cen Ge scolded, the more ferociously the tears flowed, every sentence of Cen Ge's curse, every drop of tears that was out of control, was like a knife, stirring fiercely in Yan Leng's heart.

He had never seen Cen Ge like this before. In his memory, the only time in Ding County was when Cen Ge lost control of his emotions.In front of everyone, Cen Ge always had a calm and flawless appearance, but he forgot that every scar on his body was like the sharpest thorn, repeatedly piercing into Cen Ge's heart.Because he can't see, he has to worry about him. Because he can't see, he doesn't even know whether he will be alive or dead in the next second. Because he can't see, he can only pretend to be strong. Because he can't see, he can only To lie to himself that he was all right.

"Cen Ge, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I don't ask you to forgive me, I just ask you not to be sad..." Yan Leng hugged Cen Ge who was about to fall to the ground, he really knew he was wrong, yes He's so sorry for Cen Ge, he shouldn't...

"...Yan Leng, do you have anything else to say?"

It's still the same sentence, but now it sounds like a verdict in Yan Leng's ears. He doesn't know what to say to keep Cen Ge. He doesn't know if begging is useful. He is really selfish. He never knew.It was he who drove Cen Ge to a dead end first, and now he forced Cen Ge to forgive himself, but he really didn't know what he had to do to make it work.

"Cen Ge, it doesn't matter if you think I'm selfish or sick, as I said, unless you cut my heart open, cut off my flesh piece by piece, and crush my bones piece by piece... I will never leave you. I know I was wrong too much, but Cen Ge, I have already met our mother. Next time you go, if Mom asks you how I am, how will you explain to Mom? Huh?" Yan Leng's incomparably gentle voice concealed the uneasiness in his heart, this was his last bargaining chip, if Cen Ge didn't look back...

"Yan Leng!!!" Cen Ge looked at Yan Leng with an unbelievable expression on his face. He heard something, "Then your mother threatened me?!"

"It's our mother!" Yan Leng corrected from the side.

Cen Ge took a deep breath, "I said you're dead!" Cen Ge gritted his teeth when he said this, but in Yan Leng's ears, he felt as if he was alive again.

"It's not good to deceive our mother like this." Yan Leng leaned closer, "Besides, if I really die, you will be a widow."

Cen Ge was completely out of breath, and quickly walked towards the clouds and mists towards the Data Mountain.

Cen Ge walked quickly in front, and Yan Leng chased after him, but one was full of anger and the other was full of flattery.

Cen Ge had no choice but to stop until he reached the peak of Data Mountain. Yan Leng quickly came over and handed him a bottle of water like a dog.

Cen Ge glared, raised his head and took a sip of water, and suddenly asked, "Are you okay?" Then he turned his face away and looked at the clouds on the edge of the cliff.

"Huh?" Yan Leng was a little dazed, and suddenly found that Cen Ge was really worried about his wound, and then realized that Cen Ge didn't run up just now, he was taking care of himself.So Yan Leng was completely happy and relieved this time, and went over to rub Cen Ge, "Don't worry, I'm strong, I'm fine."

Cen Ge picked up the camera and snapped a photo, a sea of ​​clouds and morning light, if one ignores the guy with a painted face next to him.