Carved Bones of Rebirth

/So I, please, don't let me leave you, I can't feel any affection except you/

After finishing speaking, Yan Leng stared at Cen Ge's eyes with burning eyes, and did not avoid them anymore, because what Cen Ge needed was not his useless guilt, but a lifetime of happiness for him.

Cen Ge said yes.

Then he picked up a dozen beers on the ground and was about to open the door to go out, Yan Leng immediately stretched out his hand to grab Cen Ge.Yan Leng looked at Cen Ge, careful not to let go of the slightest expression, but read out the full question, which was clear at a glance.

Yan Leng understood the clear question.

Why don't you let me go, is there anything else?This was Cen Ge's emotion that Yan Leng read out.

Yan Leng suddenly remembered that when he first met Cen Ge, he was such a person. He was not romantic at all, and he did not understand style at all, but he was always gentle and caring towards him. Later... Yan Leng couldn't help feeling a pain in his heart, Cen Ge, who was so stubborn but only so gentle to him, was tortured into that state by him later.

He still remembers how he turned his head sideways when he found Cen Ge, so thin that he was out of shape, and he also clearly remembers how Cen Ge was lying in his arms at the end, unable to hold his hand back, just like Cen Ge Quietly and forever asleep.Cen Ge will never know that when he sees Cen Ge again in this life, it will be so clear to Yan Leng that it seems like a lifetime away.He also wouldn't know how grateful Yan Leng was for the gift of God when he saw his angular muscles.

When Yan Leng understood Cen Ge's question, he could only helplessly let go of Cen Ge's hand, sighed, and whispered "Cen Ge, you are really...".Immediately, it occurred to him that Cen Ge at this age, and Cen Ge who had not been tortured to the point of bruises by him, should have looked like this. He was proud, pure, hard as a rock, and would not beg for a single cent from others. preferential treatment.

But Yan Leng didn't dare to keep Cen Ge at this time, because he was not Mr. Zhang, but Yan Leng, who was willing to respect and trust each other with him, and he couldn't force his beloved crane to fold He scratched his neck and lowered his head.So, he let go, unable to ask to stay.

The moment the door closed, Cen Ge lowered his head, two lines of tears flowed down like this, but there was a smile on his face, and his shoulders were trembling.When Yan Leng was suffering and tangling alone, why wasn't Cen Ge like this?He lied to himself that if Yan Leng didn't care about him and didn't like him anymore, then he could let go without entanglement.Yes, he can do it, but he can't stop liking Yan Leng, and can't do whatever he wants in a life without warmth and hope.

Cen Ge wanted to leave on purpose just now. It's not that he really didn't understand Yan Leng's thoughts, but he was not a woman, so he couldn't tolerate living by another man and being another man's appendage.He is an upright man, he will not rely on anyone, no matter how difficult it is, he will use his own strength to go on.

Yan Leng let go of his hand, and Cen Ge understood that Yan Leng understood him, and was willing to let him have a complete self, willing to fulfill his pride, and willing to walk side by side with him.

Cen Ge couldn't help but shed tears the moment he closed the door, only Cen Ge knew what Yan Leng's words meant to him.It was his redemption, a pair of hands when he fell into despair, and a new meaning for his life.

He was really alone for too long, too long.

After a long time, he almost forgot the feeling of being cherished by others.

The people on the dance floor in the small town just swayed their waists and limbs to their heart's content, flicked their hair of various colors, and swayed vigorously with the deafening music. All kinds of masks, indulge yourself at this moment.

Knowing or not knowing the people outside the dance floor is not that important, they just want to find false happiness and freedom from alcohol, Cen Ge looks down on them, no matter how well-dressed they are during the day, they are drinking and drinking When drunk lightly sold their time and their bodies, they were no different from walking dead.

Cen Ge shuttled among the men and women with a beer in hand.It is always easy to sell wine to people who just want to get drunk. Soon, Cen Ge sold out two dozen beers and drank a stomachful of beer, but his eyes became brighter and brighter.

In the bathroom, Cen Ge put his fingers into his throat, and after a few dry retches, his stomach was overwhelmed, and the wine he had just swallowed was completely vomited up.

Cen Ge looked at himself in the mirror, there were still some water droplets on his pale face, he didn't know if it was the cold sweat from the pain or the wet water stains.Cen Ge felt that the injury on his back was suddenly burning badly, his legs were trembling a little, the veins on his forehead were pulsating, and his stomach was twitching, not knowing whether it was from vomiting or from being hungry.

But Cen Ge just lifted up his shirt, wiped his face dry, faced the mirror, made a somewhat stiff smile, turned around and went out, and returned to that illusory place, but there was no smile on his face.

I don't know who the smile just now was for, it was so stiff and ugly.

Just when Cen Ge raised his head and downed an unknown number of bottles of wine, he suddenly caught sight of a person he was very familiar with on the high stage in front of the dance floor. The next person disappeared, only the saxophonist and him were still standing on the stage.

Yan Leng.

"If I hadn't met you, where would I be, how was my life..." Yan Leng's voice was very low, and there was a crowd of people around him, but Cen Ge could hear every word so clearly.

"As the time flies by, I only care about you, and I am willing to infect your breath..." Yan Leng and Cen Ge are so far apart, separated by so many people, but when they look at each other from a distance, they seem to be close at hand , This voice seems to ring in the ear, ringing in the bottom of my heart.

"So I beg you, don't let me leave you, I can't feel any affection other than you..." Cen Ge knew who Yan Leng sang this song for, and he also understood Yan Leng's shining eyes Light eyes, so, he hummed softly, he knew Yan Leng could hear it.

"As time goes by, I only care about you... Apart from you, I can't feel any affection..." At this moment, Yan Leng's eyes were extraordinarily bright and dazzling.

Cen Ge/Yan Leng, I only care about you.

The confession of a song, the meeting of two sets of eyes, and the wordless dialogue seem to have spent such a long time together. At this moment, Yan Leng and Cen Ge seem to have forgotten all the unpleasantness before. , apart from the other party, there is no other.

They were all seen by the other party and held in their hearts, almost overflowing.

I can feel nothing but you.