Carved Bones of Rebirth

There will be a 15-minute phone call the day after tomorrow. Grandpa and parents don’t need to report their own safety. I guess they know better than themselves what they do every day. However, it’s better to call mom and grandpa. After all, things on paper It's not the same as making a phone call in person.

This task can also be regarded as a narrow escape, but now there is no feeling of fear like the first time. It is really like what Cheng Zhen said, people who have gone through dozens of lives and deaths have long since disappeared. The redundant feeling, now he is very calm.

He couldn't guess Cen Ge's reaction when he received his call, but the trace of aggression in his heart pushed him to go further. If you interrupt, you will interrupt. Yan Leng, don't you want to see your position in Cen Ge's heart? ?Don't you want to know if you have walked into his world?Don't you want to know whether you are qualified to step on his bottom line?

Men are just animals full of aggressiveness, and the love between men is the harm and embedding in the repeated aggression, and finally merged into one, but they are also independent of each other. Of course, they may also be After all, it is a separation that can no longer be tolerated, hurting two people explosively, and may think about the him he used to be when drunk late at night, but no matter how regretful he is, he will not allow himself to look back. In the end, in a long time, he became A scar on my heart can only be used for nostalgia.

Yan Leng caressed the wound on his thigh, and the warm palm of his hand was soothing the wound, feeling the rubbing of the coarse grains on the tender flesh exposed by the gauze after sutures, and the tingling pain caused by the extraordinarily clear beating of the blood, Yan Leng I can't help but want to laugh.

He clearly knew that this was wrong, and he knew that Cen Ge must be extremely uncomfortable at this time, but because he knew that Cen Ge would definitely come out, he wanted to test it out with confidence, was it too despicable?But this despicability, this impulsiveness is like a demon that is about to emerge from his heart, forcing him and tempting him to try, forcing Cen Ge to keep raising the bottom line, wanting to see Cen Ge for the sake of the whole world. The love between the two of them gave way, and he almost couldn't wait to see himself add another wound to the person he loved the most.

He concealed it so well that he almost forgot that he was such a person. He could give himself up and give everything he had, but he couldn't do it without asking for anything in return.

His essence is like a businessman, he pursues equivalent transactions, and wants to get more, and now that the other party is weak, it is a good time for him to take advantage of it, but he is still weighing, what exactly does he want? Don't do this, or rather, he is fighting against the demon in his heart, just like Adam who obeyed the temptation of the snake and ate the forbidden fruit in the Garden of Eden.

In fact, he has always been despicable and dangerous. He forced Cen Ge to play with fire, and now he wants to force Cen Ge to retreat again and again. Isn't this what he used to be?

Killing without blinking an eye, because those people are nothing in his eyes, the world divided by the cross is always cold; after the mission of narrow escape, there will be no trace of fear and worry, because to him, life is nothing, he has already died A person who once saw death has long since seen death, and is no longer afraid of it; he can pretend to be a lover who doesn't ask for anything in return, but he can't let go of Cen Ge, he wants Cen Ge to treat him wholeheartedly, he He wanted Cen Ge to give him an equivalent return, and he also wanted Cen Ge to change himself for him, even at the expense of causing harm.

Yan Leng took off his shirt, walked in front of the mirror, and looked at himself in the mirror, naked upper body, blood-red branding, cursive cursive lyrics seemed to be madly announcing his lover's name to the world.

Cen Ge, Cen Ge...

Yan Leng put his hand on the brand on his heart, and murmured Cen Ge's name in a low voice, like a kind of salvation.

Cen Ge, heh...

Yan Leng smiled as if giving up, "Cen Ge, I can't be ruthless, I thought I could be ruthless to test and get everything I want, including you, but when I read your name , I know, I can't do it.Even if I was just reciting silently in a low voice, I could still feel the shock-like trembling coming out of my bones and blood, which made my heart soften and I could no longer harden my heart.

If so, what's the point of testing it?It is absolutely impossible for me to hurt you, even the slightest bit. When I think that I will hurt you with my own hands, even my heart hurts so badly.Since this is the case, then I will never do this again, I will not want to test, nor will I be greedy for more, I will just bow at your feet and pray for your bestowal, in this case, I will borrow With your light, overcome your inner demons.

No more aggression, kill a man's aggressive nature bit by bit, detain the desire to test, even kill the dangerous factors that deliberately die in your heart for a lifetime, bit by bit, there is nothing left .

Cen Ge, I am willing and forced to surrender to you. I just hope that you will not betray me or abandon me. I also want to see what we will look like when we grow old together.

The longing and belief in the future defeated the darkness and danger in Yan Leng's heart little by little. He was willing to believe that they would have a future for two of them. He was willing to believe in the beauty that had never existed before. Now he was willing to protect rather than to destroy.

Yan Leng stood on the balcony with his upper body bare, just when the sun was setting, Yan Leng just closed his eyes like this, feeling the sun hurting his eyes little by little, and hugging his body fully, no matter how slowly Falling slowly, ushered in darkness.

Life is really difficult, not everyone has the courage to stick to something and then go on.He has seen too much and experienced too much. In his last life, he experienced life and death, birth, old age, sickness and death. He traveled through most of China and saw all kinds of things in the world. Therefore, he didn't really believe that he and Cen Ge could live together for the rest of their lives. Together, he only believed from the bottom of his heart that it was just a beautiful imagination, and they couldn't make it to that day.But at this moment, he suddenly developed the courage of being helpless. The road in life is too long, and he gets tired after walking, but after taking a rest, he should stand up anyway. At this time, there is another person who can be with you Going on, isn't it a kind of luck and happiness.

Therefore, he chose to believe in their love, and also believed in the future they would have. After he believed, he felt lucky and happy at the same time. He felt satisfied. This extremely greedy person didn't want to be greedy anymore. Too much, as long as it's the two of them, as long as they walk together.

On the first day, Yan Leng walked aimlessly in the entire camp, but felt that he was constantly throwing things out of his backpack, and his heart became lighter little by little, without any anger and hatred for the future. The indifference of the world has become more personal.

The next day, Yan Leng ran to the cafeteria to have breakfast with them, then did upper body exercises, took a shower, walked to the phone in a leisurely manner, and waited for the last person to finish.

"...Mom..." Yan Leng felt that his lips were a little dry, and licked his lips, but only made this cry, and felt a little astringent in his heart.

"Xiao Leng? Is it Xiao Leng?"

"Mom, it's me."

"Xiao Leng, how are you doing over there? I heard from your dad that you went to 'Northern Edge'. Did it work very hard? Did you lose weight? The food cooked there is definitely not as good as the one at home. The taste is also different, can you get used to it? I asked your dad when you can go home and he didn't tell me..."

"Mom, I'm fine here, don't worry, although the training is harder, but I'm stronger and stronger...Mom, how are you over there?"

"Mom is in Jiangzhou, what do you have to worry about, your sister will be back in a while, and when our mother and I are together, isn't it more caring than you, a silly boy?"

"Sister is coming back?" Yan Leng thought for a while, it seemed that in her previous life, it would take another two years for her to come back, so why did she come back so early in this life.

"Yeah, oh..." Yan's mother didn't know what to think of, and the good mood just now seemed to have disappeared, "Your grandfather is afraid that your sister will find someone from abroad and come back. It's like letting your sister Go back to China and find her a good home."

Yan Leng was silent for a while, no matter how confused he was, he could tell that grandpa was stimulated by him and Cen Ge, and wanted to arrange a marriage for his sister.

"Can my sister be willing?"

"So what if you don't want to, it's not like you don't know your grandfather's temper, alas, I hope the old man can find a good family for Xiaoshu, so that she won't be bullied again..." Yan's mother was already a little choked up, listening in Yan Leng's heart Quite unpleasant.

"When will my sister come back? When the time comes, I will ask for leave and go back to check on my sister. I can't let grandpa decide alone."

"Really? This is also a way. It has not been decided yet, but it should be back in March at the latest."

"Okay, when I go back, it's not enough for Grandpa to cheat me once, so I can't push my sister into the fire again."

"That's not the case. The old man still wants to give Xiao Shu a good family, and he won't marry your sister casually."

"I won't do it casually, but my sister is not a commodity. I have the freedom to fall in love. I can't just marry whoever bids the most."

"Yeah, when the child is grown up, I should always listen to your ideas."

Yan Leng glanced at the time, there was less than half a minute left, so he deliberately pretended to be a little anxious, "Mom, I won't talk to you, take care of yourself, the instructor is calling for training."

"Hey, then hurry up and go."

Putting down the phone and saying hello to the next comrade in arms, Yan Leng walked out of the room, took a long detour, and returned to the dormitory.

Yan Leng took out the bookmark from the cabinet again, "Where is Cen Ge?"

"Hotel."

Yan Leng frowned slightly, sighed softly, "Did you eat?"

"No." After thinking about it, Cheng really added, "I've been sleeping, but my breathing is steady."

... Yan Leng gave some instructions in a low voice, heard footsteps outside the door, and quickly put the bookmark back to its original position.

Cen Ge didn't eat anything for more than a week, but completely buried himself in the blanket, letting himself fall asleep, wake up, become dizzy, and then fall asleep again.

Suddenly, Cen Ge was awakened by a knock on the door, but it was rare to ignore the people outside, and buried his head in the blanket, letting himself fall into that self-deceiving silence.

The knocking on the door stopped, followed by the sound of unlocking the lock. In two seconds, the lock opened, followed by the smell of rice.

Cen Ge lifted the quilt, frowned slightly, his beautiful phoenix eyes were a little unclear due to the long-term lethargy, but there was only a dining car left in the room, no one was there.

Cen Ge wanted to ignore this dining car, but a voice suddenly came from the dining car, "Cen Ge, you are not wrong. Cen Ge, you still have me. Cen Ge, didn't we agree, you have to take care of yourself and wait for me?" Cen Ge, I'm waiting for you too."

A recording pen made Cen Ge listen and watch as if possessed, and in the end the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, his decadence never returning to the past.

Before doing this, I never doubted whether I was right or wrong. I firmly believed that I was right, but I was sorry for Shimen.

But now, I doubt myself because of some irrelevant people, and I am really wrong.

Yan Leng told him clearly that he was not wrong, yes, he was not wrong, it was those people who were wrong, not him, Cen Ge, those people lost, and they didn't do anything about him, he had done his best, the rest, but Just listen to fate.

The result of the competition had come out a long time ago, but he didn't even have the idea to ask, he would definitely lose, there was no chance of winning, so there was no need to ask.

These days, Cen Ge's mobile phone has been turned off. He doesn't want to be disturbed by others, and he can't face the teacher. He has a guilty conscience.

After Cen Ge turned on the phone, he flipped through the text messages one by one. From the comfort at the beginning, to the results of the game, and now they are all looking for him. A total of [-] text messages filled his text box.

And when Cen Ge found the message that Chu Hui had sent him, and the martial arts sect came to find trouble, saying that they lost the game because Cen Ge didn't show up, Cen Ge felt furious for a moment, it was really deceitful!

Cen Ge instantly turned over from the bed and stood up, only to find that the one in front of him was black. Fortunately, he supported the corner of the table, otherwise he might have fallen headfirst to the ground.

He hadn't eaten for more than a week, no wonder Yan Leng finally couldn't bear to send a message to him, probably he was afraid that he would not be able to wait for him to come back.

Cen Ge looked at the dishes and notes on the dining car, feeling weak for a while, and wanted to laugh.

There is only one bowl of porridge and one bowl of soup on the dining car, and the note says that only porridge and soup are allowed for a week, and meat is not allowed.

When Cen Ge remembered that after he was hospitalized with stomach bleeding, Yan Leng strictly followed the doctor's prescription and forced him to eat vegetables, porridge and soup.As a result, I am going back to that time again now, really... Alas!

Cen Ge finished the porridge and soup slowly, then put away the recorder and notes, checked the time, and called Chu Hui.

"Brother, you have news!"

"Brother, are those people still there?"

"They've gone, but they'll definitely be here tomorrow morning. It's been almost a week."

Cen Ge sneered, "I'll go back tomorrow morning, don't let one go."

"Okay!" Chu Hui was in high spirits all of a sudden. When he thought of how his senior brother would come back tomorrow morning and show his power at those people, and then they would roll out of the martial arts hall one by one in disgrace, Chu Hui felt extremely excited.Don't ask him how he has such great confidence in such a restrained Cen Ge, this is the blind faith of a junior brother in a master brother.