hibernating man

Words spoken are like water poured out. You never know how those foul-smelling dirty water will make the person concerned feel.

I forgot when it started, Jingyu almost masochistically likes to read those comments on the Internet that blacken himself, no matter the merciless accusations on Weibo, or the endless black posts on the forum.

"Don't look at it." Shi Hao snatched his mobile phone.

"Look or don't look, they are all there, why not look at what others say, knowing yourself and the enemy is the only way to win a hundred battles."

"You know the words and use it. Seriously, what do you think?"

"What do you think?" Jingyu asked pretending not to understand.

"How did you plan?" Shi Hao was a little impatient.

"How else can I plan? Just like this, I don't want to respond, whoever likes to say what to say, is different sexuality the original sin? Who am I in the way? I'm really tired of this secretive life. I always want Yes, it's generous love." Jingyu lay down on the bed with some abandonment.

Shi Hao looked at him helplessly, and said, "We have known each other for so many years, and I find that you have really changed a lot compared to when you first met."

"You have changed too." Jingyu shot back.

"Hey, I'm not talking about you, can you talk to me seriously."

"I learned from you. I used to talk to you seriously, but I was fooled by your gag."

"My sense of humor."

"But you don't seem to have such a sense of humor now."

The two looked at each other in silence for a while, Shi Hao sighed, and said, "It's not easy to mix, I also have times when I'm in a particularly bad state."

Jingyu reached out and patted his back, hesitantly said: "I think..."

"Hey! Listen." Shi Hao interrupted him, turning his ears to listen to something, "It seems that someone is opening the door, An Chenxi is here?"

"Impossible, I didn't give him the key."

The two stood up at the same time and walked out of the bedroom, meeting Yu Xiqiao who had just entered.The three of them looked at each other in disbelief, stuck in place, and the atmosphere fell into embarrassment for a moment.

Since Yu Xiqiao left, he hasn't changed the key. Jingyu has been looking forward to the day when the owner of this house will come back.He is like a faithful watchdog, waiting here all the time.Now it's finally here.

The two sat on the sofa and looked at each other, Shi Hao wisely left first, but the weird atmosphere when the three met just now still did not dissipate.

"Why did you come back?" Jing Yu asked, but then realized that it might not be appropriate to say this, as if he didn't want him to come back, he changed his words and said, "No, I mean, I thought you didn't plan to come back."

Yu Xiqiao still looked indifferent, raised his eyes that had been lowered since he saw Shi Hao just now, looked straight at Jingyu with sharp eyes, and asked, "Why are you at my house?"

Jingyu twisted his body uneasily, and said, "I~ help you watch the house."

Yu Xiqiao frowned, thinking of something bad, and said sternly, "Please leave the key and get out of here."

Jingyu knew that he was angry, that's why he was like this, and said softly: "Shi Hao and I are just friends, I have never brought back anyone who is not shoddy, and no one has been here except Shi Hao, he is the most difficult thing for me. He helped me when he was in the house, so I trust him a lot. I like it here, or else, sell me this house."

"Not for sale." Yu Xiqiao replied simply, as if there was no room for negotiation.

"Brother Qiao, is there something wrong with you coming back?" Jingyu couldn't figure out why Yu Xiqiao came back suddenly. In his impression, Yu Xiqiao was clearly staying in Yunnan firmly and didn't plan to come back, although he hoped he would come back , but he didn't expect that he ran back before he made a move.

Yu Xiqiao seemed to be thinking about something, but didn't answer him.Jingyu said again: "If you come back to deal with the house, sell it to me, I can pay more than others."

But he soon realized that he might have guessed wrong. Judging from Yu Xiqiao's distressed eyes, the other party's return might not be for this.

"Why do you want this house? Don't you have a new love? Don't you feel awkward living in your ex's house?"

Of course, I can’t admit that I still can’t let go of the other party in my heart. Jingyu thought for a while and said, “This house has good Fengshui, so I like it here.”

"Ouyang Jingyu, there is something wrong with you. There are plenty of houses with good Fengshui, so you don't have to rely on me. Thank you for showing me the house. I don't need it in the future. Please move out."

"I have nowhere to go." He couldn't make sense, so he started playing rogue.

"Nowhere to go? Are you kidding? A popular idol star is not so poor that he can't even afford a house, right? Even if that's the case, isn't your little boyfriend not going to take you in?"

"I..." When asked about this, Jingyu was at a loss for words.

Thinking of Yu Xiqiao's usual trick in the past, he kept silent if he didn't want to speak, so he simply shut up and didn't speak.Yu Xiqiao stared at him for a long time, but he remained firm in his belief and just didn't speak.Let's see if he can still force himself out the door.

Yu Xiqiao really had nothing to do with him, sighed, leaned on the sofa and looked at the ceiling, looking very tired.

It was only then that Jingyu remembered that he had just come back, and he must be very tired from the long journey.Just ask: "Brother Qiao, are you hungry? I'll go and make you something to eat."

"I'm not hungry, I'm full because of you." Yu Xiqiao replied weakly.

Jingyu couldn't help laughing when he heard it, and said, "That's how you treated me before, just ignore me if you say no."

"Blame me, blame me for reaping the consequences, okay?"

Seeing that he didn't mean to be joking, Jingyu suppressed his smile again, got up and went to the kitchen to cook.During the years when Yu Xiqiao was away, he had practiced good cooking skills, and he thought that one day when Yu Xiqiao came back, he would show his skills in front of him and make him regret that he missed such a good partner.

When the food was served, Yu Xiqiao obediently sat down at the table without waiting for a greeting, looking really hungry.

"What are your plans?" Yu Xiqiao suddenly asked such a question, and Jingyu also realized that the other party must have read the gossip.

"I don't care. Anyway, I have been doubting whether it is right for me to enter this circle. Back then, I was too young, because I liked to sing, coupled with some inexplicable reasons, I have come to where I am today. I am tired and fed up Now, if you can’t pass this level, then change careers.”

"You can think about it."

"If you can't think about it, you can't, what else can you do?"

"I thought you had changed. Now it seems that there is no big difference from the past. You are still like a child who knows how to escape when encountering things."

This made Jingyu upset for a while, he hated being called a child.

"What? Say I'm a child, what about you? A person who ran away without even daring to say goodbye, who has the right to say me." His tone became a little irritable.

Yu Xiqiao put down the chopsticks in his hand, stared at him and said with a serious expression: "Jingyu, I'm not saying that there is nothing wrong with you wanting to change careers. If you have doubted whether the path you chose is correct from the beginning, then stop the loss in time." There is nothing wrong with it or even the best choice. But, have you ever thought about what kind of attitude to make a choice? If you just let it go like you said and let external factors determine yourself, you will become very passive. In the eyes of others , You are a ruined dog. But if you win this round first, and then leave gracefully, then it will be a gorgeous turnaround for your whole life."

After listening to Yu Xiqiao's words, Jingyu was a little dazed.In his impression, Yu Xiqiao does like to talk about the truth occasionally, but he expresses his views with such a serious expression, which is even more exciting.

Yu Xiqiao didn't notice Jingyu's strangeness, and continued: "I didn't have a choice back then. I dragged my spirit that might collapse at any time, and faced everything with strength. If I could, I also hoped to take care of it and leave freely. But I don't have that kind of ability anymore. I admit that I ran away, not from you, but from these right and wrong. But the things I carry are also very heavy, and I still feel regretful, regretful about the unwarranted suspicions that were added to me and slander, I don't want you to end up in the same situation as me."

Both of them were silent for a moment, and Yu Xiqiao said in a low voice, "Because you still have the ability to deal with all this, and you still have a chance to find out the truth and find the person who harmed you, and I will help you."

Jingyu didn't want to say anything, he just wanted to hold Yu Xiqiao tightly in his arms, his heartbeat became very fast, because he suddenly realized one thing, maybe Yu Xiqiao came back for himself.

He didn't know what Yu Xiqiao's plans were, but he chose to trust him unconditionally.According to Yu Xiqiao's instructions, he did not disclose his return to anyone.

When calling Shi Hao to tell him not to tell this matter, Shi Hao said: "I have already guessed that your old relationship will be unforgettable, so what will An Chenxi do?"

"Don't talk nonsense, brother Qiao and I are just ordinary friends now, and the past has long been forgotten." He is now able to say something against his will naturally.

Shi Hao smiled, but didn't expose it.

Due to the exposure of homosexuality, Jingyu stopped many announcements at once, and stayed at home after a long absence.He suddenly found that as long as he wanted to stick with Yu Xiqiao, his workload would be inexplicably reduced. It was hard to say whether it was luck or misfortune.

But Yu Xiqiao has been going out a lot these days, Jingyu thinks he probably went to a private investigator, otherwise he wouldn't have found out anything.But in the joy of Yu Xiqiao's return, he forgot one thing for a moment, and that was his current lover, An Chenxi.

After receiving An Chenxi's call, he suddenly remembered that he was not the only one involved in this matter.I thought that with An Chenxi's impetuous personality, he would cry and make a fuss, but he didn't expect that the other party would comfort him instead.Jingyu felt that he probably didn't get to know him well, and instead felt a little guilty.

But the guilt didn't last long.

Originally, this kind of sexuality scandal should affect both parties, even if Jingyu's coffee status is several grades higher than An Chenxi's, the other party will not be spared.But unexpectedly, not only was An Chenxi not affected, but he took the opportunity to become popular. Many people who didn't know him had heard of his name.Unlike Jing Yu who stayed put, An Chenxi held a press conference the next day after the phone call to clarify the facts, showing that he was threatened to be with Jing Yu, and those intimate actions were against his will.He even found a good reason, bringing up Ouyang Jingyu's fight with Xiu Jingyun many years ago, just to prove that he is a ruthless character.

It's really simple and rude.

With his utterance, he disregarded the responsibility and became a victim, but Jingyu fell into an even more embarrassing situation.

Looking at the wronged handsome face on TV, Jingyu felt absolutely disgusted, why did he fall in love with him in the first place?Why do you think he looks like Yu Xiqiao?

Yu Xiqiao, who was sitting next to him on the sofa now, also stared at the people on TV with a cold face, as if he was not surprised by this situation at all.

When the tortured press conference was finally over, Yu Xiqiao sighed.

"It really made me guess, he is too impatient."

Jingyu turned to look at him in surprise, and asked, "Did you guess it?"

Yu Xiqiao nodded and said, "It was strange for you to be photographed in such a place, so I doubted him, but I still had a glimmer of hope. I also thought, if it wasn't him, if you wanted to quit the circle, Just make your relationship public and give him a promise to give him his identity. This can also restore your image, and at least it shows that you are a person who dares to act, love, and take responsibility. It's a pity, he doesn't deserve it."

After hearing this, Jing Yu frowned.

"You want to persuade me to be with him? Don't you, don't you have any affection for me? Didn't you come back for me?"

Yu Xiqiao didn't answer, but looked at the pale orange sunset outside the window, and said, "It's getting warmer soon."