hibernating man

The people around me didn't wake up for a long time.

Jingyu was lying on his side, Yu Xiqiao's back was facing him, his shoulders were exposed outside the quilt, and the scars on his skin were clearly visible.He stretched out his hand and stroked it gently, feeling the imprint of the disaster on the other person, and couldn't help wanting to cherish the person in front of him even more.

"Disgusting?"

Yu Xiqiao woke up suddenly and asked softly.

"how come."

Jingyu stuck it up from behind, wrapped his arms around his chest, buried his face in his neck, kissed him lightly, and murmured, "You smell so sweet."

"Do you like it?"

"Ah."

Yu Xiqiao reached out and grabbed a small bottle from the bedside table, and said, "It's this."

Jingyu took it, it was a slender rectangular frosted glass bottle, very delicate, the label on it was in Japanese, it looked like a perfume.

"It's called abstinence, and it's a very small fragrance."

"Abstinence? What a strange name."

"Is it strange? Because it tastes cold, with its taste, you can always remind yourself."

"So, after you broke up with Xiu Jingyun, you haven't been with anyone else?" Thinking of this, Jingyu was a little happy.

Yu Xiqiao didn't answer, but took the bottle from his hand, sprayed it in the air, and a trace of elegant sandalwood fragrance permeated the air.

"Top note is sandalwood."

"Answer me." Jingyu shook Yu Xiqiao's shoulder lightly.

"You didn't announce today?"

"It's a holiday today." Jingyu pulled Yu Xiqiao's shoulders, turned him face up, straddled him, put his elbows on both sides of his head, and looked down at him, "Don't change the subject. "

Yu Xiqiao turned his face away deliberately not to look at him.He slowly moved closer and bit his lips.Yu Xiqiao wanted to hide, but Jingyu fixed his head with his hands.

But he let it go quickly, worried that the excessive behavior would upset him.

"Are you hungry?" he asked.

Yu Xiqiao shook his head, the two of them hadn't eaten since last night, and they had another strenuous exercise in the morning, Jingyu was so hungry that his chest was pressed against his back.

"I'll cook." He got up and put on his clothes, then leaned over and kissed Yu Xiqiao's forehead again.

Jingyu was not very good at cooking in the past, but since he discovered that this is a skill to improve the quality of love, he has tried to cook as much as possible.There were two times when Chi Li just happened to be at home, and he was very resistant to the dishes he cooked that looked a little miserable. After tasting it reluctantly, he praised him a lot, which made him a lot more confident.

After the meal was ready, I realized that Yu Xiqiao had fallen asleep again.

It seems that his nickname is not for nothing, why is he so lethargic.

Yu Xiqiao seemed to be in a deep sleep, and he didn't respond to a few calls.She touched his forehead worriedly, but it wasn't hot.

After hesitating for a moment, he still called Tang Jianxin.

"It should be due to the effect of the medicine. He is not in a good condition at this time. I managed to stabilize his condition. Don't mess around."

"Why did I mess around? I just want to take care of him." Jingyu said differently.

"Are you serious about him?"

"Ah."

"Although it's not easy to interfere in your private life, as a big brother, I would like to advise you that his mental state is not suitable for dating."

"Can't it be cured?"

"It was already under relatively good control before, but this year it became very unstable again. You still..."

Hearing footsteps behind him, he turned around and saw Yu Xiqiao had come out of the bedroom.

"I know how to measure, let's do this first."

After hanging up the phone, he said to Xiqiao, "You finally woke up. I was a little worried, so I called Tang Jianxin."

Yu Xiqiao nodded.

"Come and eat something, I'm starving."

Yu Xiqiao obediently sat down at the dining table, seeing that he was no longer as excited as last night, Jingyu finally felt at ease.

However, not long after eating, Yu Xiqiao covered his mouth and ran to the bathroom to vomit.

"Is it that unpalatable?"

Jingyu looked at his distressed appearance and felt a little sorry.

Yu Xiqiao shook his head, he almost vomited, and drove Jingyu out of the bathroom, saying that he had to clean up.

When he came out, he sat next to Jingyu, pretending to have a talk.

"Go back."

Sure enough, he drove himself away straight to the point.

"Are you okay?" Jingyu was a little worried.

Yu Xiqiao leaned weakly on the cushion of the sofa, looked at the nothingness in front of him, and said, "It's not that your cooking is not delicious, it's a side effect of the medicine, it's easy to get sick, so I try to eat as little as possible, but don't worry , I won’t starve to death, I just eat less, not no, and some nutritional medicines, so I’m really fine.”

Jingyu didn't want to leave, but he didn't know how to persuade the other party, so he stretched out his hand to grab his hand, and gently squeezed it.

Without warning, big tears rolled out of Yu Xiqiao's eyes again.

Jing Yu was at a loss.

"You can't help me. It's been five years. Doctor Tang said that he's not sure if he can cure it. It's so painful, but I don't know why. I understand the reason, but the pain can't stop at all. I want to die. I can pretend to be very good at ordinary times. , but when it comes to winter, it becomes completely helpless, and you have to take medicine, but fortunately, you won’t feel the pain when you fall asleep.”

He turned to look at Jingyu.

"I can't empathize with myself. Just like me in the past, I can't imagine that there will be such pain in the world, and I can't imagine that I will become like this. Why? I always ask and think, but there is no answer. Yes Am I too vulnerable? Maybe, I hate being vulnerable, but so what, I still can't change anything. Just let it go."

Jingyu didn't let go, but held it even tighter.

"You said you loved me."

"Have you? Oh, how can you take what you said on the bed seriously?"

I felt a pain in my chest.He bowed his head in silence, feeling that he would never be able to speak to the man in front of him, never be able to see through his heart.

"I want to be responsible to you." Finally, he said softly.

Probably didn't expect him to say that, Yu Xiqiao, who still had tears on his face, looked at him blankly.

"Didn't we have an agreement? I will continue to work hard until I am strong enough to protect you. If you don't like work, I will support you."

Yu Xiqiao leaned his head over and buried it in his neck.Jingyu put his arms around him.

"I like my current job, but I can't do it well."

"If you don't do it well, the photos you take are the best."

Yu Xiqiao shook his head.

"If only I had done this job from the beginning, if only I hadn't become an actor just because I like that person, if only I had met you sooner. It's a pity."

"It's not too late now."

Jingyu looked down at the person in his arms.He shook his head.

Even so, if you are willing to say this, it means that you have opened your heart, doesn't it?There is still hope.

I thought that Xiu Jinghong came to him to discuss a new play, but unexpectedly he asked: "Jingyu, how are you thinking?"

What?This question puzzled him.

"You won't forget, right?" Xiu Jinghong smiled ambiguously.

It has been more than half a year, and anyone would think that this matter has passed.Could it be that Xiu Jinghong is short of people around him recently and thinks of himself again?

"Mr. Xiu, I'm afraid you have misunderstood. I have always respected you. You are my leader. How dare I have any unreasonable thoughts."

Xiu Jinghong smiled: "But I have unreasonable thoughts about you."

And such shameless people.

"Maybe you don't know me well enough, and you feel too far away from me. Let's learn more, maybe you will change your mind."

It is better to delay the attack than to dig his face in time.Jingyu nodded in agreement, thinking about looking for opportunities to see each other in the future.

It's still early to finish work at night, so I plan to go to Yuxi Bridge.In order to facilitate entry and exit, he took a spare key from Yuxi Bridge.

I finally understand why Yu Xiqiao doesn't work in winter and doesn't have any contact with anyone.His condition is really bad, he either goes to sleep after taking the medicine, or whenever he wakes up, he is gloomy and desperate, crying at all times, and rarely speaks well.

Although he knew that he had survived alone for such a long time, but as long as he was free, he still wanted to see him.

Yu Xiqiao didn't chase him away afterwards, but his attitude was not positive either, as if he was waiting for him to get tired of leaving by himself.He didn't blame him for not trusting himself. After all, he had been injured and his mind was fragile, so there was really no way to care about it.

Such an obvious relationship status cannot be concealed from Chi Li. In fact, he wanted to say it very much, but when he thought that the other party was a man, he had no choice but to perfunctorily tell him that he didn't want to disclose it now, and he would tell him the other party's identity when the relationship stabilized.Although Chi Li usually gossips, he is still very knowledgeable and doesn't ask questions.

At the gate of the community, I ran into Han Zheng.

The two acted as brothers in the graduation drama. Although Jingyu spent less time in school, because of the rehearsal, the relationship with Han Zheng was still close.

"Han Zheng, why are you here?"

Seeing him, Han Zheng froze for a moment, and said, "Ah, Jingyu, me, the leader of my magazine lives in this community, and I'll come to his house to pick up things."

"Are you going to work part-time at the magazine now?"

He knew that Han Zheng's family conditions were not very good. It is said that his family did not support him to take the film school entrance examination, thinking that it would cost too much, but he insisted on earning his own money before he was allowed.

"No, I signed a magazine agency, which is owned by an entertainment media company. Since no company has signed me, I don't think it's suitable for this line of work, so I just changed careers, but it's not completely irrelevant."

Seeing his despondent expression, Jing Yu also felt sympathetic, but this is the way it is, with fierce competition, connections, background, and luck. Many graduates change careers every year.

"Ah, I have something else to do, let's go first."

Han Zheng said goodbye and left in a hurry.

Facing Ouyang Jingyu, he felt a little guilty, worried that if he continued talking, the other party would see something, after all, he had just done something shameful.

Because just an hour ago, he knocked on the door of the man named Yu Xiqiao.

It was a coincidence that Han Zheng discovered the relationship between that man and Ouyang Jingyu.Sensing that Ouyang has been different recently, she sensitively wondered if he had a relationship. She originally wanted to make an exclusivity, but she didn't expect to find out that the other party was a man, and Xiu Jingyun's royal photographer.This is interesting, if it breaks out, it must be a big news.

But he changed his mind and had other plans.

The process was not as smooth as expected. After knocking on the door for a long time, no one opened the door.He concluded that the person was inside, and finally had no choice but to say loudly to the closed door: "Mr. Yu, I am Ouyang Jingyu's friend, I have something to ask you."

After a while, the door opened.

The man inside looked at him coldly and vigilantly, and asked, "Who are you?"

"Mr. Yu, it's inconvenient to talk at the door, please invite me into the room to talk."

He was very nervous, but he still pretended to be calm on the surface.Learning to act isn't entirely useless, and right now he's pretending he's playing a blackmailing bad guy with no guilt.

He observed this man, pale and thin, lacking in vitality, but he was indeed good-looking, and he was a natural beauty at first glance, without any trace of a knife being used, even with a straight face, he still couldn't hide the natural expression Charm.It turns out that Ouyang Jingyu likes this type.

He sat on the sofa, and when Yu Xiqiao saw this, he sat in the farthest position from him.

The two were silent at the same time.Han Zheng wanted to wait for the other party to ask questions, but Yu Xiqiao just looked at him without saying a word.He had no choice but to take out the prepared things in his bag, get up and hand them to Yu Xiqiao.

Yu Xiqiao took it over and looked at them one by one.He was waiting for the other party to question him in panic, but Yu Xiqiao acted a little too calmly, as if the person in the photo was not himself, he looked at him from beginning to end indifferently, then raised his head, still staring at him silently .

This time he was really a little restless, and said, "Mr. Yu, although the distance between the buildings in this community is quite large, you are too careless, why did you forget to draw the curtains?"

After hearing this, Yu Xiqiao frowned slightly, and finally said, "Who are you?"

"It doesn't matter who I am, the important thing is that I have these in my hands." His eyes scanned the pile of photos.

"what do you want?"

Yu Xiqiao's straightforwardness made him a little shaken, and the guilt that he didn't want to look directly at was faintly churning.But thinking that if he did this, his seriously ill father would have the hope of surviving, so he gritted his teeth and told himself that it was all their own carelessness, their homosexuality, and their carelessness that allowed them to take advantage of their loopholes.Is it that easy to sneak a photo?He followed for a long time before finally waiting for that opportunity, who told them not to be careful.

"I want money." He said confidently.

"How many?"

Han Zheng stretched out his index finger.

"it is good."

"So happy?" He was a little surprised.

"Isn't that what you wanted?"

Han Zheng nodded, this man really exceeded his expectations.

"You have a deep affection for him. I don't need to tell you, just cooperate like this."

"Not for him, but for myself."

"Really?" Han Zheng didn't believe it.

"I don't have so many now, please leave your account number and call you within three days."

Han Zheng is not that stupid, he doesn't want to leave any clues.

"At this time in three days, I will pick it up in person."

"Okay, but I have a question, can you tell me?"

Already so cooperative, answering a question seems not too much, he nodded.

"Why me, not him."

He should be referring to Ouyang Jingyu.why?Han Zheng asked himself, from the very beginning, he thought of this man instead of Ouyang.

"Because he's my friend."

"Friend? Hahaha~" Yu Xiqiao suddenly laughed, but the expression on his face was very sad.

Han Zheng was stabbed by his appearance, his immoral behavior will inevitably hurt others, but he has come to this point.

"I'm leaving, remember three days later."

He fled the house in a hurry.My heart was beating wildly, and I finally did it. It doesn't matter, he is a well-known photographer, and 100 million is nothing to him.He was struggling in his heart, completely oblivious to the fact that he happened to bump into the friend he was talking about just now.

Han Zheng walked a few steps, looked back at Ouyang Jingyu, he still didn't know anything, he probably went on a date with his lover.Will Yu Xiqiao tell him?Even if you tell me, you don't know your identity.But he was sure that Yu Xiqiao would never say anything.