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"It should be when I was in my third year of high school. I fell in love with someone. Although I didn't know his name and class, it was so strange that I couldn't take my eyes off him."

When Gu Chenliu was in the third year of high school, it should be the time when Fuck fell in love with Gu Chenliu.

When I think of Gu Chenliu actually liking someone else at that time, I feel very complicated.

"The trigger must have been that I saved him on the stairs."

"!"

Hearing this, I was surprised.

On the stairs... saved him?

——I always feel...why is it similar to that incident?

"That guy is really a super confused guy. Who would think about things and think about walking without looking at his feet, and he almost fell down the stairs. Because I thought it was funny for him to giggle there alone, so I grabbed him, and the result was that The little fool is still staring at me and drooling."

Gu Chenliu, who recalled the past, couldn't help but chuckled, and there was a soft light in his eyes.

Cao Xing was so shocked that he couldn't realize that what he was in was reality now.

——The person Gu Chenliu mentioned...is me! ?

"He looks like an ugly duckling, but he is so cute that people can't take their eyes off him. Before I knew it, I fell in love with him."

But since I like it, then why...?

"Then... why did you say those cruel things to him?"

"what!?"

Gu Chenliu looked at Cao Xing with tears on his face in surprise, he didn't know why Cao Xing knew the next development.

"Did you say, 'Stalking men home is disgusting! We have to move because of your pervert. You like men, don't you?'"

"How do you know? Could it be that..." Gu Chenliu's stunned look was really interesting, but the next moment, Gu Chenliu laughed again. "Oh, so that's how it is... Let me tell you why you give me the same feeling as that person. It's you, right?"

Cao Xing nodded: "Yeah. Because I was afraid that you would hate me at that time, so I didn't dare to say it all the time."

—and I ended up being my own stand-in?Also ate your own vinegar?

Fuck always feels a little ridiculous.

"sorry."

For a moment, Shizuo's pupils constricted in surprise.

The three words that were thought to be absolutely impossible to come from Gu Chenliu's mouth are now heard in the ears without any difference in pronunciation.

"I've always wanted to say this to you." Gu Chenliu bowed his head and kissed Cao Xing's eyelashes lightly. "Actually, I knew you were following me early on, but I thought it was fun so I never poked it. But later, something happened..."

"What is it?"

"At that time my dad was having an affair with a man. It was confusing when I realized that the reason why my dad has been so cold to me for so many years was because he hated me, plus my mom kept telling me that homosexuality is not normal With this kind of thinking, I began to reject myself who fell in love with men, and the result was to vent all my bad emotions on you."

Although Gu Chenliu explained this incident lightly, it is not difficult to imagine how confused and complicated Gu Chenliu's mood would be at that time.

"Well, although you said before that you accidentally fell, you actually hurt it when I pushed it to the ground, right?"

Said, Gu Chenliu took Cao Xing's left hand, pulled up the sleeve of Cao Xing's left hand to the elbow, exposed the ugly scar, and then gently licked and bit it.

"It's itchy!"

Kazuki shrugged his shoulders slightly.

He didn't get an answer, but Gu Chenliu was sure that the facts were just as he had guessed.

"After doing that kind of cruel thing to you, I deceived myself for a few years. When I wanted to say sorry to you, I couldn't find you anymore. With guilt, although I like you , but because of my parents, I hated homosexuality, and I struggled with myself for many years, until I met you again, although your appearance has changed a bit, so I didn’t recognize it.”

As if wanting to ask for forgiveness or regret, Gu Chenliu kept kissing the scar, that gentle move made Cao Xing want to cry inexplicably.

Cao Xing didn't know what to say, looked at Gu Chenliu for a while, Cao Xing hesitated for a moment, then moved his hands.

Gu Chenliu was surprised for a moment, but when Cao Xing put his arms around Gu Chenliu's neck, the corner of Gu Chenliu's mouth curled into a faint smile, and then he kissed Cao Xing's lips, and put the chair where Cao Xing was sitting on. fall.

"Hmm! What are you doing...?"

If doing this kind of thing here is photographed by the media...

"It would be terrible if I was caught by the media, but... I don't really care. I don't like being a star very much. I just do it because I don't have anything I want to do." It seems that I understand Fucking's worries , Gu Chenliu said, "...Besides, I haven't done it for almost two months. I can't help it. I want to do it well."

"! What do you mean by doing it well... You, you don't think I'm your blow-up doll!?"

In this case, shouldn't you confess your love well and then go to a high-end restaurant or go home after you have filled up a bunch of love words! ?Why is it different when it comes to Gu Chenliu?

"Pfft... Do you think someone like me who can get a bunch of people climbing into my bed with a click of a finger needs a blow-up doll? Or do you not want it?"

Gu Chenliu stopped what she was doing and looked up at Cao Xing.

"...Don't you feel embarrassed to say such a thing...although...it's not that I don't want to..."

In the past two months, before the bed photo incident happened, although I would vent a little bit because of Gu Chenliu's phone call, but after I cut off the contact with Gu Chenliu later, I was so disappointed that I couldn't even get to the bottom of it. □I can't even arouse my interest.

After knowing Gu Chenliu's feelings for him, of course he wanted to do it, but he didn't want to do it under the premise of such an unclear relationship.

"I want... to really listen to you tell me that you like me. I want us to have a physical relationship while we are dating. After the bed photo happened, I thought a lot. I don't want to simply just To be your bed partner, I, I want to be your lover..."

Cao Xing's voice became softer and softer, almost without confidence, and Gu Chenliu kissed Cao Xing's trembling lips in the next moment.

"Ah... I almost forgot." Gu Chenliu said, he took a deep breath and put on a very serious expression. "I like you, would you like to try dating me?"

His eyes were wet with tears again at that moment, he forgot to speak, he just nodded vigorously, and then accepted Gu Chenliu's kiss until his consciousness blurred...

It was the first time in my life that I was confessed to someone I had liked for a long time. The plot that almost only appeared in dreams actually happened, although the car shock that happened next was very unsuitable for children.

The second day after I officially started dating with Gu Chenliu, because Gu Chenliu said "Don't look for a job, I'll ask you to be my assistant", luckily I got a job because of it.

Although he is an assistant, he actually doesn't have to do anything. His only duty is to accompany Gu Chenliu to run around, or rest at home and take care of Gu Chenliu's needs in all aspects of life.

At first, Cao Xing was worried that someone would secretly take pictures of what happened to them in the car that day, but after a week, no news came out, so Cao Xing thought it should be all right.

Although Gu Chenliu said that it doesn't matter even if he is photographed, but luckily he still cares a little bit.

Cao Xing thinks that Gu Chenliu as an actor has a special charm. If Gu Chenliu stops filming, Cao Xing will feel it is a pity, and Cao Xing can't imagine Gu Chenliu not being an actor to do other work.

After they started dating, Gu Chenliu still had that cool look, but he became somewhat gentler than before. Fortunately, Gu Chenliu seemed to be becoming more and more clingy to him, and was very jealous.

This kind of Gu Chenliu made me feel very cute.

However, not long after the happy days, trouble suddenly came.

Fuck's mobile phone started receiving harassing text messages two days ago, and it was from an unfamiliar number.

—— Leave Gu Chenliu's side!Otherwise, I will spread all the shameful things you have done!

If you need to investigate things like personal information, you should be able to know about the same, so he doesn't care much about this. What he cares about is who that person will be.

Being able to clearly say Gu Chenliu's name proves that the person who sent the text message should be a person who is very aware of the relationship between Gu Chenliu and Cao Xing, but Cao Xing has never told anyone about the relationship between him and Gu Chenliu , besides, he couldn't find anyone to tell.

Who did it?

"I'm sorry to invite you all to this press conference in spite of your busy schedule..."

Hearing the voice from the front hall, Shi Xing sat on the chair and read the e-book on the phone.

Gu Chenliu had explained to Cao Xing before that the scandal this time came about because of that woman.

At first, because Gu Chenliu wanted to buy a gift for Cao Xing but didn't want to be bumped by that woman, he was even photographed by the media.After being rumored about the scandal, the company initially planned to hype and promote the new play by the way, so Gu Chenliu couldn't directly show his cards.

Who knew that the woman would get worse and worse, causing Gu Chenliu to live in peace, and Gu Chenliu wondered if he was concerned about this matter because he left home, so he went to discuss with the company, and the company opened this time press conference.

Hearing a burst of footsteps, he thought it was probably the staff coming in and going in to get something, but luckily he didn't look up.

"Didn't I tell you to leave Gu Chenliu as soon as possible?"

"!"

Surprised, he turned around sharply.

Fuck saw a face in the mirror that he would never forget in his life, and Fuck's face suddenly became extremely pale.

The author has something to say:

I want to say thank you here~

Thanks to the little angel who chased me from the beginning~

There are still many shortcomings, and I hope to get your support in the future~