Believe me I don't love you.

No lights were turned on, and the surroundings were surrounded by darkness.The moonlight hit the ground through the glass, but it couldn't penetrate Qin Xu's feet.

Qin Xu was still wearing his daytime casual clothes, and the marble was stained with grass clippings from the cemetery on his shoes.The coat on the back of the sofa was not properly put on the hanger.

For the first time, Qin Xu didn't take into account his "obsessive-compulsive disorder".

Clothes thrown around.

Shoe prints on marble.

Annoyed with ruffled collars.

Cigarette butts scattered on the coffee table.

My life, which has always been meticulous, is now a mess.

The smoke at her fingertips burned her again, she shook her hand, fell to the ground, and was trampled out at will.

"She's charming."

"There are a lot of people chasing her."

"You should keep an eye on her."

"You will lose her."

"Mu Yi is a perfect suitor."

One sentence, one cycle.

Qin Xu felt his heart contract little by little following the misty words, as if the blood was drained and then released suddenly.

Feeling dizzy like taking drugs. F*ck!

The never-before-seen irritability, as well as the dark emotions that have never been acknowledged, shattered all the indifference and calmness of the past.The glass bottle was thrown against the wall, and the blood-red liquid splashed all over the wall.

The shattering sound resounded in the living room, and the flying fragments flew by... The hot feeling on the back of the hand woke up the trapped beast.

Qin Xu... you stupid X...

The smell of alcohol made the air in the car turbid and oppressive...

"Go to Dai Lin." The wound on the back of the hand was very thin and long, without a trace of blood flowing out, it was as clean as a straight line drawn with a red pen, which fascinated Qin Xu.

Xiao Liu started the car, holding the steering wheel tightly with his white gloved hands.

Qin Xu imagined countless times in his mind what would happen to Shu Muyan when she finally chose Xia Mu.

The answer is just, heartache, very painful.It may be so painful that it makes her want to cry even more than when she was lying on the hospital bed.

However, Qin Xu never once thought about Dai Lin choosing someone else and leaving her.

Therefore, the simple sentence "You will lose her" successfully made Qin Xu collapse.

Crashed enough to want revenge on the woman who said that, and she did.

Now that she thought about Shu Muyan's red eyes at that time, she felt only a little guilty, but not regretful.

If she was asked to choose again, she would only choose. Before Shu Muyan said this, tell her to shut up.

Shut up.

"You'll lose her."

lose her?Fuck, Dai Lin can only be mine.I didn't let her go, she can't go anywhere!

"Mu Yi is a perfect suitor."

Mu Yi?He forever!forever!forever!Can only be a suitor.

"Qin Xu, in fact, you already know the answer, right?"

wrong.

wrong……

I will be so sad that I want to cry because of your leaving.don't i love you

I will never be myself again because of her departure.Don't I love her?

ten years.

Dailin to me, I to Dailin.Is it love, or a possessive desire caused by "habit"?

The hands were inserted into the hair fiercely, and the scalp was a little numb from being scratched.Qin Xu wanted to ask Shu Muyan how she felt when Xia Mu left.

The sound of brakes interrupted Qin Xu's entanglement.

Pushing open the car door, I don't know if it's because the wind at ten o'clock in the evening is a bit cold, making Qin Xu shiver.

Or... because of the double shadow printed on that familiar window, which made her feel cold.

A white Elise parked not far away, and two figures reflected in the curtains.Qin Xu clenched his hands unconsciously.

"Idon't remember that I love you——" the phone rang to remind Qin Xu to calm down, he let go of his palm, and slowly stretched his numb fingers, Qin Xu pressed to answer. "Hello?"

"Hello? Qin Xu?" Ning Lu was on the other end of the phone, "I called you to..."

Before Ning Lu could finish her sentence, a flash light not far away caught Qin Xu's attention, and he quickly said to the phone, "Wait for me."

Qin Xu put his phone in his pocket, and strode towards the grass not far away.

"Give me your camera." Qin Xu's voice was extremely cold and deep.

"Ah, isn't this President Qin? Hehe..." The man in a baseball cap and mask gripped the camera tightly and smiled.

"Shut up. Give me the camera." Qin Xu took a step closer to him, lowered his head slightly, and stared at him with squinted eyes.

"Why!" As if feeling ashamed of being threatened by a woman like this, the man straightened his back and stared back.

"Oh, just because—" He smiled lightly, his bright smile was incompatible with the cold night. "I, yes, Qin, Xu."

With a violent punch, the baseball man was staggered, and a smear of red appeared on the white mask.

"X! You...!" Just as he was about to shout, he was interrupted by Qin Xu's punch again, followed by another kick.

The man was kicked back, hit the tree behind him, and stopped. "Qin Xu, you fucking did it!" Qin Xu's pause made him finally able to utter a sentence, but then he was beaten again.

The one-sided fight was finally pulled away by Qin Xu's bodyguards. Judging from the posture of being pulled away, Qin Xu's bodyguards... were more like the man's bodyguards...

"Boss, boss...don't hit me, don't hit me!" The bodyguard in black carefully grabbed Qin Xu and brought her back, trying to get Qin Xu away from the poor paparazzi who was "lying" with his head under the tree. Stay away..."If you hit him again, you will die!"

The camera next to the paparazzi's head has been smashed to pieces.Qin Xu gradually calmed down, and his heart became cold...it seemed...a bit too much.

Seeing the man's face covered in blood and his legs trembling with convulsions, Qin Xu suddenly smiled.

At this moment, she seemed to understand something.

Qin Xu's head was covered with sweat, and the wind made her shiver from the cold.He stopped laughing, curled his lips, sneered at the man on the ground who dared not move, walked to the camera, bent down to find the gun from the debris, and put it in his pocket.

Turn around and walk to your car.

"Qin...Xu...I want...to sue you...!" The voice behind him trembled with pain.

"Go ahead and sue, I wish you success." The corners of Qin Xu's mouth were raised, and the hair on his forehead was sticking to his face with sweat.

"You...will... regret it..." There was resentment in the fear.

Look, he said "hit him again and he will die", isn't this man still very energetic?

"Ha," Qin Xu took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, his hands were trembling, and his joints were very red and swollen. "I only regret why I didn't kill you!"

Sitting back in the car, in a quiet environment, Qin Xu heard the sound of her mobile phone...

The phone call just now... seems... not hung up?

"Qin Xu! You fucking stop me! You bastard!" Ning Lu's distraught voice resounded through the car through the phone.

"Calm down, Queen Ning, calm down. That idiot is still in good health." Qin Xu replied briskly, smoking a cigarette.That guy was threatening me with vigor just now.

"Where the fuck are you? What's going on?" Ning Lu wasn't worried about Qin Xu, she was very worried about the man who was beaten by Qin Xu. Five years of practicing Sanda was not for nothing!okay? ! "Say it!"

"It's okay, don't worry! I..." Before Qin Xu finished speaking, he was hung up...

When she lowered the car window, she saw her bodyguard pick up the phone, glanced at herself, and then walked under the tree, squatting next to the half-dead man.

She knew... Ning Lu must have called her bodyguard.

Sighing helplessly, Qin Xu could feel Ning Lu's worry and anger.Today... she is in a very bad state...

But she has no regrets.

Compared to seeing Dai Lin and Mu Yi appearing together on the headlines tomorrow, as well as those ambiguous photos...

She would rather have her hands swollen for a week.

Qin Xu is already bad enough, and it's not bad to add another charge of beating a reporter, isn't it?

And... She believed that someone would take care of it for her.

He glanced at the lighted window again, and there were still two figures sitting together on it.Qin Xu chuckled, fortunately, he punched the man in the face so hard that he couldn't shout.

Otherwise...would it scare her?

Afraid of losing you, so I came to you.

Afraid of crashing and embarrassing, so I stood downstairs.

These are not things "Qin Xu" would do, so you can't know.

Taking a last look at Dai Lin's villa, Qin Xu clenched his fists, the swelling and pain irritated his nerves. "drive."

Xiao Liu saw someone carrying the reporter into the bodyguard's car, looking at Qin Xu's expressionless face from the rearview mirror, Xiao Liu looked away silently, and started off silently.

"Xiao Liu, if you are in a bad mood, what will you do?" Qin Xu looked out the window, the lights were dim...

"Sleep. Or... run." The driver, who didn't talk much, seemed to know that the boss was in a bad mood, so he answered very seriously.

Qin Xu twitched the corner of his mouth as a response, looked away from the window, lowered his head and took out his phone.

sleep?Makes sense.

Opening the address book, Qin Xu searched from top to bottom, hoping to find someone to "sleep" with her.

Unfortunately, after reading the first name, she had no intention of looking for someone else.

A Dailin.

It was so simple at the time. In order to make Dai Lin the top of the address book, I added an A.

But when I look at it now, I realize... It seems that some feelings have already appeared between the two of them.

If it's really that simple as a P friend, a lover...

And how could this A be put in front of her name for six years?

Qin Xu slid his fingers unconsciously, and when he skipped the word "Shu Muyan", he smiled.

Glimpse?Passionate?

It's all... because she's at ease.So comfortable that I don't realize the importance of that person.

"I'm really... an unqualified 'girlfriend'..." Laughed softly, the light from the screen hit Qin Xu's face, and the helplessness was reflected in the tenderness. "It's so bad that... I have been in love with others."

With trembling fingertips, he clicked on the familiar name at the top and deleted one by one.

After it is cleared, re-enter... the new name word by word.

A, D, O, R, A, T, I, O, N, D—— Adoration. D put his phone back in his pocket, looked at the scenery outside the window, and realized that the car was just driving aimlessly.

"go to company."

"Yes."

The author has something to say:

No matter how strong a person is, there will be soft places.

And my softness is just you from beginning to end.