Believe me I don't love you.

Qin Xu still sat on the cool boss chair at [-]:[-] punctually, and the French window curtains behind her were pulled aside by Secretary Zhang before she came as usual, and a ray of warm sunlight shone on her back. On the neck, even the angle...is the same as before.

But there are also some differences.

For example, she looked at the breakfast that Ning Lu brought her on the table.

She didn't want to eat it at all, because she had eaten it.

Shu Muyan actually got up earlier than her this morning, and then made her breakfast in a daze.

She can shake off the burden of the domineering president and admit that it was the best breakfast she had ever had.

Although it's just milk + eggs + slices of bread.

so what?

Qin Xu touched her ears, and there was still the medicine that Shu Muyan applied to her in the morning.His eyes moved away from the documents on the table, and he stared intently at Ning's breakfast.

No matter how you look at it, it's not delicious!

Well, it's definitely not as good as my girlfriend's.

... Mr. Qin, you don't think it tastes good today. Who ate the breakfast on the table every day for the past two weeks? ?

Ning Lu opened the door with her schedule and came in. What she saw was Qin Xu staring at the breakfast she bought at the coffee shop downstairs... Inexplicably, she felt that Qin Xu hadn't taken any medicine today.

Therefore, Ning Lu's first sentence was not "Good morning", but "Qin Xu, have you taken your medicine this morning?"

"Eat it~" Someone didn't hear the complaints in the words, and replied solemnly.The ending sound is somewhat pleasantly rising.

"...Why are you so high today?" Ning Lu had just asked, when she remembered that Qin Xu had been very happy this week... He was especially happy today.

"Ah, is there?" Qin Xu stroked his chin, suppressing the smile in his eyes. "Maybe he's getting better soon."

"Come on." Ning Lu rolled her eyes, mocking Qin Xu's skill of pretending to be stupid. "Someone took a picture of Shu Muyan going to your apartment, what do you want to do with it?"

Recalling that someone told her about this yesterday, Ning Lu probably understood why Qin Xu was smiling every day these days and taking medicine on time.Based on the obedience index and the number of days of smirking... "Don't tell me, Shu Muyan has been staying with you for a week?"

"Bingo~" With a rare childishness, Qin Xu clapped his hands together happily.Seeing Ning Lu's movement of touching her forehead, she laughed heartlessly. "Haha, I haven't finished taking the medicine for headache, would you like two?"

"...You are hopeless." Ning Lu suddenly remembered the famous saying "People who are in love are fools".

However, who can tell her why a hot-haired protagonist in love can also be a fool?

"Okay, what's the matter with the photo you just mentioned?" Qin Xu stopped laughing before Ning Lu lost his temper, and returned to his usual tone to talk to her about serious matters.

"Someone took pictures of Shu Muyan going to your place, from entering the community, to parking, to you opening the door for her...it's very clear." Ning Lu remembered the photos she saw at that time, and her face froze.Whether it's the angle or the clarity of the photo... it doesn't look like a candid shot at all. "I'll send it to you later."

"...Is it very clear? Hehe." Qin Xu murmured softly, lowering his eyelashes to hide the emotion in his eyes.Thinking of how she got along with Shu Muyan these days, she suddenly smiled. "Now, who owns the photo?"

"I was intercepted." Ning Lu was lucky to have their acquaintances in the newspaper office. "It's in our hands now."

"...Let's stay with you." Qin Xu was still smiling, but Ning Lu knew that she had lost the good mood just now. "Next time, don't worry about this kind of photo."

Before Ning Lu put down her schedule and left, she heard Qin Xu say behind her, "If she wants to blow it up, let her blow it up." The tone was very normal, as if asking the meeting this afternoon to start half an hour earlier.

It's just that Ning Lu didn't hear that there was another sentence after this sentence, Qin Xu said it in a very low voice, so small that only she could hear it, it was a humble pampering.

"That's my only role."

The office was quiet again... The person standing at the top covered his cheeks with his hands and tensed his body.

"It turns out...we're still standing where we are."

"I'm the only one who thinks I've moved on."

The hustle and bustle of the bar, the smell of cigars.

"You never drink because you are unhappy." Dai Lin hugged Qin Xu, skillfully removed her wine glass, and kissed the corner of her mouth. "No one can make Qin Xu drunk. Isn't it?"

"You know me very well." Qin Xu didn't care that the wine glass was taken away, the expression on his face was incompatible with the heated atmosphere of the bar.Grinning the corners of his mouth, his palms wandered around Dai Lin's waist. "Then you should also know what it's like to fall in love with someone who can't love you?"

"...!" Dai Lin shook the hand holding the wine glass, and the wine spilled all over them.The ice cube hit the glass wall due to the shaking, and Dai Lin was in a trance for a moment due to the pain.This is the first time Qin Xu has told her so clearly that she doesn't love her. "Knowing in the heart is one feeling. Hearing it in the ear is another feeling."

Dai Lin smiled, charming and elegant as always.

"Qin Xu, they all said you were a lion. You tore them apart and devoured their flesh. Afterwards, you put on the king's crown and kept your promise to give them the rewards they deserve."

"It's a good thing I wasn't scared away by you. I spent my life by your side. I didn't know you were just a hedgehog."

"Instinctively use it to stab people, and carefully hide the softness in the abdomen. But when it is cold, hug the people around you."

"Qin Xu, she hurt you. So you hurt me."

"Qin Xu, you know it hurts. So you want to drive me away."

"But, Qin Xu, if I was really afraid of pain, why would I embrace you for ten years?"

The liquid on the pants was icy, and a piece of ice spilled out melted on it, making Qin Xu's skin tingle.It just so happened to keep her sober, calm, and in control of her emotions.

It was the first time the two of them talked about their relationship, and she made it clear that she didn't love her, and she made it clear that it didn't matter.

"Dai Lin, I gave you all the brilliance you asked for back then."

"Qin Xu, you haven't given me the brightest one yet."

"..." Qin Xu opened her mouth, "I can't give it to you", she couldn't say it no matter what she wanted to say, she didn't know if it was because she couldn't bear to say it, or she didn't want to say it.

Tell her, hurt her, let her go!

Shut up, don't talk, don't let her go...

Qin Xu, Qin Xu, this is the first time you can't bear to Dai Lin, and you are hesitant.

Aren't you afraid that if you have it once, there will be a second time?

What on earth are you thinking?

"Dai Lin, you won another round." In the end, Qin Xu still lost to the soft but cruelest muscle in his body, "Do you know how difficult it is to make a hedgehog overcome his instinct?"

"You still did it, right? For me." Dai Lin smiled suddenly, not the kind of smile she played on the screen, nor the kind of smile she used to show Qin Xu. For the first time, in front of Qin Xu, she Laugh for yourself.

It was so dazzling that Qin Xu wanted to cover her eyes and kiss her red lips.

Her heart was beating so fast that she was about to drop, and she thought back to her memory, when she first met Dai Lin when she was 15 years old.

At that time, she just wanted to get the girl in front of her.

At this time, she wanted to hug the woman in front of her.

For the first time, I didn't want to be close because of desire.

For the first time, I hated the thorns on my body and wanted to pull them out.

"Dailen."

"Ah."

"Dailen."

sorry……

I am sorry.

That night, Qin Xu and Dai Lin didn't sleep for a moment, until the sunrise, they finally fell asleep hugging each other from exhaustion.

For the first time, Qin Xu didn't leave.

For the first time, Dai Lin missed work.

"Qin Xu..."

"Ah."

"Qin Xu."

It was the first time I felt scared, even when the white warbler appeared, I had never felt this way before.

Qin Xu, I never told you that I love you once in the past five years.

Qin Xu, in the next five years, I can't remember how many times I said I love you.

No. 11 years, let me catch you.

catch you.

"I love you."

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