Girls naturally don't want to stay too long when they go out, and they have to turn around after sitting for a while.

After sending the people away, Baochai and Daiyu returned to the courtyard, only to find that many people were rushing in and out.Ying'er was standing in the yard directing a few women to move things, saw the two of them in a blink of an eye, and rushed up to say, "Miss came just in time, Uncle Bai sent a lot of things, I'm just checking them out here."

"How do you send things here so well?" Baochai asked, "What's there?"

Ying'er said, "They are all household items. They are said to be newly prepared for the New Year. Miss Lin and Miss Lin each have a copy. I put away the list and show it to the girls later."

After tidying up, Ying'er took the list to look at it, and Baochai couldn't help laughing, "Even for the New Year, Brother Yang bought too much. Besides, we already have these things at home, so why spend so much money?"

"Just now Xingnu brought things. I also said the same thing. He said it was Uncle Bo who said that this house has not been lived in for a long time. The girls are very expensive, so it is not good to use these anymore." Yinger laughed, "This It's Uncle Bo's wish, if we don't accept it, we will be divided instead."

Baochai nodded and said, "Exactly." Then she turned to look at Daiyu, "Why doesn't my sister speak?"

Daiyu held the list in her hand, but her mood was very complicated.Although Ying'er said that she and Baochai each had a share, in fact, there were some discrepancies in the contents.Because she came from Jia's house, many things were not complete, so these were added to the list.In addition, everything is either white or plain, obviously concerned about her father's new death.Only things like brushes, ink, paper and inkstones are the same as Baochai.

Seeing that she was silent, Baochai took a look at the list and realized, "Brother Yang is careful, and even prepared all these. I thought that my sister would use the same one as me, but I couldn't think about it." Zhou." After thinking for a while, he said again, "Maybe you can live in peace this time? In our house, it's the same as your own. You see, Brother Yang doesn't treat himself as an outsider. If you are still uneasy, Why don't you come and be my mother's daughter too?"

"I'm afraid my aunt thinks I'm stupid." Daiyu said, "Besides, we are relatives, and it's not appropriate to be a relative. Besides, I..."

"Stop!" Baochai hastily interrupted her, "don't let me hear your self-pitying words from now on. I see that you are doing well, why should you always think about those unsatisfactory things? In fact, others don't care, you I always mention it, but they don’t care about it.”

Daiyu was stunned when she heard the words, and when she thought about it carefully, it turned out to be the truth.On weekdays, she thinks that she is depending on others, and she is afraid of being a little careless in her actions, but even so, she may not be able to please anyone.She thinks that she treats people nicely, but even the little girls who serve her do not like to talk and play with her. There are rumors outside that she is aloof and self-confident, and Daiyu has also heard it.Even the masters, most of the time they get along with her are just tolerating her, and they may not be happy in their hearts.

Thinking about it this way, I didn't know what was the point of being so careful before.

"Don't worry," Baochai said with a smile when she saw her in a daze, "Whenever you can understand this ideal, your whole life will not be in vain. Think slowly." She was still thinking about it, but in the end her thoughts changed, and she said, "Brother Yang has sent so many things, we should go over and thank him. Will my sister go?"

"Of course I'm going with my sister," Daiyu said.

When the two of them walked to the west courtyard, Xingnu was talking to a boy she didn't know. Seeing them coming, she hurriedly shouted, "Miss and Miss Lin are here!"

Baochai said, "Why are you so surprised? My brother is here too?"

"The uncle is here too." Xing Nu said, "I haven't seen the girls for a long time, and I was so happy when I saw them, so I lost my composure, the girls are not to blame."

Baochai ignored him and took Daiyu into the house.

Bo Yang was sitting on the couch by the window, while Xue Pan was standing on the ground, when Baochai saw it, he smiled and said, "What are you doing?" Turning to look at Bo Yang, he always felt that there was something wrong with him, I couldn't tell what it was, so I stopped thinking about it.

"Punish him to stand." Bo Yang smiled and waved to the two, "Come and sit down."

Xue Pan also wanted to walk over, but Bo Yang turned his head and stared, "You stand."

Daiyu glanced curiously, and saw that Xue Pan was not annoyed, and smiled, still standing there.

This Bo Yang had already smiled at her and said, "My sister hasn't seen you for a long time, and she looks better than before. Although I'm not the owner of this room, I would like to ask you, now that I'm here, stay here for a few more days, Jia Someone from home will pick it up and go back."

The last sentence was a bit inexplicable, but Daiyu didn't think too much about it, and said with a smile, "Brother Yang, I'm sorry."

Seeing that she was looking at him without a trace, Bo Yang couldn't help being a little surprised, and asked with a smile, "Could it be that I haven't seen her for a while, so I don't recognize him? Why does my sister keep looking at me?"

Daiyu pursed her lips, turned her head to look at Baochai, and then said, "This is a bit hard to say, but I heard from Sister Bao that Brother Yang was not in good health in the past, but now I can't see the slightest clue. I'm always surprised. I don't know which doctor Brother Yang invited and what kind of medicine did he use?"

Bo Yang said, "That's all for the doctor. We are born with this disease. There is no other way but to raise it. But my sister knows that most people are born with some deficiencies, so babies are always difficult to survive. You need to raise it carefully. When you get older, your body will gradually heal on its own. Although we are more serious than others, it is not a fatal disease. As long as you think about it, you will always get better."

The word "terrible" just hit Daiyu's heart, she remembered what the imperial doctor said that her life expectancy would be shortened, she couldn't help asking, "But the doctors don't say that."

"The doctor's words are just symptomatic." Bo Yang said, "Of course it's different from what I said."

Daiyu thought for a while, then shook her head and said, "Brother Yang's words are confusing to me, but I can't understand them. What's the explanation for this symptom?"

"Sister, think about it, would you ask the doctor to look at it on weekdays?"

"Of course not. I don't want to see any doctor well, but I'm sick..." At this point, she stopped slowly, thoughtful.Baochai was listening, and also nodded slightly, only Xue Pan, who had his ears pricked up, was a little puzzled, "Why didn't Sister Lin say anything?"

Daiyu raised her head and glanced at Bo Yang, who nodded at her, and then she said, "I already understand Brother Yang's meaning. Only when a person is injured or sick will he invite a doctor to see him. Since there is Injury, the body is naturally different from usual, so the doctor seems to be very serious, but in fact it is only the disease that is serious, not the body."

No matter how frail and sickly people are, they are only "more" sick, not sick every day.So her poor health only made her get sick easily, but in fact, there were other reasons for her illness.

Just like Daiyu herself, when she lived with her parents in Yangzhou, even if she was weaker, it was fine.When my mother died of illness, she separated from her father and went to Beijing alone. From then on, she gradually buried some worries in her life. She was cautious and thoughtful in Jia's life.

It's just that in the past, she always thought that her illness was due to her unsatisfactory body, even if others persuaded her to take care of herself more, she didn't take it seriously.She is already like this, no matter how good she is, she can't get better, and she can't be bad if she is bad.In addition, what you think about is all things that have no solution, and if you get a heart disease, it will be even more incurable.

Xue Pan was at a loss when he heard it. He didn't have so many delicate thoughts, and many things were forgotten in the past, so it was difficult to understand what Daiyu said.On the other hand, Bo Yang nodded and said in admiration, "Baochai often praises you for being smart and sharp, and it's true."

Daiyu said, "Now that I have figured it out, can I get better like Brother Yang?"

Bo Yang shook his head, "Sister Lin is so smart, I think you understand many things, let me ask you, you understand, maybe you can see it?"

"Look out?"

"Yes. Everything in this world is lingering in your heart, it's just because you can't see it. When you see it, when is it, this disease will be cured." Bo Yang said.

Seeing Daiyu's gloomy expression, Baochai must have thought about it, at least it is absolutely impossible now, so she smiled and said, "I can't think about it for a while, just think about it slowly. It is not a day's work to take care of the body. Xu Xutuzhi is good. Brother Yang took me out the other day and failed to hide the truth from Sister Lin, so I agreed to her and asked Brother Yang what he meant, and when I was free, I would take us out together."

"It's not difficult. You can go tomorrow." Before Bai Yang could speak, Xue Pan said, "Tomorrow is Laba, and the street is busier than usual. Brother Yang, how would you like it?"

Bo Yang glanced at him with a half-smile, "Then tomorrow, lest you keep thinking about it."

After a few more words, Baochai and Daiyu got up and said goodbye, intending to go to Aunt Xue.Before leaving, Daiyu fell behind, and asked Bo Yang in a low voice, "Brother Yang, in fact, I already understand many things in my heart. I know that I don't have such a blessing, and I don't have delusional thoughts. Isn't this considered letting go?"

Bo Yang shook his head and said, "It doesn't count."

"Then what exactly is to look away, and how does Brother Yang look at it?" Daiyu asked again.

Bo Yang looked at her with soft eyes that Daiyu couldn't quite understand, and said after a while, "Whenever you think that he won't feel like crying anymore, then look away."

Daiyu's heart was shaken, she suddenly raised her head to look at Bo Yang, met his gaze, then quickly lowered her head, flustered, she didn't dare to ask any more questions, and walked away restlessly.

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