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In May, the weather warms up.

Zhou's mother came to Xincheng and was taken aback. It was noon and her son hadn't woken up yet, his face was blue and haggard, stubble appeared on his chin, and he looked like he hadn't slept well all night.

She cooked a lot of food by herself, and when Zhou Mingchen woke up and ate together, she asked worriedly, "What's the matter? Are you too busy studying recently, why are you so lethargic?"

Zhou Mingchen chewed his rice tastelessly, with an absent-minded expression on his face: "Yes."

Zhou's mother was helpless: "Go back to city C next semester. Your household registration is not here, and you can't take the college entrance examination here. Fortunately, your student status was not transferred back then, and you don't need to go through any complicated procedures when you go back."

These words were like a thunder in the dry land, and Zhou Mingchen couldn't recover from the shock.

Zhou's mother said again: "The current policy is like this. If you come out for a year, you should have enough relaxation. It's time to go back."

Zhou Mingchen only thought about whether he would never see Cheng Xiaoxi again?

He went out in a daze, he wanted to see Cheng Xiaoxi.

But looking at the tightly closed door opposite, Zhou Mingchen couldn't even remember when he talked to Cheng Xi last time.

Now Cheng Xiaoxi is even stranger to him than when he first met, and he doesn't even want to take a second look at him. Will he want to see himself?

Zhou Mingchen twitched the corners of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner, probably even if he saw it, he would pretend he hadn't.But he was still masochistic, staring at the door, vaguely expecting that the familiar person would come out of the door.Whether it's a coincidence or anything, he just wants to take a look at Cheng Xi, just one look.

Unfortunately, no one came out, and Zhou Mingchen didn't have the courage to ring the doorbell.

On the way to school, he was shopping in a coffee shop. The person in front of him seemed to be a couple, holding hands, talking and laughing happily, as sticky as Siamese twins, as if no one else existed.

Zhou Mingchen was inexplicably irritable. Finally, the people in front left after shopping. Zhou Mingchen heaved a sigh of relief, but he still couldn't feel happy.

When going out, unfortunately, Zhou Mingchen saw the couple just now again, the boy put his arms around the girl's shoulders, the girl was holding a mobile phone, the two of them were holding a cup together, drinking a cup together, laughing happily, then the boy kissed the girl's mouth After dropping a kiss, the girl successfully captured it.

The girl raised her chin proudly: "Look at how good I am, this picture is really good! I want to circle it!"

The boy smiled dotingly: "Well, I'll forward it."

When he arrived at the dormitory, Zhou Mingchen was still a little out of his mind.Seeing that he was carrying the drink, Feng Jianning rushed over without hesitation and snatched it away: "Old Zhou, you are indeed my good brother. We are so close in heart. I just wanted to drink a cup of milk tea, so you brought it."

Feng Jianning opened the bag, there were exactly four drinks and a small blue heart-shaped sticker.

Feng Jianning drank his drink and took it out to read, chanting:

"When I was young, I liked to be unconventional. When I was a piece of clothing, others also wore it, as if I was not so special. But when you are really different, I am afraid that you dare not let others know. This is a cowardly person, but Brave people—whether they are vulgar or unique, they are all so calm."

After reading, Feng Jianning said with emotion: "The current store is quite attentive, BlackAngel, Black Angel, the name of the store is also quite special, and the products are also good. Hey Lao Zhou, this store is not bad. Is it new?"

Zhou Mingchen didn't respond to his words, and stared straight at the sticker on his hand. Feng Jianning flipped through the note several times, but didn't see any flowers, and asked strangely: "What's wrong? What's on this note?" Is it special?"

Zhou Mingchen almost snatched it, carefully reading each word several times.Feng Jianning came over puzzled: "What's the matter?"

What's wrong?Zhou Mingchen laughed suddenly, he was just disturbing himself all the time.

He carefully put the stickers in his pocket, and was about to go out in a hurry, when he bumped into a person at the door.

When Cheng Xi saw that it was Zhou Mingchen, he averted his eyes lightly, trying to pass him by.

Zhou Mingchen took his hand and pulled him.

Cheng Xi turned his head, and his eyes met. Zhou Mingchen's eyes were shining like stars.He has standard peach blossom eyes, narrow and long eyes with deep light, containing a certain kind of sincere and warm emotion, Cheng Xi can't understand it, but he is attracted.

Zhou Mingchen smiled very beautifully, exuding joy from the inside out, took his hand and ran outside: "Cheng Xiaoxi, come with me!"

Cheng Xi ran after him before he could ask where he was going.

As a bystander, Feng Jianning said that he couldn't understand, and said to himself: "What's wrong with Lao Zhou, are you in a hurry to elope with Cheng Xiaoxi?"

Cheng Xi's heart beat a little fast, and his breathing became short of breath, because of the speed of running, and also because of Zhou Mingchen's inexplicable behavior, even though all the classmates he met looked at them strangely.

Zhou Mingchen looked back at him from time to time, with a smile that was prettier than ever. This smile made Cheng Xi indescribable, and he felt his heart warm and full.

There were fewer and fewer people, Zhou Mingchen took Cheng Xi to the small pavilion by the school lake.

This road and gazebo are built by the school for students to read early, and no one comes here in the afternoon, so it is quiet and quiet.

Zhou Mingchen stopped, his eyes filled with that nice smile, Cheng Xi panted slightly, and looked at him inexplicably.

Zhou Mingchen suddenly reached out and hugged him: "Cheng Xiaoxi, I'm sorry."

Cheng Xi froze, he didn't know why Zhou Mingchen apologized, but suddenly there was a sense of grievance welling up, and his nose was sour.

Zhou Mingchen's words were gentle and his movements were also gentle. He straightened Cheng Xi's messy hair from running: "I'm sorry, Cheng Xiaoxi, I shouldn't ignore you, I shouldn't make you angry, and I shouldn't make you unhappy."

Cheng Xi's heart turned cold. Thinking of what happened during this period, he reached out to push him away.

Zhou Mingchen hugged his hands even tighter, and his words became tense: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, Cheng Xiaoxi, please forgive me, please, don't be angry with me."

Cheng Xi didn't speak, but he didn't push him away again. After a while, the distance between them was opened.

He fixed Zhou Mingchen's eyes and asked, "Why?"

Zhou Mingchen turned his eyes away, even though his heart was full of ecstasy, he wanted to tell Cheng Xi that I like you.

But he can't.

Looking at the calm lake water, reason gradually returned.Although he didn't know what Cheng Xi would think of him or his liking, he couldn't be so selfish, disturb Cheng Xi's mood, and leave Cheng Xi alone in Xincheng.

After making this difficult decision, Zhou Mingchen turned his gaze back: "I'm going back to City C."

Cheng Xi was preoccupied by the sudden news, and asked blankly, "What?"

Zhou Mingchen pretended to be calm: "Because of the household registration problem, I have to go back to city C for the college entrance examination, and I have to go back to the original school next semester."

Cheng Xi stared at him blankly, speechless.Zhou Mingchen reached out and hugged him, at least, he was also important in Cheng Xi's heart.

Cheng Xi couldn't remember their cold war anymore, and unconsciously embraced Zhou Mingchen with both hands, still in disbelief, and muttered to himself: "Are you really leaving?"

The loneliness in his voice was so deep unconsciously that Zhou Mingchen could hear his nose sore and his heart sweet and astringent. He dropped a kiss as light as a feather on his hair, holding his shoulder and earnestly promised.

"I'll come back again, Cheng Xiaoxi. I'll come back to you after the college entrance examination. Let's go to the same university, okay?"

The author has something to say:

The upper part is over here~

The state is not right recently, I will come back and write the next part when I have a chance~