casual and fun

Yang Sile no longer has the strength to be a peacemaker. Since everyone wants to lose their temper, let's do it, and if they don't want to continue to be friends, then don't do it, he can accept it.

The band stopped, the band's WeChat group gradually sank to the bottom of the chat list, and the subletting notice was posted on the shutter door of "too lazy to name".On the first day of the new year, the hot pot restaurant on the first floor of the once bustling basement was officially transferred to a middle-aged man who was going to sell antiques, and everything was settled.

At the end of December, Yang Sile resigned from two jobs and treated Chen Xu to a big meal with his fresh wages, thanking him for his care and accommodating him for half a year.

Chen Nan felt sorry for Yang Sile's part-time job day and night, and it was not easy to earn the money, so he just shared half of the expenses.No one was there.

Chen Xu didn't seem surprised at all. After eating and drinking, he asked Yang Sile if he planned to form a band in the future.Yang Sile idly pulled the shrimp shells on the table with his chopsticks, and replied in a muffled voice, "Forget it, it's fine to play with yourself."

Chen Xu changed to sit opposite the air conditioner, lit a cigarette to smoke: "Are you sad? It's okay, it suddenly became like this."

Yang Sile shook his head: "It's not sudden. The things we care about are different. As the captain, I should have noticed earlier."

Chen Xu glanced at him with a cigarette in his hand, once again looking at the child with admiration.

"Yang Sile."

"Huh?" Yang Sile raised his head and looked back at him.

Chen Xu moved his eyes away, and smiled against his forehead: "I was thinking just now, if I can have your awareness, maybe I won't turn against him."

"He" refers to the bassist who went to get married, Yang Sile knew.

"Actually, it's not a matter of enlightenment." He put down his chopsticks and said slowly, "It's just that I don't think so, how else can I think?"

Chen Xu breathed out the smoke, nodded and said, "Yes, life must go on."

No need to worry about being late for rehearsal, no need to worry about being sleepy at work, Yang Sile didn't enjoy the first round of invitations, and then found a cold drink shop for a refill. The old Chen Xu went home and slept all night.

He woke up dry mouthed at noon the next day, picked up his phone to check the time, only to find that Shi Nian had made a total of fourteen calls to himself around the early morning hours.

——Yesterday was the day to talk to Niannian, but he forgot about it.

Chen Xu didn't have any extra toothbrushes and towels at home, so Yang Sile got up and rushed home to wash up. When he arrived at the bus stop, he immediately called Shi Nian.

This time, as soon as he beeped for the first time, Shi Nian picked it up.

"Nian..." He slammed on the brakes, "Shi Nian, Happy New Year!"

Shi Nian was indifferent, and asked directly: "Didn't you say that you sleep late on weekends? Why didn't you answer my phone yesterday?"

Yang Sile was dissatisfied with his questioning tone, his smile was fleeting, his attitude changed sharply, and he asked, "I owe you money? Why do I have to answer your call?"

Shi Nian was not prepared at all, and was stunned on the spot: "Yang Sile, do you know..."

Do you know how much I worry about you.

"I don't know." When the waiting car arrived, Yang Sile took out Qing Jiang Tong and interrupted him impatiently, "I was talking to Boss Chen at 10:30... Forget it, anyway, you forgot about Chen Who is the boss. In short, I was not free at 10:30 yesterday, so I didn't call you. Are you satisfied with this explanation?"

The second half of the sentence was blocked, and Shi Nian was so angry that his teeth itched: "Yang Sile!"

Yang Sile grabbed the handrail and walked towards the back of the bus: "Why are you shouting so loudly? I'm not deaf, I can hear you. If you have something to say, just say it."

Shi Nian became angry from embarrassment: "Say a fart! Hang up! Don't call me in the future!"

Last night was New Year's Eve, he waited all night, worried all night, for fear that Yang Sile had an accident while participating in the New Year's Eve, so he couldn't call himself on time as usual.

He didn't dare to sleep, and kept watching the news on his mobile phone until six o'clock in the morning to make sure that there was no stampede or fire, and then he managed to settle down and sleep for a while.

After finally waiting for Yang Sile to call, when he opened his mouth, his tone was relaxed, without the slightest bit of embarrassment, it didn't look like he was delayed by other things due to helplessness, and anyone would be unhappy.

Yang Sile was also unhappy.

Speaking with this attitude is not as comfortable as he thought, on the contrary, he feels very guilty.

He could guess why Shi Nian called him so many times last night, he could guess why Shi Nian got angry at him, he could guess that Shi Nian must be very uncomfortable now.

Shi Nian forgot his own intentions, but he didn't.He likes Shi Nian, misses Shi Nian, he thinks that when he sees the signboard of Class 1 of String Music during the exercise, his heart will hurt, and he thinks that when he registers a client with the same surname as Shi Nian at work, he will fall into an emotional trough.All the exaggerated words spoken to Shi Nian actually bounced back on him, causing him to suffer double the pain.

Yang Sile didn't expect that one day, he would become so contradictory and annoying.

He let go of the armrest, staggered against the seat and checked the train ticket.

There is no train going to Shanghai this afternoon. The earliest train will arrive at Shanghai South Railway Station at [-]:[-] tomorrow morning, after a [-]-hour ride.

But the second-class seats for this trip have been sold out, leaving only unseat tickets with the same price as the second-class seats, and first-class seats at 935 yuan.

Yang Sile couldn't bear to pay nearly twice the price for a first-class seat, so he bought a ticket without a seat, planning to go to Shanghai from Qingjiang North Station in twelve hours.

In the evening of the next day, Shi Nian went downstairs to help Fu Yi throw out the kitchen waste, and accidentally ran into a man who looked a lot like Yang Sile, who was carrying a backpack of the same style as Yang Sile.

He couldn't help but look a few more times, and then the person who looked very similar to Yang Sile stopped, stood under a tree and called him from a distance.

"Shi Nian." Yang Sile had no expression on his face.

Shi Nian stared at him dumbfounded. It wasn't in the past, and it wasn't in the past. It was a dilemma.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Yang Sile sighed helplessly, and walked up to him, keeping an arm's length away from him.

"Is that why you don't want to see me?"

Shi Nian couldn't answer.It's not that he doesn't want to see Yang Sile, he's just simply confused.

Didn't they just quarrel yesterday?Why did Yang Sile still come to Shanghai to look for him?How did he get here?How did you know you lived in this neighborhood?

Shi Nian really had too many things to be curious about, but in the end, there was only one question he asked——

"How did you lose so much weight..."

"Is there?" Yang Sile touched his face subconsciously, and suddenly smiled happily, "I thought I haven't seen you for so long, and you have forgotten what I look like."

Shi Nian looked away awkwardly: "...It's only been two months."

"That's all." Yang Sile repeated the word, comforting himself, "It means that you have had a good life in the past two months, very good."

Shi Nian felt that he seemed to be belittling himself for being heartless, so he looked at him coldly and asked unwillingly, "Could it be that you are having a bad life?"

"I'm doing well too." Yang Sile lied casually.

After getting this answer, instead of being relieved, Shi Nian looked unhappy, "Oh, I thought you were having a miserable life."

So Yang Sile stopped talking.

He has no experience in long-distance trains. He stood honestly for more than 700 kilometers for twelve and a half hours. He didn't even prepare a folding bench and snacks. Bread, I'm tired and hungry now, and I don't have the strength to tell Shi Nian how I survived these two months.

Shi Nian forgot everything since high school, and the two of them are no different from distant relatives who haven't seen each other all year round.If he told Shi Nian that in order to quickly save enough money for the car to come to Shanghai to see him, he lived frugally, searched and searched, slept four or five hours a day, and worked two jobs continuously, Shi Nian would definitely be angry because of his memory. It is very annoying to be in debt of favor.

"Did I ask you to do this? Why are you moving yourself?"

With Shi Nian's temper, Yang Sile was sure that he would say that, [-]%.

In order to save face for herself, Auntie Fu asked him how he got here when she was heating the meal for him. He said he was flying, and asked if his mother sponsored the plane ticket, and he said yes.

Fu Yi was worried that Cen Wanping would have an opinion in private, so he specially told him not to run around in the future, anyway, she and Shi Nian would return to Qingjiang for the Spring Festival.

Yang Sile was so hungry that he lost his appetite, put down his chopsticks after digging half a bowl of rice, and said, "It's okay, my mother always works overtime on weekends, and I just came out to get some air. And I can meet a lot of different people in the car, I think It's interesting, and my mother wouldn't disagree."

Shi Nian sat across from him with his hands crossed, and raised his eyebrows when he heard this: "Didn't you come here by plane?"

Yang Sile accidentally slipped his tongue, turned his head around, and said with an excuse: "Aren't you allowed to take a car after getting off the plane? Auntie, you understand what I mean."

"Auntie understands." Fu Yi saw that he hadn't moved his chopsticks, and quickly pushed the meat dishes in front of him, "It's cold, and the dishes get cold quickly, eat quickly, Yangyang, and we'll chat after eating, come on, eat more meat !"

Yang Sile waved his hand embarrassingly: "No need for Auntie Fu, I'm already full..."

Shi Nian was dumbfounded: "Are you full? Aren't you pretty good at eating, are you full with just this?"

Fu Yi suspected that he was sick, so he quickly asked, "Is there something wrong? Tell auntie, I will ask Niannian to go to the pharmacy to buy medicine for you later."

Yang Sile didn't hear Fu Yi's words clearly, he looked at Shi Nian closely, and asked, "How do you know I'm pretty good at eating?"

Shi Nian was taken aback, hesitated for a long time, and then reluctantly explained: "Is it not good to write in my notebook!"

Knowing the purpose of his black leather notebook, Yang Sile asked expectantly, "What else is written on it?"

Shi Nian still cared about Yang Sile's cruel words yesterday, and gave him an annoyed look: "I owe you money? Why should I tell you?"

Fu Yi bumped his son's thigh with his knee under the dining table, and said sharply, "How do you talk to brother Yangyang? You forgot about the order of the elders and younger?"

Shi Nian was under attack, and it was not uncommon for him to stay here for a while, and stood up with a cold face: "I don't remember whether I am a brother or not, I only know that he is Yang Sile, a transfer student from Minle Building, the same level as me. "

The fire in Yang Sile's eyes was extinguished word by word by him.

Shi Nian saw it clearly, but still hardened his heart without softening: "The ten months of childhood may be a lot worse, but the ten months of 17 years old are basically negligible. Mom, when will you face this problem squarely?" , How about looking at me and him in a different way?"

Fu Yi glanced at Yang Sile, and found that his face was pale and silent, as if he had been stabbed in the vitals.

"Yangyang, I just took the medicine every year, maybe I'm not in the right mood, so don't take it to heart." She ignored Shi Nian, and leaned over to pick up Yang Sile's pair of chopsticks to pick up vegetables in his bowl, "Are you Auntie watched you grow up. I was so aggressive on the phone before. You are in a hurry. It’s different from him. Don’t listen to his nonsense. Come on, eat some food, and see how thin you have become. Keep losing weight The body is completely broken."

Shi Nian sneered: "Okay, I'm talking nonsense, you are always right."

Fu Yi couldn't help but slapped the table to his feet, and shouted loudly: "Shi Nian! You think your brother took the time to fly from Qingjiang to Shanghai to hear you say this?! Think about it yourself, you will treat you Do classmates and friends talk like that!"

"Don't think that he will give you everything just a few months older than you. Why didn't you see you so fiercely when you were clinging to your brother Yangyang and didn't let go? Why didn't you see you clamoring for us to treat you independently?" Finally , Fu Yi exhausted his anger, shook his head and sighed softly, "Shi Nian, you really let me down."

Shi Nian was silent for a moment, and echoed in a strange way: "Yes, if I didn't have this strange disease, how could there be so many troubles? Needless to say, I am also very disappointed in myself. Really, no one can compare with myself. Even more disappointed."

Yang Sile had a headache when he heard it.He's been having a lot of headaches lately.

It was not his intention to let a mother and son with a good relationship go to war for him. He tried his best to come to Shanghai, but he just wanted to see Shi Nian, have a good talk with him, have a good meal, fall asleep and wake up together at the same time. Come.

But why is their long-lost reunion always so difficult?He couldn't figure it out, he didn't ask too much, he didn't even touch Shi Nian's clothes today, and kept a decent distance all the time, what went wrong?

Perhaps the existence of "Brother Yangyang" was a complete mistake. If he completely disappeared from Shi Nian's life, Shi Nian's condition might be more stable.

But he couldn't do it, he couldn't give up.

"I..." Yang Sile stood up with his dizzy support on the dining table, "Aunt Fu, where is the bathroom? I, I want to go to the bathroom..."

Fu Yi rented a small house with two bedrooms, two living rooms and one bathroom, a total of over [-] square meters, and the bathroom was easy to find.

Yang Sile didn't go out immediately after untying his hands. He sat on the toilet and rubbed his temples quietly. By the way, he sent a message to Chen Nan to confirm the school's rest arrangements after the New Year's Day holiday. He planned to go to the hospital to make an appointment.

Chen Nan learned that he had frequent headaches, so he said something in hindsight, complaining that he should not have fallen to the ground in three shifts in the first two months, and then asked him if he was already in Shanghai and how it felt to end the long distance with his boyfriend.

Yang Sile pretended to be relaxed and replied: "There is still a little distance from my boyfriend, so it's useless to try my best, I guess it will be a revolution."

Chen Nan: "Convinced... Brother Yang, you didn't deny it, it's so easy to come out!"

Suddenly there was a loud slamming door, Yang Sile didn't have time to reply, and hurriedly put away his phone and walked out of the bathroom.

Shi Nian locked himself in the bedroom.

"Yangyang, ignore him and let him do it. I'd like to see what kind of flowers he can make." Fu Yi cleaned up the dishes on the table and cast a bitter look at Shi Nian's bedroom door, "He It's just that he was spoiled by his father, the upper beam is not straight and the lower beam is crooked, and the father and son have a bad temper than the other."

Yang Sile rolled up his sleeves to help: "I think Uncle Shi has a good temper, and Nian Nian's temper... is also pretty good, he wouldn't be like this when he remembered me."

"You don't know, their father and son are exactly the same when they are angry. First, they quarrel with you, and they can jump out of any ugly words, and then they fight with you coldly, even if they don't say a word, they will confront you." Fu Yi picked up the dishes and chopsticks Into the kitchen, continue to pour bitter water, "I spent all my time making three meals, but he didn't eat, he insisted on ordering takeaway; I worked hard to do housework, and I didn't respect the fruits of my labor. Leave lights for him for supper, and he won’t even say thank you when he comes back from overtime work.”

Yang Sile leaned against the cabinet and asked in a low voice: "So Aunt Fu, have you filed for divorce..."

Fu Yi lowered his eyes to wash the dishes, and said calmly: "Yes. Once or twice can be used as a thickener for the relationship between husband and wife, three times and four times can be used countless times, no matter how much patience you have, it will be exhausted."

"For so many years, year after year of patience has been exhausted by this disease, but we can't." Fu Yi looked at him, "Yangyang, good health is more important than you think, any disease will afflict the whole family, you It should be deeply felt."

"Tell the truth to Auntie," she quietly asked Yang Sile through the sound of water, "Did your mother really know that you came to Shanghai? She really paid for the air ticket?"

Seeing that Yang Sile couldn't hide it anymore, he smiled embarrassedly: "My living expenses are paid by my mother."

"I knew it!" Fu Yi stared at him, "You have such a bad complexion and lost so much weight, you must have not eaten well at school, right? Why did you wrong yourself for Shi Nian, a heartless person? Stay at school well, Don't come, let him reflect on himself."

"I have prepared all the money to come to Shanghai. If I stay in school, I will be wronged for nothing?" Yang Sile squeezed her shoulders flatteringly, "Auntie, don't tell Niannian that he is No. 20 On his birthday, I plan to give him a surprise."

Fu Yi couldn't persuade him, so he simply stopped: "Yangyang, it's not that Auntie is cursing you. Although you are a boy, you are so far away, and you don't know who you will meet on the road. In case something happens to you , Auntie has no way to explain to your mother, you must, must, must pay attention to safety."

"Well, I know." Yang Sile promised her, "Auntie, don't worry, I will appear in front of you and Niannian in peace, and return to Qingjiang in peace."