casual and fun

Shi Nian dug himself a big hole.

He suddenly wanted to kiss Yang Sile last night before going to bed, and when he woke up this morning and saw Yang Sile still sound asleep, he still wanted to kiss him.What about the three days we lived together after that?Struggling twice a day?

For the glory and reputation of the school band, Shi Nian endured and endured, and participated in the joint practice with extra concentration, so that he didn't get distracted by Yang Sile who was sitting in the audience watching him during the competition, and he completed it smoothly. Task.

Yang Sile's hanging heart also returned to his place.While waiting for Shi Nian to end in the lobby of Universal Hotel, he chatted with the matriarch who was seated next to him about his children and exchanged parenting experiences.

Matriarch: "My daughter is incomparable to your brother. She is not conscious at all. Asking her to practice the piano is like killing her."

Yang Sile: "So you still have to really like this musical instrument. Although my brother was also taught by his parents to practice when he was young, he learned it later, and he has never been urged to practice the piano. He is very good."

The matriarch said "Oops" and looked at his facial features: "I thought you were brothers! It's a bit of a picture!"

Yang Sile lowered his head with a smile, and said embarrassedly: "No...he looks better than me."

"It's just as good-looking!" The matriarch patted his arm sincerely, "How much younger is your brother than you?"

Yang Sile: "Under one year old, we are students at the same level."

The matriarch sighed: "Only sixteen? So young?! My daughter is almost eighteen."

As she said that, she took out her mobile phone from her handbag, making a gesture to scan Yang Sile's WeChat QR code.

"Xiao Yang, don't you mind adding a WeChat account? If you have a chance, let my daughter chat with your brother, let her know that there are people outside the world, and there is a sky outside the sky, and try to emulate him as soon as possible."

Although Yang Sile liked to hear others praise Shi Nian, if he wanted to bridge the gap between two people who were not present, he would feel weird about it.

What if Shi Nian doesn't like making friends with girls?What if he feels less comfortable with the opposite sex than with the same sex?

It wasn't until this time that Yang Sile realized that he knew very little about the psychology of homosexuality, almost nothing, and relied entirely on speculation.

Shi Nian dragged his suitcase, and as soon as he stepped out of the elevator, Yang Sile blocked him with a cup of milk tea.

"Thanks for your hard work!" Yang Sile smiled at him loudly, as if he didn't care about the two of them embracing and falling asleep last night.

Shi Nian couldn't figure out what he thought about him, so he could only try his best to behave as usual, took the milk tea, and said programmatically, "It's not hard."

Empty-handed, Yang Sile took the handle of his suitcase logically, and walked out of the hotel with him. On the way, he did not forget to test: "You are doing really well today, and the aunt sitting next to me keeps praising you and wants to introduce my daughter to you. I got to know you."

Shi Nian was expressionless, and also tested him: "I like boys, not girls."

Yang Sile hurriedly wrote down in the newly established "Homosexual Individual Observation Log": Every year he doesn't like to make friends with girls.

He breathed a sigh of relief: "fortunately, I didn't give her your contact information."

Shi Nian looked at him and asked, "What if a boy comes to you next time and asks for my contact information?"

This stumped Yang Sile: "Then shall I give... or not?"

Shi Nian hated devious tactics. If the opponent was Xie Chen who was also straightforward, he would not bother to engage in such a trick, so he would just ask boldly.

Helplessly, the other party was Yang Sile, a friend he had made friends with at the beginning without any intention of getting along with him, so he had to bear a huge risk if he asked rashly:

Yang Sile took advantage of the situation and confessed that he didn't know the extent of his feelings, so he couldn't agree immediately; if Yang Sile denied it, then he was being self-indulgent, and they might be so embarrassed that they didn't even have to be friends.Neither the former nor the latter is a situation he would like to see.

Dilemma ah dilemma.

Shi Nian was as tangled as a lion cub with a tangled mane, sitting at the end of the bed and pulling out his hair.

Yang Sile put away his clothes and cello for him, turned to see his irritable expression, and subconsciously wanted to give him a snort.

When he stretched his hand halfway, he thought about it: the present is not the same as the past, and he has grown up every year, and he can no longer hug and hold high as before. The difference between the age of six and sixteen is not 16:01 .

He added another item to the "Homosexual Individual Observation Journal" in his mind: pay attention to proper manners and maintain a friendly distance.

"what happened?"

In the end, he chose to stand still and ask empty words.

Shi Nian propped his chin and stared at the paintings on the wall, and found a random excuse: "I'm hungry."

The competition number in Qingjiang Yin is higher, and the performance will be finished early at ten o'clock.However, after the game, summing up and packing their luggage took time. They left the Universal Hotel at 12:30, and it was already [-]:[-] in the afternoon.

Yang Sile didn't doubt that he was there, and comforted him repeatedly: "I'm not hungry, I'll take you to eat something delicious later."

Again!

Shi Nian turned back unconvinced: "Yang Sile! How about coaxing the children? I'm not your brother!"

Yang Sile curled his lips and thought to himself: Why not?You are my lovely little brother, little follower, baby Niannian.

"That's fine, I'll change my tone." He changed his words, "Shi Nian, pack up quickly, we'll go out right away."

However, when it came to the eating place, Yang Sile's habit of taking care of others broke out again. He kept adding vegetables to Shi Nian's hot pot while eating hot pot, and only picked good and tender ones to put in his bowl, but he didn't get much for himself. thing.

But even though Yang Sile ordered all his favorite dishes, Shi Nian didn't dare to bear it, for fear that he would be bought into by a mere hot pot meal, and accidentally cross the high-tension line, thinking about what he wanted to do last night.

Yang Sile watched him calmly pull aside the vegetables he picked up, and asked suspiciously: "I remember that you like to eat... don't you like it now?"

Shi Nian stopped his chopsticks, looked up at him, and asked more suspiciously, "You 'remember'?"

Yang Sile choked up: "We are elementary school classmates..."

"Oh, I almost forgot." Shi Nian looked away, regretting that he shouldn't have asked such a question.

In order to make the logic more thorough, Yang Sile added: "At that time, our two families happened to meet outside the hot pot restaurant, so we simply shared a table and ate together, so I have a little impression."

In fact, the real situation is that the two of them used to take time out to have a meal together once a month. Once the adults chatted away and ignored the two children, Yang Sile would consciously take care of Shi Nian and keep an eye on him. Things, wash off the red oil for him with clean water, prevent him from leaving the table halfway to play, and strictly control every level.

Shi Nian couldn't remember, so he could only answer ambiguously: "It seems that there is such a thing."

In the rest of the itinerary, he deliberately avoided the elementary school time and the intimacy last night, infinitely ignored the fact that the two met early, and unilaterally regarded Yang Sile as a friend he just met during the summer vacation, hoping to make the two of them feel better. The relationship mode is back on the right track it should be on.

Yang Sile proposed to go to a certain scenic spot and asked his opinion. He neither agreed unconditionally, nor resolutely refused to go against him. He carefully controlled the ratio of rejection and pandering along the way.

This was more tiring than struggling with the anxiety of first arriving in a new environment. Shi Nian didn't have the strength to have other thoughts, and he didn't have the mood to appreciate the humanistic scenery.

Yang Sile was also tired.

After lunch, he enthusiastically said that he would go to the Panda Base, but Shi Nian felt that the distance was too far and the time was too short, so he refused to go today.

Passing by a popular scenic spot in the city by bus, he casually asked Shi Nian if he wanted to go in, and Shi Nian showed great interest inexplicably.But in fact, he is not interested in this kind of tourist check-in place, which is tasteless and wasteful.

As soon as I came to other places, many dormant problems emerged one after another.They have different preferences and huge differences in travel concepts. Apart from memories, there are very few common topics to talk about.

Yang Sile had to reflect on whether it was really feasible to let Shi Nian overcome his anxiety about changes in this way, and whether his hope that the relationship between the two could return to the past was too naive.

He had to admit it even if he didn't want to, there were many things he couldn't understand about Shi Nian, and the gap between him and Shi Nian was not limited to "forgetfulness".

Yang Sile was very discouraged after being the boss for a day, but he didn't get anything good, so he simply handed over the dinner issue to Shi Nian, and stopped actively contributing opinions.

Shi Nian felt that "friends" should be as AA as Shi Zhengguo said. Since Yang Sile had been busy all day, now it was his turn to show his strength.

He searched the Internet for a long time, and found a Cantonese restaurant with high praise. Finally, he followed the navigation instructions and brought Yang Sile to the door without detours. However, he still missed the appointment time and had to re-arrange the number. .

The two sat in front of the store hungry and fed the mosquitoes. Shi Nian imitated Yang Sile's way of taking care of him, bringing him free snacks and sour plum soup for his belly, and then lowered his head to study the menu, guessing that Yang Sile liked to eat What, what should be ordered later, in order to ensure fast serving and scientific matching.

It's a pity that Yang Sile was busy replying to WeChat, so he didn't notice Shi Nian's intentions. He ate whatever was on hand, and never thought about why he could reach the snacks that were originally placed three meters away as long as he reached out.

Shi Nian carefully observed his reaction, seeing him laughing happily while eating the snacks he brought, he also became happy, as if he had received great affirmation.

So he confidently continued this style to dinner.

Yang Sile looked left and right to find a free waiter, and he was the first to stop the passing sister to ask her for the menu.

Yang Sile was hesitant about the long list of dish names, so he immediately pretended to be calm and told him the results he had just read through hundreds of Meituan reviews for his reference.

"Drunken pigeon and jelly stew are the signature dishes of this restaurant. They are said to taste very good. Rose chicken in soy sauce is average, so it's best not to order it. Roast meat is sold in many places, and you get tired quickly. Eggplant stew and sweet and sour pork are good. For dim sum, I recommend coconut cakes and bean curd rolls.”

Yang Sile's cell phone kept vibrating. He was distracted to look at it. He was not particularly surprised by Shi Nian's homework. He only commented, "Tofu skin rolls are soy products, right? Don't want this", and handed him the menu. I buried myself in replying to Chen Nan's message.

Seeing that he was busy replying to WeChat messages, Shi Nian hardly looked at himself the whole time, holding the menu, he couldn't help but be taken aback, his face couldn't hide his disappointment.

But he can comfort himself: Yang Sile has never done this before when we were eating together, he must be in a hurry to keep looking at his phone.

Shi Nian communicated with the waiter by himself, placed orders by himself, and drank tea by himself while waiting for the dishes to be served.

Yang Sile finished processing the news that had piled up all day, and now he was talking to Chen Nan that he and Shi Nian were eating out together.

Chen Nan asked him if Qingyuan was fun, and he replied honestly: "Generally, it's not very fun."

"I went there the year before last, and I thought it was quite fun."

Chen Nan was too lazy to type, so she sent a voice message: "You must go to the Panda Base. The national treasure is indeed a national treasure. A man like me is so cute by giant pandas. It's not a problem to wander around there all day! There is also Qingyuan There are several mountains around, if you have time, I recommend you to climb them, they are beautiful."

It was inconvenient for Yang Sile to listen, so he converted the voice into text.

After reading Chen Nan's suggestion, he said with some regret: "We will only stay for three days, and we won't be able to go too far. Today, we just wandered around the city."

Chen Nan: "What is there to go shopping in the urban area? Apart from the historic sites that have been rebuilt so much that even my mother wouldn't recognize them, and the snack street that scams tourists out of money, where can I go shopping? Let me open my eyes."

Yang Sile: "Financial Center, City Museum, Provincial Map."

Chen Nan: "......"

When the coconut cake was on the table, Yang Sile pressed the lock screen, put the phone next to the tissue box, and prepared to use his chopsticks.

Shi Nian saw that he was finally not obsessed with chatting with others, and was just about to find a topic to open up the situation and change his mood, when Yang Sile's phone turned on again.

Chen Nan half-jokingly said: "Traveling with Chief Shi is hard work for you."

"My Good Captain".

"Be patient for two more days."

"Nan Nan will take you home."

Backstage pushes one by one, Yang Sile glanced sideways, intending to go back after dinner, then turned off the screen again and ignored it.

Sitting opposite, Shi Nian couldn't see the specific content clearly, but was very satisfied with Yang Sile's ignoring attitude, and told him a little happily: "The sister who served us just now has been watching you."

Yang Sile took a spoonful of snacks and looked at him puzzled: "Is there something dirty on my face?"

Shi Nian bit his spoon and smiled: "No, maybe it's because you are more handsome."

Yang Sile finally saw Niannian smiling, and finally he felt relieved, and he also laughed: "Then why doesn't she look at you? You are more handsome."

Shi Nian was caught off guard by such a compliment, and his heart immediately burst into joy, but his face still had a nonchalant expression: "Is there? I look very ordinary."

The two reached out to share the cakes at the same time, and Yang Sile took the opportunity to tap Shi Nian's spoon lightly with his spoon: "Silly, if you call me average, then no one will dare to say that you look good."

Shi Nian's little tail that was hidden behind him almost didn't wag afterimage: "You're stupid, I'm not."

Yang Sile thought for a while: "Let's do this. She first saw that you are good-looking, and then she wanted to see what I look like who can have dinner with such a good-looking you. It turns out that I am also pretty good-looking. She Just shocked."

"Well... that makes sense."

Shi Nian was very satisfied with his reasoning, his sense of loss was wiped away, and his appetite was whetted.

Yang Sile was also satisfied that Shi Nian could eat well and talk a lot, completely forgetting about the bad afternoon, and couldn't help but go to the front desk to check out and issue an invoice after eating.

Shi Nian found that he still enjoyed following Yang Sile's rhythm more, and he didn't want to spoil the atmosphere, so he followed him obediently and waited for him to check the bill.

According to the habit developed in Qingjiang, after eating, they should go for a walk together to digest food. Yang Sile went to the bathroom after paying the money, so as not to be troubled outside later.

Shi Nian didn't drink the sour plum soup, and didn't want to go to the bathroom for the time being, so he offered to help his backpack with his mobile phone, and went to the store to wait first.

He was standing by the street, bored alone, so he divided the dinner money by two and transferred it to Yang Sile in advance. By the way, he wanted to do his homework and see if there were any good places for a walk within walking distance.

Yang Sile's WeChat account received a transfer reminder, the screen lit up with a vibration, and the unread messages on the notification bar also appeared.

Shi Nian subconsciously picked up Yang Sile's phone and glanced at it.

47 minutes ago -

Chen Nan: "Nan Nan will take you home."

Chen Nan: "Be patient for another two days."

Chen Nan: "My good captain".

46 minutes ago -

"Traveling with Chief Shi is hard work for you."

Shi Nian stared at the sentence at the bottom for a long time, and suddenly realized that he and Yang Sile should have just started eating 46 minutes ago.

It turned out that this was the message he received at the time.

It turned out that the reason why he saw it but didn't reply back then was this.

Then why did you laugh at yourself afterwards?Just out of courtesy?

Is it really that hard to travel with yourself?

Suffering to the point where he has to complain to other friends online even if he is right next to him?

In an instant, Shi Nian was overwhelmed by the unexpected awakening, the shame of being passionate, and the sadness of being betrayed by someone he trusted.He didn't have time to think about the answer, he didn't want to think about it.He just wanted to go home and be alone.

Think now.

He couldn't shed tears in front of Yang Si Le who didn't like him at all, and was even bored with him.